does demxntia have a bad song?? dont think so <3

yEet

it's daylight now, and im stuck in my bed
: :
stream daylight!
  https://sunshineapanay.fanlink.to/day...
follow jason (he produced this btw he's so talented)!
  https://linktr.ee/sunshineblvd
follow me!
  https://linktr.ee/mjapanay
  https://www.mjapanay.com/
mixed and mastered by jonathan park!
  https://www.jonparkaudio.com/
  https://linktr.ee/jonparkaudio

daylight

c'est la vie

promise

Cold in Calabasas

with @atlas and @forrestfrank Cover art by @chrosky
Thank you guys for 4 years of support!

Vinyl ! w/ atlas & Forrest.

[Hook]

You love the toxicity 
But that ain’t for me 
You left me to bleed 
I can’t even breath 
Seen some shit don’t wanna see 
In too deep wish I could leave 
I been searching for some peace 
Starting to feel like I’m deceased 

[Verse]

Don’t know what I want with you 
Know I love you but you act brand new 
Might just only love the way you move 
Shouldn’t be wasting all my time on you 

I get faded when my mind on you 
I just hate it when my mind on you
Agitated when my mind on you 
I’m deflated drew the line right through 

Like nowadays I don’t know 
I been feeling alone, I do better alone, put a plane on the phone 
Ima drown till I’m gon, ima roll up a cone, Ima do what I want 
I get used to ya tone, I got broke like a bone, no it cannot be sewn 
What’s the price of a soul? Guess I’ll go on the road, only time gonna show 

[Pre-hook] x2 

Love where I’m going but I hate this feeling
Everyone thinks being sad’s appealing 
Praying to god need help I’m kneeling 
When I look up all I see is the ceiling 

Wood full of boof and a cup is healing 
Now I’m fucked up and it’s fuck this feeling 
Listen real close it’ll be revealing 
Listen real close it'll be revealing

[Hook]

You love the toxicity 
But that ain’t for me 
You left me to bleed 
I can’t even breath 
Seen some shit don’t wanna see 
In too deep wish I could leave 
I been searching for some peace 
Starting to feel like I’m deceased

Toxic (Prod. Tundra)

guitar by me
everything else by @officialbiosphere

do i make it look easy?
the way that i deal with things
cuz i promise it ain’t as it seems
you’re not the only that’s hurting
girl ik that shit for certain
i spend half of my time
just missing you
the other half
i’m staring at my lock screen
and all i’ll see is the time
it’s haunting my mind
but baby you’re all that i need

the films that we watched
the songs that we sang
when you’re not around
it isn’t the same
it’s been getting harder
and harder to fake
can’t do a thing without
seeing ur face, i’m 
counting the days again
hopin it never ends
i promise i’m tryin my best
for you;
but it hasn’t been hurting less because

i been so lonely without you here
and i haven’t rest since you disappeared
i just hope you know that i always care
and i apologize it’s so unfair

and girl it ain’t easy
these feelings they eat me
it’s driving me crazy cuz
idk what i been doin lately
so tell me baby
what it is that i should do
yeah tell me baby
cuz i’m lost without you

the films that we watched
the songs that we sang
when you’re not around
it isn’t the same
it’s been getting harder
and harder to fake
can’t do a thing without
seeing ur face, i’m 
counting the days again
hopin it never ends
i promise i’m tryin my best
for you;
but it hasn’t been hurting less because

i been so lonely without you here
and i haven’t rest since you disappeared
i just hope you know that i always care
and i apologize i can’t be there

i been so lonely without you here
and i haven’t rest since you disappeared
i just hope you know that i always care
and i apologize i can’t be there

lonely without u [prod. biosphere]

What's Broken With You?
Artist: Vaboh
Engineered by: Alec Lark

What's Broken With You?

hate it when we fight
better if we make love
lot of lone nights
is it better when I take drugs
on and on and on and on

patience wearing thin 
getting under my skin
sick of feeling so tired
cause I'mma pay for my sins

know you can't see what I see
when I look at you know you don't
feel what I feel heart feel black and blue

telling you the truth this is how I do
it's not over for me but is it over for you?

sick of medicating feeling broken and used
bloody and bruised given a choice
what can I prove
lifes a race and
I'm moving way too fast might crash
now I watch the time pass now

wasted rockstar
wasted don't know how to face this
think our love is laced now you
got me up and pacing
can't see straight think I need
lasik woah

need to slow it on the drugs right now
I don't need the plug feel it till i'm 
numbed out turn the music up loud
turn it up turn it up yeah
I'mma drown it out like that

I feel you drifting 
I can feel the distance
I can feel you drifting drifting
I can feel the distance distance

when you wake up 
will you wake up for me?
it's the same love
I put that on repeat

ain't the same love
wanna die in the sheets
when I wake up will you
be there for me

I don't know what else to do
nothing to gain everything to lose
she said don't ask me to choose
I'll choose wrong

take it from me cause I'm too gone
won't be the same it's been too long
on letting go is what I do best now

Vyvanse [Prod.DopeLordMike]

Instagram: @ sadgods
-

Feat: @powfu
Feat: @indii-g

Prod: @splashgvng x sadgods
Mix: @aleclarkmusic x sadgods

https://open.spotify.com/track/5DKRTAhiaqg3QynSI5Aq9W?si=S92kCLIvT6GfYBXg3DCJNw

https://genius.com/Sadgods-separate-from-you-feat-powfu-and-indii-g-lyrics

Spotify

Separate From You (feat. Powfu & Indii G.)

