hold my c4 
im about to blow it up from way back here
near where the things all emerge unscathed
with smirks on their face
theyre watching me make a fool out of me and you
but nothing ever smelled so good as these toxic fumes

so i breathe deep
take a whiff
fuck it all i ever wanted was more of this
im sure of it
ignore this shit its not important 
the more it sits the more potent it gets 
putrid ghost wants only sex 

ow! 
lost fight to another hologram
exciting news 
these revolutions may be damned
fuck a 3d copy 
im such a needy obviously- 
lock jaw, need it now
cant close my mouth it just keeps talking
quiet down! 
funny little lines form when i close my eyes 
i know its why i cant ever get to sleep on time 

whoa
exit and drown
no clip into another world and run around 
theres no consequences
a fair use view on life
i should try to make a bomb
spread thin on bread
im an imitation led on whim and deadly expectation
what the hell am i waiting for

Putrid Ghost, The Useless Host

From the album Go Hard(2013). Download it here: blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/go-hard
Art by homura910210 (https://twitter.com/homura910210/status/1386878887930458112). 

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remix kreayshawn girls rituals devi mccallion

Yellow Bile + Figaro the Kid - "Go Hard" U-Mix

Probably my favorite song on this album.
The "main loop" is from a rehearsal recording of my math-rock type band, Ultra Death Men, sped up and cut up.
The song is about a lot of things, as always, but was most heavily inspired by my first trip to San Diego. It was a pretty strange, negative, and intense part of my life, but the experiences I had there had profound effects on my outlook.
The first line of the lyrics references one night Bradlea and I were driving through the desert and the entire dusk sky was literally a full rainbow.
The reiteration of that part of the song the second time is about how I'd wake up every morning to a collection of four cats sleeping on me and they'd all scramble away from me when they realized I was awake, as if to hide the fact that they'd been sleeping on me.

Loud Noise In My Room

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Buy track: https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/track/gay-ugly-and-hard-to-understand

Lyrics:
Um, shoutout to Big Freedia
New Orleans Bounce music
Uhh, every Bitch Track ever made for
NYC drag balls in the 90's before RuPaul made being gay uncool
Gay, ugly, and hard to understand
I thought that people could handle it but they- but they can’t
But they can't! Haha!
I don't want to let you have it (have it)
I don’t want to let you have it (have it)
I don't want to let you have it (have it)
You can't earn it
This shit is not on trend (on trend)
This shit is not on trend (on trend)
This shit is not pretend (pretend)
It's a- (AHH AHH!)
Yeah, I'm just doing my shit (my shit)
I'm just doing my shit (my shit)
You could never do it like this (like this)
Even though
I'll keep it moving but you stay slow
I'll keep it moving but you don’t know
I’ll keep it moving and you can follow behind me, behind me
Off my old CD
You could copy a track
Sell it to Roadrunner
Make your money back
It's the corniest shit, put Travis Barker on it
Oh my god, what the fuck is your problem?
[Rook]
It is happening again (again)
You wanna mess with it
I am possessed with it
I’m fucking dead from it
I am a revenant
But I want everything that I can never have
You want my suffering? Why do you want it so bad?
You think it's hard shit?
I want softness
I want the gentleness that only you were offered
I want a peaceful life
Everything I want is fiction
What I need does not exist
Everything you want is right here waiting
For you to take it
What I need does not exist

GAY UGLY AND HARD TO UNDERSTAND

https://soundcloud.com/mattproxy

My landlord's flirting with me, called me skinny then evict me
I've read a lot of hentai so that shit is normal to me
Couldn't get repairs around the home
He's overseas with dying mom
Now we both dont have a mom. ha ha ha
Everything I do is shits and giggles for the fun
Everything I do is not worth shit its so much fun
You're looking like a pussy big and juicy begging for the fuck
You're looking like a pussy pussy boi tighten up

I do this shit for something like love
Never admiration, just connection to above
I cannot mind the crowd but it's nice when they show up
They don't believe a whore like me would ever talk to God

