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Lyrics:

hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold

man i hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold

hope my friends fall out 
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold

man i hope my friends fall out
i can't imagine finding out they noticed
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold
she told me god your hands are cold
can we intertwine our fingers
let our feelings linger 
woah woah oh oh
woah woah woah oh oh

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man i hope my friends fall out 
i can't imagine finding out they notice
i'll fight this shit alone
a pain i fear could make me fucking fold
she told me god my hands are cold

matt & sam (drewisdead)

prod. moneo

your blacked out
the liqueurs got you slurring your words
I’m passed out
I need someone to show me some worth
let’s get out
and find a way to never get hurt 
I feel down
but never in a way or a purpose 

what goes around comes back to you
why’d you make a choice u didn’t have to choose
I don’t really care long as you come through
why’d you have to leave me in my room

I’m not gonna cry as long as your okay
why the ball roll we didn’t have to change 
I told your mom that we would stay the same
it’s not your fault I just needed some space

I talked to much 
I know your worth
I felt our sun
the moon was worse
I’ll never run
im dying first
I take these drugs
and ill end up in a hearse

cause you stayed the same everyday we talked
why. im. gone
she wrote everything she lost
your. my. sun.
the moon always feels so god damn wrong
im. so. done.
i still spend my days so fucked up.
thats why im still lost.

your blacked out
the liqueurs got you slurring your words
I’m passed out
I need someone to show me some worth
let’s get out
and find a way to never get hurt 
I feel down
but never in a way or a purpose

you cause issues.

feelings 4 u (prod. swaine x eric godlow)

prod skellington - https://www.youtube.com/@skellingtonforever/featured

wish you were here when i'm down
only got memories now
stuck with the past cus the past didn't last
now i just cry all year round
missing you through the seasons
summertime with the warm, bright evenings
do what i can to erase all the pain
but end up just feeling the same
it’s been a while since we called, i miss your voice
i pick the paint off of the wall cus what’s the point
i hate the concept of time 
wishing for void
swallow me whole please i’m so sick of this noise

hoping to delete my mind
too many thoughts from when you were mine
our timelines no longer cross each others
these cold nights i just play your covers

everydays a nightmare
scary faces, scary thoughts
used to hold me very tightly
used to calm my racing pulse 
but now you've become a stranger when you used to be my home
i lost my home that night, now you're the parasite that stole my sight

you stole my sight [skellington]

LYRICS:

I'm too fucked up to be in public
Anxious at the function, got this feeling in my stomach
I see people dancing drunk, in a few hours they'll be fucking
But I'll go home alone and fall asleep; remember nothing
Baby, waking up is such a chore
I'm always high or else I'm bored
I gotta pick myself up off the floor
One day I'll see the world (and I'll see)

One day, I'll wake up and I won't have a headache
Chest pains, blame it on the drugs or on the heartbreak
Today, I woke up and I don't feel right
I guess I'll try again in the next life
One day, I'll wake up and I won't have a headache
Chest pains, blame it on the drugs or on the heartbreak
Today, I woke up and I don't feel right
I guess I'll try again in the next life

I don't wanna talk, I wanna end it, no discussion
Give me everything I wanted, I'll return it like it's nothing
Make it back tomorrow night and go to heaven in the morning
The devil's in the book, but I'm too good at telling stories
So I wake up, say a little prayer for all the dead ones
Take one, and stay the fuck away from all the fake love
Guess I'll make it through somehow
Tell me, darling, how soon is now?

I don't know what the fuck to call it
I'm always in withdrawal, I'm like a fucking alcoholic
But with you it's something special, I can tell that's why I lost it
I don't wanna talk, honestly, wish I went to college
Cuz I'm sick of all the run-around
You hate my guts, I hate this town
I hate the things I write about
Cuz soon we'll all be dead (but fuck it maybe)

One day, I'll wake up and I won't have a headache
Chest pains, blame it on the drugs or on the heartbreak
Today, I woke up and I don't feel right
I guess I'll try again in the next life
One day, I'll wake up and I won't have a headache
Chest pains, blame it on the drugs or on the heartbreak
Today, I woke up and I don't feel right
I guess I'll try again in the next life

ONE DAY

i dont think u understand
what i meant when i said that theres parts i want to fix
i was talking bout myself cuz i saw me turning out different than this
kiss ur lips
fight for the hell of it
be content for a little bit
shes an angel
she fell from the sky
n ur arms feel like heaven where i lie
its a beautiful place to die

all these sand traps slowing down my grind
she concerned for my health n my life
i feel the fel energy inside
im either high on my shame or my pride

i dont think u understand 
give in to ur every demand 
i dont think u understand 
give it all the energy i have 
i feel it inside
cast it aside
our feet in the grass
think i turned to a ghost
i would stay by you when it hurt most
a swing n a miss
man was i ever close?
been on my mind i dont know if it shows
i dont think u understand
give in to ur every demand
i dont think u understand

all these sand traps slowing down my grind
she concerned for my health n my life
i feel the fel energy inside
im either high on my shame or my pride

fel w/ evergarden (nathan p)

