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inertia

2/23/22

8/12/22

lyrics
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raindrops come to life
i told you a million times
some obsess & some are nice
come inside come inside
raindrops come to life
i called you so mortified
it pushed up in your weary mind
come inside come inside

you're taking me out of it
out of the rain but the clouds will remain
yeah you're taking me out of it
god i'm ashamed of who i became
yeah the face is anonymous
but i can detect based upon dialect
cause he still stays synonymous
to me because we are the same entity
disembody him

raindrops come to life
i told you a million times
some obsess & some are nice
come inside come inside
raindrops come to life
i called you so mortified
it pushed up in your weary mind
come inside come inside

awaken the audience
cause i've got a show & it's ready to go
yeah awaken the audience
the curtains hang low so pull em back slow 
is his character obvious
developing woes as he tips on his toes
tryna bottle his rowdiness
with a grip his soul i can feel him let go
he's victorious

raindrops come to life
i told you a million times
some obsess & some are nice
come inside come inside
raindrops come to life
i called you so mortified
it pushed up in your weary mind
come inside come inside

stratus

<3

lyrics:

(cyzun)
Everyone dying got me thinking bout death
I’m only 20 and I think that I’m next
Losing everybody is making me upset
I just wanna grab the gun and put it to my head 
All this paranoia makes me wanna feel it
I don’t think that anyone would care if I was dead
Even if I tried a suicide attempt 
I don’t wanna live my life with regrets
I don’t think I’ll ever understand it
Why do we live just to die and that’s it
All that fucking time thats gonna be wasted
Honestly that thought is making me pissed

(unknxwn.)
I don't wanna talk about the things that I did
I just wanna stop breathing, I'm sick of this shit
Everything I've thought I wanted, I got rid of it
Ain't nothing what it seems in life, can't wait till I'm picked

To die, I don't wanna be alive
But I got so much shit to do with my time
I got things to experience, life is an experiment
And I am a mad scientist, I'm tired of the crying shit

So alone, like where should I go now
I don't know, I think I should slow down
Take it step by step, and don't rush it
Everything that I have felt is all rushing in

(cyzun)
Everyone dying got me thinking bout death
I’m only 20 and I think that I’m next
Losing everybody is making me upset
I just wanna grab the gun and put it to my head 
All this paranoia makes me wanna feel it
I don’t think that anyone would care if I was dead
Even if I tried a suicide attempt 
I don’t wanna live my life with regrets

paranoia w/ unknxwn. (lxvesick)

i tried to call u (Prod Splashgvng)
Key Ab Major
Bpm 150

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🚫 No samples used
🎸 Guitar by Splashgvng

i tried to call u

Shout out @prodskellington ive always wanted to work with him. This is my favorite song by far. Enjoy <3

cover by fatih

Lyrics:

Rn now im fucked up
I think she is leaving
And that im doing to much
I dont get love
I brake my own damn heart
Just so i can feel some

She says i need to run 
But i dont give a fuck
Im tired of the waiting
Im tired of the lust
I just want someone
Who i can really love
I think i have had enough 

Rn now im fucked up
I think she is leaving
And that im doing to much
I dont get love
I brake my own damn heart
Just so i can feel some

im doing too much (skellington)

midnight freestyle (puhf x tennis player)

lyrics:

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

I could do it all perfect and they’d still need more
I already quit once I won’t hide no more
Its lonely in ur head and I need the bottle to survive here
There are no fucking breaks I chose the path and ill die here
Oh u miss my pain well here’s the pain now clap
This shit feel the same as on that bridge when I had snapped
Eat ur fucking food u better enjoy it it cost souls
Im sitting in my room at 2am just drunk and stoned
Of course were all a bit fucked up that’s how it goes
But my job relies on being fucked up to go gold
The stress destroys me quickly but they love it so I stomach it
Abusing all this shit inside my body im in love with it
I cant hold relationships cause my body doesn’t work right
She touch me on my chest her hand went numb and she got frostbite
I been broken forever so u can treat me how u deem right
Vomit on my sweater Im throwing up because it feel nice
Its only right I give my wounds time to heal yea yea
I thought 150mg of Zoloft pills might help
I was wrong I was cursed from my birth I swear
This aint shit to fix with cigarettes and dyeing hair
I been out my mind since I got back on my meds
I cant even fuck or feel emotions in my head
I feel so alone inside this home that I built
This shit been my life every day it dont feel real

