From the album Go Hard(2013). Download it here: blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/go-hard
Art by homura910210 (https://twitter.com/homura910210/status/1386878887930458112). 

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Yellow Bile + Figaro the Kid - "Go Hard" U-Mix

Probably my favorite song on this album.
The "main loop" is from a rehearsal recording of my math-rock type band, Ultra Death Men, sped up and cut up.
The song is about a lot of things, as always, but was most heavily inspired by my first trip to San Diego. It was a pretty strange, negative, and intense part of my life, but the experiences I had there had profound effects on my outlook.
The first line of the lyrics references one night Bradlea and I were driving through the desert and the entire dusk sky was literally a full rainbow.
The reiteration of that part of the song the second time is about how I'd wake up every morning to a collection of four cats sleeping on me and they'd all scramble away from me when they realized I was awake, as if to hide the fact that they'd been sleeping on me.

Loud Noise In My Room

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Lyrics:
[Devi]
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah, uh
I said I wouldn't do it but I didn't
I said I wouldn't do it but I couldn't
I said I wouldn't do it but I did it and I never thought I would
People say nothing is impossible but I do nothing every day
[Rook]
Why am I still like this?
Everybody changes
Way too weak to fight it
Break it down, restrain it
One more crisis sighted
Why am I still like this??
Way too weak to fight it
It is always like this
[Devi]
Who the fuck are you trying to do this shit I do?
Who the fuck are you coming in the booth sounding like me?
Wish you were me? Man, I wish you weren't me
You got this record deal but you're so ugly
Who the fuck arе you? Forgot you shouldn't do this shit I do
Who the fuck are you coming in the booth sounding likе me?
Wish you were
Wish you weren't
I thought you couldn't?
[Devi]
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah, uh
I said I wouldn't do it but I didn't
I said I wouldn't do it but I couldn't
I said I wouldn't do it but I did it and I never thought I would
People say nothing is impossible but I do nothing every day
[Rook]
Why am I still like this?
Everybody changes
Way too weak to fight it
Break it down, restrain it
One more crisis sighted
Why am I still like this??
Way too weak to fight it
It is always like this
[Devi]
Who the fuck are you trying to do this shit I do?
Who the fuck are you coming in the booth sounding like me?
Wish you were me? Man, I wish you weren't me
You got this record deal but you're so ugly
Who the fuck arе you? Forgot you shouldn't do this shit I do
Who the fuck are you coming in the booth sounding likе me?
Wish you were
Wish you weren't
I thought you couldn't?
[Rook]
No life
Inside
Black light
Soul slime
Why am I still this?
Why am I still me?
So much distance
Please god send me entropy
Ow
[Devi]
If you got- if you got what you wanted
If you got what you wanted the most
If you got- if you got what you wanted
Would you still be fucking depressed?
Would you still be fucked up by the past?
Would you still regret everything? Yes
I don't know what the fuck I just said
I don't know what the fuck I just said...
And I know now
How the way you do it now
What the fuck just sit down
If you got everything you ever wanted
If you got what you wanted the most
I forgot what I wanted the most

u_u2

by Ada Rook

https://adarook.bandcamp.com/album/ugly-death-no-redemption-angel-curse-i-love-you

Ada Rook - TRU U

THIS SONG IS NOT MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its by girls rituals aka Devi mcallion go support her https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/ yadayada 
there’s already an upload of this by someone else I just did it myself because theirs was compressed and it irritated me

Girls Rituals - Goddess

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BanG Dream! Ave Mujica AMV
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TYSM to (un)familiar. who contributed some mix notes for me

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lot of them
K so rotted give a fuck if it's toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm  too old for this

Day after day
I feel so dumb
Pressed up against
Unnatural
'n weighted down
By what I want 
A thing I covet
I can't become
   
Pull at me, you're so entitled
Quiet as the tomb
Who put in design, desire
Signal, interference,
All-in-one?

