Dry Eyes

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just stop

weekly 5

https://soundcloud.com/seejayxo
https://soundcloud.com/ripkais
https://soundcloud.com/lullabyboy

COMMUNITY, Vol. 1

worse than usual

seejayxo - worse than usual (ft. kais & lullabyboy)

Lyrics

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

I'm so cold, I don't think I feel a thing
I just wanna get a pole, put a bullet in my brain
I know you ain't wanna know about the shit that I can say
When I'm in my room alone, letting out all of this pain

But I gotta let it out, yeah I gotta let it fly
I don't wanna see you pout, I don't wanna see you cry
When you see I'm out of time in the moment that I die
Cause when I was still alive you ain't pull me to to the side

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

alone. | Produced by sketchmyname

this song did not want to be uploaded...

Lyrics:
sometimes i feel lonely too

february...

All this liquor in my fucking veins
You said your better 
But you havent changed
Watch my blood flow into the drain
Got these pills to medicate my brain
Im not happy but they keep me sane
And i dont talk because they think im strange
If u dont like me better switch your lane
February is my new name
And im sorry that i let go
I let the cold seep into my bones
I only come alive when it fucking snows
Im sorry but i have to go

YOU WALKED OFF
AND I LOST HOPE
IF YOU LEFT ME
WHERE WOULD I GO

Spotify

sometimes i feel lonely too (fantom)

Haunt Me

Lyrics:
i just wish that you would hate me, cause you know im gonna hate me too
cause i fuck up on the daily, and i miss you but its day old news
i just wanted you to save me, and i thought that i could save you too
we were looking for some safety, maybe, baby say goodbye because i hate you and im fading

i dont want this life, and you said "okay"
so dont hit my line, cause i know you wont stay
and now if i die, you wont know anyway
so i said goodbye, and now im nothing but a stray

i been lost inside my mind like every day
i got fucked up thoughts and i got more on the way
should i just peace out and end it like i always say
but i count to a hundred then i face another day yeah

you can tell that you won, when i ghost and i run
feel the smoke in my lungs, then i choke and im done
hope i die in my sleep, when i pass out counting sheep
feel the tears on my cheek, waiting for my soul to reap

i dug my grave just for me
i heard that death is lonely
but so is life if you know me
kill parts of me that i dont need

alright alright, i guess i finally understand
july july, you got my heart still in your hands
im not alright this didnt go like how i planned
im giving up ill never be the same again

im giving up ill never be the same again

Hate Me

hateme

Artwork Made by @devilboyxo
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/0u9B7tJYm…EN0zb5pfK3g&nd=1
Instagram: www.instagram.com/devilboyxo/
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UC1r8soprLjOPmurl2D_NdFw
Twitter: twitter.com/devilboyxo

Check Out The Producer:

Soundcloud: @sorrow_bringer
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ
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Instagram: www.instagram.com/sorrow_bringer/
Twitter: twitter.com/sorrow_bringer

Lyrics
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And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing
And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing
You'd go missing
We'd both go missing

And I thought it was you in the headlights
I ain't even stop a second, I don't feel right
Down a couple shots of rum with a mai tai
I don't care if you're with me or with another guy
That fucking other guy
Taking the spotlight
If I don't have it for a second then I might die
How many shots with the gun 'till it's my time?
I'm still asking is this really even my life
Is it my life?

And I could tell you I'm pathetic
But you already knew that when we broke up I'm the one who said it
Mrs. Leave it and forget it
Maybe if you bring up all my fuck ups I'll regret it
Blacked out on my terrace
Wondering if maybe I could be more than my merit
But don't you tell me that I meant it
I know what I meant and if you ask me Imma tell it

Oh motherfucker I don't need this
I've been dealing with my problems how I see fit
Yeah it hurts when I breathe in
Anything that escapes me from a feeling
And I pretend I've been dreaming
But I can always feel the nightmare seeping
Or maybe I'm the villain
And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing

And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing
And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing
You'd go missing
We'd both go missing

And I thought it was you in the headlights
I ain't even stop a second, I don't feel right
Down a couple shots of rum with a mai tai
I don't care if you're with me or with another guy
That fucking other guy
Taking the spotlight
If I don't have it for a second then I might die
How many shots with the gun 'till it's my time?
I'm still asking is this really even my life
Is it my life?

I thought it was you in the headlights

I Thought It Was You In The Headlights [Prod. Sorrow Bringer]

made this back in jan 2020 produced by reaper

seejayxo - "coraline" (acoustic) *RARE 2020*

Lyrics: 
3 years fucking past
And i still haven’t found myself 
Told u id take meds 
So i wouldnt kill myself
Sick of all this fighting i just wish that you would hear me out
Put my phone on vibrate cuz i fucking hate the sound
Of clicks
Fucking texts
Im upset
Thoughts better left unsaid

Im so sorry mom
I just pop another seal
They say it numbs ur pain
So i popped another pill
If thats the fucking case
Then what the fuck i feel
Im tired of the anger
And all the fucking chills


