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My Shitty Love Songs On Her Playlist (jean parker & aidan han)

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and i've been trying so damn hard
baby please dont break my heart
another night im counting stars
its getting dark

i cant fckn deal with abandonment
get high, feel alive, i cant handle this
night lights, im a demon with some angel wings
but i always run away from the painful things
and my dead friends told me
im endlessly hopeless
your hand, let me hold it
hold it

and i've been trying so damn hard
baby please dont break my heart
another night im counting stars
its getting dark

and i've been trying so damn hard 
baby please dont break my-

i cant fckn deal with abandonment
get high, feel alive, i cant handle this
night lights, im a demon with some angel wings
but i always run away from the painful things
and my dead friends told me
im endlessly hopeless
your hand, let me hold it
hold it

i cant fckn deal with abandonment
get high, feel alive, i cant handle this
night lights, im a demon with some angel wings
but i always run away from the painful things
and my dead friends told me
im endlessly hopeless
your hand, let me hold it
hold it 





abandonment(kenda)

Living in limbo, your heart shines where he goes 
She said I have nothing to worry bout 

I said I been told that once before 

I’ll be your sunshine, and you be my halo
We follow the sunlight wherever the day goes

I don’t care where we go, the sun don’t shine in limbo 

Spiderwebs fill my head, ate my brain, should be dead 

You don’t care when I say I’m tired 

You bound me until I’m inspired
Fill my brain with chemical compounds 

Going through my high and lows 
Living in a silent mode 

Fill my brain with chemicals 
until I feel my brain explode 

I don’t care where we go, the sun don’t shine in limbo 

Living in limbo, your heart shines where he goes 
She said I have nothing to worry bout 

I said I been told that once before 

I’ll be your sunshine, and you be my halo
We follow the sunlight wherever the day goes

I don’t care where we go, the sun don’t shine in limbo 

Spiderwebs fill my head, ate my brain, should be dead 

You don’t care when I say I’m tired 

You bound me until I’m inspired
Fill my brain with chemical compounds 

Going through my high and lows 
Living in a silent mode 

Fill my brain with chemicals 
until I feel my brain explode 

I don’t care where we go, the sun don’t shine in limbo 

Living in limbo, your heart shines where he goes 
She said I have nothing to worry bout 

I said I been told that once before 

I’ll be your sunshine, and you be my halo
We follow the sunlight wherever the day goes

I don’t care where we go, the sun don’t shine in limbo

Limbo [+ sogimura]

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"oxygen" | bones x greaf x surrenderdorothy type beat | cloud rap

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everything you hear completely done by me. wrote, mixed, mastered and produced. this is my first vocal track since being back from treatment. i hope you hear something you enjoy.
-doublemydose 
aka Shane

lyrics:
I don't even know what I'm fighting for
every time I try to quit I'll just do more
all of the times I've put my trust in others
shattered what was left of a heart that stutters

lately I can’t seem to sleep and I can’t seem to eat
when i see my family they beg that I don’t leave
been battling these drugs since Tylenol PMs
was only 15 when they put me on the scripts

(poppin' pills is my fate, my fate)
(put me on the scripts)
(put me on the scripts)
another day to my grave poppin' pills is my fate 
(my fate, my fate)
truly hope I can change but I often fear it’s too late

it’s too late, it’s too late
another day to my grave poppin' pills is my fate
my fate, my fate, poppin' pills is my fate

every love that I’ve had they knew what I loved more
making up excuses why I’m late just to score 
truly hope I can change but I often fear it’s too late
another day to my grave poppin' pills is my fate
(poppin' pills is my fate)
(poppin' pills is my fate)
shattered what was left of a heart that stutters

lately I can’t seem to sleep and I can’t seem to eat
when i see my family they beg that I don’t leave
been battling these drugs since Tylenol PMs
was only 15 when they put me on the scripts
(put me on the scripts)
(put me on the scripts)
(my fate, my fate)
(poppin' pills is my fate, my fate)
shattered what was left of a heart that stutters

lately I can’t seem to sleep and I can’t seem to eat
when i see my family they beg that I don’t leave
been battling these drugs since Tylenol PMs
was only 15 when they put me on the scripts