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

i start to rust (eric godlow)

prod @eric-godlow
I just want give a shout out to Eric for always believing in me from the beginning, i am nowhere close to where i want to be with my sound. Without Eric and my friends i dont think i would have kept making music so thank you <3

p.s. cover art by Fatih

lexapro // brain zaps freestyle (ericgodlow)

My Only Friend

when im all alone i swear you're always near (drag)

The Best Part of Life

prod farber

i fucking hate how things went i just want us to be okay again

@no_algorithm ur cool :)

[lyrics:]
--sadtxnshi--
i dont know where i should go
i lost the only girl i love
its so cold without you home
this shit is harder than i thought
baby call me
i need you right now
baby call me
i'll lose this fight now
nothings fun without you here
i spend my day sitting around
fuck im running out of tears
i hate that you are out of town
baby call me
im fucking lonely
baby call me
im dying slowly

--no algorithm--
i don’t know where i should go
this is funny im a real yung ghost
motherfucker don’t know me or how far i’ll go

please girl don’t call me
i know your not sorry
i know you don’t love me
no you don’t

fuck your apology
i know it’s hard for me
but i know pretty soon you’ll be over me
revenge suicide hope u cry for me
set my soul a blaze i’ll be fucking haunting you

call me w/no algorithm (farber)

lifes crazy. wrote & recorded on day 4 of having covid

Connect with the artist:
DEV:
@youngdev585
instagram.com/youngdev585
twitter.com/devtheprophet

beatsbykimpe:
www.youtube.com/channel/UCO2ddQZE2BHsrZIig6JJ1ZQ

Naji:
https://www.youtube.com/c/ProdNaji

lyrics:

its just another day
another good chance to find out what to say
roll another J
know I keep the pack tucked when the worst at bay
and when im waking up, girl i see your face
i would never even think we’d be playin these games

caught a feelin for the other side,
quick thought about it then we ride out
when we talkin girl i feel so high, never been so high, never been so high now
i dont even really wanna fight
fuck the drama babygirl lets vibe out
cut me off and girl I might just cry, damn I guess I really needed you

all the late night conversations, keep replayin that shit
i cant get my lovin back i just abandon that shit
you really tried to lead me on, and now im stuck here writin songs
girl I swear you did me wrong but you’re okay with that shit

i never thought we’d go from best friends to our feelings in the background
ill take your pain and I can hold it on my back now
so how does that sound?
i really tried to be here for you always told you i adored you
hope the memories stay vivid in the past now
you broke my heart like that shit was made of glass now
i swear you got me feelin stupid, i dont know what else to do
i felt ahead but now im showin up in last now

caught a feelin for the other side,
quick thought about it then we ride out
when we talkin girl i feel so high, never been so high, never been so high now
i dont even really wanna fight
fuck the drama babygirl lets vibe out
cut me off and girl I might just cry, damn I guess I really needed you
caught a feelin for the other side,
quick thought about it then we ride out
when we talkin girl i feel so high, never been so high, never been so high now
i dont even really wanna fight
fuck the drama babygirl lets vibe out
cut me off and girl I might just cry, damn I guess I really needed you
damn i guess i really needed you
damn i guess i really needed you

damn i guess i rlly needed you..

damn i guess i rlly needed u.. (prod. Kimpe x Naji)

My Shitty Love Songs On Her Playlist (jean parker & aidan han)