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forge-

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lotta them
Shits so rotted give a fuck if its toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm too old for this

Inside myself
Echoes my life
Crushed up against
Filled up to the eyes
Bleed out the meat
Blot out the sky
Caught in my throat
Just trying to say goodnight
Just trying to say goodbye

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forget

Forget

CHARLlE KlRK WAS A GUY THAT DROPPED OUT OF COLLEGE TO JOIN A GANG. THAT WAS HIS FIRST CHOICE OF WHAT HE WANTED TO DO, CAREER-WISE. NO CRAP HE GOT POPPED BY SOMEONE IN HIS OWN CLIQUE. USUALLY WE DON'T MOURN THIS TYPE OF GUY UNLESS WE'RE RELATED TO THEM. I THINK IT'S ACTUALLY SO SAD THAT THIS HAD TO HAPPEN... IN THE SAME 24 HOURS THAT THE US SENATE VOTED TO CONCEAL THE E-------N FILES...

I bent my head
I bend my spine forever
You hold my hand
I know I hold your hand too hard
Curl up in a circle
So broken-skin, so raw
There was a girl who was ugly forever and ever, amen
I swear it never gets easier
I swear it never gets better
I know if I admit to pain, we'll live the pain together
Too bad
So much gets said
But what gets it done?
What gets it done?

I know I look dumb
The type of dumb you would want
I want a lot to be blunt
It’s like you’re right all along

I wanted to be in love
I wanted to feel love but I'm just not like that
I wanted to be in love
I wanted to feel love but I’m just not like that

I 
I wanted something more than you could give
I
I
I wanted something more than you could give me

I hope you get to stay the way you are
I start to lose my posture
My spine sticks out the back of my neck
My hand, hitched up on angles
So broken-skin, still so raw to the touch
A finger in the wound is never enough for me
I swear it only gets easier
I swear it only gets better
I know if i admit to pain, we’ll live the pain together
If the road becomes the goal
We’ll ride it out to blackness
I try so hard
All fxcking day
All my efforts work backwards

My Neck

We put the holes into our hands
With just a handful of solutions
People want to live in peaceful times
But who really does the choosing
We stay holed up
We get hold down
We play peaceful, pet, I'm patient now
But when we die in a hallway of a hospital, who cares?

Lets talk about
Lovers friends and family
Torn to pieces by predation
Watch my God go blind and start to die
From too much information
I bear the mark of everything up on my body
Blow the world to away nothing
And still,
Whos there?
Who cares

I want
I want you
I want you to solve my problems
You said
That you wont/cant do that shit my stomach hurts
F off
Reach out
To the door if you still see the world out there
Ow fuck
I want you
I want you to solve my problems
You said
That you wont/cant do that shit my stomach hurts
F off
Am I evil? Blame that shit on mental illness
Reach out
To the door if you still see the world out there

My bodytype
Spillin’ on
Poison spills out
Headheld high
Wishin’ for
Them to tear it off
Y'never know
Tramadol
Let em all down
Hide ur face
Emotional
Reactive clown

We're in foreverness now
No one will fix it for us now
We’re looking thru a keyhole
We can only see together
We live in bitterness now
No one can fix it for us now
We’re looking thru a keyhole
We can only see together

In my dreams
There's still a place
Where we can go
And I think
My thinking's useless
If I just forget it all
Thinking of what I do not know
As I stay unknown in hospital
4L pussy, next best thing
If, after all, true love really is just impossible

I'm It!

4L Pussy

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I'm trying to get busy and sick
I need a Halimede type on my dick
This halloween's gonna been sick
We'll all be howling and dying to kill

Dying to kill
Shit'll be real
Everything you think, yeah
Everything you feel
Ohh
Ohhhh
Oh, God!
Oh God yeah
You never know

You never know
You never know (I do, yeah I really do)

every kid wants to be hanatarash (I do, I do, I do)
57 wedged between their teeth (I do, I do, I do)
every kid wants to be roy orbison, in divine wreath, unaware of underneath

Second time around, it just gets darker
Third time around, it just gets darker baby

i wish i was bradford cox (I do, I do)
i wish i was bradford barker (I do, I do)
the third time around it just gets darker
but i can manifest it more for you (Yeah you can Lex!)

don't run away babe dont run away
(But I stand where I stand
I can't change where I stand
I will stand my ground)

Dying to kill
Shit'll be real
Dying to kill
Shit'll be real
Dying to kill
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah oh you never know

Dying To Kill

garfield

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