(verse)
ive been here before 
is this just some deja vu 
I might die on the floor surrounded by pictures of you 
I can't breathe stay with me 
don't believe underneath 
you're my thief 
stole my key
one more thing 
to make you see 

(hook)
in the middle of the night 
one more chance to make this right 
all these clues in black and white 
need some magic to excite
hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore 

(verse 2)
got gas in the tank 
lets just go for a ride 
give me a minute to think 
before you cast me aside 
your words not feeling clearer (its unfamiliar)
you're such a killer 
is it all for the taking?
cuz it's you that I'm chasing 
if no one is faking 
then why is it me who's breaking

(hook)
in the middle of the night 
one more chance to make this right 
all these clues in black and white 
need some magic to excite
hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore 
I got blood shot eyes 
and I'm barely living 
you build and break down my existence
it's at the point where I'm bout to give in 
just one more try cuz I'm still wishing for this 

(bridge)
fall into place, my saving grace
at the point where I'm bout to give in 
just one more try cuz I'm still wishing for this 
(fall into place, my saving grace) 

(hook)
in the middle of the night 
one more chance to make this right 
all these clues in black and white 
need some magic to excite
hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore 
I got blood shot eyes 
and I'm barely living 
you build and break down my existence
it's at the point where I'm bout to give in 
just one more try cuz I'm still wishing for this 

hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore

one bad move [prod. living puff]

v v v
yeah i know
no one knows my name
but i keep on trucking 
i just hope the work 
pays off or fucking something
but if it dont i wont be suprised
hell or nothing and left to die
stayed up every night for a year straight
studying my mixing and studying my membrane
always thought that i was fucking insane
never had no one to relate to, yeah yeah
never had no friends 
still fucking dont
i always end up alone again
and thats my fault too
i push them away
i push them away
please dont put any worth to my name
i swear to fuckin god i dont deserve that shit 
yeah im just a sad ass girl trapped in her room and shit
never leave my room unless i really fuckin have to
i dont know
i dont know
every night i smoke, man it got me feeling slow mo
throat burns, red eyes, and i feel like shit
feel like i wanna crawl in a hole and dip
say you really dont want me to do that
if you really dont want me to, please try and stop me
(try and stop me)
(try and stop me)
uncomfortable like always
always fuckin sweat
always fuckin stress 
about some dumb fuckin shit
always miss my boyfriend
always miss my dad
just wanna feel decent
how hard is that?
how hard is it to feel like im normal?
how hard is it to feel like im clean?
how hard is it to feel like kai?
how hard is it to feel alright?
aye, aye, 
no one knows my name
but i keep on truckin
i could just repeat that shit 
but i feel like workin
and i feel like nothing
hopefully im something
maybe ill find out one fuckin day but
not soon
yeah i was in marshall and u called me
said ur in asheville, can you meet me soon?
and i hit u back, said "im down, im down, im down"
always really am but you dont understand
look at twitter once then you go and advance
babe i think your heads clouded give me a chance
you look fucking flawless how you are boy dont trip
ay one grand for a trip (one trip)
just to hold my boy in my arms real quick (real quick)
yeah its real fucking tuff long distance relationship shit
yeah but its real love thats the shit you dont get.

hell or nothing (pekarot)

real song by 'goo goo dolls'

lyrics
and i'd give up forever to touch you
cause i know that you feel me somehow
you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be
and i don't want to go home right now

and all i can taste is this moment
and all i can breathe is your life
when sooner or later it's over
i just don't want to miss you tonight

and I don't want the world to see me
cause I don't think that they'd understand
when everything's made to be broken
i just want you to know who I am

iris (cover)

All my original tunes except where marked elsewise, usually any cover will have the title beginning with "Cover of"

Most, if not all, of these are recorded in 2024.

Mountainside Man

somewhere in time I could find my way back to youuuuu

Lyrics:

Ever since you left I've been stuck up,
and every time I'm sad I just count up,
Money and the clothes they don't help much...
Better off with him, cus he loves you.

Somewhere in time I could find my way back to you,
Lost in the stars and there's nothing that I could do,

When u left I was lost still had you, 
and I haven't been the same without you,
think I'm fine without you back,
but I still feel the pain in my chest,
and the other day you called my phone yeah,
took a whole lot to never call back,
and I ended up so mad, at the fact that I cant forget- 

Ever since you left I've been stuck up,
and every time I'm sad I just count up,
Money and the clothes they don't help much...
Better off with him, cus he loves you.