(poppin' pills is my fate)
(put me on the scripts)
(put me on the scripts)
(poppin' pills is my fate)

on the scripts

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Mixed/Mastered By Me
-
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/p-guda & Michael Harrison
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(Lyrics) 
your eyes trapped me 
their glistening 
i hope you're listening 
to the things that I'm saying 
walk outside my head downlow 
your green gorgeous eyes 
they get me everytime 

girl your eyes are dark 
and it's scary
waking up to you yelling 
i am traumatized by the way you talk
look at my eyes girl you see whats wrong 
cause i want you 
and you want me to 
i feel you closer to me 
but you're miles away for me 
i love you 

finally met someone 
when shit gets so wrong 
you're next to me 
it feels like you're gone 
don't want this to end 
oh i want you here tonight 
i feel this convulsion 
hate this new version of me 
can someone just make it all stop 
you irradiate my life 
don't departure 
I'll love you till the end 

everything will be okay 
i know you're stuck in this empty place
it gets tuff i know it does 
I'm here for you for eternity 



departure (guda x michael harrison)

--who are you?--
you dont feel love, covered in flaws, rolling a blunt to get numb
you put your heart into these bars but no one is caring enough...
they all wanna be around you but its just because they like the shit that you do.
they dont care about you. they couldnt walk more than a step in your shoes.
you're spending all your time too faded in a daydream. crying in your mama's arms "why do they hate me?"
she never thought she'd see her everything sink so deep, sinking so deep, sinking so deep.
you've been smoking way too much, i can hear it in your breath.
yea i know you need the drugs so you're not ending up dead.
you keep screaming all these words, waiting for someone to care; tried it with a lot of girls but they never treat you fair.
"i'll tell you what kind of man i really am! i have no strengh but i want it all. i have no knowledge but all i do is dream. there's nothing i can do but i struggle in vain like an idiot! i.. i hate.. i hate myself!"
you're a wreck.

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you're a wreck. (pinomin)

Me Being Alive Is Proof That This Is Gods Nightmare Timeline

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lyrics

woah, woah thought of u when i had sight of a ghost
im in a state swear im losing my host
cant tell if its me coz ur still holding my flesh baby 

oh, recalled the scene could we play it back
cant cut the wires im made to last 
and u wanna call it a favour

whos starting these flames
fucking shit up and just walking way
the consequence lies in ur brain
let that shit eat u ur ego will cave

ego will cave 

i dont know i cant lie 
i cant know how i survived
ignorance my only source of light
or else ill see my grave with fireflies

i feel like a passenger every night 
sit in th back knowing that i can drive
no, try to hav fun but i stay inside
just not for me, let me, let me (rot)

look ion wanna be here, like this ur fault
gave me some purpose just to let me rot 
gets worse everyday, it’s not just being bored
images burn my mind, feeling scorched

ooo
is it really me ur waiting for
give me a sign, like im being patient 
and i will take this life without a thought

caving ego_interlude (killedmyjuliet x killedmyself)

i hide my feelings
i cannot speak a word
u think it's what i wanted
but i'm alone in my world

i speak too much
but there's a lot that's kept as secrets
you don't know how i'm hurt
i heard a lot of words, did u mean them ? 

did u mean them ?

i don't know if i'm the one you see in person
i tell u i'm alright for the moment
my way of living has been concerning
swear i deserve to be alone i'm certain

day by day i figure out it's too much to deal with

i should shut up
why do i share all my problems ?
are you concerned with how i'm hurt ?
i heard a lot of words, did u mean them ? 

did u mean them ?

a lot of words

a lot of words (jacob vallen)

Shane/Shilo, aka doublemydose
I took the red pill down the rabbit hole
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