Im depressed 
Im upset 
Thoughts better left unsaid

rooftop freestyle (prod kareo)

lyrics:
my angels tryna convince me i'm fine by myself
so i'm asking questions "do i need somebody else ?"
only thing i can feel is that void in my chest
death is tryna seduce me with her prettiest dress

they're scared to talk to me but i was just a reject
when i open up i get thrown away, what did i expect ?
when i go outside it's like i see the crowd deflect
isolating myself is my only way of defense

if u think i won't find success u prolly should re-check
they all disappear when they tell me they're gonna be there
it's hard to give my trust when my friends don't give me respect
In the end i'm always the one people neglect

life ain't that easy u can never rewind
i wanna see the brightside but i'm turning blind
i'm good at overthinking i'm one of a kind
they think i smile, they don't see the back of my mind

in the end i'm always the one people neglect

in the end i'm always the one people neglect (prod. emptychest)

Copyright Disclaimer under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976:
This track is made for parody, commentary, and transformative purposes.

All vocals are my own (non-AI).
Beat is labelled "free" for non-profit use.

No commercial gain is intended.
All rights and credit go to the respective original artists/producer. <3



#SusNation



lyrics:

[645GAYR]
dicks on ice,
dick so nice,
how can that be,
dicks on me

hop in the coupe, 
dicks on you,
how can that be,
dicks on me

pop that x,
hop on x, 
cum on their heads,
we double x 
(double x l)

fuck taco bell,
live at the top,
dick big like, king (kong)

dicks in the booth
i don't even like them, uh, huh?!
i got the dick in my room
i suck the dick in the coupe, huh

how could i do,
what could i do,
when i get the thing
sloppy top in the coupe

[COI LEGAY]
we all get money (yeah, yeah)
we all get money (yeah, yeah)
we all get money (yeah, yeah)
we all get money (yeah, yeah)

[SUSBOI CARTI]
Pushy ah knee saltine (yeah)
Pushy ah knee saltine (ouh)
Pushy ah knee saltine (yeah)
Pushy ah knee saltine (ouh)

Leh ah read u deed (ah)
Sti ahnt gi me hed (ou)
I ga gats on bred (ye)
I on lack I spend (ou)

we all get money (yeah)
we all get money (yeah)
we all get money (yeah)
we all get money (yeah)

[COI LEGAY]
I love my budda, my budda love me
I love my budda, my budda love me
I got my budda, my budda love me
I got budda, budda love me
we all get money (yeah)
we all get money (yeah, yeah, yeah)
we all get money (yeah)
we all get money (yeah)

[travis sus kindergarten humor freestyle]
i got poop inside my mind (SUS)
i got poop inside my mind (SUS)
i got peepee, poopoo, mind (SUS)
i got poop inside my mind (SUS)

i got poop inside my poopoo (SUS, SUS)
i got pee inside my poopoo (SUS!)
i got his weewee in my poopoo (SUS)

there is an imposter among us,
there is an imposter among us,
there is an imposter among us,
there is an imposter among us,
there is an imposter among us,

SUSSY FREESTYLE [Prod. TORYONTHEBEAT] (DONDA leak)

Runtz

inside out ft. skele (prod. caves x pekarot)

Spotify: lnkfi.re/heylogaloneagain
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vFIYFgu2tWY

Artist:
@heylog

Lyrics:
no luck, i'm bored about everyday
you suck and i would say it to your face
know why i'm here but i don't have to stay
it's because i love you so i won't walk away
but that's something i'd say in the past
moving on to new friends, discover new laughs
i've held this loneliness for too long
seeing friends but why do i still feel alone
alone again
i love my life
i burn my hand
i love my life
she asked me,
"how do you do?"
well i hate myself
but what's new?

alone again
i've lost my mind
i heal my skin
oh i'm alright
she asked me,
"so what's new"
well like nothing
and what about you

no luck, i'm bored about everyday
i suck, i do nothing to make a change
building up my anger i got so much hate
if i were you i'd leave, why don't you walk away
but you got something to say? cause you keep staring at me
and i would talk to you but i'm too busy sweating
and the social awkwardness is getting to me
oh i went too long without socializing

so just run away cause i look like a monster
im sorry, that i hurt your daughter
i know your family hates me but your dad yeah he was pretty cool
maybe you should learn from him take off that worthless costume
alone again
i love my life
i burn my hand
i love my life
she asked me,
"how do you do?"
well i hate myself
but what's new?

alone again
i messed up bad
i cut my skin
and grow it back

heylog - alone again

cover art by @faetihx
ily <3
prod @emptychest
shout out @imkt

Lyrics:

Heart beat going fast
And im sad now
Everynight everyweek i just black out
She always text never never go out
got a text from my plug holdup gotta go now
Same drugs 
Same weed
I dont really give a fuck
Ghost me
No hugs no kisses
I left that boy in stitches
If he want to fight again
He gonna turn into a digit
Then im gunna kiss his mistress
Gotta stay on track ghost recon 
With the mission
Kt packed the new bowl 
Losing count of the spinich
Im counting up the fucking minutes 
Till i fucking break
Can you stay
I dont want to lose ur face

