Love sux

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Ghxst Collective - October 2021

Driving Vibes Rn

saf (soundcloud exclusive)

Track 1 "rainy summer"
prod. heydium

lyrics: 

go ahead and say the things
i know that youve been thinking all along
i dont wanna hear it all 
when you come crawling right back
when he lets you down
i know you never come around like anymore
thats okay cuz i never arranged for all of this to last
the way you thought it would, yeah...yeah...

damn you really thought that you were something
how's it make you feel to know it was all for nothin'?
damn you make me laugh, woah ho wo, yeah
and i been trying hard to figure out
how to turn this all around
but i think im giving up now
ima go and let my hair down, yeah...

damn you're so fucking deluded 
yeah you never take the blame at all
but we all know that its all ur fault, yeh
and when he fucks you up
i wont be there
to pick you back up...no, no no no no

i wont be there to pick u up
i dont care i dont give a fuck, no

ima go and let my hair down now
things are much better without you around...

yeah...

Spotify

eh, i give up

to: my former muse 
from: yours truly 

Here's to still being alive, overcoming any obstacles that life may throw at you, & defeating your demons. YG$+W.O.L.F Da SeT.

Wish You The Best (Prod. Jang0)

produced by kirk

lyrics:

[chorus] (miseryfell)
scythe on my back and i'm feeling like a demon slayer
if you really want smoke i'll make your ass disappear
nails painted black with my hand around your neck
if i, wasn't clear enough

talk, down on me and i'll put you in the mud
put you back where you came from if you want blood
i ain't really into conversations
smash his skull on the fucking pavement

[verse] (infinityghxst)
kill that demon with my fist, satan is a fucking bitch
she wanna suck my fucking dick, throw a blade into her clit
carve my name into her tits, pour my blood onto her wrist
imma grab her by the throat, and then she'll wanna have my kids

[audio]
"you look lonely
i can fix that"

i don't, wanna go fucking nuts
cause, imma keep fucking up
i, wanna keep taking drugs
but, imma keep fucking up

imma kill that demon, imma kill that demon
kill that fucking demon, imma kill that demon
imma kill that demon, imma kill that demon
kill that fucking demon, imma kill that demon

imma kill that demon
imma kill that demon
kill that fucking demon

[chorus] (miseryfell)
scythe on my back and i'm feeling like a demon slayer
if you really want smoke i'll make your ass disappear
nails painted black with my hand around your neck
if i, wasn't clear enough

talk, down on me and i'll put you in the mud
put you back where you came from if you want blood
i ain't really into conversations
smash his skull on the fucking pavement

demon slayer. (feat. infinityghxst)

Project: Neon Inferno

Cover art: Spookygang 

Socials: 

(Neon)
https://www.thoughtformwi.com/neondion

(Carlby)
https://www.thoughtformwi.com/carlby

BUILD ME UP W/ Carlby (Prod. Kai Boo)

Thank you for listening <3 
Legend @alainite prod @tnvr555! 

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6YKqxdc713A4GiHvcEMzIl
Also up on iTunes and Apple Music!

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Alainite
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Lyrics:
Well, March comes in like a lion, yuh 
Still sad but I’m trying
Lights off when I’m crying, I stay strong when I’m dying, yeah
I’ll figure it out, heads been lost in the clouds
Can’t find myself in the crowd

But I’m Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace

Yeah cut the lights when I'm flying, yeah
Psilocybin I'm tryin, yeah
See all the colours now, yeah we're not coming down
I guess I'll figure it out, heads been lost in the clouds
Can't find myself, I just can't find myself in the crowd
I feel like I'm walking alone down this empty road 
And you come down for only a moment to sell yourself 

But I’m, staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace
But I’m, staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace

No one ever stays
These days can’t even speak what’s on my mind
Can I tell you how I feel inside?
No one ever stays
Didn’t expect you to leave, but it’s fine I’m sick of searching for the reason why,
I’m always faded, you’re always jaded
I don’t want to say goodbye, want you stay the night
I’m always faded, you’re always jaded
I don’t want to say goodbye, want you stay the night

But I’m, staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face,
Tryna save face, honor
Staying on pace
Staying on pace, lover
Tryna save face, I’m a disgrace

