i dont make hyperpop

prod. guda

https://twitter.com/ghostsocia1

irl (guda x strang)

prod plxce
https://twitter.com/ghostsocia1

taskforce (plxce)

@prodbyaustyn went so crazy on the verse AND the prod so shoutout ily bestie

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i'll try, to get by 
but i find most times i'm dying inside 
can't cry, went dry, 
i don't know why my eyes are tired

tomorrow i'm dreading
trying to block it but someone keep letting in in 
all the depression, 
trying to end it, but then i regret it again 
i can't explain, the reason i'm in so much pain 
what will it take? i'm tired of feeling so drained 
i'm tired of the clouds and the rain 
tired of relying on friends
don't need to take medicine 
to make me feel happy again
holes in my heart and they're caving it in 
i don't even know where it ends 
it's something they won't understand 
making a line in the sand 
throw my life away, then i'll see where it lands 

i'll try, to get by 
but i find most times i'm dying inside 
can't cry, went dry, 
i don't know why my eyes are tired

eyes are tired 
i’ve been so uninspired as of late 
needing fuel in the fire i cant explain 
i see your face in the crowd like picking shapes in the clouds
intrusive thoughts are so loud, i feel it keeping me down
i’m tired of relying on friends
only for that shit to end
treating me just like a trend
say it to me you don’t have to pretend
this shit is broken won’t bend 
pull it apart it won’t mend
can’t wait till i’m happy again
i’ll throw my life away and i’ll see where it lands

i'll try, to get by 
but i find most times i'm dying inside 
can't cry, went dry, 
i don't know why my eyes are tired
i'll try, to get by 
but i find most times i'm dying inside 
can't cry, went dry, 
i don't know why my eyes are tired,

can i ask u some questions?

tired eyes (feat. austyn with a y)

tired eyes (w. austyn with a y)

10 / 10



hangout for those months of time
losing grip of what is mine
and i can’t wait 
to 
do it all over again 

do it all over again
do it all over again 
with my friends

maybe we can find a way to hit it off
my friends are telling me i always seem pissed off
find solstice in the things that always fuck me up
things don’t go my way like damn that’s really tuff

do it all again

huge thank you again to @backlightorg for putting this album together with me, it came out beautifully <3

and to @wishlane,
i adore you, you mean the world to me, it was a bucket list thing for me to get my favorite artist to produce a song of mine, and you helped that come true. ily buddy thank you so much for creating this with me <3

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i am terrified of all that lies ahead of me 
will anyone remember me 
the sky 
doesn't seem to shine, i try to find a melody 
but i'm out of touch, out of key 
is it over?
do i have more to write? oh am i at my height?
feeling sober
i don't seem like the type to just say that i'm fine 
getting colder
and i keep losing sleep, keep my grief underneath
everybody around me is showing teeth
lately i cannot find any time for me 

do i even have to keep putting on a front 
do i even care if my brain gets corrupt 
i could just play pretend and brush it all under the rug
wont answer questions and give the people the hurt that they want
could i ever find a way to get out of my head 
i'm interviewed by these strangers, don't hear a word that they said 
the first impression of me is something that i always dread 
wont answer questions, keep the pain to myself instead

questions (prod. wishlane)

questions

wooooooo


Ive heard it said
Time and again
Youre not my friend
Dont you pretend


Ive heard it said, time and again, you would be there show me that stare
Now and then i get upset but i know its all in my head
Show me some respect i know what i said left you on read ur better off dead
How are you still ok? Didnt i ruin your stay?


In autumn i learned that im not the one you want
When winter came crawling i found out who i was
Now springs here theres no fear and i finally moved past you
In 2 months ill be healed lying with my tears cleared

Ive heard it said, time and again, you would be there show me that stare
Now and then i get upset but i know its all in my head
Show me some respect i know what i said left you on read ur better off dead
How are you still ok? Didnt i ruin your stay?

I know its all too much, bloody wrists, torn lips, i sit waiting
On you to fall in line, waiting, hatred growing i cant

Find the right way to you
Are you lost too?

Ive heard it said, time and again, you would be there show me that stare
Now and then i get upset but i know its all in my head
Show me some respect i know what i said left you on read ur better off dead
How are you still ok? Didnt i ruin your stay?

(shoutout bella for this part)

Im falling to pieces x2

(kindof)

ruin ur stay

TryingNot2Cry (ft. ghostsocial)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/ydkm/get2knowme

Double Tap! (wubz)

@resolve1k
lyrics:

full throttle on the gas i can't let it go
torched and cauterized my skin by acting ice cold
you would think the way you act is getting old
side piece blowing up your phone acting hella bold 

baby tell me if i'm holding on for no reason
think i'm too late for all the begging and the pleading
flipped like order 66 like it's treason
and i don't think i can defeat it

and i never thought bare minimum was too much
got me thinking did i fuck it up did i rush? 
was your love a figment to my imaginary touch
should've listened to my gut and left you as a crush

and i'm sorry
think my tendencies made you worry
whitney in my cup has my vision blurring 
and i fucked it up once don't wanna see your love flurring

crush (inno)

cuz "throwing in the towel" is too long lol

woah
i just rly wanna give up
ppl never know when its too much
it's never been that fun
i lost my head
whats it like to be dead?
i cut off all my friends
they never knew me to begin with

old friend of mine
ive been up all night
and im rly feelin hurt
got her face in the dirt
i could never know for sure
trippin up on words
but hey it could be worse!
(la la la)
burning up in my sweater
tryna hide my face in my sleeve when she answers
what about after?
i panicked when i met her
wonder if i like her
i wanna be her ever after

i just wanna go to sleep
words are cutting rly deep
ur in every fucking dream i have lately
ive seen this place before
its not dark at night
what the fuck is going on

tired eyes (w. austyn with a y)

Dylan Longworth

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