no one gets inside
produced by @prodlilnightshift




fugitive mindset always on the run 
from everything ive ever done
it isnt fun
living in all your regret
and letting the guilt make you wish you were dead
aint talked to no one in almost a month
shoulda seen this from the jump
down on my luck
sorry just goin through stuff
nothing i do will ever be enough



I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time
Operation overdrive
Get in gear
Speed of light 
Live in the lost galaxy
astro mega suicide 
I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time


Yeah thats great but it could be better 
The effort will never seem to matter 
Move in the shadows
Live like a phantom 
Gets me through the bullshit faster
Every breath ive ever taken has debt behind it 
I can’t deny it   
What stays inside will eat me alive 
Its what I deserve baby 
its justified 

stop bein all up in my ear dawg
what the fuck you want?
talk shit on the squad like im not there
bitch are you dumb? 
i feel like a spy kid the way i fucked up a sore ass thumb
off the judi juice and im seeing red bitch im not the one 

I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time
Operation overdrive
Get in gear
Speed of light 
Live in the lost galaxy
astro mega suicide 
I just wanna get it right but fuck it up like every time

ih8myself (prod. lil nightshift)

thnk u 4 th_recent support <3

lyrics

its a mess w/ no rest i
cant tell u how im feeling 
we go in circles like one day its gonna pass by
running backwards the back roads are really quite revealing
ive told u b4 jus worded different to last time

u found a space i just hope that u can make it out
i little different for me but i still tell myself
that ur still worth every second that u output on this earth
u jus gotta c it through ik this world causes a lot of hurt

blow a fortune 
she’ll pass on the fortune
but the words u express sound so cordial its torture

u wear this costume
but it aint a costume 
if u wear everyday and act like its correlated on the inside

u found a space i just hope that u can make it out
i little different for me but i still tell myself
that ur still worth every second that u output on this earth
u jus gotta c it through ik this world causes a lot of hurt

i love u i hate u cant u tell that its the same thing
the latter jus for when things dont go planned
but thats the realm that cant always be controlled 
if u see the painting from the lens 

grow old w/ me 
u wanna grow old w/ me 
if theres a story in the works 
u cant go cold on me 

follow me 
cant allow hollowing 
i see the bigger picture and ill do whats best if we can make it out

if we cant make it out the world wont end
ik its hard to believe 4 u but dont send
threats
i try hard to not live w/ regrets
its all locked inside my chest
please give me a little rest now

i c visions now all holy 
she tells me im the 1 & only
the 1 & only u say.. in this universe?
do u think this was written right from fucking birth

ive seen plenty faces and i can tell a curse
i try forget the name coz ion want that person in my life
but its respect its jus that ik myself and when i fret
u say that its all in my head so.. ig its all in my head

grow old w me

grow old w/ me (taylor morgan x jolst)

don't worry, it's not your fault

the conclusion to moss man

very special shoutout to the boys @horoshavibes and @swainesworld for helping make this happen

LYRICS:

(HOROSHA)
How would you like to lose your mind tonight?
How would you like to lose your mind tonight?

I guess I'm feeling it again,
it's like an energy borne from anxiety
and I can't shake it
information age, restless
paralyzed by potential endings

there's a million different ways to face oblivion
wait, it's too much, I'd better change apps
before I'm nauseated by the cognitive dissonance
of our own algorithms manufacturing distance
we're not okay

(MELMIGE)
slipping through the cracks again
mental chemistry off balance ensuring that i can’t relax a friend
is sayin something goes unnoticed
paying price for old components
seizing up i’m not as young as i once was
decades pass in a single month
relegated comfort cause i don’t stress enough
sometimes i try to listen but the instant some transmission
message sent i spread the distance
know that it’s not intention
i just can’t focus show a moment of my clarity
remember what i spoke on the comedy
how connections overwhelms and burdens younger minds
now mine is hurting all the voices gather into static find
it’s harder now to see the nuance
comprehension skills are put off
for instant gratification
no time given for creation
now i’m forgetting what i’m doing why i’m here or my relation
to the world around me
hoped by now i would’ve found me

stimuli inspires me to be complacent
now i’m tired nothing else about me
switching focus of my vision no precision
in my irises just finding nicer views for timelessness
and obstinance a pinch on tendons couldn’t wake me up
feel romero monster living numb and willful ignorance
reset tensions every time i’m swiping up
preset thoughts can’t miss the posts i want
attention fucked so i can’t help but be blunt