Somewhere in time I could find my way back to you,
Lost in the stars and there's nothing that I could do,

*nothing that I could do*

*somewhere in time I could find my way back to you,
lost in the stars and there's nothing that i could do*

Ever since you left I've been stuck up,
and every time I'm sad I just count up,
Money and the clothes they don't help much...
Better off with him, cus he loves you.

Somewhere in time I could find my way back to you,
Lost in the stars and there's nothing that I could do,

*I'll find my way back..*

I haven't been the same without u (prod. Discent)

Look around
I see it in your eyes 
Breaking down 
You’re not the type to cry 
But I know the secrets you keep inside 
And if I let you in 
Will you run away? 
Linger in my head
Like my past mistakes?
I still think about yours and mine 
I feel dead at the best of times 

We used to stay up all night 
And you’d keep me awake 
Now I sit in the dark 
While I plan an escape 
And you say that you’ll try harder 
You’ll just be the same 
No, stay out of my way 

Take me back 
To the days 
Wish I never knew that
What we had 
You can’t replace 
I keep overthinking 
Everything 
Everyday 
Not it won’t be the same 


Looking back 
I remember this one time 
We were young 
With nothing on our minds 
Nowadays 
I’m only out 9-5
Take me back 
So I know what it feels like

we were young

found this old remix i made right after x died & thought id share. enjoy <3

cover art by me

original: https://soundcloud.com/jahseh-onfroy/i-dont-wanna-do-this-anymore

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i dont wanna do this anymore (trechor boy remix)

[PROD. IOF]
https://soundcloud.com/prodiof

SUISAI
https://soundcloud.com/sushisai

ERISU:

You don’t know what it means to me..
'Cause I’ve been hurt more than you can see!
What lies beneath my skin is something unreal...
Behind your face shows a thousand ways to heal!

It’s okay, it didn’t really hurt for me!
My BLACK HEART captures all the pain numbing!
AND ALL MY EFFORTS BURNED DOWN InTO the Ashtray..
All I wanted is to feel at least something...

And Would you even care if I sent my soul to die for you?
IT’S ALL I WANTED was to see you goddamn smile!
Smile for me beneath the pale moonlight!
Because the darkness gets lonely sometimes..

And I believe you can save me somehow!
The way you look at me gets me through this HELL!
And maybe one day I will see the light!
But for now can you bring me through the night?!

Save me, Lover!
Savor me!

Tell my pretty lies..
It’s all I need!


I don’t need the truth,
I wanted fantasies!

So cut my eyes out!

And feed them to me!

SUISAI:

'Cause its been way too long!
I'm beat up the least you could do
Is just see through those promises you made a waste of space in us
What used to be beautifully
Crafted now rusted
Just blown to the edge of the cliff
It mustve been to late
Wish that you could relate
Wish all of the signs that you show
Wouldnt Lead to 
unfinished roads
Lucky i havent hit that dead end yet
Cause ive been through too much shit to be let down
again~ again~~
Painting pictures in my head
Of where everything worked out
Of where all this shit worked out

A THOUSAND WAYS TO HEAL - ERISU X SUISAI [PROD. IOF]

lyrics
——————————


*evol*

i gave u my all
& u gave me ur least
i won’t miss u at all
get ur shit & just leave

i knew forever was a lie
the way you'd look me in my eyes
i knew that something was up
with u
& i tried i really did
u took me for granted & i felt like shit
now i never wanna see ur face
fuck u
woah ohhh o-ohhh
a smile on my face when i see u fall
ohhhh ohhh o-ohhhh
& ima hit decline everytime u call

*trechor boy*

yea imma hit u up from a payphone
just to say i hate u
make u sobbin on the way home
what a bitch 
took my shit 
then she dipped
runnin circles round my grave 
now she fuckin with my head
i never really cared about you at all
always getting pissed about shit so small
when youre POV is fucked you aint seeing me clearly
somethings wrong with your instincts 

i need you
to step down
from your pedestal
you think so highly of yourself
its incredible 
take a step back 
i had a flashback
of when you used to be around

*evol*

& now i’m stuck inside my bed
i cant believe u left me for dead

get ur shit & leave w/ trechor boy [prod. wellfed]

im away from home and i cant find who prod this song lmao but im 90% sure it was loopy lmao

edit: it was

iris (cover)

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