IT'S YOUR FUCKING FAULT (5head X Flower)

sk8miles

lyrics ♡

let's swim
in an ocean, full of sharks
full of sharks
let's swim
in an ocean, full of sharks
we got hella shards, breaking hella shards
let's swim
let's swim

chorus
tell me again
tell me again
ha, still not over me
still not over me
so ill tell you again
ill tell you again
you'll never find anybody
better than me
better than me
better than me
ain't no such thing as better than me
ain't nobody get you wetter than me
i see you for what you're pretending to be
it's okay, i know you fantasize
about me in your room

post chorus
in your room

verse
ha, i hope that
when you're w him, you're screaming my name
ha, i hope that he knows
that you liked when i fucked on your face
ha, those were the better days
those were the better days
take me back to those better days (no they weren't lolll)
when i was w you, damn i made it a wetter day
and now im chilling watching anime
fucked a new bitch, it's like any day
but anyway, ive been gaining
like hella weight
cuz of raising canes, so
working it off
balling so hard, like im in the nba 
im the one like an ace of spades
but fuck it imma leave you anyway

chorus
tell me again
tell me again
ha, still not over me
still not over me
so ill tell you again
ill tell you again
you'll never find anybody
better than me
better than me
better than me
ain't no such thing as better than me
ain't nobody get you wetter than me
i see you for what you're pretending to be
it's okay, i know you fantasize
about me in your room

outro
it's okay, i know you fantasize
about me in your room

let's swim in an ocean full of sharks

a song i wrote in 2019 and released in 2020. it's a song about struggling with addiction, and trying to love not only yourself, but another person. a failing relationship between two people because of addiction. the 2nd and new verse, is a letter to 14 year old me. and a memory for the older one. this song is a personal battle, the death and the aftermath of what's to come. thank you for listening.

chorus
i'm stuck in her eyes, and she's stuck in mine
turn off the lights
and i'll make her say
oh
yeah she wanna stay the night but i think that's bad
i don't wanna be attached unless you feel like that
oh

verse
klonopin, ativan is what i need girl
need a xan, need a bowl, just watch me breathe girl
klonopin, ativan is what i need girl
need a xan, need a bowl, just watch me breathe girl
she never come around, when i'm on drugs
idk what to quit. is it drugs or love?
i feel like it's too much to ask
i'd say i love you, but i'll never take it back
would you take it back, if you said so?
i feel like i can ask, but i'd rather not know
on the road
run away from you
scared of love i don't know what to
do
idk what to do

chorus
i'm stuck in her eyes, and she's stuck in mine
turn off the lights
and i'll make her say
oh
yeah she wanna stay the night but i think that's bad
i don't wanna be attached unless you feel like that
oh

verse 2
it's been years since i met you
and i've been trying to forget you
it's been years since i met you
and all i wanna do
is forget you
i gave it up for you, gave it up for you
i got sober for you, damn i got sober for me too
huh, i guess that's just the both of us
i guess we're growing up
go back to them days, poppin xans
i'll take another one
getting high with you, getting high with you
thought i'd OD, might just end up dyin with you
sobriety is something i could never do
i hope you're proud of me, the same way that i'm proud of you
i'm just tryna stay clean for my family
if i die young, then i'm dying happily
i don't wanna be here, not anymore
6 pills, now i'm falling to the floor

chorus
i'm stuck in her eyes, and she's stuck in mine
turn off the lights
and i'll make her say
oh
yeah she wanna stay the night but i think that's bad
i don't wanna be attached unless you feel like that
oh

limbo (2022)

run from you feat kii. (malloy x max flynn)

gym class (prod. brobak)

