g a r d e n
mixed & mastered by: @chain_trash

lyrics:
layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place
layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place

and can you feel the cold breeze
can you feel the cold air getting in 
through the open window 
i'm slowly breathing 
all this anxiety with no real reason
my head is thinking about some shit 
and i fucking speak it 
sorry for what i said i didn't mean it 
sorry for all that i did gimme a minute 

ooh~

Layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place
Layin' on the ground 
blood on my hands
drink on the floor
blood on my face
tears on my eyes i'm a disgrace
take me away from this fucking place

blood on my hands (acey)

little song that I did so you guys can have something to listen to before I can release smth longer, I still hope that all of you will enjoy it ^^ (I also been inspired by https://soundcloud.com/heylog - give them a listen!!)

produced/mixed/mastered by me

insta:
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Truth hurts
don’t want to hear no more
and I know
that you just had enough
of me
to be honest, I understand
that’s on me
just pin the blame on me

we both know what’s better
for us and we can never
fix us cause we will never
come to get to know each other

and I’m completely honest
truth hurts but we’ve been trying
was it really all for nothing
was it really all for nothing

and I don’t wanna solve it
let’s leave it and forget it
I won’t be even trying
to reconnect as friends
 
Let’s seperate our paths
And heal these fucking cuts
We both had bunch of knives
stabbed in our backs

Truth hurts
don’t want to hear no more
and I know
that you just had enough
of me
to be honest, I understand
that’s on me
just pin the blame on

Truth hurts
don’t want to hear no more
and I know
that you just had enough
of me
to be honest, I understand
that’s on me
just pin the blame on me

truth hurts

w/ @sarah-jewell-929930691

lyrics:
the way the time flies
before my eyes
8 hours everynight
i'm not alright
i sit in my room and wish we had a little more time

i wanna hold you, stay here tonight
just cling on me and don't leave my side

the way we brake so easily
but don't you worry cause i'll be here

so please don't run out of hope
cause i'll be here to pull u from the rope

the way the time flies
before my eyes
8 hours everynight
i'm not alright
i sit in my room and wish we had a little more time

i wanna hold you, stay here tonight
just cling on me and don't leave my side

the way we brake so easily
but don't you worry cause i'll be here

so please don't run out of hope
cause i'll be here to pull u from the rope
i'll be here for you to hold

the way the time flies w/sarah jewell (forested)

Memento Mori w/ soulfade, emptychest, kuriosity, autumndropsdead & The North Shore [+ sogimura]

god she’s everything i wanted yeah she’s perfect
and she treats me like i’m someone that’s not worthless   
cause i don’t know who i am or what my worth is 
but we’re picking up the pieces god i need this 

smile when i see you wanna die by your side 
always make it better baby stay for the night 
i can see the world when i just look in your eyes 
i’ve been in the dark but now i know that there’s light

watch me fall apart 
as soon as it gets hard 
i can feel it all
my hearts burned and scarred 

god she’s everything i wanted yeah she’s perfect
and she treats me like i’m someone that’s not worthless   
cause i don’t know who i am or what my worth is 
but we’re picking up the pieces god i need this 

i don’t know why 
i deserve you 
god you’re perfect in like everyway i need you 

i don’t know why 
it feels unreal 
maybe that’s just love but i feel grateful 

smile when i see you wanna die by your side 
always make it better baby stay for the night 
i can see the world when i just look in your eyes 
i’ve been in the dark but now i know that there’s light

watch me fall apart 
as soon as it gets hard 
i can feel it all
my hearts burned and scarred 

i-i-i just been like waiting to wake up 
feel like it’s a dream but i don’t want us to wake up 
i feel so alive when i see you 
running through my head and i don’t see any issues

but you're so perfect

And I know im not perfect, but what can i say?
Baby tell me what’s wrong, know that look on your face 
God im dying to see you, would it be the same?
Baby tell me you miss me, do you know my name  

Running out of time 
Look me in the eyes and tell me how you really feel now  

I can see the light
You don’t have to lie to me when you think im not everything 

See me stand at your door 
Won’t you pour me some more?
You didn’t mean it 
So what was this for?

And I’m sorry I’m anxious I’ve been here before 
Don’t talk about it just hurt me some more 

And I know im not perfect, but what can i say?
Baby tell me what’s wrong, know that look on your face 
God im dying to see you, would it be the same?
Baby tell me you miss me, do you know my name

that's not what i meant (prod.everestdidthis)

Thot Thot (swampmix)

friends

I cannot record at the studio at this time
this song was recorded on my phone using the microphone of the phone as well and I used headphones that connected directly to the phone and finally I used a pop filter

I Know It Hurts

lights out w/ throb

Next song of my upcoming album - I hope that you'll enjoy it! It really means a lot to me <3

lyrics:

Ive been looking for the anwser for so long
No one believed me, but Imma make it work
Never felt okay, waiting for the day
When all of my problems will go away

Walking thru the day with my face down
I aint feelin ready, no not now
But I believe that someday 
Everything will be okay

I don't wanna get any worse
Pills aint helping me much more
I just wanna feel all right

I know I'll turn it around
Smile on my face, no acting now
And I won't be scared to say

That I feel alone
And so cold
That I need someone next to me right now
Dont wanna be alone
Cuz my live just feels so slow
Like its on hold
But at the end of the day
I know I'll be okay

My demons tryna take me
But I know its not my time to go
I aint gonna let them make me
Lie all the time about my feelings, so 

Imma break out of the cage
I was trapped inside my mind
So i wasnt okay
I still have a very long way to go
I aint giving up myself, not today no

I don't wanna get any worse
Pills aint helping me much more
I just wanna feel all right

I know I'll turn it around
Smile on my face, no acting now
And I won't be scared to say

That I feel alone
And so cold
That I need someone next to me right now
Dont wanna be alone
Cuz my live just feels so slow
Like its on hold
But at the end of the day
I know I'll be okay
x2

truth hurts

Deadfish

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