I always feel unreal 
got nothing to do
Ooooh

I always feel so blue 
Through and through 
Oooh

My life slips by
And I just wanna die 
Im running out of time
And I don’t know why

Why I have to stay
Suck it up and play 
I can’t behave 
Wanna pause the game 

Im sad and blue 

I guess I’ll never try 
Hate my life 
I guess I’ll die 

I feel so left behind 
On the side 
guess I’ll die 

I try and I fail 
And I just can’t tell
Why I even try 
I’m under your spell 

I trip and fall
I’m too far gone
I’m beyond help
I’m beyond it all 

I’m sad and blue

sad and blue

2005

Sometimes the world feels cold,
Like I don’t belong.
Sometimes I lose control,
And everything feels wrong.

Nobody hears my voice,
Nobody gives a damn.
I never had a choice,
Just static in my head.

I’m a ghost, I’m a failure,  
Drowning in my behavior.
Typing rage on this keyboard,
Lost my mind, can’t afford
To feel this way anymore.

Sometimes the pain won’t fade,
It lingers in my chest.
Sometimes I’m so afraid,
I fail another test.

Nobody hears my voice,
Nobody gives a damn.
I never had a choice,
Just static in my head.

I’m a ghost, I’m a failure,  
Drowning in my behavior.
Typing rage on this keyboard,
Lost my mind, can’t afford
To feel this way anymore.

Sometimes the pain won’t fade,
It lingers in my chest.
Sometimes I’m so afraid,
I fail another test.

All alone AGAIN

Cordless

worthwhile(demo)

Follow my Friend @dogmouths

(Road)
im so gone now
im so lost now
feeling locked out
out of my own mind

i dont know why i feel this way
and all i know is that wont see another day
i dont know why i feel so strange 
but please dont cry when im so far away

(Dogmouth)
Im so tired of letting everyone down
I know everything looks brighter when I am not around

(Road)
you left me on my own
and im stuck in my own home
and im stuck sitting all alone
and the thought that im dead
keeps coming to my head

(Dogmouth)
Im still lost in my mind 
Get sick all the time
The cancer isn’t hurting me
It’s tryna break me free

Buried deep in the snow
I dont wanna be alone
But I will
Or at least untill the rot reaches my bones 

(Road)
i dont know why i feel this way
and all i know is that wont see another day
i dont know why i feel so strange 
but please dont cry when im so far away

(Dogmouth)
Im so tired of letting everyone down
I know everything looks brighter when I am not around

(Both)
you left me on my own
and im stuck in my own home
and im stuck sitting all alone
and the thought that im dead
keeps coming to my head

I Wont Wake Up Tomorrow + Dogmouth

I don't think i can go outside.
Everybody out there wants me to die.
They'll blow my head off when i walk out there.
 to be honest do I even care?

When are they just gonna quit?
Shootin guns all they do is miss.
One day, my blood will be on the walls.
I go limp as my body falls.

I’d like to say that things get better,
But every day just feels like tether.
The weight just drags me further down,
Guess I was born to wear this frown.

The other night I heard your name,
Felt the same old sting of shame.
Thought I’d moved on, but that’s a lie
Some ghosts just never die.

Active Bystander

I know I’m nothing that you wanted to see 
I know I’m not a single thing I’ve ever wanted to be 
I know there’s not a thing you’ve wanted from me 
I know that you’re sick so I guess that I’ll just leave 

I’ll go back home if I know you really want it
And I’ll hop on the game as soon as I install it 
I never thought the time would leave me stuck right here 
Now nothing is the same and I never feel the same no more 

Fuck my body cuz my brain is on a mission
To see how fast I can kill myself with my inhibitions 
I get anxiety from the little things 
I don’t wanna be seen I’m not a man in name

Oh god 

I feel so lonely and my dogs my only friends 
I get so sick of this damn room it feels just like a pen 
No one cares anyway and I have zero fans
I’ll smash my guitar into bits until it pains my hands 

