@prodskellington ❤️❤️❤️ means so much coming from you, ur on my radar for songs to come

process

new lofi emo shit
produced by @prodnvki <3
hope u enjoy!

lyrics:
baby im just fuckin paralyzed
im just hoping that the sun’ll rise
and i know that u been traumatized
i just want u to be alright
i havent gotten used to someone staying
usually im tapped out whenever that song is playing
i should be grateful my story’s changing
but i can never focus whenever the storm is raging

30 past 12
i am only human i got skin under my shell
u had never cared you just burn me til we meld
and i cant deal with all this hell with all the shit that u propel
i just max out
girl im tapped out
i got so much heart but u just take it all out on me
just relax how
i cant slow down
heart beat out my chest cuz u just talkin so loud to me

relax [p. nvki]

spotify!

relax [nvki]

wayside remix!
featuring @oni_boy
produced by @nevrfall :)
cover art by @ejcarrmusic lmfao
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
[decks]
its 2 in the morning
i dont wanna waste
any second with u
cuz there’s nothing to delay
i been bored and confused
till u made everything
seem a little more in color
i want u to be with me

im scared to fall by the wayside
too tough to see how the days fly by
and all this is great, well in hindsight
cuz everything could change overnight, oh my

i dont wanna lose u now
i feel so safe in your arms when the moon is out
i lose it when you’re not around
im glad im something special to u

[verse - oni boy]
i feel so dead when you’re not around me
just tell me you love me and touch on my body
cause once i start loving you know there’s no stopping
and inside my head girl you’re the only topic

suffocate me
i wanna fucking choke
consuming all your love
it’s not enough to know
i wanna feel you now
but i can’t replicate
cause all this other love
is feeling fucking fake

cause every day i wake up without you
it’s just not enough to pray to be with you
i’ll hop in the whip and drive past the bay view
the dreams become real it’ll be just us two

i don’t wanna waste my time
i gotta be by your side
and make you mine
but the timings never fucking right
drowning deep inside the tides
lost in the lines 

[pre-chorus]
im scared to fall by the wayside
too tough to see how the days fly by
and all this is great, well in hindsight
cuz everything could change overnight

[decks]
its 2 in the morning
i dont wanna waste
any second with u
cuz there’s nothing to delay
i been bored and confused
till u made everything
seem a little more in color
i want u to be with me

[decks & oni boy]
im scared to fall by the wayside
too tough to see how the days fly by
and all this is great, well in hindsight
cuz everything could change overnight, oh my

wayside

wayside w/ oni boy [nevrfall]

<3

lyrics:

(cyzun)
Everyone dying got me thinking bout death
I’m only 20 and I think that I’m next
Losing everybody is making me upset
I just wanna grab the gun and put it to my head 
All this paranoia makes me wanna feel it
I don’t think that anyone would care if I was dead
Even if I tried a suicide attempt 
I don’t wanna live my life with regrets
I don’t think I’ll ever understand it
Why do we live just to die and that’s it
All that fucking time thats gonna be wasted
Honestly that thought is making me pissed

(unknxwn.)
I don't wanna talk about the things that I did
I just wanna stop breathing, I'm sick of this shit
Everything I've thought I wanted, I got rid of it
Ain't nothing what it seems in life, can't wait till I'm picked

To die, I don't wanna be alive
But I got so much shit to do with my time
I got things to experience, life is an experiment
And I am a mad scientist, I'm tired of the crying shit

So alone, like where should I go now
I don't know, I think I should slow down
Take it step by step, and don't rush it
Everything that I have felt is all rushing in

(cyzun)
Everyone dying got me thinking bout death
I’m only 20 and I think that I’m next
Losing everybody is making me upset
I just wanna grab the gun and put it to my head 
All this paranoia makes me wanna feel it
I don’t think that anyone would care if I was dead
Even if I tried a suicide attempt 
I don’t wanna live my life with regrets

paranoia w/ unknxwn. (lxvesick)

Shout out @prodskellington ive always wanted to work with him. This is my favorite song by far. Enjoy <3

cover by fatih

Lyrics:

Rn now im fucked up
I think she is leaving
And that im doing to much
I dont get love
I brake my own damn heart
Just so i can feel some

She says i need to run 
But i dont give a fuck
Im tired of the waiting
Im tired of the lust
I just want someone
Who i can really love
I think i have had enough 

Rn now im fucked up
I think she is leaving
And that im doing to much
I dont get love
I brake my own damn heart
Just so i can feel some

im doing too much (skellington)

my ac is broke and im dying.
lyrics vvv

can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me
can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me
can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life

got a tooth ache
but i wont fix it today
ill just sit around and procrastinate
wait for it to get better on its own
no i dont wanna
i dont wanna face my fears today
its too damn hard to live like this
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah..

can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
and it hurts so bad..
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
and it hurts so bad..

eviscerated (grayskies)

[Artists: @failure404, @hiraethsry]

[Producers: @irby314, @jolst]

it gets harder to breathe at night

epitomeoffailure x hiraeth - it gets harder to breathe at night

loop from looperman
self produced

loveless4life

lyrics 

if ur hearing this I'm sorry for the things I've said and done
sometimes I get so angry
my seems become undone
tell myself I
tell myself I wouldn't cry
tell myself i
tell myself I wouldn't lie
tell myself i
tell myself I wouldn't cry over u again
but I