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//私の心の断片//

lyrics
-------
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i think i found the antidote
i think i found another road
i think i found some fucking hope
nope
i think i'm tryna find a way
to rid of all these darker days
but my minds trapped inside a maze 

so i'll run so far from these shadows
makeshift but my hearts still fragile
i'd drown but the waters too shallow
my heads still caught in the gallows
your kiss is my remedy
i fall to the ground so desperately
baby i know that you're mad at me
filling all the voids like cavities 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i guess this feeling lasts forever
i guess we'll never be together
you're colder than i can remember
but the ice is melting quickly 
i'm still wishing that you'd miss me

but you're gone and i never could replace you
mistraced new face but it ain't you
rebuilding the forts that i made you
no love but my hearts tryna break thru
my chest cause its caving in
i dwell in a cell in a realm of sin
six shots to the face of rum & gin
i'm dead in the head so i guess you win 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you

solitary

Produced by ENRA

LYRICS:

Dont fall asleep yet
I'm wide awake still
I wonder if u think about me when u lay still
Don't fall asleep yet
Promise me you’ll stay here
Are my pictures on you wall still like last year

Don't fall asleep yet
I'm wide awake still
I wonder if u think about me when u lay still
Its been a long time
Miss u around me
When I dream about u r u dreaming bout me


Verse

Dont fall asleep
Im wide awake
I hope that we
Have brighter days
U still have my heart
So don’t let it break
I want u all mine forever
I’ll put my heart on a projector
I wish we settled all the struggles we got into
The best part of my life was with you

Rap

Think about u too much
Trynna fall asleep 
But my eyes won’t shut
Said u need a break
And thats ok
But when u feel alone
Always got my place
Life throws curves
Sorry for your loss
Praying for your peace
When the night feels long
Writing songs for you with my guitar
Leave if u want but please don’t go far

SPOTIFY

don't fall asleep yet

@sewerperson
prod by @heykaaj + Sharkboi
cover art by @madeillegal
<3
[other platforms link]
https://ditto.fm/love-me-back-lil-hermit-featuring-sewerperson

twitter.com/lilhermitxo
www.instagram.com/lilhermitxo
open.spotify.com/artist/1uh7rgM3mH36ugBw8Q7jmL

Lyrics:

[hook]
i love you
is something wrong with that
i trust you
i always got your back
i want you
but i’m under attack
i love you
but you don’t love me back
-
i wish you’d open up like a program on my desktop
it’s cluttered like my head i wish it’d clear up but it won’t stop
i know love is a big word and with passion it can mean a lot
but my hearts on my sleeve so please don’t break it girl i hope not
you’re playin like it’s xbox, i’m finna rage and start up A
why do you want me to play, you should know i’m good at video games
what is that expression on your face, it’s a special case
i can’t tell girl if you love me if you don’t i’ma go crazy

i’ll block your words like meliodas i’ll deflect it
gotta broken sword tied to my heart and that’s my only weapon
doing anything outside is really really fucking hectic
hermits stay inside up anyway so i can’t fucking stress it 
-
(Sewerperson)
baby i love you but you dont love me back
rollin up this cheese i smoke too much i clutch my cardiac
baby i trust you
so tell me why u dont trust me back
shes in a bad mood
i can tell shes pullin back
red lights
up in her room on most nights
on cold nights
i still wish you could hold me tight
sippin this drink im feelin nice
red flags
bad signs
she just love the spotlight
baby i thought i was more than just a joy ride

black lung
ciggarete buts
scattered on the bedside
think they put some yellow in my red eyes
baby it hurts when i breath
i miss you here next to me
baby i love you but you act like something wrong with me

-

i really hope you guys love this as much as i do <3
huge thank you to miles for working with me :)

LOVE ME BACK (feat. Sewerperson)