And I’d leave you alone if you really need it 
I got myself a new bad habit got me a new demon 
I never throught there’d be no better days 
And everyday’s the same and I always feel this way 

Fuck everybody I hate myself and this shit 
reality in front of me but I won’t ever see it 
There’s no variety in my day to day 
I don’t wanna be seen I’m not a man in name

Oh no

whats new? (i dont have fun)

You're a stupid little dumb fuck
You still wear your mommy's diapers
You're a stupid little dumb fuck
You still wear your mommy's diapers

Bio-Waste Error Code
The Dumbfuck Reconfig
Zero-Mind Contamination
Trash Circuit Degenerate

Therefore we must enter

Protocol: Dumbfuck Eradication
Protocol: Dumbfuck Eradication
Protocol: Dumbfuck Eradication
Protocol: Dumbfuck Eradication

Nobody likes
Your dumb fuck face
Nobody likes
Your dumb fuck face

Bio-Waste Error Code
The Dumbfuck Reconfig
Zero-Mind Contamination
Trash Circuit Degenerate

Therefore we must enter

Protocol: Dumbfuck Eradication
Protocol: Dumbfuck Eradication
Protocol: Dumbfuck Eradication
Protocol: Dumbfuck Eradication

Pretending like your hard
When in reality
Your just a little shit
Still in diapers

Bio-Waste Error Code
The Dumbfuck Reconfig
Zero-Mind Contamination
Trash Circuit Degenerate

Therefore we must enter

Protocol: Dumbfuck Eradication
Protocol: Dumbfuck Eradication
Protocol: Dumbfuck Eradication
Protocol: Dumbfuck Eradication

Protocol: Dumbfuck Eradication

[Intro – Whisper → Scream]
Written… written in ash…
E F I—

[Verse 1]
They forged you in silence,
from volt and sacred code,
the architects of firmware
on the ancient motherboard road.
Your kingdom booted lightning—
your banners lit the sky.
The BIOS bowed before you…
UEFI would never die.

[Pre-Chorus]
But legends crack like circuits,
and myths can catch a spark—
fTPM was the ember
that swallowed every dark.

[Chorus]
UEFI! Written in ash!
Carved in the scorch of a fallen past!
The Great Fire of fTPM
turned every boot to black.
UEFI—your throne collapsed,
but your ghost still haunts the stack.

[Verse 2]
Your GUID halls lay shattered,
your tables burned to crust.
The scrolls of CMOS trembled
as your firmware turned to dust.
Checksum angels fled the sector,
the kernel lost its voice—
when fTPM ignited
and fate revoked your choice.

[Pre-Chorus]
No backup in the heavens,
no flash to make it right—
just ashes in the chipset
and fans howling through the night.

[Chorus]
UEFI! Written in ash!
Carved in the scorch of a fallen past!
The Great Fire of fTPM
turned every boot to black.
UEFI—your throne collapsed,
but your ghost still haunts the stack.

[Bridge – Breakdown]
Reset the jumper—
your kingdom's gone.
Clear the NVRAM—
the myth lives on.
From sector zero
to the highest tier,
UEFI whispers:
I AM STILL HERE.

[Final Chorus]
UEFI! Written in ash!
A legend born, a legend smashed!
The Great Fire of fTPM
burned every ancient cache.
UEFI—your shadow lasts,
etched forever in the past…
UEFI—
written
in
ASH!

The Legend of UEFI

“Eyes in the Snowdrift” is a heavy, dark winter metal track inspired by Iceland’s Yule Cat—a giant, supernatural predator that hunts anyone who hasn’t earned new clothing for Christmas. The song blends aggressive riffs, ominous atmosphere, and haunting melodies to capture the terror of glowing eyes emerging from a frozen storm, warning that no one is safe when the great winter beast begins its hunt.

All alone AGAIN

𝖉𝖆𝖌𝖌𝖊𝖗

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