Staying on Pace w/ Alainite [Reimagined] (Prod. TNVR)

prod. me and soundcloud.com/cay2o

<3

lyrics:
sleepy eyes
and a tired face
u cant tell that its worth it thats why u spit in my face
I dont care what u think
I was there, probably
but that really doesnt matter
I know that I was better than him

why the fuck u hate me
why cant u feel me baby
im strugglin to be honest
wanna knock myself unconscious for u

sleepy eyes
and a tired face
I don't care if you hate me you could spit in my face
I dont care, I'll be fine
I know I say that all the time
but that really doesnt matter
I know that I was better than him

sleepy eyes

spotify

;(

Lyrics:

Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end 
Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end 

I feel so vacant and the colors have faded 
Life is not the same and I just wanna take it
All the time wasted, wish I could escape it,
I just have to face it and I fucking hate it

Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end
Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end 
Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end

caved in (sorrow bringer)

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCjxHF-VoOPI9XbIj7Oi1x5A

Covermeindaises (P. Constantine )

nightmares

lyrics:

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

I could do it all perfect and they’d still need more
I already quit once I won’t hide no more
Its lonely in ur head and I need the bottle to survive here
There are no fucking breaks I chose the path and ill die here
Oh u miss my pain well here’s the pain now clap
This shit feel the same as on that bridge when I had snapped
Eat ur fucking food u better enjoy it it cost souls
Im sitting in my room at 2am just drunk and stoned
Of course were all a bit fucked up that’s how it goes
But my job relies on being fucked up to go gold
The stress destroys me quickly but they love it so I stomach it
Abusing all this shit inside my body im in love with it
I cant hold relationships cause my body doesn’t work right
She touch me on my chest her hand went numb and she got frostbite
I been broken forever so u can treat me how u deem right
Vomit on my sweater Im throwing up because it feel nice
Its only right I give my wounds time to heal yea yea
I thought 150mg of Zoloft pills might help
I was wrong I was cursed from my birth I swear
This aint shit to fix with cigarettes and dyeing hair
I been out my mind since I got back on my meds
I cant even fuck or feel emotions in my head
I feel so alone inside this home that I built
This shit been my life every day it dont feel real

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

i start to rust (eric godlow)

Gone From The Bone Feat Teddyboi prod by loveless

shoot a bitch freestyle p jean parker & emmanb

artist featured:
@failure404

produced by: 
@jolst

Snowdrop

Wish You're Here Now (w/ epitomeoffailure) [+ Jolst]

lyrics:

Huh Im pouring out this bottle till I feeling myself
Bruises on my chest from the last night out
Cuts on my thighs from my own damn self
The hardest part of it all is admitting that u need help
They see me on live
They feel me on live
But I was so drunk
But I was so high
This 55 inch emulate the coast line
While I record pain yea I expose mine

Though its not easy its not that easy but it works
U could tell im fighting shit and honestly it hurts
I throw my heart outside my window and go berserk
Just know the doom I make u feel I felt it first
Oh Amanda I was broken before I knew u and u helped me
The hardest is tryna prove to loved ones that u healthy
With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
Ur voice sounds nice but I dont listen to what u tell me

Hear my words and find peace in our anger
Its funny how after all of this time im now a stranger
The second I lost u I feel life grew so much bleaker
Now the way ur so appalled by my smile I feel like a creature to u 
If I do not awaken
Lay me down gently
Please do not protect me
The ghouls that dissect me
And I know I hide my emotions
But its in the benefit of enjoying the moment ya
I dont get along with no one this easy
So Tell me ur motive before I fall in love

Though its not easy its not that easy but it works
U could tell im fighting shit and honestly it hurts
I throw my heart outside my window and go berserk
Just know the doom I make u feel I felt it first
Oh Amanda I was broken before I knew u and u helped me
The hardest is tryna prove to loved ones that u healthy
With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
Ur voice sounds nice but I dont listen to what u tell me

BERSERKER (ERIC GODLOW)

lyrics:

Im ashamed that I indulged
I just liked the taste
While the sweat drips down into the flesh its like game
Plus he had some fight
It just made it right even though its still wrong
Blood drips down
My legs and I cry
Not because hurts
But because ive never felt like this in my life

