From the album Go Hard(2013). Download it here: blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/go-hard
Art by homura910210 (https://twitter.com/homura910210/status/1386878887930458112). 

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Yellow Bile + Figaro the Kid - "Go Hard" U-Mix

Probably my favorite song on this album.
The "main loop" is from a rehearsal recording of my math-rock type band, Ultra Death Men, sped up and cut up.
The song is about a lot of things, as always, but was most heavily inspired by my first trip to San Diego. It was a pretty strange, negative, and intense part of my life, but the experiences I had there had profound effects on my outlook.
The first line of the lyrics references one night Bradlea and I were driving through the desert and the entire dusk sky was literally a full rainbow.
The reiteration of that part of the song the second time is about how I'd wake up every morning to a collection of four cats sleeping on me and they'd all scramble away from me when they realized I was awake, as if to hide the fact that they'd been sleeping on me.

Loud Noise In My Room

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BanG Dream! Ave Mujica AMV
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TYSM to (un)familiar. who contributed some mix notes for me

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lot of them
K so rotted give a fuck if it's toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm  too old for this

Day after day
I feel so dumb
Pressed up against
Unnatural
'n weighted down
By what I want 
A thing I covet
I can't become
   
Pull at me, you're so entitled
Quiet as the tomb
Who put in design, desire
Signal, interference,
All-in-one?

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forge-

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lotta them
Shits so rotted give a fuck if its toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm too old for this

Inside myself
Echoes my life
Crushed up against
Filled up to the eyes
Bleed out the meat
Blot out the sky
Caught in my throat
Just trying to say goodnight
Just trying to say goodbye

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forget

Forget

THE RED SCARE GIRL IS SCARED TO GO OUTSIDE
SAM HYDE IS SCARED TO GO OUTSIDE
YOU COULD FLEX YOUR MUSCLES BUT YOU'RE SCARED TO GO OUTSIDE
IF YOU GO OUTSIDE EVERYONE WOULD SMILE
RED SCARE GIRL IS SCARED TO GO OUTSIDE
YOU KNOW SAM HYDE IS SCARED TO GO OUTSIDE
YOU COULD FLEX YOUR MUSCLES BUT YOU'RE SCARED TO GO OUTSIDE
COS IF YOU GO OUTSIDE THEN EVERYONE WILL SMILE

DAS DICKE END KOMMT NOCH
DAS DICKE END KOMMT NOCH
DAS DICKE END KOMMT NOCH
THE WORST IS YET TO COME
DAS DICKE END KOMMT NOCH
DAS DICKE END KOMMT NOCH
DAS DICKE END KOMMT NOCH
THE WORST IS YET TO COME

UH-UH-UH-UH-UH-UH-UH-UH
UH-UH-UH-UH-UH-UH-UH-UH

PEOPLE MAKE JOKES THAT THEY SHOULDNT SAY
BUT THEY SHOULD BE SAFE
PEOPLE SAY THINGS THAT THEY SHOULDNT SAY BUT
THEY SHOULD BE SAFE
PEOPLE SAY THINGS THAT THEY SHOULDNT SAY
BUT THEY SHOULD BE SAFE
PEOPLE MAKE JOKES THAT THEY SHOULDNT MAKE BUT
YOU SHOULD BE SAFE
MAN YOU SHOULD BE

DAS DICKE END KOMMT NOCH
DAS DICKE END KOMMT NOCH
DAS DICKE END KOMMT NOCH
WORSE IS YET TO COME
DAS DICKE END KOMMT NOCH
DAS DICKE END KOMMT NOCH
DAS DICKE END KOMMT NOCH
THE THICK ENDS STILL TO COME

UH-UH-UH-UH-UH-UH-UH-UH
UH-UH-UH-UH-UH-UH-UH-UH

DAS DICKE END KOMMT NOCH!

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I'm trying to get busy and sick
I need a Halimede type on my dick
This halloween's gonna been sick
We'll all be howling and dying to kill

Dying to kill
Shit'll be real
Everything you think, yeah
Everything you feel
Ohh
Ohhhh
Oh, God!
Oh God yeah
You never know

You never know
You never know (I do, yeah I really do)

every kid wants to be hanatarash (I do, I do, I do)
57 wedged between their teeth (I do, I do, I do)
every kid wants to be roy orbison, in divine wreath, unaware of underneath

Second time around, it just gets darker
Third time around, it just gets darker baby

i wish i was bradford cox (I do, I do)
i wish i was bradford barker (I do, I do)
the third time around it just gets darker
but i can manifest it more for you (Yeah you can Lex!)

