Intro
"𝘓𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘥.
𝘏𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘵𝘴, 𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘹𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘳𝘺 𝘨𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵.
𝘏𝘦'𝘴 𝘭𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘰𝘧𝘧!
𝘏𝘦'𝘴 𝘢 𝘴𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵, 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘢 𝘢𝘣𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘭𝘰𝘳𝘥!
𝘞𝘰𝘳𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵?
𝘕𝘌𝘝𝘌𝘙!"

lyrics...
Lately I’ve been having trouble waking up
Tryna work on my life man this shit is dangerous 
Gaslighting myself “yeah that’s just life to everyone”
Think I’m getting better maybe not surly can’t say for sure
And ironically I’m fucking tired of it
Patience is my biggest burden I can’t rely on it
This future shit is tough it’s got my weary eyes falling
I need a pick me up I can’t finish a single fucking thing I put my mind to
Right now I don’t even have someone to lie to
egos crumbling not even my façade is prideful
In the morning I can’t help but feel this fucking time loop
Is the work of an invisible being a hateful Kaiju
I need something to blame ill just be mad at the world
Wielding undesirableness undermining my worth
Just to hide from my emotions never learn how to grow
But shit I got all of this time I just turned eighteen years old 

Tryna kick my bad habits 
Cause honestly man I’ve had it
I fucked up trying to fix up my life
Just to cause it more damage
By overworking my practice
And stress induced by my standards
It was my selfish endeavors 
That were just to much to handle 
I’ve learned a lot from the background
The word of mouth when you’re silent
Peaks through the speakers the loudest
And pierces ears oh so violent
Too many things and components
I never understood about people
And by the time that its crucial 
They’re already gone from the moment

I’m always out of time
And it’s always shit I should have said I'd always write
And that’s always the area that I’ll fucking never like
And it’s always working always tryna chase a better life
And it’s always shitty but I promise that we’ll be alright
And if you don’t relate then I hope that you never might
Ever try and continue to live like you might never die
Its always “you wouldn’t understand” well you fucking got me there
But I'm only eighteen right why the fuck would I care

Hateful Kaiju (prod. falak)

Just trying to make music I like... from a bedroom

my therapy
-3 song EP w sad chill out now on all plats 💚

Hateful Kaiju (prod. falak)

Dysphoric