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good riddance!!! [p. silver+methboiswag+sp00]

In my head looking for a friend who looks like heaven sent 
Terrified of losing them 
But can’t go on with keeping them fit

Toxins, that I know are basically ruing your life 
Said that you would stop a couple hundred times 

You’re Dope sick, you ain’t worth it 
I can see it your eyes 
Wasn’t meant to make you cry 

Might dig you a grave I’m being honest 
Went to your parents for help, I’m uninvited 

Toxins fill your head I'm tired 
Recently I been uninspired 

These days the streets fill with violence 
Terrified but so inviting 

Smoke in the air 
I got thoughts in my head about what’s truly there 
Am I supposed to be here??

In my head looking for a friend who looks like heaven sent 
Terrified of losing them 
But can’t go on with keeping them fit

Toxins, that I know are basically ruing your life 
Said that you would stop a couple hundred times 

You’re Dope sick, you ain’t worth it 
I can see it your eyes 
Wasn’t meant to make you cry 

Might dig you a grave I’m being honest 
Went to your parents for help, I’m uninvited 

Toxins fill your head I'm tired 
Recently I been uninspired 

These days the streets fill with violence 
Terrified but so inviting

Dope Sick [+ Cimor]

with @decksmusic

[intro]
i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i don’t wanna fall down onto my knees
but you make it so hard for me just to breathe
i try hard to float but i’m falling in deep

[chorus]
i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i don’t wanna fall down onto my knees
but you make it so hard for me just to breathe
i try hard to float but i’m falling in deep
and i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i go insomniac cause you’re still in my dreams
and you give me heart attacks when i try to gain peace
the ghost of my past that stays haunting me

[verse - decks]
and when i look underneath i'm the reason i rot in hell
i did all i could to help you, never helped myself
i wonder what it would take now to flip it all month
these visions have plagued me i'm tripping
say what you're feeling cause i know it's different
you'll never wish me well
no you'll never wish me well

[chorus]
i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i don’t wanna fall down onto my knees
but you make it so hard for me just to breathe
i try hard to float but i’m falling in deep
and i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i go insomniac cause you’re still in my dreams
and you give me heart attacks when i try to gain peace
you’re like the ghost of my past that stays haunting me

[outro]
i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i don’t wanna fall down onto my knees
but you make it so hard for me just to breathe
i try hard to float but i’m falling in deep
and i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i go insomniac cause you’re still in my dreams
and you give me heart attacks when i try to gain peace
the ghost of my past that stays haunting me

oni boy x decks - zzz (prod. idealism x Lucid Green)

prod. lil divine, no samples <3
@user-642636378
mixed by lil divine, @killbreanna, and @user-642636378

[lil divine:]
stop and just wait for a minute
please listen close cuz i need this
theres blood on my clothes from the leakage
and i dont know who i can trust with the secrets

can you promise me youll keep it
safe from the scouring demons
drain all my blood with the leeches
and leave my body here to drown in the deep end

[halfhearted:]

drown in the deepend 
losing my soul
hate in ur eyes
when you break all my bones
u don’t regret all the lies thag you told
but each time you tell me
we’ll walk down this road again

sick of driving on them potholes
i think i got stockholm
forgot how you would hold me close

so now i’m clinging to a bottle
i bet you hope i rot in peace
so, lay me six feet deep

[lil divine:]

left in the dirt holdin hopes out for somethin
dont take my words and convert them to weapons
wrote you a song out of words that mean nothin
but you wont ever see it on a motherfuckin setlist

so baby tell me do you really wanna go
i cant see you through the 6 feet of snow
left my feelings in a box on the road
need a key to get the lock off my soul

i can feel the weight crushin my bones
bloody teeth embedded in the throne
why tf u keep hittin my phone?

why cant you leave me the fuck alone
when youre here this house dont feel like home
shattered fragments pierce throughout my skull
skull

[halfhearted:]

leave me to drown with the leaches
seeping in lust will i ever defeat this
stole all my love
not enough 
it’s a weakness
i was the one but i told u i’m leaving soon

we keep running round in circles
the bridges yeah we burned those
so i can never hold on hope

and i’ll let you watch me tie my rope
broke down, left my love on the side of the road
hometown, but feel like there’s no where to go
long frown, but i think i’m getting used to the cold

[lil divine:]

stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a solution to u
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a replacement to u
tell me who did u lose

leeches

leeches w/ halfhearted

02

just imagine..

lyrics

with a tenderness in my throat

she takes the advantage in a nice tone

she takes off the writings on the wall

she knows my memorys taking its toll

/

in summer of 1917  this choice was proven costly

never forgave but once layed down a poppy, in memry of u 

u were standing with  crying over this severed tomb

a mourning of 51 years, unexpected doom

/

it was u and it was me and it as us x 3

and now its u and now its dust

/

those that fell, all crumbled to nothing 

jus a distant thought and an empty sort of loving 

in this town not many make an impact

held back by the past it just keeps running

/

running and running 

is something funny

take u somewhere fancy where branches die and birds cant fly

to a place thats shaded and never been sunny

i hope that i can make this day just lovely

/

with a tenderness in my throat

she takes the advantage in a nice tone

she takes off the writings on the wall

she knows my memorys taking its toll

/

in the winter of, well many years later 

there was a change of course

a meet ur maker sort of moment for everyone that was there witness it

many lives lost but as many had begun with theirs

/

it was u and it was me and it as us x 3

and now its u and now its dust

/

rubble and bone had been the history for so long

a seemingly ordinary day had made hearts warm

snow falls down, in this grey and white town

but no abyss will the eyes be drawn (to)