Safely indulge in this curse with the lights out
My form is skews in moonlight while I cry out 
The pain is a right of passage if ur apart of my house
Its heavy on the shame when dragging bodies to the hideout
Take in the lore its all fact its not to scare
Honestly at face value its there to warn you
Cause none of my kind would’ve chose this affliction
Its a cycle of nature and god is the culprit

Plague had hit the town
And prayers couldn’t be found
I could feel my heart pound
Lord save me ive drowned
God forgive me I had made it halfway
Thru the mist I was hit by the fruit of my fate

 theres nothing here to hide from
its just rain
its just angel tears for someone that died
we can improve
its just pain
and it hurts but i know it subsides
Ur just like me how u hate bad news
Turn off the tv cause im on channel 5
Its 9 bodies in protected parks
This is reality so of course it gets dark

Rest when u can cause the morning is nigh
Transitions cost u a portion of life
Please dont revolt I guarantee u will die
Ive seen the consequences before my eyes
She turns to me
And asks for my advice
In all honesty
U dont know what you’ve sacrificed
She takes her life
And I knew she would
With this curse bestowed
U carry ur sanity alone

 theres nothing here to hide from
its just rain
its just angel tears for someone that died
we can improve
its just pain
and it hurts but i know it subsides
Ur just like me how u hate bad news
Turn off the tv cause im on channel 5
Its 9 bodies in protected parks
This is reality so of course it gets dark

WEREWOLF IN PARIS (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

LYRICS :

I die in my dreams can my dreams come to real life
Your words cutdeep so deep like a steel knife
Taking fucking pills while I bleed so I can feel right
I don’t wanna talk I don’t wanna start another fight
I die in my dreams can my dreams come to real life
Your words cutdeep so deep like a steel knife
Taking fucking pills while I bleed so I can feel right
I don’t wanna talk I don’t wanna start another fight

I don’t wanna start another fight 
Swear to god I need you by my side
I don’t wanna waste your fucking time
Can we vibe just for the night
don’t wanna fight
don’t wanna cry no
don’t wanna die
swear I fucking tried oh 
Waste of fucking time 
I need you in my life oh
Said I’m fucking fine
I’m sorry but I lied though

I’m just a person that’s filling up a space 
Fuck all this hurting cause I’m a mistake
Throw me away cause I can be replaced 
You don’t got to tell me I know I’m a waste

I die in my dreams can my dreams come to real life
Your words cutdeep so deep like a steel knife
Taking fucking pills while I bleed so I can feel right
I don’t wanna talk I don’t wanna start another fight
I die in my dreams can my dreams come to real life
Your words cutdeep so deep like a steel knife
Taking fucking pills while I bleed so I can feel right
I don’t wanna talk I don’t wanna start another fight

steel knife (metlast x jang0)

its complicated ..

lyrics:

I could never tell if they love or hate me its complicated its complicated
All I know these drugs help me out with thinking i swear they save me oh I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up and take em just to motivate me now im motivated
Pouring out my soul is too hard when conscious so I do it faded and the product pays me 
She tell me that she loving on me regardless but I know she faking oh I know she fakes it
Tell me how u really feel off this ace I swear I could take it promise I can take it
With everything in my life im complacent if I was here now id be crying shaking
Im searching up effects for the shit im taking and its all just bad but damn still I take em
 
I cannot bank on myself cause I couldn’t tell u how long I’m breathing
Process the words that the masses tell u and prove them weaklings
I’m at the point where only god can save me cause I reject the treatment they propose to me cause I’m happy bleeding
The devil told me I was born to demon
Crawl forward on ur fractures
I can feel the wrath of god thru her bullet words
Time and time again I am stripped of rest and happiness
But we all got our pain so ill shut up cause mine is nothing special

I could never tell if they love or hate me its complicated its complicated
All I know these drugs help me out with thinking i swear they save me oh I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up and take em just to motivate me now im motivated
Pouring out my soul is too hard when conscious so I do it faded and the product pays me 
She tell me that she loving on me regardless but I know she faking oh I know she fakes it
Tell me how u really feel off this ace I swear I could take it promise I can take it
With everything in my life im complacent if I was here now id be crying shaking
Im searching up effects for the shit im taking and its all just bad but damn still I take em

complicated (sorrow bringer)

lyrics:

