D3sm1 x0xo

(vol. #​1)「Running Out Of Time」


hihihii, more plans 2 be active now 。thx 2 the ppl who support this n the other ppl who have the patience 2 still be here 2day  <3 。1st song from ep will b soon then i'll release the whole thing when i feel satisfied with it, this song n another extra im working on will b included in it 。(dis is mostly filler 2 start things off, the actual ep songs have all my effort put in2 them. dis jus sumthing i made the other day n thot wuz cool lol)

lyrx:

y cant things jus never change oh
y can't things jus stay the same
i feel more worse like everyday
i can't stop crying, my chest hurts
go outside, it's nice 2day
i wanted it 2 rain tho
i can't seem 2 catch a break
i can't slow down
i'll fall out oh

life's 2 fast 
and i need 2 catch up !!!
all my feelings
r boiling up !!!!
i don't wanna feel 
like i'm left behind
i don't want2 b
lost by time !!!

desmi

lifes2fast4miku⋆｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆｡ ﾟ

(vol. #​2)「A Burden Off My Chest」

ur lips r so sweet
i hold on to ur hands
then we're falling from the sky, i let go

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

right when i met u
the flowers were blooming
and never would i thought
that u would come choose me
i'm on my knees 
and it's just 4 u
and my heart it beats 
when ur in the room
now we're dancing 
in the clouds again
all our memories
just turned to ash

ur lips r so sweet
i hold on to ur hands
then we're falling from the sky, i let go

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

that look in ur eyes
sad and bitter
know that it's okay 2 cry
when i wont be here
all good things must end
i know it's sad but ya it's true
till we meet again
i think the world's way too cruel


ur lips r so sweet
i hold on to ur hands
then we're falling from the sky, i let go

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

last✫forever!!!!!

(Bonus Volume #​‎2.5)「I Met You Last Night」@weejk

https://open.spotify.com/track/7B5CYfz6s1J0kQxBTlSSe7?si=64576d37a4044aff

produced by me i made the beat (& miku part)

(wujek:)

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x2)

girl u fake it all
cant take it no
all that shit u said
cant face it no
now im all alone
crying in my home
all the memories
they fading no

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x2)

(miku:)

i fell in ur arms,
all u want is my heart...
u can't come near it,
who knows what wud happen ?
u say u luv me,
do u rly mean it ?
1 day u'll leave me,
crying, broken, speechless...

(wujek:)

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x3)

y is luv alwayz so tuff *ft. wujek & miku*

(vol. #​‎3)「I'm A Half-Failed Magical Girl, But That's Okay!!」

I'm out here
Can you hear me?
Out of breathe
I'm so useless
Right after
I hear your "i.l.y."
Then I can cry

Love it when you say my name
I stand afar, feeling like I'm not enough
Are you proud of me?
Always coming back to you, you're noticing
Sometimes I wish that I knew what you think
Open up your arms
And catch me when I fall
I hope that it's not too late
To fix my heart
This time I won't
Let the world fall apart
This time I won't
Let your wishes come undone

I'm out here
Can you hear me?
Out of breathe
I'm so useless
Right after
I hear your "i.l.y."
Then I can cry
You hate me
Just maybe?
Don't blame me
I Just overthink
After all I'm dreaming
In this world
I call "Make Believe"

everytime​‎ :​‎ after 鹿目まどか (vol. #3)

(vol. #​‎3.5)「And This Always Happens」

https://open.spotify.com/track/1kym5flo1tktPLLBjLrYmZ?si=3a00d787be004119

i stared deep in her eyes
now i'm falling thru time
she's a witch in disguise
watch her die everytime
with a smile and a laugh
i got stuck in her plans
she wants me in her grasp
i'll keep fighting til i can't

be nice 2 me
u ruined everything !!!

i'm not ur frend
but not ur enemy !!!!!

i'll scream & shout 
i'll cry & pout !!!!!

i'll kill myself
if ur 2 mean 2 me !!!!!!

be nice 2 me!!! / higurashi 北条 沙都子

(Off-Screen)「Yandere Arcade Club」@amecandy

https://open.spotify.com/track/4gZ48SQzyJn5vVIW2nNacN?si=9e84e359e0c94dd2

(miku:)

cut cut cut i
cut cut cut i
cut my heart
and cut urs too

i love love love
ur blood blood blood
i wear ur body
cuz its cute i

cut cut cut i
cut cut cut i
bleed rose red
i think it's cool u

love love love my
blood blood blood i
stab my body
just for u

razors make me drool
i know i should seek help
but everytime i do
they never have a clue yeah

razors make me drool
i know i should seek help
but everytime i do
they never have a clue yeah

i cut cut cut
i cut cut cut
i cut my heart
and cut urs too

i love love love
ur blood blood blood
i wear ur body
cuz its cute i

cut cut cut i
cut cut cut i
bleed rose red
i think it's cool u

love love love my
blood blood blood i
stab my body
just for u

(ame:)

you've been in my mind as of lately
all i want its driving me crazy
you've been in my mind as of lately
all i want its driving me crazy
and i dont know what to do 
my heart aches when im around u
what else is there to do?
love smothering me till i turn blue

in my dreams in my dreams
ur the only one i need
in ur dreams in ur dreams
can i b ur yandere?

breaking down my sanity
are my feelings fleeting?
can u help my ache heart stop me frum bleeding?