don't run away babe dont run away
(But I stand where I stand
I can't change where I stand
I will stand my ground)

Dying to kill
Shit'll be real
Dying to kill
Shit'll be real
Dying to kill
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah oh you never know

Dying To Kill

reddishness is out now!!  https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/reddishness

art by tanaka masami

if you really want 
i’ll become the smog around you 
i’ll surround you with my love 
no matter how much 
how could it ever be enough 

i want to take care of all your needs 
i wanna give you 
everything 
i wanna build a nest inside yr lungs 
and curl up and go to sleep as close as i can be to you 

keep me 
keep me safe 
i need you 
more than anything 

treat me like a doll 
ill be super perfect 
see the real me 
buried in the plastic 

every fucking day 
i wake up in a panic 
spinning like a drill 
i can never stop 
tearing up 
inside myself 

i built myself 
from barely fitting parts 
scraped up off the floor 

bubbling 
melting in the heat 
melting u and me together 

whats this stuff 
is it even flesh 
is it even blood 
is it even me 

i built myself 
from barely fitting parts 
i still fall apart

Girls Rituals - Treat Me Like A Doll

#alternative #dreampop #indie #aliablo #goingnumb

GOING NUMB

@rooksfeather & @neotenomie
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SUPEREGO ROYAL JELLY

👉👉👉 OWN IT

rook&nomie - SUPEREGO ROYAL JELLY - 04 YEARWOUNDS

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New full length album coming January 2019 

Just a little gift from Devi and Ada. Thanks for all of ur appriciation and ur support during our first year together as a band <3 


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ORIGINAL SONG: 
lyrics & music by Tessa Violet & YACHT MONEY 
produced by Seth Earnest @TessaViolet 
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lyrics
I cant focus on what needs to get done 
im on notice hoping that U don't run 
u think im tepid but im misdiagnosed 
cos im a stalker i seen all of your posts. \\ah--- 

---NO STALKING---

& im just tryna play it cool now 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
& im not tryna b with u now 

nuh-uh... 

u make it difficult 2 not overthink 
&when im with you i turn all shades of pink 
i wanna TOUCH u but dont wanna b weird 
its such a rush... thinking wish u were here. 

&im just tryna play it cool now 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
&im not tryna be with u now... U NOW. 
--//////// 
NAH! 

I COULD B UR CRUSH 
LIKE 
THROW U 4 A RUSH 
LIKE 
HOPING THAT UD TEXt ME SO I COULD TLEL UVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT UR TOUCH 
LIKE 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 

I GOT A FASCINATION 
WITH UR PRESENTATION 
MAKING ME FEEL LIKE 
UR ON MY ISLAND 
UR MY 
PERMANENT VACATION 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 
sorry. 

i fill my calendar w/ stuff i can do 
mb if im busy it will keep me from u 
&im pretending u aint been on my mind 
but i took an interest in the things that u like. 

AND IM JUST TRYNA PLAY IT COOL NOWWWWWWWWW 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
and im not trying b with u. no. 
ew. haha. 
FUCK U 

I COULD B UR CRUSH 
LIKE 
THROW U 4 A RUSH 
LIKE 
HOPING THAT UD TEXt ME SO I COULD TELL U IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT UR TOUCH 
LIKE 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 

I GOT A FASCINATION 
WITH UR PRESENTATION 
fEELING LIKE 
UR ON MY ISLAND 
UR MY OWN 
PERMINENT VACATION 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 
SORRY 

&YEA ITS TRUE THAT IM A LITTLE BIT INTENSE RITE? 
BUT U CANT BLAME ME WHEN U KEEP ME ON THE FENCE LIKE 
BUT IVE BEEN WAITING HOPEING THT U WANNA TEXT LIKE 
TEXT LIKE.. 

it was what i was born 2 do 

&YEA ITS TRUE THAT IM A LITTLE BIT INTENSE RITE? 
BUT U CANT BLAME ME WHEN U KEEP ME ON THE FENCE LIKE 
YEA IM WAITING HOPING THAT U WANNA TEXT LIKE 
TEXT LIKE 

&im just tryna play it cool now 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
and... ah... 
ewww......ahhH 

I COULD BE UR CR---- 

THROW U 4 A RUSH 
LIKE 
HOPING THAT UD TEXt ME SO I COULD TELL U IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT UR TOUCH 
LIKE 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 

I GOT A FASCINATION 
WITH MY PRESENTATION 
MAKING ME FEEL LIKE 
UR ON MY ISLAND 
UR MY 
PERMINENT VACATION 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 
IM SORRY 
IM REALLY SORRY 
IM SORRY.