Heart beat going fast
And im sad now
Everynight everyweek i just black out
She always text never never go out
got a text from my plug holdup gotta go now
Im tired of this shit
And im tired of the pain
All these words in brain
I just posted a new tweet
Why she all up on my page
Why she gotta call 
When she not even my main
im too fucked up

ghost me (prod. emptychest)

I hope you all like this one! @tothegood is amazing! 
Mix and Mastered by Hkfiftyone <3
Photo by: @yunghonja

Lyrics-

I've been trapped inside this head of mine
I tell everyone that I'll be fine
honestly I'm bout to take the fall 
Therapy ain't even help at all

I've been trapped inside this place for a long time
I've been contemplating death for a long time
I just don't know where to turn, where to turn now
I guess I've run out of turns, time to fall down
I'm insecure and I'm jealous of my own friends
Looking forward to the day where this all ends
I'm moving to a new town Wednesday
But no matter where I go I'll never escape

I've been trapped inside this head of mine
I tell everyone that I'll be fine
honestly I'm bout to take the fall 
Therapy ain't even help at all

I've been trapped inside these lies of mine
I tell everyone that I'll be fine
Honestly I'm bout to take the fall
I don't even wanna live at all

FOLLOW TOTHEGOOD

The Fall (Prod. tothegood)

Fake Smiles

soundcloud.com/prodreaper


another night i would've wished that you were here 
i'm kinda high but still it never really stick
yeah i used to sit around just reminiscing
but now i'm tryna figure out a way to make a difference

turn around i see you standing in the sunlight
but i can't look cause everything around me so bright
sometimes 
i just wish i wouldn't be up all night 
and i don't ever really like it going outside

and if you love me why you treat me like you do
you always left me out the loop
and i got nothing left to lose

i ain't your trophy you can't put me in your room
with every heart that you collect 
you never really had me fooled
(i kinda knew)

i gotta pack up all my shit 
i'm on the move
i think i need another hit
don't feel a thing at all unless i'm taking two
still i can't forget it i be holding onto you
i got a pill to help me go and find some closure really soon

know you wouldn't answer 
if i ever tried to call
blow me off again
i know i'm not the one you want at all

you got me all tied down
now i'm strung up
i always felt that i was up against a lost love
i never said i wouldn't quit you should've saw
i wouldn't put up with your shit
don't you pretend you didn't know

i guess i'm not that right for you
i didn't ever really wanna have to fight for you
and i don't ever wanna lie to you
i think i left it where i should've least i tried to
(tried for you)

bury me with several little roses by the words
and write my eulogy in sentences that make me look the worst
i'll have dependency
addicted 'til i'm rotten with the worms
no i don't think i'll ever end it
got me caught up in a curse

If You Love Me (prod. reaper)

Speed Racer(prod. @deadspyro)

bad mood, bad year (acoustic)

steadysuffer - so tethered (+ linden)

Lyrics

I can't love you, I'ma have to leave you in the past, I want love but you can't do that
From the start I knew it was bad but I looked right past, I lost time that I can't get back
I can't do that again, it hurt too much and I'm not strong enough to hold anything else back, if I get pushed again I really might snap

Make songs so I don't have to talk, pain's my drive but I want it to stop
I'm not sure if that's all true cause without it then what would I do?
Been in the rain so long, I don't like it inside
I wanna live just as much as I've died
Gave love a shot and I hate that I tried, I'm ignoring my heart, I'ma focus on pride

From selfless to selfish, success I am hellbent, found my soul last year, 2020 I'll sell it
Money is all that I want cause I lost what I need
I'm replacing my sadness with greed
I couldn't care if you agree cause when I was still there you didn't
"I'll be waiting right here" you told to me
said that you wouldn't leave then did it

I'm gonna shine so bright, I'ma make sure that I make you miss this
My mind will never be right, the code in my DNA spells out MISFIT
Fuck everybody, I'm dying alone
Don't tell me "I love you" if you really don't
My heart like my name it's location unknxwn., can't wait till the day that I pack up and go

I won't give what I'm not getting
This is real I'm not pretending
I give in, my soul's not healing
Skin so thick you'll never peel me

self care. | Produced by Raspo

https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/lilduckk

All Over Now

Skele - All Over Now (Prod. WellFed)

Prod by. me :)
mastered by soundcloud.com/cay2o
lyrics:

they whisper to me, wither away
don’t want them to see so I cover my face
i’m insecure and my feelings dont matter
stuck in a loop am I like this forever
fuck it I might be
feelin low like highkey
how you act so fuckin bland like a white tee
I dont think you understand why you like me
why you like me you ain nothin like me

ima do it for my friends and the people who don’t mean shit
cause I’m the only one who gon give what they need
shit if I ain gonna make it
then I hope whoever does knows how to treat a fuckin bag and keep they friends close too
dont know you do I have to,
crack a smile to a stranger, bet they lied too
gonna get a tattoo, 18 real soon
ima hussle till I make up back to you

I don’t want no problems
cause I ain gonna solve it
I know everyone around really hates me and it’s okay
i’m sleepin till its too late
for any of my plans to work
fuck it ima wake up when all this shit easier

spotify

nothin like me

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