cover of photophobia by ryan leahan
in collaboration with @re_dd ♥
outro prod me

photophobia (prod. dfrost)

super-glued to the feeling
that no matter how kind
i will become
how much i wail in regret
it will never ever excuse
my mistakes

when i chat with you i just want to hear you understand
i know my voice was never that pretty
though it might feel like you hold me hostage (all the time)
it might be better this way

oh, i just wanna be held

cant wear myself down for such stupid reasons anymore
youre another me with all the good parts
and mishaps all intact

i want to say it again
my grip isn't something i could fix with something as simple as a sorry

just so terrified of losing everything again 
once i let loose it'll all move apart
like with everyone else whose faces are etched into the back of my eyes
while i stayed nothing but a messed up canvas of their past life

hostage

submitted for goop week 7
https://soundcloud.com/goophouse

direct.me/nezerat
https://soundcloud.com/22hereknowswhen
https://soundcloud.com/shriekin-dreamer
https://soundcloud.com/m-e-w1
https://soundcloud.com/annieversary
https://www.instagram.com/il_dormiglioni/?hl=en

lyrics:

(Dormiglioni)
every day i wake up
time to put on make up
i put on the face i show the world

sometimes i just feel like
i can be different than you knew before

i hate the sound of my own voice
i like the way you look tonight
you always say i act a fool
its cuz i dont have me in mind
we go through ups and downs a lot
i guess that it just makes me hot
no i dont want to be alone
i play my best part on the phone
no i dont want to be alone

(nezerat)
i am someone else, i am not a man
i am venus trap, twisting how i stand
never wanna learn, i am what i show
you dont see the truth, browsing all the chrome

uh, yeah?

and im tired of being sickly, yeah im tired of being gross
when i am on the net, i barely realize that i am stuck
and all of high school all i ever felt was like a bitch fuck
now im swimming in the ocean, in the net i am stuck

(Dormiglioni)
all i know is that you make life complete
this i know, were gonna be set free
forget me not, its been oh so sweet
remember me...this way please

i am someone else, i am not a man
i am venus trap, twisting how i stand
never wanna learn, i am what i show
you dont see the truth, browsing all the chrome

no i dont want to be alone

nezerat, 22hereknowswhen, Shriekin' Dreamer!, mew1, annieversary, and Dormiglioni - CARLYCORE

MIXTAPE DE NUCLEO DIGITAL VERSAO DOIS

im running out of upload space for this account :\

idk what ur tryna do
why the fuck u making jane (remover) type beats in 2022
talking shit on twitter, that's a bad move
at least i reserve the decency to @ u (//the following is a certified yep exclusive//)
choking on my vomit in the bathroom
lost my consciousness inside the vacuum
going thru this shit, what r u tryna prove
i just dont see the value

imma beat u baked like it’s mariokart 
fuck that, imma take ur shit and tear it apart
switching sides for shit i didn’t do, that ain’t on me
took a couple gummies now im moving like a zombie
choking on my vomit in the bathroom
lost my consciousness inside the vacuum
going thru this shit, what r u tryna prove
i just dont see the value

idk what ur tryna do
why the fuck u making jane (remover) type beats in 2022
talking shit on twitter, that's a bad move
at least i reserve the decency to @ u

twitter arguments :\ #YEP2022

lil flip

original song is "The Scope of All This Rebuilding" by The Hotelier

the scope of all this rebuilding

Shifting Perspectives @ sleepy.zone 4/12/2023

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i made this song SPECIFICALLY to perform it. and i did perform it in february of this year. and i loved performing it so much

couldnt care less SHOW VER. 1/29/23

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