Rest for the weak while the strong hold ground
I pray u forget what ur worrying about
Everything I had been taught so far in this world just brought me scars
People dont know what u go thru till u in the ground or recovery wards

Oh we all felt the pain
I keep taking these shots
But im just getting grazed
This bottle full of blanks
How much more can I take
I cant really say
Sometimes blue skies take too long to come around and I am not that patient

Mama I feel like I made
But mama I think im dying
My tear burn hard in my eyes cause liquor fall out of them when im crying
Maybe inside im angry maybe inside Im trying 
Suffering just like reading its way more easy to do it in silence
Misery needs some company and I heard she’s hiring
I believe that the being I wanna be dont fit my environment
But I would die a martyr for my cause instead of folding
I heard the devil wears Prada but really I dress in thrifted clothing
I called upon my faith but I think my prayer was left on holding
Still I hold hope in this light and this warmth even my soul is frozen now
I put my heart into to people and they leave it broken now
Im off the Henny and coke and im getting emotional
I get the shakes and im sweating im waking up soaking now
I feel like people u know gonna trade you for less than a quarter now I swear
I take a shower to ground me and bleed out the dye in my orange hair
But everyone that’s someone had some shit to go thru
Then once u felt the strength inside there’s nothing u cant do

Oh we all felt the pain
I keep taking these shots
But im just getting grazed
This bottle full of blanks
How much more can I take
I cant really say
Sometimes blue skies take too long to come around and I am not that patient

risks and regrets (jabarionthebeat x shahmajorofficial x fastlifebeats)

even though you used to call my name, 
i turned a cheek; i looked the other way
my hands are weak, my soul is laced with shame 
'cause i'm the only one whose left to blame 

it is what it is

if i disappeared tomorrow
would you even fucking notice 


choke slam

VISUAL

Heart Attack [Prod. JVCXB]

Produced: Misogi
Vocals: Misogi
Background vocals: Little Shadows (@lilshdws), Jxsh (@jxshjxsh), Teddybear (@tddybrr)
Written: Teddybear (@tddybrr)
Co-Written: Misogi
Artwork: Ian Harris (https://www.instagram.com/latdeboy/)

WWW.TWITTER.COM/XXMISOGI
WWW.TWITTER.COM/TDDYBRR
WWW.TWITTER.COM/LILSHDWS
WWW.TWITTER.COM/JXSH15TH

"Violent Candy" features Nessly (@nessly)
https://twitter.com/nessly24k

"Little Brain" features nothing,nowhere. (@nothingnowheremusic)
https://twitter.com/nothingnowhere

Little Brain (ft. nothing,nowhere.)

You Know It All [Prod By. nothing,nowhere.]

(prod. Klimonglue)

Lyrics:
Rider. Buster. You need it. I bleed it.
Geekin’ off a perc and bitch I’m feelin’ like a demon. 
Bitch I came in drifting on the pavement. 
Pass me the stainless. I’m mask off. Faceless.

Fuck it up. Bitches fuck with me like a double cup. 
Pouring up. Pull up to the scene with a double dutch. 
Buckle up. Racing on the street with the muscle front.  
Huddle up. Fuckin’ with my team. Yeah we coming up. 

Ouu. None of these bitches ever heard about you.
Zooming through the block with a murdered out coupe. 
Boolin’ with a Glock. I could do without you. 
Running with the clock. They forgot about you. 

Get rocked. 
I’m tight with ya bitch like a zip lock. 
Wrist watch.
Icy with the drip when it tick tock. 
Brick talk. 
Yeah I caught a body with a headshot. 
Get $not. 
I’m a chili pepper bitch I’m red hot. 


Rider. Buster. You need it. I bleed it.
Geekin’ off a perc and bitch I’m feelin’ like a demon. 
Bitch I came in drifting on the pavement. 
Pass me the stainless. I’m mask off. Faceless.


They don’t like me.
Bitches wanna fight me. 
Ha. In my white tee. 
Shorty wanna bite me. 

She excite me. 
Shorty Aphrodite. 
Ha. Stepping lightly. 
Fucking with a pisces. 

