i dont make hyperpop

prod. guda

https://twitter.com/ghostsocia1

irl (guda x strang)

this song was hard to make </3
@prodbyaustyn

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shattered my heart 
and opened my eyes
life has been hard
and the least bit of kind 
but i keep on moving, won't lose it
my minds gotta prove i'm okay 
the thought isn't soothing, pursuing
a love that keeps running away

but i could try 
another goodbye 
maybe this time it won't be a surprise 
the moment i find 
the hate in your eyes 
for someone in darkness who just found the light
you know i'm trying, i'm trying, i'm trying 
i'm tired of crying, i'm dying inside 
a flicker of hope
drifts away like smoke 
can't keep being a lighter

can i ask u some questions?

lighter

this song came about so naturally and beautifully, and i hope she knows that <3

~~~~~~~~

i had a dream the other night that made me think 
where you saw past my flaws and all my different things
where you were mine and i was yours 
key in hand, unlocked the door 
and now my head is spinning, you're all i want and more 
i saw you dancing in the mulch of your front yard 
was where it started didn't think i'd fall this hard 
passing glances, i'm a mess
you looked so lovely in that dress 
the way you twirled and stepped and made my heart a wreck
don't stand a chance 
there's so many other guys here
within your trance 
i wish you'd whispered into my ear 
and said these hands are yours to hold 
meant to last not meant to fold 
i got no plans of moving on, the feelings grow 

caught up in you, i got no clue 
it's almost 2 do you miss me 
i hope that it's true, you feel the way you do 
this songs for you, hope you're listening 
we play a tune, the stars in view 
i always hoped you had wished me 
when you're 22, the beauty's shining through 
you're all i want, you don't have to convince me

20two

huge thank you again to @backlightorg for putting this album together with me, it came out beautifully <3

and to @wishlane,
i adore you, you mean the world to me, it was a bucket list thing for me to get my favorite artist to produce a song of mine, and you helped that come true. ily buddy thank you so much for creating this with me <3

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i am terrified of all that lies ahead of me 
will anyone remember me 
the sky 
doesn't seem to shine, i try to find a melody 
but i'm out of touch, out of key 
is it over?
do i have more to write? oh am i at my height?
feeling sober
i don't seem like the type to just say that i'm fine 
getting colder
and i keep losing sleep, keep my grief underneath
everybody around me is showing teeth
lately i cannot find any time for me 

do i even have to keep putting on a front 
do i even care if my brain gets corrupt 
i could just play pretend and brush it all under the rug
wont answer questions and give the people the hurt that they want
could i ever find a way to get out of my head 
i'm interviewed by these strangers, don't hear a word that they said 
the first impression of me is something that i always dread 
wont answer questions, keep the pain to myself instead

questions (prod. wishlane)

questions

@bonddot is so cracked i'm so glad you were able to tell this story with me <3

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ruined everything, i'm a shell of who i once was 
because i gave you all of me, wasted my time, left in the dust 
i try and try again, i can never forget 
falling in love, oh i couldn't pretend that this 
was something special, you had went and broken all of my trust
i think about the night, late call, didn't think it would end 
couldn't have said it any clearer, to the day i can still hear what you said 
you said that i had been the problem, and you didn't feel like solving a thing
leave my life, out of sight while you leave me to drink away the sorrow, hope i die before tomorrow again

don't get me wrong, 
i don't even give a fuck about the shit that you're on 
even though i'm steady trying to forget all of the songs 
i don't think you ever cared, i know you put up a front
but now you've given it up

december feels like forever ago 
remember nights where i felt so alone 
bad weather, thought you would never be cold 
you've got me, i'm so controlled 
this trauma makes it much harder to grow 
don't wanna take to the bottle and fold 
take me away cause you're gone i suppose 
i still miss you more than you know 

it’s been two years since we ended
i never thought once we were friends since then
and you were always on the fence
last time you hit me up, i was burying a friend, yeah
you said we’re still friends and you act like you don’t know me
when we were together i still felt like it was lonely
i’ve been moving on, i know i don’t need ya
thought you left a sorry, you still walk around my head like athena
and i’ve been waiting for this wound to heal but i know it won’t 
your words cut me deep, cut me straight to the bone
i’m in a better space without you, yeah i did it on my own

december feels like forever ago 
remember nights where i felt so alone 
bad weather, thought you would never be cold 
