lost feeling in my, heart rifting inside 

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lyrics
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so take all that stress
decompress it & hang it up right at the door
feeling like this isn't fun anymore
not that it ever was
but lately everyone's 
misunderstanding what's really import
tantalizing sights & feelings ignored
paths to get over it never explored
overgrown nothingness
stemmed from destruction
it's deeply embedded beneath all my subsidence

goodness gracious
i'm so cold
my body's filled with brittle bones
they'll break and bend as i grow old
i hope your hand is mine to hold
goodness gracious
i'm alone
broken my sticks & thrown my stones
i'll go somewhere where no one knows me
i don't mind being this lonely  

so maybe it's grim
but i'll spill on a whim about all that i think
my thoughts subside till i'm pushed to the brink
miscalculated
so often equated
to shit so insane i think i need a shrink
traumatized by flies that hatch in my head
metamorphosis ensued till i'm dead
it's funny how they can grow
little do they all know
their home is rotting & damn near condemned

dissociation 
deserting my patience
i don't think i'll wake up & realize
that feeling this vacant
no communication
is simply leaving me terrorized
i see all these faces
inside of the places
that only exist when i close my eyes
so if this is a phase 
that is bound to erase
then i guess that i ought to just give it time
 
goodness gracious
i'm so cold
my body's filled with brittle bones
they'll break and bend as i grow old
i hope your hand is mine to hold
goodness gracious
i'm alone
broken my sticks & thrown my stones
i'll go somewhere where no one knows me
i don't mind being this lonely  

all i ever will be
is someone that'll kill me 
a parasitic head fuck
monotonous & willing
all i ever wished for
is sanity by twenty four
but i never got that
i never got that

all i ever will be

Featuring @Sewerperson

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https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/for-what-its-worth-feat-sewerperson

Lyrics:

Xelfiy:
i been feeling hollow 
She the typa girl to ask me for a follow 
Just cuz im up in my head right now 
dont mean that im really down that low
How you telling me Its all gonna be alright 
when u really dont know 
Damn girl you really got hope 
New whip on rain slick road 
To late momma gonna be so pissed that i aint home 
my bad i always drift back to the past when im on the road
And the future so i cursed i dont wanna see in the that coffin 
or in that hearse i dont wanna see you down that bad that hurt
My mind to fast it skirt 
My pain so old still hurt 
My face so numb ur blured 
All this pain so young what it worth 
My pops said id get the bag at birth
I come from middle class 
And im blessed have this worth 
And im blessed have this worth
And im blessed have this worth
Im not gonna be first to be rich in my family 
But Im be the first to give it back for whats it worth
I seen family spilt away like money was a curse 
But it only effects those with iller intentions that r worse

Sewerperson:
Waste my time cause I won’t need it
The clock strikes 9 and im still sleeping
For my whole life ive thought it worked this way
I was wrong but ill keep dreaming about it
The trees wreck homes as the storm rips thru
But its not so bad from the window in my room its calm
But in all due time itll hit me too
And what a peaceful death I will spend with u
We could talk all night of the same regrets
But with one night left I just dont want to
One night left until we all meet death
If its not about us then u could just hold ur breath
Just one night left
I Promise I won’t hold back
Ive spend way too long
With these words stuck in my chest

ALL PLATFORMS

For What Its Worth (feat. Sewerperson) (Prod. KG)

elegy

I Am Shit - Guardin

AFTER THERAPY (feat. Hot Mulligan)

feat. @guardinmusic 
mix/master @pomsky_official

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MAN DOWN feat. Guardin (prod. YoungTaylor x Lockhome)

produced by drmabeats
feat guardin
thanks for listening <3

FANGORIA feat. guardin (prod. drmabeats)

OK Computer OKNOTOK 1997 2017

No Surprises (Remastered)

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//テストしない//

i've been so fucking hyped to drop this. thank you guys for being so patient with releases lately. shit has been strange, but we're back on top of tings. i can't thank my homies colcaine & lil biscuit enough for the birth of this track. i love you guys

@september11th2001
@l1lbiscuit

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plastic (feat. colcaine)(prod. by lil biscuit)

WRITTEN & PERFORMED BY https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s
PRODUCTION & ARTWORK BY @scottysplash

ANTI-SOCIAL ✨ (feat. 9TAILS)

9TAILS <3

ANTI-SOCIAL ✨ (FEAT. 9TAILS)

produced by 9TAILS

lyrics:

i eat a beat like dominos
like haribos
like oreos

higher level like im subzero
like im piccolo
like im motaro

i dont got a motorolla
i dont sell it but i do it though
im sauced like alfredo

use the drugs to with cope with come up moving slo mo
this gone take two years or more no playdoh

so far so good i have yet to really change 
still go to the store if my mom needs panko
just tryna help the day go by smooth
good moods like snickers commercials
circle rotation blunt migration from my hand to my homies in the shed so gone
hiding zombies in the shed like herschel
different blood but my brothers in my circle

u want beef treat it like a family matter no urkle
smoking purple 
no nurple
rumours poppin up no kernel 
make it music
make it verbal
dont get me heated
im talking car seats
im talking coffee
im talking thermal
get the sunscreen
im talking sun beams
uv rays
ill fucking burn you

im getting dangerous 
im living dangerous
no one fuck with us more than us
whole team gassed up eat dust

stacking ideas until im maxxing my mind out
lie down lights down enter my mind now
im just a normal individual that plays with fl 
lazy young musician brother i feel like drake bell

church bells ringing in the distance while the birds yell
water well outside in the back still got the weed smell
flicking my ash in there
that backwoods stain the air 
most of my ideas start with alchohol or loud in there

breaking down part of the ride like its a county fair
this grind not perfect errors i could never go repair
it doesnt matter though 
i climb the ladder
and i disregard the laughter
while i let my vocals hit the air

its factuals
i keep it practical
switch it up and fit the pockets like its magical
its like it had to be this way
its like i had to snap and slay

its like i called it yesterday
i made some beats and slipped away
round 8 realized its 12 hours since i last ate
great ion wanna sleep thru another sunday
monday way too hard to get thru no way

its never good its never great its always ok
my broski need me then they rech me they know where i stay
give the signal and i got em (gotham) like im bruce wayne

im getting dangerous
im living dangerous
no one fuck with us more than us
whole team gassed up eat dust

dangerous

lyrics
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(you said i could be anything that i aspire to be
but no one in this world could ever want to be me)

this is the last time
this is the last time i'll write about you
this is the last time
this is the last time you rip me in two
i ain't got no time
all of the time i had wasted on you
took me a long time
took me a year just to get over you
this is the last time
this is the last time i'll write about you
this is the last time
this is the last time you rip me in two
i ain't got no time
all of the time i had wasted on you
took me a long time
took me a year just to get over you

bet he drives down all the same roads we did
it's okay i just hope they're still scenic
i can't help but feel like the world is ending
why did we waste time together just pretending

stolen

lyrics
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if you knew me
you wouldn't like me at all
if you took the time to think then maybe this could dissolve
this is pointless
wasting fucking time till i fall
back asleep and in my dreams 
i do not wake up at all

voices scream inside my head another migraine to come
i'm deranged goin insane until my body is numb
disassociate create another problem your call
straight to voicemail cause i do not wanna pick up at all

elegy

demxntia 🌐🖤

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