(SWAINE)
back on my 1 track shit
wait a minute
collecting myself like the damn deck just finished
was back in my cell
just a shell, mad diminished
feeding into self-help took me out of the grander vision
and the massive picture that im
paintin when i stay rappin with it
i cant believe it
i had to leave it
im way too down low to even speak it to existence

i know im misfit
i know that im different
i know that im mixed in with all these others who cant grab me without gloves like a pigskin
i know i dont fit in
i know i aint sticky like glue before they mix it
when i stick on em i aint ever lettin go
cuz this shit aint a fuckin hobby
think that i already told you so
i think you already know

put the blame on me here i go
if i was anybody else, i'd blow
if i made a song just a little emo
if i wasnt wrong would i really be close?
close to the edge
close to the ledge
if i jumped off, I'd be a legend i guess
you know im a dog, ima do what i said
and i still got it all left in me, fuck yes

romero (feat horosha and swaine) [prod alanfor]

prod. shinju x krave
@safeatlast

[kill breanna:]

ive been distant
FUCK all my bros swear to god they on my hit list
FUCK em! ion care bout no bitch cus im above em!
they was half there, never really cared, i bucked em!

dont go there
dont type that
lets hope this aint a site pack
i heard you hate me, homie, bite that!
if you plan to mess w me, ask her, "she bites back!"
im aiming for my destiny and nothing fuckin less..
I KNOW I CAN NOT BE MYSELF, BUT ILL TRY MY BEST, YEH
I CANT TRUST MYSELF, AND I'VE BEEN THRU HELL SINCE EMPTYCHEST, YEH
need an AMG,
need an 2 seat,
need completion
i live my life behind the scenes,
like icarly bleeding!

[safeatlast:]
live my life behind the scenes im stuck behind the cameras
lil divine be switching up the flow they switch the genre
everytime i check the bank im seein new commas
lil divine gon switch the flow cuz oo that kid a monster

bitch this aint no rental
sesto elemento
fukkin up da beat thats why they say divine is mental

bitch this what im meant 4
ion need no mentor
sorry ion speak no more
bitch im sorry i been distant
 
[kill breanna:]

ive been distant
FUCK all my bros swear to god they on my hit list
FUCK em! ion care bout no bitch cus im above em!
they was half there, never really cared, i bucked em!

dont go there
dont type that
lets hope this aint a site pack
i heard you hate me, homie, bite that!
if you plan to mess w me, ask her, "she bites back!"
im aiming for my destiny and nothing fuckin less..
I KNOW I CAN NOT BE MYSELF, BUT ILL TRY MY BEST, YEH
I CANT TRUST MYSELF, AND I'VE BEEN THRU HELL SINCE EMPTYCHEST, YEH
need an AMG,
need an 2 seat,
need completion
i live my life behind the scenes,
like icarly bleeding!

wm1 w/ safeatlast

lyrics

I left that house in October
like on cloud nine
idek at the time
why you'd be mine
I just take the emotions
nd I turn them into sound bytes
things that we share stay seated in my mind
I left that house in October
like on cloud nine
idek at the time
why you'd be mine
I just take the emotions
nd I turn them into sound bytes
things that we share stay seated in my mind

these times 
hardly yield what
we'd classify
holy and Ill
sit tight
on Halloween and
pretend I don't think of u every 

ion have the energy to go thru this anymore
and u laughed in my face
when I was down on the floor
the tears that flow freely I will drown in
and the wheels that go turning are out again
and I fight hard to be tossed round again
so I been on my own and conjure up defense
I wish for one day where ur not in my head
useless I'm just so useless

I left that house in October
like on cloud nine
idek at the time
why you'd be mine
I just take the emotions
nd I turn them into sound bytes
things that we share stay seated in my mind


October

RAHHHHHHHH!!