Gimme top.
I could never milli rock. Ha Ha. 
Really thought.
With yo bitch. I really talk. Ha Ha. 
 
Live a lot. 
Shock a bitch. A kilowatt. Ha Ha. 
Pick a lock. 
I’m about a kill a thot. Ha Ha. 

Shorty gone buss it for me.
Fucking her friends for the free. 
Fuck her like Adam and Eve. 
Now she want something with me. 

Cher I just wanna believe. 
Love isn’t nothing for me. 
I know she gunning for me.
Fuck it. I’m jugging the piece. 


Rider. Buster. You need it. I bleed it.
Geekin’ off a perc and bitch I’m feelin’ like a demon. 
Bitch I came in drifting on the pavement. 
Pass me the stainless. I’m mask off. Faceless.

BUSTER (IG: @zoomthrax)

Feature Artist: https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey





Lyrics:

Rivilin:

When I speak do I still disappoint you
The walls they open up and I seem to sink through
Shadows embracing me is this what I’ve come to be, just the empty hollow husk
Will I find closure here, or will I close the book and just disappear 

I can feel the bones sticking out of you
I see your ghost sitting right next to me I wish it wasn’t true
You’re haunting me every day
I wish it wasn’t me who got addicted; I see you’re so conflicted

With this situation, I watch you caved in
No, You weren’t the same person when I saw you getting thin
No, you stopped eating every day
I see the drugs took away the pain so you just withered away

So sing me to sleep
Won’t you just sing me to sleep
You’re at the edge of my bed,
I see your bones you’ve gone unfed

Your knuckles they bleed
I see your mind split in three
Im just a moth to your flame
No, I won’t scream out in pain

SEPHA:

Tell me that u feel the same way I do
Haven’t figured myself out enuf 
Let alone two 
Feel the same way I do
Feel the same way I do
Feel the way that I do yet u change it to a problem of yours 

I know that’s such a burden of me to ask
Taking on the weight of ur ex lover
And a new task
I really ask a lot of u
Really ask a lot of u
Really yeh but times gone fast and u forgot the things i love

The willow trees 
Would hug the breeze
We baked in sun
Ur hand would tease
I’d forget the anger
Or argument
And please u
as u want again

Always x 4

FATIGUE(Ft Sepha.)

cut myself with thorns, for you to throw away the roses

prod. @stillvanishing
ft. @lilxtraatl

s/o @prodbybrody
& @the-gnarly-neighbors

[STREAMING]

hurt (ft. lil xtra) [p. eadith]

I have a sad little story,  ends with me in two or
At least my mental state as I JUST watch you drug abuse
yeah you’re using my mental illness as an overreaction
I get that from my family enough as it is

its just business for my family psychiatrist
I don’t understand it, why do I have to take meds
imagine trying to explain to a twelve-year-old
why he has depression and see he doesn’t smile now

maybe god made me this way for a reason
but lately, I don’t see anything worth believing
I know suicide won’t get me to a better place
but it been on my mind lately and you know im scared to face

my emotions and my issues and my problems
yeah they stack and stack, and build up a castle around me
until it collapses and im just smothered under rubble
not coming up not coming for breath this time

you hate me, I hate me too
my eyes see double of you
infractions I cant handle
I just seem to go under again

you love to push and abuse
gun to your head I shoot through
doesn’t matter how it turns out
cus the best of me is always you

lay in awake of depression, im losing, im anxious
maybe ill jump off that bridge when I face it
im not good with my own mental health
having conversations about whether I wanna live or die

Every time its like im on the suicide hotline
for my friends they’re not happy some have cut off they’re lifeline
living on a mi goreng diet, yeah its instant depression
all warmed up in 60 seconds

yeah I hate how we have to live this
making drug drop-offs to the next corner
cant get a real job, can’t get qualified
what do I do when all I got left is the music

and friends yeah living on the edge of depression
anxiety wants to say that he’s always mentioned
in every conversation that you ever have
but yeah life, you get what you get

IT'S JUST BUSINESS

JASXN -
https://www.instagram.com/jahsxn/?hl=en
https://youtube.com/c/JASXN
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1M9OB1MLo6Z3Y1PmO8LyIy

