.
i only wanna luv, but im know i'm fucking dying 
shawty wanna talk but im really getting tired
i should get sum sleep, but im awake rhyming 
taking all the pain from my soul away with my writting
im so fucking sick of the backseat riding                                                                                   
let me live my life the way i want to in the silence
i'm okay with my thinking cause all these drugs hide it
all these drugs hide it, all these drugs hide it

both parents sick and daddy's doing badly 
so im getting fucked in the crib, in the attic
miss our talks, miss our fights miss our rides in the whip 
miss your voice, miss your touch, can u remember it?
both parents sick and moms going thru it barely
can't breathe on her own, but am here to help it
life's fucked up, never fair and am not dramatic 
life's fucked up even tho-

i only wanna luv, but im know i'm fucking dying 
shawty wanna talk but im really getting tired
i should get sum sleep, but im awak rhyming 
taking all the pain from my soul away with my writting
im so fucking sick of the backseat riding
let me live my life the way i want to in the silence
i'm okay with my thinking cause all these drugs hide it
all these drugs hide it, all these drugs hide it

hide it (santana.)

prod. lil divine, no samples <3
@user-642636378
mixed by lil divine, @killbreanna, and @user-642636378

[lil divine:]
stop and just wait for a minute
please listen close cuz i need this
theres blood on my clothes from the leakage
and i dont know who i can trust with the secrets

can you promise me youll keep it
safe from the scouring demons
drain all my blood with the leeches
and leave my body here to drown in the deep end

[halfhearted:]

drown in the deepend 
losing my soul
hate in ur eyes
when you break all my bones
u don’t regret all the lies thag you told
but each time you tell me
we’ll walk down this road again

sick of driving on them potholes
i think i got stockholm
forgot how you would hold me close

so now i’m clinging to a bottle
i bet you hope i rot in peace
so, lay me six feet deep

[lil divine:]

left in the dirt holdin hopes out for somethin
dont take my words and convert them to weapons
wrote you a song out of words that mean nothin
but you wont ever see it on a motherfuckin setlist

so baby tell me do you really wanna go
i cant see you through the 6 feet of snow
left my feelings in a box on the road
need a key to get the lock off my soul

i can feel the weight crushin my bones
bloody teeth embedded in the throne
why tf u keep hittin my phone?

why cant you leave me the fuck alone
when youre here this house dont feel like home
shattered fragments pierce throughout my skull
skull

[halfhearted:]

leave me to drown with the leaches
seeping in lust will i ever defeat this
stole all my love
not enough 
it’s a weakness
i was the one but i told u i’m leaving soon

we keep running round in circles
the bridges yeah we burned those
so i can never hold on hope

and i’ll let you watch me tie my rope
broke down, left my love on the side of the road
hometown, but feel like there’s no where to go
long frown, but i think i’m getting used to the cold

[lil divine:]

stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a solution to u
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me
or am i a replacement to u
tell me who did u lose

leeches

leeches w/ halfhearted

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: teddyboi (@yoimn3ver)
Cover Art by: xipz
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MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/tAGB4vZ5Q0w?si=nvjx6ku6O-NURyef 
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LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
i been ascending n i dont think i feel real
wander the woods think ill find my soul here

if i get lost then dont come to find me
skinwalker boy i dont need you to find me

nicoteen high, sippin red wine
blood on my knife rotting corpse to my right

too busy daydreamin, too busy daytrippin
liminal space roamin backrooms im still movin

[Bridge]
i feel
like im one with
you

[Verse 2]
you dont wanna feel the same way
i can see that in your worried gaze

if you get hurt then im the one to blame
if i hurt you then aim for my brain

cuz i dont wanna mess this up
but i always tend to fuck shit up

i tend to hide away when times get tough
it dont mean i hate you, i just had enough

[Bridge]
i feel
like im one with
you

[Verse 3]
she say she like me cuz i dont talk to no one
thats just anxiety but i dont fuck with no one

keep my mouth shut cuz i dont want attention
yeah i kinda miss u but i dont wanna face that

yeah i dont wanna face that
nah i dont wanna face that

Ascending [+ MUSIC VIDEO]

Lyrics 

Better yet 
Let me in 
Pull me up
Reel me in 
I can’t
 pretend 
Tears fall 
I can’t swim 
Better yet 
Let me live 
Pick me up 
Do me in 
I can’t 
Make sense 
Wipe tears 
With my hands

I don’t really know nobody 
I was holding in pain when u saw me 
Drugs keep fillin my body 
I felt so alone at the party 

Black scarf 
Black heart 
Black jeans 
Black lungs 
Smoke weed 
Smell skunk 
Rot teeth 
We’re still young 

I don’t give a fuck 
I’ll just let you fuck 
You can get me hard 
I won’t cum
I won’t hide 
I’m numb 
Ur love 
Is so dark 
Tight rope 
I’m hung 
All along 
I grunt 
Can you feel me?
Hold me
Clothe me 
Then kill me?