Other Platforms <3

LOVE ME BACK (feat. Sewerperson) (prod. KAAJ + Sharkboi)

lyrics:

she makes the feeling of alone subside
im faulty product im not worth your time
the last goodbye always hits harder at night
so wont you stay
one more time

i just gotta let you know
im not here to take u home
woke up two calls on my phone
wish that they would leave me alone
but they never do
they never do that
i wish i
i could do that
i just cant let you go
hop out the sewer and take u home

she makes the feeling of alone subside
im faulty product im not worth your time
the last goodbye always hits harder at night
so wont you stay
one more time

pines break through the memories
late nights were her remedy
cold words thru her sharpened teeth
create deep wounds you imbed in me  
throwing heads in the wishing well
when shes this mad she could boil hell
i thought we would go together
but i guess i could go fuck myself
theres a time and a place
but she has no problem doing it here
he has his hands on top her waist
in the photos she cant share
and its truly a shame
i thought we could make it through the year at least
but this game you been playing is killing me
and im too low on energy

she makes the feeling of alone subside
im faulty product im not worth your time
the last goodbye always hits harder at night
so wont you stay
one more time

one time for old times ft eric godlow (eric godlow)

Support Venus: www.youtube.com/c/venusboy

_____________________________________________________
I Miss your scent on my clothing girl
it's been a year, but you are my world
I wouldn't trade this for anything, thoughts of a wedding ring
let's not get ahead of ourselves
we've got a whole life left 
and there's nobody else I'd rather spend with it
girl, you are perfect so sometimes I reminisce 
about just going back and just restarting this
~
so I can learn again how much I love you so
how much those green eyes can relieve my pain from my soul
can you believe it
It's already been a year
and it is crystal clear
that they'll be many more to come
~
girl I love you and I hope you know (hope you know)
I will always be around to hold (loving you)
I'll be kissing on you till I'm old (life moves on)
find your shelter in my loving arms (carry on)
baby girl I'll keep you from all harm (but you'll be here with me)
for the first time I felt trust in one (kiss my lips til they bleed)
from your head down to your toes
in and out you're beautiful (In and out)
can you believe that this has just begun

Scent [prod. venus]

Lyrics and Vocals by: 7WOUNDS
Produced by: IOF
Mixed and Masterd by: Chris Freeman (XLHC)
Cover Art by: llogan

LINKS!!!
(Lyrics after links)


IOF: 

Youtube:
https://youtube.com/channel/UCDJbJhZuEFF8X-npl1tPUrQ 

Instagram:
https://instagram.com/prodbyiof 

Twitter:
https://twitter.com/prodbyiof 

Traktrain:
https://traktrain.com/iofbitch 

Beatstars:
https://prodbyiof.beatstars.com/ 

Soundcloud (MAIN):
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/ft4hb 

Soundcloud (BEATS):
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/acuye 

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0k1O56LBSBVbS4De1vBNDf



EXTRA LARGE HOLIDAY CARD
(CHRIS FREEMAN): 

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2jfvYlfqx5eA71jqycOYUe 

Apple Music:
https://music.apple.com/us/artist/extra-large-holiday-card/1518660359 

Soundcloud:
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/w825P 

Twitter:
https://twitter.com/XLHC_ 

Instagram:
https://instagram.com/xlhc_ 

Bandcamp:
https://extralargeholidaycard.bandcamp.com/ 

Youtube:
https://youtube.com/channel/UCAB2Cdde1j-T0I7gYzRei8w


LLOGAN: 

Spotify: 
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5M2q5W7zyrWRI3cmL4QTUy 

Apple Music:
https://music.apple.com/us/artist/llogan/1465207162 

Soundcloud:
@llogansux 

Instagram:
www.instagram.com/llogansux/ 

Twitter:
https://twitter.com/llogansux 

Bandcamp:
https://llogan.bandcamp.com/


ALSO LISTEN TO "HOT MULLIGAN"



Lyrics:

Not so fast
One more second is all I ask
Before you throw me away for good
How will I live
All I wanted was what you couldn't give
And I wouldn't ask even if you could 

Go away go away
No I just wanna talk to you but you won't hear me
I think I think
You wouldn't be acting like this if you knew how I see things
One more chance
Is all I ask from you
One more dance
Under the light of the moon

I Lost My Krabby Patty Gummy Under The Couch [Prod. IOF]

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