**LYRICS BELOW**
"soft siren" is the side-project of artists Sidewalks and Skeletons & CASHFORGOLD. The delicate airy vocals of Jacqueline Torgerson (CASHFORGOLD), over the washed out reverb-driven guitars & production of Jake Lee (Sidewalks and Skeletons). The debut single "4am" was released on May 12th 2023, with promises of many more tracks coming soon.

LYRICS:

Erase
All the chaos
In the setting sun

Pull away
Give me more
Than I wanted

I was lost
For a while
Now you’re all I want

Don’t lie awake
In a haze
Forever

Chorus:

All the lights
Are fading now
Beneath my sky
Where all
Their eyes
Will wither

Flow
Inside
When I’m with you
I feel alive
And we're still lost
Together

Bridge:

You are all I want
I‘m your cherry bomb
Live forever young
Die when you are gone

Chorus:

Flow
Inside
When I’m with you
I feel alive
And we're still lost
Together

Hearing Damage - Thom Yorke

Jesus - he had a plan for both of us 
Don’t matter 
I can’t read when I’m with you 

Set fire to my bibles long ago 
I watched as embers rose from orange to blue 

Met me through the 
Silver screens 
We were only in our teens 
Loose black skinny jeans 

So tell me how you like it 
Lemme see just what you got 
It turns me on just thinkin' 'bout it
I’m not fakin' when I’m on it 

I can’t keep 
My hands off 

You can’t keep
 your pants on 

And to my patron Saint I 
Kneel and pray you stay 
 
That night I swore 
I’d never leave you to this day  

I dream in silicone 

Stay in between your home 
 
Pull me in 
Take me in stride
Feel me inside 

Feel the wind 
Chill down our spines 
Tell me you’re mine 

Run your fingers 
Through my hair 
Make it hurt 
I don’t care 
I’m on fire for you baby 

So tell me how you want it
Cause no matter what I got it 
Make me lose my breath for it 
I'mma keep it wet for it 

I can’t keep my hands off

You can’t keep your pants on 

I’m so blind for you
I’ll ride wild for you 
Slide inside 
Make me cry 
Babe I’d die for you 
On my knees when you please 
You’re my mean butch king 
You can’t hide from my sighs 
I know what you’re thinking 

Met me through the 
Silver screens 
We were only in our teens 
Loose black skinny jeans 

Run your fingers 
Through my hair 
Make it hurt 
I don’t care 
I’m on fire for you baby 

So tell me how you like it 
Lemme see just what you got 
It turns me on just thinkin' 'bout it
I’m not fakin' when I’m on it (harmonize) 

I can’t keep 
My hands off 

You can’t keep
 your pants on 

And to my patron Saint I 
Kneel and pray you stay 
 
That night I swore 
I’d never leave you to this day  

I dream in silicone 

Stay in between your home 

Stay with me
Pray with me 
Hold me down 
You can play with me 
Love me hard 
For eternity 
Toss your pills
Cause I’m all you need 

Pull me in 
Take me in stride
Feel me inside 

Feel the wind 
Chill down our spines 
Tell me you’re mine 

So tell me how you like it 
Lemme see just what you got 
It turns me on just thinkin' 'bout it
I’m not fakin' when I’m on it  

I can’t keep 
My hands off 

You can’t keep
 your pants on 

And to my patron Saint I 
Kneel and pray you stay 
 
That night I swore 
I’d never leave you to this day  

I dream in silicone 

Stay in between your home

Black Lamb

'There's a Girl In the Corner' taken from the Album 'Nobody Wants to Be Here and Nobody Wants to Leave' by The Twilight Sad.

The Twilight Sad on tour

Jul 09, 2015 - 2000Trees Festival, Cheltenham 
Jul 10, 2015 - T in the Park Festival, Balado 
Jul 16, 2015 - Latitude Festival, Suffolk 
 




The Twilight Sad -  There's A Girl In The Corner

breathing easier in dreams

Blood You Shed

4am (slowed + reverb)

🖤 The Miracle Syndicate
“She Won’t Keep You”

Iron veins beneath the stone,
Cold wires through the tunnel drone.
You walked in thinking you could fix her,
But now you’re learning — you become.

She pulls you in, she turns away,
A hundred nights, a thousand days.
She feeds on ruins, burns your skin,
You won’t come out the way you came in.

She won’t keep you

You can love her, she won’t keep you.
Take what you give her
She won’t need you, just delete you.

Every street a blurred confession,
Walls remember what you hide.
You think you’re writing your own sentence,
But this wild child always decides.

She pulls you in, she turns away,
A hundred nights, a thousand days.
She’ll carve your name in broken concrete,
She’ll wear it down, erase your dreams.

She won’t keep you

You can love her, she won’t keep you.
Take what you give her
She won’t need you, just delete you.

Here, you’re always half awake,
Smoke-stained glass and no escape.
You’ll lose yourself, you’ll beg to stay,
She never asks, she lets you break.

You can love her… she won’t keep you
You can leave her… she will keep you
In your bones and in your breath,
This wild child loves in life through death.

Credits:

Nayeli Astra: Vox, Guitar
Elena Morgenstern: Backing Vox, Synths & Sequencers, Mellotron
Brad Astra: Programming, Percussion, Bass Guitar, Rhythm Guitar

Special Thanks:
To the ravens who guided our melodies, the universe for its endless inspiration, and to everyone who has been part of this journey. This music collection is dedicated to those who dream with their eyes open.

In Loving Memory:
To Rio, who always listened.

Recorded at:
Nude Studio · Calgary, Alberta

Artwork + Photography:
Brad Astra

Label:
Painful Records Ltd.

© 2025 The Miracle Syndicate · All rights reserved
Written and Produced by Brad Astra

She Won’t Keep You

A cover of Midwife's incredible track "Vanessa". Madeline is a huge inspiration to me, and this track might be one of my favourites her and of all music generally. I hope I came close to doing it somewhat justice with this cover ♡

(cover art made badly by me in blender)

Vanessa (Midwife cover)

she's baaack, with arsenic in her grin... i'm quite happy about this, i know they've been really busy with school and didn't want to be pushy... but affirmative there will continue to be output from Loren and her, just maybe not as frequently.

echo

Thom yorke  - Hearing damage

love the dark, sad, experimental and hazy side of things, hypnotic loops and damaged sounds. massive horror geek. not without a sense of humour. partner in crime with Shelley and Loren.

if you're questioning why or how i'm able to upload on a frequent basis, simply put - i have A LOT of time on my hands at this point in my existence, a wealth of music/sounds to draw upon, and a decent collection of software to make things (e.g. both the synth and fx arturia vst collections). i'm not just auto-generating ai pieces ad nauseum, at the same time i have nothing against using ai in the creative process, but not as an outright replacement for creation. i really think the witch hunt over it all is a bit ridiculous, fueled by the greed pig corporate media companies mostly. 

one thing i've learned about making at least a little bit of money from streaming my music beyond measley penny scraps, i have to upload frequently and i've been experimenting with reuploading/reposting my tracks for better play counts (for now), if even it only results in cutting costs.

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