It doesn't matter how bad it gets it gets worse
I hate when girls die but I don't mind to get hurt
Heard you sold your soul and you could not tell the difference
I think thats kind of sad you never felt your own magnificence
They'll grab you by the dick throw you off a building then jump after you
Type of shit reminds me of going to middle school
I have no hope of being normal born to be a super soldier
Blow the rainbow out the sky and give God a game over

If you need me
To show you how
La la la
If you need me to show you how
How to do it
Maybe I could show you how
Psh

Say I’m pretty privilege but you don’t see how they treated me
To control the situation I make everyone my enemy
Just to be safe

Tighten Up! prod. Matt Proxy

video https://youtu.be/6e3yWZ22-DY

Just stick with it
You can make it work
You could even try to live with it

Can’t tell what it was
I just fill the gap where something was

Am I scared?
Am I afraid?
Don't think we'll never know
Be bad idea to say
Strangers already know too much about me

And still
We rock out in the sun
Crowd is feeling what it was
When I could still feel as dumb as that

But if my personality
Could still make you feel like me
Maybe I can still cling to hopes
To one day become
Something that seems more like you again

Just stick with it
You can make it work
You could even t-
Stick with it

Just stick with it
You can make it work 
You could even

Reversal of Fortune

Living by my pragmatism:
Integrated warfare system.
I can carry signals with your finger on my head.
God could never not explain it.
Block him out with radiation.
Mother of our DNA should
Just eat shit instead.

Body out
Nobody nobody nobody
body out
no body no body no body

I can only
get it hard for
dreams I cant remember.
I think I love the things I care about
but I cant afford the price
Couldn't really even tell if your seeing me
But adult life gets so
tired and busy.
No one knows to message me so
I'm scolded by your ghost.

(...)
no body no body no body
body out
nobody nobody nobody
body out
no body no body no body
body out
nobody nobody nobody

Crying in the
Garden terrace.
I cannot play mom for planets.
I'm barely like an older sister,
oh, I-cover up
my head. I
miss our little laughing bubble
shared realities blur out to nothing.
If you saw my failures then
I think you’d understand.

Body out
nobody nobody nobody
body out
(...)

Pragmatism

https://youthagainstsatan.com/
https://youthagainstsatan.bandcamp.com/
https://guineverepriscilla.bandcamp.com/

I'm trying to get busy and sick
I need a Halimede type on my dick
This halloween's gonna been sick
We'll all be howling and dying to kill

Dying to kill
Shit'll be real
Everything you think, yeah
Everything you feel
Ohh
Ohhhh
Oh, God!
Oh God yeah
You never know

You never know
You never know (I do, yeah I really do)

every kid wants to be hanatarash (I do, I do, I do)
57 wedged between their teeth (I do, I do, I do)
every kid wants to be roy orbison, in divine wreath, unaware of underneath

Second time around, it just gets darker
Third time around, it just gets darker baby

i wish i was bradford cox (I do, I do)
i wish i was bradford barker (I do, I do)
the third time around it just gets darker
but i can manifest it more for you (Yeah you can Lex!)

don't run away babe dont run away
(But I stand where I stand
I can't change where I stand
I will stand my ground)

Dying to kill
Shit'll be real
Dying to kill
Shit'll be real
Dying to kill
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah oh you never know

Dying To Kill

Back on some faggy 2005 electro punk shit

2018

Kreayshawn x Girls Rituals - Gucci Gucci 2

WATCH OUR MUSIC VIDEO 
youtu.be/ayhNrGoVoWU 

New full length album coming January 2019 

Just a little gift from Devi and Ada. Thanks for all of ur appriciation and ur support during our first year together as a band <3 


Filmed by @BoringNerdyKate 

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twitter.com/dei_genetrix 
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ORIGINAL SONG: 
lyrics & music by Tessa Violet & YACHT MONEY 
produced by Seth Earnest @TessaViolet 
smarturl.it/TCrushSpotify 
www.youtube.com/watch?v=SiAuAJBZuGs 