/

no pain or suffering 

may b lost but 0 buffering

take u somewhere where the flowers hit potential, somewhere special

where only u and me can create these memories

ik intention wise tho that u were never a friend to me

someplace where things always reach their potential

someplace where things always reach their potential (stillvanishing)

timestamps ft sxd bxy gryƶƶy (p+ back2thepast x irby)

ly_rics ;;


back
ive been tryna push thru
sending me back
now u wanna talk
but didnt talk when u were mad
hold onto my shoulder 
ill guide u to the path
eyes roll back
and blood fall fast
ion fall flat
i wont fall back
u dnt look sad
but my god u look bad
time that we had
time that we had
ion hold hope
i wont hold back

messed up
u jus got me messed up
passed up
opportunity passed up
bad luck
i jus got bad luck
honor 
u have no honor

im a failed project 
u shuld let it go
u treat me like an object
u know i shouldve known
i know that u forget 
everything uve shown
ik the torment is mine n mine alone

back
ive been tryna push thru
sending me back
now u wanna talk
but didnt talk when u were mad
hold onto my shoulder 
ill guide u to the path
eyes roll back
and blood fall fast
ion fall flat
i wont fall back
u dnt look sad
but my god u look bad
time that we had
time that we had
ion hold hope
i wont hold back

fFailur e isn_t An Opti0n

fun lil thang i did w @t33thkicker
hope ya enjoy <3

lyrics:
oh i cannot endorse it no, uh
wait three weeks just to hear from ya babe
no i wait, then i force it oh, no
its an uphill battle to see ur face
then i go, how unfortunate
know you think about torching it
1:03 screen glow from ur portrait, oh
i’ll be ok girl, don’t wait up
cuz my heart ain’t porcelain

ask me somethin
i don’t know what
i don’t think u try
it aint half a street
i don’t move ur feet
i can’t tell u why
this half a man
has seen half the shit
that’ll make u cry
i don’t fuck around
cuz the last i did
i got no reply

i don’t need u im past it
3:30 clock im dashin
eyes on the screen
tryna see what im listening to
i forgot where my cash is
i do not know u we tight knit
nobody got me no vice grip
i got way too many vices
despite this im fightin myselfff

in the back of the party i off myself like its ego death
i don’t speak a word i just shut my mouth and i pass that test
is it hard enough to make every sunrise feel like the end
cuz i feel so stiff when i spend those nights on that cardboard bed

so i cannot endorse it no, uh
wait three weeks just to hear from ya babe
no i wait, then i force it oh, no
its an uphill battle to see ur face
then i go, how unfortunate
know you think about torching it
1:03 screen glow from ur portrait, oh
i’ll be ok girl, don’t wait up
cuz my heart ain’t porcelain

porcelain [mags]

lyrics

he talking like he kno
but his opinion isn't valid
I touch down on the east coast 
not no games there's not no fouling
I bite off my nails but in the nights they grow to talons
u obsessed with how I work but know u need to hone ur talent
I'm nodding off in the back of an Uber
it's like 3 in the morning I'm trashed I think they passing coolers
everything your doing isn't making you look cooler
opened up the wound ya I think I needed sutures 

I been up for too long I got red eyes
I been on the red-eye flying past 
she ask why I do it I said I don't know
why u acting clueless swear I already showed
been the same so idk what u on
she scoop my brain out but I'm still on
dnt mess w my team cuz they can get you gone
riding round, we had jus blown past the stop 

he talking like he kno
but his opinion isn't valid
I touch down on the east coast 
not no games there's not no fouling
I bite off my nails but in the nights they grow to talons
u obsessed with how I work but know u need to hone ur talent
I'm nodding off in the back of an Uber
it's like 3 in the morning I'm trashed I think they passing coolers
everything your doing isn't making you look cooler
opened up the wound ya I think I needed sutures 

Ppl Look At U Real Different wWhen Ur Wearing The Skin Of Ur Enemies

prod. branwen

i just wanna feel something
so every day im fucked up
i just i wanna kill time
cause i aint never felt right 
die alone in my bedroom 
everyday when my heads gone
bleeding out this false hope
clearly something went wrong 
die alone in my bedroom 
everyday when my heads gone
bleeding out this false hope
clearly something went wrong

just a hostage in my skin idk how to begin 
and everything i try is another dead end 

i been on the same shit
blood eyes vacant
dont know if i'll make it
dont know if i'll make it 
i been on the same shit
blood eyes vacant
dont know if i'll make it    
dont know if i'll make it    
out of this one tonight     (now everydays a nightmare)
i dont think we'll make it out alive 
out of this one tonight
out of this one tonight 

i just wanna feel something
so every day im fucked up
i just i wanna kill time
cause i aint never felt right 
die alone in my bedroom 
everyday when my heads gone
bleeding out this false hope
clearly something went wrong 
die alone in my bedroom 
everyday when my heads gone
bleeding out this false hope
clearly something went wrong

feelsum (ft. Kenny Orlando) (prod. branwen)

cuz i been feelin down now
these people say im out now
im never too good
all these people understood
and i fill up when i breathe
i just choke when i just breathe
why cant u just let me bleed
all these people in my dreams
no emotion coming back
i just want to get on track 
people said i wouldnt make it 
look at me and where im at
people wanna switch and change
i dont care what you just say
i dont wanna see u now
i think that i am now okay
i think that im ok-k-k-k-k-k
i think that im okay

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