mixed by plugp
(side note)- its ok to be sad or to cry

lyrics:
Does it hurt when you say u hate yourself
Putting others first then your mental health
I got good at faking confidence
Its a party of two and there’s subsidence
Im not good or bad im just decent
Im just bad at explaining how im feeling
Didn’t mean to let you down
Didn’t mean to scare you now
If I tell you how I feel you Im scared you'd turn around
And yeah im scared of that
Wish I didn’t tell you that
Ive been trying to open up but you don’t call me
But im a mental reck
Im holding on at best
Ive been trying my best but im not good enough

Does it hurt when you say u hate yourself
Putting others first then your mental health
I got good at faking confidence
Its a party of two and there’s subsidence

Ive been running for a while nothings getting better
Everyone around me is doing so much better
Post a blurry picture of a moment cause I miss it
Im a shitty person but I feel like I acknowledge it
I don’t like to stand out maybe not that obvious 
And every time I call you up I feel like I’m obnoxious 
And that’s how I feel 
That’s how I feel
Please don’t walk away if I open up
It would mean so much
If you just let me talk
Please don’t walk away if I start breaking down
I don’t like to cry so I get teary eyed

Does it hurt when you say u hate yourself
Putting others first then your mental health
I got good at faking confidence
Its a party of two and there’s subsidence
Im not good or bad im just decent

pls dont go if i open up :/ (prod. plugp)

guitar written by me, actual guitar recorded by @quannnic
mixing & mastering: me & orchid (@0rch_id)

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

i wish i could wither
i wish i could leave this hell i’ve made
i wish i could clear my mind and b at peace
i wish my worries would all just go away
i wish i was better
i wish i could leave my house without worryin when the next attack will come about
i miss when everything made sense to me
i miss when all the ppl i called my friends would txt me back
i hate when i would wake up in cold sweats anxious for my life
i miss when i was normal x2

but u don’t care
u just laugh and stare
u don’t care x2

u don’t care x3
u never cared

i wish/u dont care [ outro ]

2/22/22

SURPRISE
this a soundcloud exclusive (not gonna be anywhere else)

i hope you like it

also ohh my god i am so sorry for ripping the motif from karna the song is just so fucking good tho

lyrics:
sun dance, in my room
i like to think about you
think about you
sun dance,  make me cry
i hate to see you hide
see you hide


 its been one hell of a year or so
i hate to think about it
i like to be alone
but cant think of a way around it
you like a lot of things
im like an oddity
i know i hate my voice
but you like to talk to me

we say so many things
stuck in my head again
the feelings seeping in
im sleeping to forget again
smiling sideways
dont need a reason
i fear it and try to sleep
pirouette into pieces

-okay
are you alright
youre still here
pick it up
dont waste time
ooo oh oh ohhhh (SHOUTOUT KARNA OMGGG)

okay
are you alright
if youre feeling lonely
ill make sure youre fine
ooo oh oh ohhhh 
    

(ascending)
...

777

SUND4NCE

a song about the inevitable future
remastered on iris <3
produced by: me
featuring: @dylanlongworth
mastering: @josuanatanaell

instagram: instagram.com/jacynyte
spotify: sptfy.com/jacy

lyrics:
so tell me whats next
ive been lost in our laughter
and im just afraid of losing you again
and i wish it didn't matter
but time's going faster and i spend it in my head ohh
girl tell me what comes after
tell me its not the end

so as the days go by
think of all the memories dont say goodbye
dont leave me behind
now im slowly watching you leave
knowing that nothing could ever be what we had
just leave me in the past now, i cant shine in the background
just tell me whats next

so tell me whats next
ive been lost in our laughter
and im just afraid of losing you again
and i wish it didn't matter
but time's going faster and i spend it in my head ohh
girl tell me what comes after
tell me its not the end

dylan:

afraid of losing what we started
now it really dont matter cause i dont know where your heart is now
since you departed im stuck on the ground and exhausted
thought it was all in my head but you hurt me regardless
dont tell me what comes after lets just play pretend
that all the bad shits passed since we wont reach the end
and i hate to go back but i dont wanna live without you 
i dont think that i would ever fall in love again
this hurt in my chest its buildin up
id die if u left please give a fuck
ill try to defend and build the trust
so tell me whats next lets work on us

what comes after w/ Dylan Longworth

@internetjoe
@0arid
@diligencexs

https://open.spotify.com/track/6eC2hVbWTfiWuK2eexfE2Z?si=be73bd2aa89a4881

[mui]

i been countin up my bands
in a drop top
balenciaga fit
ima take a snap shot
why u gotta be a bitch?
fuck my head up
posted up im on my own
makin friends now
makin all these bands now

shawty actin up
its like she toxic
saw her with a new bro
feel like i was nothin
focus on myself
cuz im not the one that they love then
talk me at all
she think im a fuckin psychic
i dont wanna try this

[arid] 

i pulled in a convertible
tried to flip the switch but u know this aint turnable
i dont think u found a way
i dont think u wanna stay
u dont know what to do we finna put u in ur grave
yea i dont know what i should believe
dont need a witness im the first im on the scene
i dont know why u turn around were on a team
im only tryna get the money see the green

snapshot w/ arid (internet joe + diligence)

JAVELIN w/ 1sloan (1sloan)

@55depths

from the second album:
"and at last..."
video: https://youtu.be/byD-2D-MfSc
prod. me.

lyrics:
oh, heather only you
would do the things you do
i'm careful with my words
all the stories i've heard
oh, heather get a clue
think you should get it through
well i've called and i've called
and i got nothing at all
at all now

oh, heather
oh, heather
we've been fair weather friends
in the cold cemetery weather
oh, heather
oh, heather
we've been fair weather friends
in the cold cemetery weather

oh, heather what's the use
since i'm a game to you
should have known all along
now i'm lost and you're gone
it's true
oh, heather time will prove
all that they've done to you
her hands stained with blood
raining hell from above
on you
(hell rain down now)

oh, heather
oh, heather
we've been fair weather friends
in the cold cemetery weather
oh, heather
oh, heather
we've been fair weather friends
in the cold cemetery weather

and at last...

oh, heather

spotify

so go and take a picture im never comin back
made up my mind yeah thats just that
put a hole in my soul but you never fuckin noticed 
put a hole in my soul but you never fuckin noticed 

you held me up and threw me down
cant get the words out my mouth 
i swear im drowning in this doubt
you’re in my mind but then you’re out
you’re in my mind but then you’re out

broke my heart with a nosebleed
like a ghodt in the wall can you hear me?
been two weeks since you’ve called me
can you tell me you love me? x2

so go and take a picture im never comin back
made up my mind yeah thats just that
put a hole in my soul but you never fuckin noticed 
put a hole in my soul but you never fuckin noticed 

you held me up and threw me down
cant get the words out my mouth 
i swear im drowning in this doubt
you’re in my mind but then you’re out
you’re in my mind but then you’re out x2

take a picture (ocurie)

same timing

An album about childhood and coming to terms with what that lead you to be

fly einy

song about birbs :D

🕊🕊🕊

@odece
@cutspace

feather (odece x cutspace)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@zephyrcove
@und0thismess
artist and producer

i can feel you still,
a sovereign ghost
persuades my will.

oh, heather

deathright

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