Connect @tessaviolet on all platforms 
www.instagram.com/tessaviolet 
twitter.com/tessaviolet 
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lyrics
I cant focus on what needs to get done 
im on notice hoping that U don't run 
u think im tepid but im misdiagnosed 
cos im a stalker i seen all of your posts. \\ah--- 

---NO STALKING---

& im just tryna play it cool now 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
& im not tryna b with u now 

nuh-uh... 

u make it difficult 2 not overthink 
&when im with you i turn all shades of pink 
i wanna TOUCH u but dont wanna b weird 
its such a rush... thinking wish u were here. 

&im just tryna play it cool now 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
&im not tryna be with u now... U NOW. 
--//////// 
NAH! 

I COULD B UR CRUSH 
LIKE 
THROW U 4 A RUSH 
LIKE 
HOPING THAT UD TEXt ME SO I COULD TLEL UVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT UR TOUCH 
LIKE 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 

I GOT A FASCINATION 
WITH UR PRESENTATION 
MAKING ME FEEL LIKE 
UR ON MY ISLAND 
UR MY 
PERMANENT VACATION 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 
sorry. 

i fill my calendar w/ stuff i can do 
mb if im busy it will keep me from u 
&im pretending u aint been on my mind 
but i took an interest in the things that u like. 

AND IM JUST TRYNA PLAY IT COOL NOWWWWWWWWW 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
and im not trying b with u. no. 
ew. haha. 
FUCK U 

I COULD B UR CRUSH 
LIKE 
THROW U 4 A RUSH 
LIKE 
HOPING THAT UD TEXt ME SO I COULD TELL U IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT UR TOUCH 
LIKE 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 

I GOT A FASCINATION 
WITH UR PRESENTATION 
fEELING LIKE 
UR ON MY ISLAND 
UR MY OWN 
PERMINENT VACATION 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 
SORRY 

&YEA ITS TRUE THAT IM A LITTLE BIT INTENSE RITE? 
BUT U CANT BLAME ME WHEN U KEEP ME ON THE FENCE LIKE 
BUT IVE BEEN WAITING HOPEING THT U WANNA TEXT LIKE 
TEXT LIKE.. 

it was what i was born 2 do 

&YEA ITS TRUE THAT IM A LITTLE BIT INTENSE RITE? 
BUT U CANT BLAME ME WHEN U KEEP ME ON THE FENCE LIKE 
YEA IM WAITING HOPING THAT U WANNA TEXT LIKE 
TEXT LIKE 

&im just tryna play it cool now 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
and... ah... 
ewww......ahhH 

I COULD BE UR CR---- 

THROW U 4 A RUSH 
LIKE 
HOPING THAT UD TEXt ME SO I COULD TELL U IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT UR TOUCH 
LIKE 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 

I GOT A FASCINATION 
WITH MY PRESENTATION 
MAKING ME FEEL LIKE 
UR ON MY ISLAND 
UR MY 
PERMINENT VACATION 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 
IM SORRY 
IM REALLY SORRY 
IM SORRY.

CRUSH (Tessa Violet cover)

(rook) 
im bleeding out on my back 
staining the floor of your bedroom 
im laughing because it feels 
like i am finally somewhere that makes sense 
i feel so fucked up 
but i just wanna be fucked up with you 
you just get it 
im just so glad we're friends 

sometimes i just wonder who i am 
sometimes i want to kill who i am 
sometimes i don't want to feel anything at all 

(devi) 
i know ur out there, hello hello? 
im sorry i sing my prayer out of tune 
i never thought i could go to heaven 
until i died and i met you... 
is the truth just too depressing? 
my body hardly knows how to move 
crawling thru the dying soil 
i think i see 1 flower bloom 

(rook) 
and all those years 
just wanting to run away 
i never dared to dream 
that i could ever feel safe 
if i could tell myself 
that i would feel alive again someday 
maybe id be ok 

anyway 

(rook+devi) 
dead girls dry each others eyes 
and pretend for a while that we're still alive