DEEPREST -
https://www.youtube.com/user/EpicknesSs
https://soundcloud.com/deeprest666
https://www.instagram.com/deeprest666/?hl=en

LYRICS:

Wave crash, what if I never last? 
I got thorns in my back, can someone come save me?
come save me,
from the shit i'm debating

same fear, when you say, "i'll be gone for the day"
never state "can you stay right next to me?"
right next to me
man my mind got the best of me

too scared of the time that we talked in
i doubt that I'd ever bring the topic
back down, got your photo in a locket
final day with the lever in my pocket

never saying when I'll overdose
cause im kinda low, lackin serotonin
wonder why you led me in the cold
Guess ill never know, layin in the grove

Drownin in the gutter with your bad blood
too late for a sorry, imma pass up
but ill hit you up when my blade rust
spending every morning with my heart tucked

what I did for lust, what I did for love
dont say you hate me

what Id do for you, do for no one else
and you know you'll save me 

Wave crash, what if I never last? 
I got thorns in my back, can someone come save me?
come save me,
from the shit i'm debating

same fear, when you say, "i'll be gone for the day"
never state "can you stay right next to me?"
right next to me
man my mind got the best of me

Come Save Me (PROD. DEEPREST)

IDLEGLANCE XMAS SPECIAL
EXLUSIVE RELEASE FEATURING: @sepha-joey @rivilin @s0cliche 
❄️
AMV on YouTube: https://youtu.be/iSXB1gO3Ytc
Prod. by Rivilin & SEPHA.

Lyrics:

SEPHA.:
WINTER MORNING SO COLD IT BITES MY FACE
WE’RE WARM BY NIGHT BUT I FEEL LONGING WHEN I WAKE FROM BED
I'M GONNA DRINK AGAIN
SIP WHISKEY WARM BY ICY WINDS
MY MIND STAYING LONGING
SIP WHISKEY WARM BY ICY WINDS
MY MIND STAYING LONGING
 
RIVILIN:
IT'S BEEN A MESSED UP YEAR BETWEEN
IF YOU EVER FALL, EVER FALL, EVER FALL YOU GOT ME
SMILE ON CHRISTMAS EVE
BECAUSE I GOT YOUR BACK, GOT YOUR BACK, GOT YOUR BACK, BELIEVE ME

S0CLICHÉ:
I BEEN SO LOST ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU VACATE
TURN IT TO A LOSS EVERY CHRISTMAS ANY VACA
SHIT I’M ON A ROLL, I’LL PROBABLY SLIP AWAY HEY
MAKE A MILLION MORE
BUT THAT’S PRESSURE ON THE FRAME AY
SIPPIN' SPIRITS FOR MY SOUL SO NUMB
NO I DON’T KNOW WHERE THESE GIFTS COME FROM
I TAKE IT IT’S THE GRACE OF GOD
BUT I DON’T GOTTA FOOL NO ONE
 
RIVILIN:
SCRAPING OFF THE WINDOW WITH A CREDIT CARD YEAH
I DON’T WANNA LEAVE I WANNA STAY INSIDE WITH YOU
IT'S BEEN A MESSED UP YEAR YOU KNOW I'M STILL ALIVE
I HATE MYSELF BUT YOU JUST KEEP THE FIRE BRIGHT WITHIN ME
 
YOU TRY TO CHANGE THE TOPICS BUT IT DOESN’T HELP
YOU’RE TORN BETWEEN MEMORIES OF A FAMILY BURNT IN HELL
SO TELL ME STORIES OF A CHRISTMAS YOU HAD NO ONE ELSE
YOU GOT ME SO STAY, I WON’T LET YOU COLLECT DUST ON THE SHELF
 
SEPHA. END PART:
THE BELLS RING
THE DRUNK MOON ALWAYS SINGS’ A BUNCH OF TIMES
 
RIVILIN:
IT'S BEEN A MESSED UP YEAR BETWEEN
IF YOU EVER FALL, EVER FALL, EVER FALL YOU GOT ME
SMILE ON CHRISTMAS EVE
BECAUSE I GOT YOUR BACK, GOT YOUR BACK, GOT YOUR BACK, BELIEVE ME

caved in (sorrow bringer)

cyzun