[demxntia]
girl your love take me higher
got me burning up; you the wood to my fire
fit the match
of all the things i desire
uh from your hair down to your attire
round two when i'm tired run it back like
girl you know i make u sing like a choir
i know you shy you don't gotta keep quiet
you know i love it can't deny it
layin next to you in the night baby so serene
when you're next to me
feelin so carefree
and what's in between
so serene
when you're next to me
feelin so carefree
and what's in between
won't you stay here
a little bit longer
with me tonight?
won't you stay up
a little bit longer
with me tonight

[dion dugas]

baby what you doing
moving?
talk a lot of shit what you proving
you’ve been looking out of town
got to choose then lose him what you want to say
let me get a second i’m texting I’m on the way
a quarter past five with 9 lives to pay
i should of took a flight to relight a way
seen you on a night to relive our days
maybe i’ve been thinking out a loud
wondering if i would of gone, yeah
would i be the one that was alone, lonuh
instead of you, i feel like i was wrong
broken, sulking, hoping sounds of your voice
in the dark kept me open
don’t say if you really do mind
i find that we always decline
one day we should really rewind
cause lately i feel crazy
without you

[demxntia + dion dugas]

won't you stay here
a little bit longer
with me tonight?
won't you stay up
a little bit longer
with me tonight

SPOTIFY

serene//rewind [feat. dion dugas]

New song with Roiael, hope you like it :)

Stream On Spotify

yaeow - one more time /w Roiael

i just wanna brighten up your day
i just wanna make ur clouds go away
help u see the sun on the other side
wipe away the rain drops from ur eyes

i can see the pain inside ur eyes
u can see the void inside of mine
baby can you tell me what’s on ur mind
happiness is hiding behind the lies

my intentions never show too well i know
i always feel i gotta fix it on my own
i try my best to end the vicious cycle
it’s not enough i’m in denial 

i just wanna brighten up your day
i just wanna make ur clouds go away
help u see the sun on the other side
wipe away the rain drops from ur eyes
i don’t ever mean to make u cry
i just wanna know how u feel inside
if im overthinking i apologize
wanna be the best for u and i

raindrops

every time i lay my head down
i play back the sound when you said you loved me
the smell of perfume’s reminder 
being with you is the happiest i’ll be
i’m doin my best to be the one for you
cuz i’m in love wit us; and you’re the one i need
you’re more than enough for me babe
and you’re all the above for me lately

we all have insecurities
but we’ll work through em together
ik we’re not there yet
but this feeling won’t last forever
and baby i promise
that i’ll show you what love is
i’ll always be honest
anything that u want girl i’m on it

we got problems but in my eyes you’re worth it
we got problems but in my eyes you’re perfect
give you my all cuz i know that you deserve it
i’ll do anything i can to make this work yeah

[laeland]

Girl pick up your phone
I know that you’re alone
This is my last attempt 
After this I’ll be gone
No more apologies 
No more sitting at home 
Yeah tell me what you want

Yeah just tell me what you want
And I’ll be there
Girl I swear 
Cause memory of you 
Is what I miss 
Can’t forget 
sweetest smell of your perfume
And girl I know I’m a mess
I’ll clean this up like it’s my room 
You’re my princess and I’m your prince

[demxntia + laeland]

we all have insecurities
but we’ll work through em together
ik we’re not there yet
but this feeling won’t last forever
and baby i promise
that i’ll show you what love is
i’ll always be honest
anything that u want girl i’m on it
we got problems but in my eyes you’re worth it
we got problems but in my eyes you’re perfect
give you my all cuz i know that you deserve it
i’ll do anything i can to make this work yeah

perfume w/ laeland

Lyric Video: https://youtu.be/lJobvR5TcD8

Spectrums EP out now: https://tshan.vibe.to/spectrums

Follow T. Shan:
https://instagram.com/tshanmusic
https://tiktok.com/@tshanmusic
https://twitter.com/tshanmusic
https://facebook.com/tshanmusic

Stream/Download

Cosplay

What's Love

written, produced, and performed by me

streaming links
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2K4kCU79fXwnn6XWyXYEAH?si=sLD9WwOJS_a31JMhf6kh-w
everywhere else: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/fn1/ihyn

lonely without u [prod. biosphere]

demxntia 🌐🖤

Recent comments

iFea

Dzaki Ahmad

hunter.

ELzerlud Gamer

Related tracks