prod. me

(guitar by capsctrl)

<3
lyrics:
I’m such a loser I know you secretly want someone who’s cooler, I dont blame you
im so fuckin awkward
people speak of shit that I never heard of
lifes so pointless, yea

look at me, look at me am I ugly?
I need honesty, I can see it in your face love.
do you really enjoy my time or am I jus comfort?
(am I just comfort?)
we can’t hold conversations in different places
(how the fuck does that work)
honestly you wouldn’t understand what goes on in me
this shit so hard to beat

I'm sorry i never meant for it to be this way
getting mad all the time, and then we sleep all day

I’m such a loser I know you secretly want someone who’s cooler, I dont blame you
im so fuckin awkward
people speak of shit that I never heard of
lifes so pointless, yea

i'm sorry

spotify

i'm sorry.

Prod. Flowers for You

my entire discography: https://open.spotify.com/user/lukeee117/playlist/2gRn7V9QfxZxFaJJdS00EP?si=vUv0Ie1qQc2dhn8mHtwk0w&dl_branch=1

alright, that's fine w/ skele

~ about beginning ~

written by: Monto & Bryce Bishop
produced by: Bryce Bishop & Monto
mixed by: Bryce Bishop
mastered by: Ty Lorenzo
artwork by: @ve9etable0831 on twitter

DREAMS w/ Monto

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3wp5KXIa7Z8&ab_channel=ghosthands

SPOTIFY + APPLE

day by day

Sorry.

Keshi's Social Media
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/keshibeats
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/c/keshibeats
Bandcamp: https://keshi.bandcamp.com/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/3pc0b...
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/keshimusic
Twitter: https://twitter.com/CaseyLuong

Produced by Ocean
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpipAjo9fIhDMXOoo0Mm86Q
Twitter: https://twitter.com/Ocean_Music_
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/oceanonthebeat
Email: oceanmusic24495@gmail.com

Artwork By Sanzuri
DeviantArt: https://sanzuri.deviantart.com/

Release 3/5/2018

Anima Vestra - Heartbreak & Mistakes (feat. keshi)

@hatefulbeats
@demxntia
art by akari_0119

what’s on ur mind 
ik that u been busy 
and we haven’t got the time 
to take a little break 
and have a little conversation 
and girl i understand 
that we’re running out of patience 

but i just wanna know how ur doin these days
are u sleepin well at night? are u eatin okay?
u can be a little selfish baby focus on urself 
u don’t gotta worry about anyone else but u

u don’t gotta worry bout anyone else 
u don’t gotta worry, no

tell me what’s on ur mind
i know that i been busy 
and i haven’t got the time 
to take a little break 
and give u all of my attention 
i don’t mean to seem so distant
girl it isn’t my intention 

but i just wanna tell u how im doin these days
i don’t get a lot of sleep, girl i feel the same way 
we can be a little selfish
and just focus on ourselves
we shouldn’t have to worry about anyone else at all 

we shouldn't have to worry about anyone else
we shouldn't have to worry, no <3

dw about it

demxntia & hateful - dw about it

This is actually the most recent song I made for the project. I literally just recorded this probably a day before I announced the project. It's something very simple and chill. Great for relaxing or if you wanna be a little bitchhhhhh and cry. I went for an ASMR kinda vibe with this one. I wanted to make a song that you could just turn on and vibe too. There's an obvious lack of lyricism in this song, but that was intended. Like I said, I wanted an ASMR vibe to this song, something you could throw on and let it play in the background forever and vibe to. I wanted everyone to focus on the song as a whole and not just the lyrics. Idk if that made any sense but it did when I recorded this LMAO. And btw, ivri is a girl. Ocean just changed the pitch on her voice and made her sound like that. Her OG voice is super nice tho so yall should totally check her out! 10/10 would let her sing me to sleep.


ivri's socials:
Instagram: www.instagram.com/ivsounds/
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCoknULsUx5faE8QN6lL2jpg
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/ivrii

Anima Vestra - I Don't Wanna Know How It Feels (Feat. ivri)

Stream this song on Spotify, Apple music, Deezer and more here hyperurl.co/STREAMIFONLY

Our planet is dying, follow the link to find out how you can help save the world, if we all do our bit we can make change
Fuck the end of the world!
https://www.wwf.org.uk/thingsyoucando

Lyrics:
If only I could know
If only I could know
If only I could know
I could
If only I could know
If only I could know
If only I could know

I got a sad boy by my side
but I'm with him
is it really do or die
but I'm with him
Was a sad day when I took his life
but I'm still with him
gonna die right by his side 
so I'm still with him
I'm still with him

If only I could know
If only I could know
If only I could know
I could
If only I could know
If only I could know
If only I could know

IF ONLY

Listen on Spotify, Apple Music, Itunes here
http://hyperurl.co/BetterOffDead

better off dead MUSIC VIDEO link below
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UMzBmYpegnk&t=1s

Our planet is dying, follow the link to find out how you can help save the world, if we all do our bit we can make change
Fuck the end of the world!
https://www.wwf.org.uk/thingsyoucando

Lyrics:

better off dead
better off dead
 better off dead
didnt really mean it but she's better off dead
better off dead
better off dead
 better off dead
didnt really mean it but he's better off dead

coz I'm whispering deep in my ears I can't describe
He's better off dead in my heart as I'm telling you lies
Lies that you heard to be 
Every single day can be
I can feel you in my reach

better off dead
better off dead
 better off dead
didnt really mean it but she's better off dead
better off dead
better off dead
 better off dead
didnt really mean it but he's better off dead

cry cry cry those eyes to sleep I will
cry cry cry those eyes to sleep I will
il fight those demons
cry cry cry those eyes to sleep I will

better off dead
better off dead
 better off dead
didnt really mean it but she's better off dead
better off dead
better off dead
 better off dead
didnt really mean it but he's better off dead