you've got me, i'm so controlled 
this trauma makes it much harder to grow 
don't wanna take to the bottle and fold 
take me away cause you're gone i suppose 
i still miss you more than you know

trauma (feat. bond.)

trauma (w. bond.)

SPOTIFY

shacklez w/ solderis

She just wanna kiss n touch 
she wanna get that physical touch
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/ydkm/kiss-n-touch

Kiss N Touch (billsburyjoeboi arey ydkm)

@claudesdiary <3

sink ur teeth in my neck run the blade on my skin
i would tell her i dont feel safe but she'd never give a shit
try and sneak behind my back I know everything you did
i dont know why I wake up again dont really wanna live cause
baby youre driving me
so much further away than u could ever see
but i can't bring myself to leave i'd miss the memories
id miss every summer night when you were next to me
and now it seems like you can't respond a text to me

ive been walking round the sidewalk
so tell me where do i start
she said Im a ticking time bomb
then she gets to breaking my heart
like im thrown out with the sidearm
like im looking for the disarm
she said you're never what I want
never let down by the sidewalk

(clod)

i was stuck where you left me i guess thats whats wrong with me
i could say things are indifferent but then thats an iron chain
just fuck off i dont even want your hand
you dont even listen to a word when i talk
how come when she wanna fuck me she gon fuck me with the lights off (boing)
you clean  all the blood off of my arms with a white claw
she devours his lips while i watch (stutters)

(kristin and clod)

ive been walking round the sidewalk (fuck)
so tell me where do i start
she said Im a ticking time bomb
then she gets to breaking my heart
like im thrown out with the sidearm
like im looking for the disarm
she said you're never what I want
never let down by the sidewalk

sidewalk ft claude (stezzyxl)

wooooooo


Ive heard it said
Time and again
Youre not my friend
Dont you pretend


Ive heard it said, time and again, you would be there show me that stare
Now and then i get upset but i know its all in my head
Show me some respect i know what i said left you on read ur better off dead
How are you still ok? Didnt i ruin your stay?


In autumn i learned that im not the one you want
When winter came crawling i found out who i was
Now springs here theres no fear and i finally moved past you
In 2 months ill be healed lying with my tears cleared

Ive heard it said, time and again, you would be there show me that stare
Now and then i get upset but i know its all in my head
Show me some respect i know what i said left you on read ur better off dead
How are you still ok? Didnt i ruin your stay?

I know its all too much, bloody wrists, torn lips, i sit waiting
On you to fall in line, waiting, hatred growing i cant

Find the right way to you
Are you lost too?

Ive heard it said, time and again, you would be there show me that stare
Now and then i get upset but i know its all in my head
Show me some respect i know what i said left you on read ur better off dead
How are you still ok? Didnt i ruin your stay?

(shoutout bella for this part)

Im falling to pieces x2

(kindof)

ruin ur stay

Out on spotify 

down bad ft @staggyucrazy
prod @01kon ♥ 

lyrics:
And I'm not really one for all the talking
Think that I should try before I knock it
You don't realize that I’ve been cautious
Thinking bout your eyes just got me nauseous

Lately I don't care about what they’re saying
Do you realize that i've been waiting
Know I want you bad but i've been patient
Waited for a text but then the day went

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind
2x

Lately I don't care about what they’re saying
Do you realize that i've been waiting
Know I want you bad but i've been patient
Waited for a text but then the day went

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind
2x

Don't you worry about me I know they're laced
Watch the makeup run right down your face
This a 1 way street I cut my brakes
This the last time you gon come my way

Cant sleep now I'm so restless
Living everyday so fast so reckless
Guess I should've taken this one as a lesson
Mean girls keep silent no wesson

You would never even know that its us
So far just to trip and then I'm stuck in the dust
So hard it dont matter there aint nun to discuss
Low bar but aint nothing getting lower than us

(so sad baby nothing getting lower than us)

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind
2x

And I'll never be enough
I been trying to tell you
But I'm feeling hella stuck
I've been trying to tell you
You're the one I'm thinking of
Like I dont want to but I might give up

I was
Down bad and I never even noticed im
Upset cause I'm running out of focus I
Can't think cause I'm running out of time
Can't think cause you're always on my mind

down bad! ft staggy (01kon)

The Twisted Tale of Manipulation, One where sometimes its ok to give in but you must know and understand the consequences... Listen to your own discretion     Thank you (Prod.Septfree) for the Beat and Vocals are Engineered by Me :) 

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