my ac is broke and im dying.
lyrics vvv

can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me
can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me
can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life

got a tooth ache
but i wont fix it today
ill just sit around and procrastinate
wait for it to get better on its own
no i dont wanna
i dont wanna face my fears today
its too damn hard to live like this
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah..

can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
and it hurts so bad..
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
and it hurts so bad..

eviscerated (grayskies)

NV4L
SORRY FOR THE DELAY <3 FORGIVE ME
PROD. ME 
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

PRODIGY

empty_l1fe w/ fridvy (kubsy)

major s/o the legend yokai. good buddy :)

cattleya w/ yokai dreams (idealism)

mixed/mastered by me & autumndropsdead
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featuring https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
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prod by https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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(hook)
don't know what makes you worried i fucked up sorry im so sorry don't know what to about you stuck in my room inside this empty void looking at the streets lights bout start a fist fight emotional roller-coaster avoiding the fucking sign and you get it oh no anymore cause you will never be calling my phone

(1st bridge)
and please don't talk to me making a wish just leave me be praying to god he can make my old friends leave they say humans can socialize easily but i cant do it at all

(1st Verse)
bad bitch super thick she ain't average hurt my heart to the core she's a savage meet me at the street lights oh we can sit and watch the moonlight and we can sit and watch it all night switch around and watch the sunlight no wait stop grabbing my gun aiming that gun behind my tongue no i don't live right i fucking hate me why the fuck she wanna be like me

(2nd bridge)
their telling you lies their telling everyone lies about me and i cant handle it no more and cant take it anymore im bout go hang myself imma about go back and crash my car

(autumndropsdead)
LOST TRUST WHY THE FUCK 
DID YOU DO THAT??? :'(
YOU SUCK GET THE FUCK
OUT MY NOTIFS

you’re all mine until i’m dead
nevermind, she’s in the red
swear i tried, yeah i did my best
terrified up until the end

i cry as i lie awake
i lied it was a mistake
“i’m fine” never felt so fake
vampire; burn me at the stake 
empire i’m not talking state
expiration way past the date 
thoughts never been so hard to shake
she a shark & i fell into the tank 

that’s a lie
(that’s a lie)
i despise
(i despise)
those eyes
yeah they’re full of chapters
full of rapture

(hook)
don't know what makes you worried i fucked up sorry im so sorry don't know what to about you stuck in my room inside this empty void looking at the streets lights bout start a fist fight emotional roller-coaster avoiding the fucking sign and you get it oh no anymore cause you will never be calling my phone

i'm so sorry w/ autumndropsdead (nevrfall)

beat by metlast and 5head

lyrics:
My car feels like a spaceship flying through space and
With the spacecar take the wallride
In any world you wanna be in

The car feels like a spaceship flying through space and time 
I can't hear no sound no noise
It's just us in the back of the black Cadillac
Stars watching from above out on us

Flying through spacetime with the spacecar 
Take the wallride, a wild ride
The black bird sclicing the time in two 
Just to be a second alone with you
Alone with you
Just to be a second alone with you

Flying to the sky reaching for the stars
Take you out to heaven if it was a restaurant
I would take you there
I would fly you there
I'd be right beside of you babe
Served by Angels you will be standing in a crowd of lost souls
And yet all I see is you 

My car feels like a spaceship flying through space and
With the spacecar take the wallride
In any world you wanna be in

The car feels like a spaceship flying through space and time 
I can't hear no sound no noise
It's just us in the back of the black Cadillac
Stars watching from above out on us

Take you on a ride
You are by my side

a ride by my side

artist featured:
@failure404

produced by: 
@jolst

Snowdrop

Wish You're Here Now (w/ epitomeoffailure) [+ Jolst]

when im all alone i swear you're always near (drag)

Tysm clozuris for letting me do this collab. Been wanting to hop on this for awhile <3

needadrink w/ clozuris

spark

mixed/mastered by me 
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featuring @familypet 
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(LYRICS)
in my room smoke another pack
i can't relax i might relapse
i can't even think my eyes are going gray 
everyone around me put that shit on dnd 
pavement throw me in a fucking cave 
i'm a dead man say what you gotta say 
i don't need that and i drink too much 
people say i gotta chill i don't fucking need that 

dedicate all this shit don't waste my time 
tryna hit my phone you wanna spend some time 
you told me you would stay but that's a fucking lie 
look into my eyes let's watch the moonlight 
at my deadline understand why people look at me 
i don't know why they don't like me 
keep talking from the screen you wouldn't fight me 
everyone surrounding me from this misery
___________________________________________________
running round the city lights 
can't wait to be the sign this time
trying to think and rehearse 
now you're singing alone, alone yeah
i'm on a path of destruction
fuck up my life, like it's nothing 
pull up on me and you  bluffing 
i'm just so high giving nothing
i made a deal with the devil
"shut up and you'll win the bags" oh
popping like its heavy metal
she getting high like I care tho
hop in the show with a rave light yeah
keeping a road with a hitchhike yeah
ice on my wrist been a real hard day
half of this shit not real at work
ice on my neck that you threw away
talking all that shit I could send you away
i've been running out of time i'll never come back
out our relation time I pray that you cry
say that you cry, I don't feel shit
say that you down, I don't feel shit
___________________________________________________
in my room smoke another pack
i can't relax i might relapse
i can't even think my eyes are going gray 
everyone around me put that shit on dnd 
pavement throw me in a fucking cave 
i'm a dead man say what you gotta say 
i don't need that and i drink too much 
people say i gotta chill i don't fucking need that

Song Visuals

pavement w/ familypet (frevel + jolst)

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