I cry when I think about the two of u
entwined at night, when he's inbetween ur thighs
gouge out my eyes 
just to keep myself from breaking down these walls that I built to keep u out
I'm cryin' but it's gucci
blood stains on my shirts sleeve 
let me know if ur listening
if ur still listening 
 

if ur still listening

NV4L
SORRY FOR THE DELAY <3 FORGIVE ME
PROD. ME 
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

PRODIGY

midnight freestyle (puhf x tennis player)

lyrics:

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

I could do it all perfect and they’d still need more
I already quit once I won’t hide no more
Its lonely in ur head and I need the bottle to survive here
There are no fucking breaks I chose the path and ill die here
Oh u miss my pain well here’s the pain now clap
This shit feel the same as on that bridge when I had snapped
Eat ur fucking food u better enjoy it it cost souls
Im sitting in my room at 2am just drunk and stoned
Of course were all a bit fucked up that’s how it goes
But my job relies on being fucked up to go gold
The stress destroys me quickly but they love it so I stomach it
Abusing all this shit inside my body im in love with it
I cant hold relationships cause my body doesn’t work right
She touch me on my chest her hand went numb and she got frostbite
I been broken forever so u can treat me how u deem right
Vomit on my sweater Im throwing up because it feel nice
Its only right I give my wounds time to heal yea yea
I thought 150mg of Zoloft pills might help
I was wrong I was cursed from my birth I swear
This aint shit to fix with cigarettes and dyeing hair
I been out my mind since I got back on my meds
I cant even fuck or feel emotions in my head
I feel so alone inside this home that I built
This shit been my life every day it dont feel real

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

i start to rust (eric godlow)

prod @eric-godlow
I just want give a shout out to Eric for always believing in me from the beginning, i am nowhere close to where i want to be with my sound. Without Eric and my friends i dont think i would have kept making music so thank you <3

p.s. cover art by Fatih

lexapro // brain zaps freestyle (ericgodlow)

I can't fight the pain,
it comes at night,
thats when I think of you,
and how I've fucked it up

hate my skin, I'm grabbing at my face,
I wanna tear it off, and sit under the sun

just let me lie there, burning for a second,
I watch the insects burrow in my head again
eat me alive, I don't like to fight it off,
I just wanna be someone that you could rely on 

theres something following me,
its one with what I have become,
at night you love the way I talk,
no one like me when I am gone,

I made a promise to someone,
I have to pay for what i've done,
just wanna be alone with you,
I wish I could live long.

Movies don't got shit on life,
that shit it's way more fucking scary

you don't know what I have seen,
where the fucks my mental help
its always been dark, but now its getting harder

(MXB:)
I hate this love shit the last time I tried gave me a scare 
She said she loved me but her actions telling me she doesn’t care 
All this anxiety you giving me it’s way too much to bear 
I don’t wanna fall in love again I swear 
Really just wish that I could take my heart out 
One drink one joint how it’s starts out 
Still fucked no longer dark out 
Going back to you no not a smart route 
Can’t go back 
I’m back on track 
These feelings wack
So I’m just gonna smoke my pack
No I can’t be sad 
I’m in my bag 
So now you mad 
Damn this love shit a drag

Scary

Hope y'all enjoy :)

Follow My Twitter: https://twitter.com/DreamsYokai

Stream: 
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yokaidreams/nbd 

Produced by johnnyfriend: https://www.youtube.com/c/JohnnyFriendbeats/videos

Lyrics:

It was cold, I was upset
Yeah who knew, we didn't have a clue
In a flash we could reset
And it's up to you, it's up to you

Oh my God, I'm addicted to the moment, you know it
Baby that's all we got, don't have no issues just the focus
Control it
She said I'm "a piece of shit", I said "I agree"
I don't really care how that makes you feel
Looking for the peace of mind but it escapes me
I'm burning alive but it's no big deal

Streetlights, recess, I don't wanna regret
These nights, this mess, addicted to the sunset
Silhouettes, yellow dress, it had a double meaning
Indents all on my head, it's hard to stop the bleeding
Oh my god
I can feel your fingertips all on my bod
So cold it's crazy
I'll be the warmth, return home, I can't sleep
You're on my mind, on my mind

Oh my God, I'm addicted to the moment, you know it
Baby that's all we got, don't have no issues just the focus
Control it

Oh my God, I'm addicted to the moment, you know it
Baby that's all we got, don't have no issues just the focus
Control it
She said I'm "a piece of shit", I said "I agree"
I don't really care how that makes you feel
Looking for the peace of mind but it escapes me
I'm burning alive but it's no big deal

NBD (johnnyfriend)

FUMM

Itsonlycris - TRAMPA (Official Audio)

01010010 01100101 01110100 01110101 01110010 01101110 00100000 01010101 01101110 01101011 01101110 01101111 01110111 01101110 00000000

alt acc: @february14th
mgmt: deadboymikemgmt@gmail.com

lexapro // brain zaps freestyle (ericgodlow)

deadboymike

Recent comments

go follow @imactuallyd34d

deadboymike

FOGGY5K

AkiraDoves

Related tracks