Better yet 
Let me in 
Pull me up
Reel me in 
I can’t
 pretend 
Tears fall 
I can’t swim 
Better yet 
Let me live 
Pick me up 
Do me in 
I can’t 
Make sense 
Wipe tears 
With my hands

WaterWorks (Prod.dash)

w/ @xelfiy @20ofive @scottysplash @prodbysxda

[deadboymike]
If she send a text i wont hit her up
Pour another drink
I dont give a fuck
Everybody fake
I could never trust
I pop another pill
Just to feel a rush
Sad inside 
Suicide on my mind 
Pop a pill slow it down
Take your time 
Better buckle up
If you’re down for the ride
She just sent a text come and chill
Come and slide

[xelfiy]
phone is blowing up shes 
tryina get me to come in side
but i got shit to do and it will probably 
will just keep me up all night
an i probably will cuz im mentally ill 
an i dont ever let my heart out 
enough to let it go spill
gotta lot of work to do 
and it dont mater how he feel
we still gotta chop away 
until we gotta enough to pay the bills
and they act like they care 
that your mentally ill 
but it wont mater till your spines 
is all ripped up ina field
i couldn't let go of the pain
i fear nothing is the same
an im the one to blame 
i dont feel the same

[deadboymike]
If she send a text i wont hit her up
Pour another drink
I dont give a fuck
Everybody fake
I could never trust
I pop another pill
Just to feel a rush
Sad inside 
Suicide on my mind 
Pop a pill slow it down
Take your time 
Better buckle up
If you’re down for the ride
She just sent a text come and chill
Come and slide

[20ofive]
walls red its a fuckin mess
all this is fucking with my head
migraines im wishing i was dead
maybe i just need a little rest

met the reaper late inside my dreams yeah
hes not as bad as he always seems though
youre worse cause you a mother fuckin fiend hoe
we both becoming freinds so let me know just how your dreams go

eyes red mind bends
ive been fucking blinded
go back to that lair you decide that you reside in
flying dying 
cause i fucking crashed
turn back to youre past and imma burn it down to ash

yeah youre probly thinking that im crazy
im just eavesdropping on your daydreams
mind reading screaming fucking shady
tell me stop it but ill prolly think about it maybe

SLIDE w/ xelfiy, 20ofive (scottysplash x woahsxda)

prod secre
lyrics/mix/master getbetter

Lyrics:

I melt flesh on my bones when I look you in eye
You write new beginnings, disguised as lies
And I fell for you when I thought that I didn't have much time

I saw in you, what I wished to find, and that's not alright
I still suffer from nights alone, in my hallowed mind
And I wish that I, gave more to you, than I found in life
God save me, I’m not alright, but I’ll toe the line

Give me one more chance, and I’ll prove to you, that I got it right, with my path askew
I'll stick it out, and I’ll hold you tight, but I can't promise you anew
Go 'head and step down now from your 40-foot tower
Called a sentinel emergency right 'fore the last hour
Every conversation we have leaves the taste a little sour
I still see you in my dreams what a disappointing feature
I know it's not fair, but I still love her when I leave her

And now I feel it when my heart breaks, uhh
See I had thought it was a bad breakup
But I been there before I know that now
I stayed centered when I heard that you found out
I felt peace when I saw you tear my heart out 
I carved multiple holes in anticipation of the bleed out

I’m sorry, I’m sinnin, but I stand on every god damn syllable
And I’d give up right now but I know that you still wanna see this
But how could you so coldly give me all my stuff back
And baby where do you get off always actin so mad
What'd I do to earn a type of feelin so sad
And did you really think that I would sit here and just take that

Cause I still got a little bit of respect for myself
I would rather suffer a thousand lives in a cell
I would rather willingly open the gates of hell
I would rather be dissolved down to the very cell
'Fore I spend another day listenin to your tale
It's been over for a while baby can’t you hear the bells

aether

sentinel

ly_rics ;;


back
ive been tryna push thru
sending me back
now u wanna talk
but didnt talk when u were mad
hold onto my shoulder 
ill guide u to the path
eyes roll back
and blood fall fast
ion fall flat
i wont fall back
u dnt look sad
but my god u look bad
time that we had
time that we had
ion hold hope
i wont hold back

messed up
u jus got me messed up
passed up
opportunity passed up
bad luck
i jus got bad luck
honor 
u have no honor

im a failed project 
u shuld let it go
u treat me like an object
u know i shouldve known
i know that u forget 
everything uve shown
ik the torment is mine n mine alone

back
ive been tryna push thru
sending me back
now u wanna talk
but didnt talk when u were mad
hold onto my shoulder 
ill guide u to the path
eyes roll back
and blood fall fast
ion fall flat
i wont fall back
u dnt look sad
but my god u look bad
time that we had
time that we had
ion hold hope
i wont hold back

fFailur e isn_t An Opti0n

cuz i been feelin down now
these people say im out now
im never too good
all these people understood
and i fill up when i breathe
i just choke when i just breathe
why cant u just let me bleed
all these people in my dreams
no emotion coming back
i just want to get on track 
people said i wouldnt make it 
look at me and where im at
people wanna switch and change
i dont care what you just say
i dont wanna see u now
i think that i am now okay
i think that im ok-k-k-k-k-k
i think that im okay

lay_me_to_rest_freestyle_caps_ctrl.wav

ain’t no looking down when you counting up dabloons like me
bank account just reached its limit like a balloon in a tree
they said “amo ur a scammer why tf u scamming me?”
i just manipulated this lil ho to buy me food for free
the type of mf to stalk a bitch at night cuz ima-
you ain’t no thug, you is whitewashed, you ain’t from the street
i don’t ever kill an opp i just lock em in my keep
choppa make him do a dance move like he gotta pee
i was pushing p
i was pushing penis in yo bitch
she was laughing at my jokes yeah we got off on a hitch
drop a xyzal in the cup, feeling alien like stichhhhhh

bitches always hate they mom
bitch I bet I’ll love yo mom
she probably get them decorative plates
got you ice cream on yo first period
bought plan b when that shit was late
do bitches get boners I’m just curious?
if heard yall don’t even masturbate
bitch Im fowl rotten fucking mutt
i live in the burbs and I trap here too
cruising round town show em this bass do
bumpin tunes so loud my neighbors think I hate them
n I kinda do they all so plain and simple
the pussy broke my finger now shit up in the thimble 
way I duck and weave you would think I’m ona gimbal
fuck your mans and you it’s really plain and simple

Xyzal Demon (prodvices + jvlyyx)

_Jasmine’s Letter

Your Birthday

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