lyrics vvv

"he believed that, that if you could do good things for other people, you had a moral obligation to do those things,
thats whats at stake here
not choice, responsibility.
thats nice.. thats great.. its all well and good, so where is he?
what?
where is he
wheres my dad?
he didn't think it was his responsibility to be here and tell me this himself? 
oh c'mon, how dare you?
how dare i? how dare you!"
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how dare you fucking leave like that
i never really thought that id miss my dad
you use to take me places
and now im just sitting faceless
and now its just too late
cause you never cared
and if you did
i was never aware
no i cant talk to you bout a damn thing
cause you wont understand
cause you wont understand
yeah i miss him..
yeah i miss him..
but he dont know..
cause he ignores everything..
yeah i miss him..
yeah i miss him..
but he dont know..
cause he ignores everything..

i miss my dad (skellington)

prod. moneo

lyrics: 

(You know it just sucks like I’m so lost with what to do with my days now. I feel like I’m wasting time and I’m trying to get out of that feeling but it’s hard but eventually I’ll get there. But as of now I feel like I’m like mentally and physically melting, like melting away.)

I don’t feel at home
I’ve been all alone 
Wtf am I suppose to do 
I’m just stuck here missing you
I don’t feel at home
I’ve been all alone 
Wtf am I suppose to do 
I’m just stuck here missing you
I’ve been trying my best
I’ve been trying to change 
Think about why you left 
Don’t think that I’d be the same
I miss the tone of your voice 
I miss the memories made 
I wish that I could forget 
Make it all fadeaway 
Fadeaway x1000 lol
sorry I’m a fuck up and a mistake
You probably wished never talked to me in the first place 
I don’t feel at home
I’ve been all alone 
Wtf am I suppose to do 
I’m just stuck here missing you
I don’t feel at home
I’ve been all alone 
Wtf am I suppose to do 
I’m just stuck here missing you

wtf am i suppose to do (moneo)

It’s been a long time I hope you all enjoy this new project!

Most Days [prod. JustBenBeats]

Ignoring calls from all my friends 
'Cause I'm too high to leave my room 
Started smoking just to see my breath 
And the angel told me he'll be coming soon 
This is a different kind of sunrise 
Where everything turns cold and blue 
And I guess that's just December, but last July 
We stayed up all night and I was warm with you  

And I know talk is cheap but hell, at least I can afford it 
Everybody needs a lover they can keep until the morning 
And we'll get drunk on our potential, talk out our problems and ignore 'em 
No one said it would be easy, hell, at least it isn't boring 
And now I'm spinning in my room half-naked, talking to the moon 
And dripping poison down my throat just to wash out the taste of you 
And now my hometown is a desert, my body eats itself in spirals 
Watch my skin fall off in patches, lay back down it's just denial 

Last night the fireworks kept me awake 
And I'm afraid I'm turning cold 
But I cleaned my room alone again on New Year's Day 
And we'll talk again when I know what to say

And I know talk is cheap but hell, at least I can afford it 
Everybody needs a lover they can keep until the morning 
And we'll get drunk on our potential, talk out our problems and ignore 'em 
No one said it would be easy, hell, at least it isn't boring 
And now I'm spinning in my room half-naked, talking to the moon 
And dripping poison down my throat just to wash out the taste of you 
And now my hometown is a desert, my body eats itself in spirals 
Watch my skin fall off in patches, lay back down it's just denial

hell, at least

lyrics

u top of list i want dead
but i dont do prayers for a death
jus roll me an eights for the second time today
and get to work w my friends

u think that im jus fuckin up taking drugs 
and losing my head
cookie to pass once again 
im on top the world

look at where u was at
when i was taking em shrooms
i was jus chilln da room
cooked staring straight to my hands

look at my hands look at my hands like wtf
u still wanna ask me whats in my cup
i'm on my own but ill run it up

couldn’t even think to tell u i love u when i am not the same uh
u are not the same

i'm scared of heights

i'm scared of heights (dash)

Tough choices with Scorpio and Mackk :)!

Lyrics below: 

(Vails)
I don’t think these meds are working as they should do 
Cus I’m still in pain, I still feel the same

drop the act, well I’ve tried too
I failed a thousand times tonight  
Trust me this an issue
even when I’m high as hell I still miss u 
keep a photograph close, pretend i could kiss u
holding it close
I really never let go 
so I don’t let go, but I still feel low 

I still feel the same
And rotting my brain 
The most intense pain 
Was i to blame

I dont think i was but ima take credit for it
Cus i cant shift the blame, i never wanted this shit 
But im left with it, guess ill deal with it 
Its not like i had a fucking choice to begin with 
Uh im not hating myslef because thats easy
And its not like anyone else could please me 
If things were differnet that believe me
It wouldnt  be so easy to defeat me 

But im going away for good
Wrapped the pain around me like a cloak 
i never knew if i should
But ive got good at learning how to cope

I don’t think these meds are working as they should do 
Cus I’m still in pain, I still feel the same

drop the act, well I’ve tried too
I failed a thousand times tonight  
Trust me this an issue
even when I’m high as hell I still miss u 
keep a photograph close, pretend i could kiss u
holding it close
I really never let go 
so I don’t let go, but I still feel low 

(Scorpio)

I feel like im dying and no I'm not being dramatic
I feel like I've been trying for what feels likes been ages
I'm not even crying cos the meds don't allow it
I cant stop myself hiding from all of their faces

stone cold rock you could call me onix
i might blast off maybe join team rocket
jumping out my socks run from my feelings like im sonic
turn up off the wall like vans if im honest

Ive never been good
At talking about my problems
I just take a puff
Until they’re all forgotten

Telling me she like me
Like im an option
Baby that’s unlikely
im barely worth a conversation

theres too many options
and too many tough choices
and if im being honest
i feel like im nothing

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Tough Choices (feat. Scorpio)

follow secre x jolst 

lyrics:
stay with me 
you are my home 
stay with me girl 
you are the soul, that i’ve always known

i just wrote you a letter 
(a letter) 
yea a letter
whenever you read it feel better
occasionally (occasionally)
yea, ima disaster 
ill have my shit together then ill lose it so much faster
i really hope that it doesn't change the way you look at me
i can't seem to maintain stability
i know i have, the capability
i know that, i know that

stay with me, you are my home (secre x jolst)

Me & You ~ Raymitz

Again(Prod.Tsurreal x Rossgossage)

youth (prod. xtravulous)

<33 thanks for 800

thanks so much for all the support the past couple years seriously <3333

wtf am i suppose to do (moneo)

cyzun