cut cut cut i
cut cut cut i
cut my heart
and cut urs too

i love love love
ur blood blood blood
i wear ur body
cuz its cute

(miku:)

i cut cut cut
i cut cut cut
i bleed rose red
i think it's cool u

love love love my
blood blood blood i
stab my body
just for u

If you found this note in a small wooden box with a heart on it, then *congratulations!* You are probably the first person to read this. I didn’t really plan on sharing this with anybody, but for some reason I think it’s exciting that somebody out there, a complete stranger, will come across this note and read my story. Someone I will never meet, sharing such a personal bond with me. I’m fascinated that either one of us could die - even as soon as tomorrow - with the other being completely clueless to the fact. To you, my entire life is within this note, and so I will live for as long as your memory can carry me. Writing this, I’m wondering if that makes you feel fascinated or violated. It’s so exciting.

cut my heart :3 #DDLC (ft. amecandy x miku)

(vol. #​‎4evr)「Am I In Reality Or Am I Insanity?」

https://open.spotify.com/track/36Hr8dnUPs266hdeieAUs6?si=fde9561544fc47ee

kanojo2kanojo///totono.___ 1/4

lyrics:

give u what u want
u can take it all away right from me
give me all ur secrets
& tell me that u luv me
cuddle in my arms
can u promise u won't ever leave me?
don't betray my trust
i don't wanna see u cheating

could YOU ignore
that girl just for once ???
don't crawl back 2 HER
when i'm right here ...
it's only ME, you, and YOU
i'm the one YOU need !!!!
in this pretend world
i'm all YOU want !!!!!

lost inside delusions
trusts me & it's her mistake
never had solutions
found her crying in the rain
i can wipe my tears
me & her, we're not the same
staring in the mirror
with a grin across my face

don't say my name
u'll bring me my flowers
i've had enough
of ur games
now it's time for mine

give u what u want
u can take it all away right from me
give me all ur secrets
& tell me that u luv me
cuddle in my arms
can u promise u won't ever leave me?
don't betray my trust
i don't wanna see u cheating

could YOU ignore
that girl just for once ???
don't crawl back 2 HER
when i'm right here ...
it's only ME, you, and YOU
i'm the one YOU need !!!!
in this pretend world
i'm all YOU want !!!!!

kanojo_2_kanojo ~ bring ME flowers (vol. #4evr)

(Off-Screen)「Nothing Ever Happens Here Anways...」

https://open.spotify.com/track/6iYwx9CfyyrRMaVEa0GX68?si=d829574bf39a4242

school days, wrong story... ////rena/kotonoha?

lyrics:

(L: u took my luv, used that
R: ur pretty hair, all black
L: went2 ur house, sit back
R: i used2 feel attached)

my eyes on u, so sad
ur pretty hair, all black
we used to walk, hold hands

i used to feel - attached

u took my luv, used that
i took my knife, went back
to ur house, sit back

close the door - relax

when i'm done with u
i'm done with me

we weren't meant to be
i'm so sorry

i got pushed to shame
and now u bleed

this seems to be the end
of "love" stories

Can I ask you one thing?
I loved you....
But did you feel the same?
You hurt me...
I just wanted something-
Between us...
But all this hatred told me-
"It's worthless..."

end of love (and hate?) #whentheycry竜宮 レナ

( Return / vol . # ​‎4evr ?)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2cnMjAZ5Bvt5l96nXT2jUH?si=64e60677da56400a

Sorry for inactivity, I've been working on other projects cuz this one was kinda boring to me since i last posted. I plan on returning but I have to resituate myself with this kinda music cuz i've been disconnecting from it a bit lol

recorded this with my actual guitar and i might make more like this too if ppl like it, i got sum more with real guitar so i can probaly make a mix or something

lyrics:

stay inside ashamed
i didn't want this
bring me food
a note saying you love me
"leave me alone"
i say but i don't mean it
hide in the corner
covered by my blanket

"you don't seem the type who would do this..."
it was the situation i was put in
go to the store
repent for my actions
i'll make it up to you
that i promise

grab my chest, i feel my heart is pounding
sweat drips off, i'm nervous and i'm shaking
now you're mad, it seems you really hate me
i did wrong but can you really blame me?

"you don't seem the type who would do this..."
it was the situation i was put in
go to the store
repent for my actions
i'll make it up to you
that i promise...

everything can't always be so nice. [ Class B 一之瀬 帆波 ]

(vol. #​‎4evr+)「Obtained, Now My Heartaches.」

https://open.spotify.com/track/4L4Gd2tRtDPWNGrYOKoQEj?si=901b97ab41c44e72

Why am I just Karuizawa to you? Can't you just say my given name...

lyrics:
crawling bugs
all over
knock me down
i'll start over
burdens fall
my shoulders
open arms
come closer
parasites
im so sure
ur the one
who wont hurt
call at night pls answer
ur the one who wont hurt?

im shaking
stammering
can u leave me alone
my heart's burning
please just go

don't pull my hair
i feel so scared
why did i act like i don't care?
i just wanna be something more
i just wanna be something more

can you love me?
can you love me?
can you love me?
eternity

can you love me?
can you love me?
can you love me?
eternity

can you love me?
can you love me?
can you love me?
eternity

CANYOULVOEMECANYOULOVEMECANYOULVOEMEETERNITY

im shaking
stammering
can u leave me alone
my heart's burning
please just go

Parasites, I'm so sure - you're the one
who won't hurt
Call at night, please answer - you're the one
who won't hurt?

In order to survive in this school, Kei tends to cling to someone who is valued highly and use that person's status and position to enhance her own. Due to this method, she has deemed herself as a parasite, a weak creature that can't survive on its own. Due to the fake persona she’s built up, many naive girls tends to seek her for advice on topics such as romance. However, she confessed that she has never held hands once with another guy but she was skilful enough to hoodwink them through her made up lies and fictitious stories.

D3sm1 x0xo

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