BETTER OFF DEAD

SPOTIFY

UNCERTAINTY

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO HERE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pbnrnTJpvB0

shoutouts 2 @kaiyko as always!!

let me have a minute to get
my head on straight
i really haven’t been myself
for almost 28 days and i think
what a bummer could November really be?
i think there’s something that my eyes can’t see
cuz lately i’ve been getting so upset
with almost everything 

i don’t wanna be a villain
in this story of mine (neither do you)
i don’t wanna be a perfect person
that’s just a lie
but you keep taking all the words that
keep falling out my mouth
i don’t think you see what my
problem is even all about

oh, what a lie 
that we live
it’s alright to be 
alone sometimes
what a life 
that we’re given
it’s alright to to be 
alone sometimes

efforts wasted
and so am i tonight
feelings faded
like everything in my life
different faces
i’d rather stay inside
been gone for ages
so why’d you stay tonight?

i don’t wanna miss you
i don’t wanna need you
i don’t wanna feel like
i’m nothing without you
i don’t wanna miss you
i don’t wanna need you
i just can’t pretend
that i’m perfect without you

oh, what a lie 
that we live
it’s alright to be 
alone sometimes
what a life 
that we’re given
it’s alright to to be 
alone sometimes

and i don’t wanna
live a life where
i’m feeling sorry
so baby take all
my mistakes
and blame it all on me
cuz i’m not you and
you’re not me
so we can just 
call this a tragedy
but then i’d be
lying once again

it's alright w/ kaiyko [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

Original song "GETAWAY" written and produced by daystowaste.

Lyrics:
(getaway, a getaway a getaway)
I stare out the window
The grey clouds meet my face
As it starts to rain
Stuck in the shallow
(Yeah, yeah)
As I'm slowly sinking
I think I'm dreaming

So please don't ever wake me up
Wake me up cuz
I don't think I've had enough
Had enough
I'm staring at the surface of, surface of
Cuz all I know (is drowning)

I'm getting out, I'm falling down
Again I'm not getting past her
A metaphor, I'm insecure
Don't go, I still hear your laughter
And maybe I could change your mind but
I don't think we'll be alright in brittle bones
I'll let you go
I just let you getaway

And I've been afraid
Staring at the sunset
Laying in a feild of flowers
Take my hand
It's getting kinda late
can I stay here for a couple hours?
No I can't breathe
It's filling up the room
Now all I see is you inside 
No I can't move
Thrashing at the surface
Tell me was it worth it? 

(I'm getting out, I'm falling down
Again I'm not getting past her
A metaphor, I'm insecure
Don't go I)
still hear your laughter

I'm getting out, I'm falling down
Again I'm not getting past her
A metaphor, I'm insecure
Don't go, I still hear your laughter
And maybe I could change your mind but
I don't think we'll be alright in brittle bones
I'll let you go
I just let you getaway
(Getaway, getaway, getaway)

GETAWAY

PEEP THE MUSIC VIDEO HERE <3 shot + edited by ya boy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1zEI6UDD_BI

this song means the world for me i hope u guys enjoy
NEW ALBUM OCTOBER 9TH 2020 🌐🖤

maybe i should stop fuckin up for once
but i’m sure i’ll find a way around it somehow
maybe i should learn to just shut up
i always seem to say the wrongest words somehow 

cuz honestly i’m getting sick of myself
and my head makes life a living hell
my visions getting blurry
i’m losing sight of all my worries

i’m so lost tonight
i’m so lost tonight
i can’t take it any longer
maybe i should jus 
be stronger but
i’m so lost tonight
i’m so lost tonight
i can’t take it any longer
maybe i should jus 
be stronger but

maybe i should stop fuckin up for once
cuz i’m sure it’ll start catching up to me somehow
maybe i should start growin up for once
cuz time is burning like a cigarette
i don’t wanna bear any more regrets
than i do
and now i’m thinkin bout the past
ive made it so far but idk if this’ll last
i’ll bite the bullet please don’t hold your breath

cuz i’m so lost tonight
i’m so lost tonight
i can’t take it any longer
maybe i should jus 
be stronger but
i’m so lost tonight
i’m so lost tonight
i can’t take it any longer
maybe i should jus 
be stronger but

MUSIC VIDEO

lost

NEW ALBUM OCTOBER 9TH 2020 🌐🖤
shoutoutz 2 @kaiyko

it feels like i'm stranded on my own
this is not the way it's supposed to go
taking me for granted i'll take you to hell
fuck all the help

even when i'm down
i try to bring you up
even when i'm empty
i try to show you love
even when i'm lost
i try to find a way for you
to smile when i'm not
with everything i've got

i gave it my all
trying my best for you
it wasn't enough
doing the best i can
i'm only a man
why can't you see that?
my world is burning down

why's this happening
i thought that i could change
but now i'm desperately
searching for a sign that leads
nowhere at all for me
and honestly
i wanted you to be the one
to break me free from this scarcity 
of loving myself for the person i am
today and not the way
you look at me so casually
when i'm about to break
when i'm about to go breaking down again
how do i send
all my love but all my love is
still reaching out to you
still reaching out to you

i gave it my all
trying my best for you
it wasn't enough
doing the best i can
i'm only a man
why can't you see that
my world is burning down

it feels like i'm stranded on my own
this is not the way it's supposed to go
taking me for granted i'll take you to hell
fuck all the help

tell you that honestly i wanted you
to be the one to break me free
break me free from this scarcity
i'm living with all your love
but all my love's locked in me
it's still reaching out to you
still reaching out to you

gave it my all w/ kaiyko

demxntia 🌐🖤

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