Voices

VOICES

w/ @sarah-jewell-929930691

lyrics:
the way the time flies
before my eyes
8 hours everynight
i'm not alright
i sit in my room and wish we had a little more time

i wanna hold you, stay here tonight
just cling on me and don't leave my side

the way we brake so easily
but don't you worry cause i'll be here

so please don't run out of hope
cause i'll be here to pull u from the rope

the way the time flies
before my eyes
8 hours everynight
i'm not alright
i sit in my room and wish we had a little more time

i wanna hold you, stay here tonight
just cling on me and don't leave my side

the way we brake so easily
but don't you worry cause i'll be here

so please don't run out of hope
cause i'll be here to pull u from the rope
i'll be here for you to hold

the way the time flies w/sarah jewell (forested)

Opaque

Intro
"𝘓𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘥.
𝘏𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘵𝘴, 𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘹𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘳𝘺 𝘨𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵.
𝘏𝘦'𝘴 𝘭𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘰𝘧𝘧!
𝘏𝘦'𝘴 𝘢 𝘴𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵, 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘢 𝘢𝘣𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘭𝘰𝘳𝘥!
𝘞𝘰𝘳𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵?
𝘕𝘌𝘝𝘌𝘙!"

lyrics...
Lately I’ve been having trouble waking up
Tryna work on my life man this shit is dangerous 
Gaslighting myself “yeah that’s just life to everyone”
Think I’m getting better maybe not surly can’t say for sure
And ironically I’m fucking tired of it
Patience is my biggest burden I can’t rely on it
This future shit is tough it’s got my weary eyes falling
I need a pick me up I can’t finish a single fucking thing I put my mind to
Right now I don’t even have someone to lie to
egos crumbling not even my façade is prideful
In the morning I can’t help but feel this fucking time loop
Is the work of an invisible being a hateful Kaiju
I need something to blame ill just be mad at the world
Wielding undesirableness undermining my worth
Just to hide from my emotions never learn how to grow
But shit I got all of this time I just turned eighteen years old 

Tryna kick my bad habits 
Cause honestly man I’ve had it
I fucked up trying to fix up my life
Just to cause it more damage
By overworking my practice
And stress induced by my standards
It was my selfish endeavors 
That were just to much to handle 
I’ve learned a lot from the background
The word of mouth when you’re silent
Peaks through the speakers the loudest
And pierces ears oh so violent
Too many things and components
I never understood about people
And by the time that its crucial 
They’re already gone from the moment

I’m always out of time
And it’s always shit I should have said I'd always write
And that’s always the area that I’ll fucking never like
And it’s always working always tryna chase a better life
And it’s always shitty but I promise that we’ll be alright
And if you don’t relate then I hope that you never might
Ever try and continue to live like you might never die
Its always “you wouldn’t understand” well you fucking got me there
But I'm only eighteen right why the fuck would I care

Hateful Kaiju (prod. falak)

lyrics:

waking up in the afternoon
past 7, im late for school
my mom is mad
so is my dad
"hurry up you're late son
make sure you're fast"

stand outside in the freezing cold
waiting on the bus as the sky rains snow
my mom is mad
so is my dad
"hurry up you're late son
make sure you pass"

growing up i had no friends
on my own, had to depend
on myself and my mom and dad
oh mom and dad im sorry

i was nice but i turned out to be
what u hated most for me
doing drugs to help me sleep
what the hell is wrong with me

i wish
i wish
i can be a kid
i wish 
i wish
we can turn back time
(x2)

how did i grow up to be like this
from little ol me, to wanting to death
im fine, ill be okay
im fine, ill be okay
where did i go wrong
is it cause i love too strong
in my mind 
in my heart
there's a place you'll stay
in my mind 
in my heart
you'll be okay





i want to be a kid again

Tell Me You Want Me

bdot - violent (p. condone + bdot)

ser y no parecer

ALBUM ARTWORK BY DUKS <3 This guy is sooo insanely talented, please support him!
twitter.com/SirDuksalot
www.instagram.com/sirduksalot

Sample Credit: Nights: Journey of Dreams Soundtrack - Story Select

Hazy

SPOTIFY//
https://open.spotify.com/album/0Ez3UIrcn2PuRRZhZDy9eq

INSTRUMENTAL//
@demxntia

VOCALS//
@demxntia
@twotwntytwo
@itsyungvan
@diondugas
@sushisai

TOO MUCH

mixed, mastered & produced by @scapegoat

donate here, #blacklivesmatter


https://www.lgbtqfund.org

https://minnesotafreedomfund.org

https://www.gofundme.com/f/georgefloyd

comfortable

Just trying to make music I like... from a bedroom

Hateful Kaiju (prod. falak)

Dysphoric