lyrics

a fuckin waster
hiding in broad daylight 
every risk i take feels like a tazer
help me meet my maker
just please give me a taster 
the reflection to ur face 
know that u cannot be replaced

again yeah ive been thinking about my lake life
i just wanna hold u so tight
and stay up these late nights
fate dies every time im with u but i hate lies 
snake eyes stare at me they push and pull to break ties

a beaten stowaway no im not going back
to that cold place but know that im back on track 
to my old ways vision fades to black
its those dark days im not going back

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waster
im a waste of life

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waste of breathe
im a waste of time

a waster
just me and my ego oh it push and pulls
face it 
u had never been responsible

list of own rules
this drink so toxic ima cave
tonight i dont wanna be saved
jus feel love, 
love the pain

lights r out its dark
mayb its just me
id o my best to carry weight but this shit aint normal

fucking waster im just fucking wasting time
wasting breathe
i been here, been on 10
somehow almost 25
thought by then wouldnt be alive 
so ima just take it night by night
just wanna feel love tonight
baby its jus me and u tonight 
i want u to take my breathe tonight

wastrrr

wastrrr (branwen)

for the real ogs
veins & i give u our best wishes
<3

layered

layered - betweentheveinsandi (decks)

dont try to rescue someone who wants to be rescued & be careful rescuing someone who wants to be rescued
ohh ooo ohhh ooo
im the complete opposite of self sufficient
and i dont think that ill ever listen
momma used to say you better clean your act up
but now im out here in a room full of actors
and i cant tell what the fuck really matters
im tryna come up they keep kicking the latter
your glass filled half way well mines looking shattered
i can feel it in the air theres not much special
i dont wanna leave you let alone learn to let go
i just want the chicken cheese and guap keep the queso
fighting with you is like a war in the court room
and i lose every single time its a case closed
walking with my demon and i gave him my halo
standing on my business ima do what i say so

and sometimes i may feel like im an idiot
fuck it baby let em think that im an idiot
hold tight and we'll be there in a minute
pick a fight and jus tell me wen u finished
lately i dont like the person im becoming in the mirror 
i keep running i keep running i keep running it aint clear
and they say im close to something but it dont feel like im near
umm i cant even tell you how the fuck i got here
i dont ever think youll feel what i feel
i put blood sweat and tears in this bitch for years

unfinished draft i may or may not finish

fun lil thang i did w @t33thkicker
hope ya enjoy <3

lyrics:
oh i cannot endorse it no, uh
wait three weeks just to hear from ya babe
no i wait, then i force it oh, no
its an uphill battle to see ur face
then i go, how unfortunate
know you think about torching it
1:03 screen glow from ur portrait, oh
i’ll be ok girl, don’t wait up
cuz my heart ain’t porcelain

ask me somethin
i don’t know what
i don’t think u try
it aint half a street
i don’t move ur feet
i can’t tell u why
this half a man
has seen half the shit
that’ll make u cry
i don’t fuck around
cuz the last i did
i got no reply

i don’t need u im past it
3:30 clock im dashin
eyes on the screen
tryna see what im listening to
i forgot where my cash is
i do not know u we tight knit
nobody got me no vice grip
i got way too many vices
despite this im fightin myselfff

in the back of the party i off myself like its ego death
i don’t speak a word i just shut my mouth and i pass that test
is it hard enough to make every sunrise feel like the end
cuz i feel so stiff when i spend those nights on that cardboard bed

so i cannot endorse it no, uh
wait three weeks just to hear from ya babe
no i wait, then i force it oh, no
its an uphill battle to see ur face
then i go, how unfortunate
know you think about torching it
1:03 screen glow from ur portrait, oh
i’ll be ok girl, don’t wait up
cuz my heart ain’t porcelain

porcelain [mags]

https://open.spotify.com/album/0PXTP3Hueks72EDBrBpVTF?si=wOYbt-PSQku5cB5Bwmwneg

prod micheal harrison
mix/master @vito2300 <3 

this ones a lil different, but hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:

you said i was different
i should have known
something was missing
but it felt like home
never wanted to change it
just got caught up in truth
now i think of it different

i wish i was you

move on in a minute
be done with you soon
but im just too stupid
to live without you

now ill scratch my skin
wherever you touched me
until im one big bruise
all tattered and blue
ill rip out of my eyes
ill feed them to birds
you can watch as i die
and my lungs fill with spurs

pick at my skin

dyingforcertain

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