BLACKED OUT // PART 2 (featuring Notcursed)
Production : the sound clown 

Vails)

Blacked out in the back seat
It’s irrelevant 
Plenty fuckin liquor in the trunk
Like an elephant 
Pull up to the block and we gone
Party like it’s doomsday
If we was too invite you to a sesh up
What would u say? 

Blacked out baby in the back seat
Bottoms up, drinking till we fall down on the concrete 
Take a bomb of Mandy, tell a story, now my eyes leak 
And They be tryna dodge hits but this ain’t fuckin mine sweep 

(notcursed) 

i am poison to myself
i am terrible
i'm addicted to the hurting
i deserve it all
i failed one too many times
and now it burns to talk
even anxious while i sleep
that's why i sleep walk

i got voices in my head on the daily
people look at me and think that i am crazy
so just stand back and watch as i mutilate
it’s something new, something more dangerous everyday

can’t take it no more
body freeze, then it drops to the floor
so anxiously shaken down to the core
i can never go back to who i was before

(Vails) 

Blacked out in the back seat
It’s irrelevant 
Plenty fuckin liquor in the trunk
Like an elephant 
Pull up to the block and we gone
Party like it’s doomsday
If we was too invite you to a sesh up
What would u say? 

Blacked out baby in the back seat
Bottoms up, drinking till we fall down on the concrete 
Take a bomb of Mandy, tell a story, now my eyes leak 
And They be tryna dodge hits but this ain’t fuckin mine sweep 

Intoxicate our bodies with aromas full of chemicals
Do it every weekend without fail this shit incredible 
Vision is impaired need me some glasses 
For my retinals 
We accept most drugs just hope that nothing laced with fentanyl 

Blacked out 
over and over again 
Blacked out
Over and over again

You can look at us and think it’s funny but it’s not
We just do this cus we sad and nothing helps us find the plot

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Doomsday (feat. notcursed)

Prod. idlyblare
Time slows
The violins 
Ring out 
Inside here 
A swan song 
You're silence save it
Before you waste it 
I been travelling, digging deep and finding me 
Time slows the violins ring out

A Swan Song w/evergarden

<3

22 coming soon
i swear i’m surrounded by this attitude
i swear it get deeper with this gratitude
swear these pieces i get tattood
open up my skin and let you in ‘coz we gon’ match too

falls together every night
i guess that’s what happens when you’re acting nice
i set goals, i’m right at home
i don’t know
im on the right road
took a drive, long

hit me up to party but i’m cooked
don’t love me outta no god damn book
where’d you wanna go 
i’ll get that booked
running through the store
guess it’s more like storage

she wanna hit the porch
covered thing in gold and black
baby of course
this is not a typo
this just facts in voice
‘coz i don’t wanna right
you don’t think i’m right
i might just have to smoke another to open up this chorus

baby it’s just me inside this wraith yeah i’m ok 
i use herbs & spices to neutralise this pain
high tone, high tone ‘coz i don’t wanna lie
i been touch and go for 7 years
now i’m 21 with tight chrome

in the night, full of flames in the night
i wanna enrapture you, can i do something right?
move, sike
girl i know
you just pull my body out, right through

you just haven’t seen it when i’m coming out to bite
you just wanna hear the story when they’re coming after me at night
canceling my flight, mr. international
got no brakes, thats just how i roll

trust me i will roll up to the drank 
it gets messy in the paint
i chop it in, i chop it up, can’t tell you what’s at stake
money on my mind i put that money on my grave
money turn the minds at peace to saints with red paint

change, been through this before with this theres not much more to say
i just got the wire tapped, you should be praying that you prayed
my body needs to lay
but you just brought it up
i hit that 360 then i lay up

play up, you don’t wanna stay up
i’m doing my thing
i’m the real deal, you like mayo
table turning green, you’d think i paid somebody bale
this shifting view is not for sale

herbs & spices

herbs_& spices (ivn)

prod. @whos-that-clown & @yunnygoldz

LYRICS
Wake up late i always seem to miss ur texts
Things are going haywire lets recollect
Youve made up your mind im talking i aint finished yet
Sometimes i wonder if my opinions matter in your head

Oh shit, its starting, and i aint ready
Im on it  i planned it, only halfway steady
I thought about in my head but only confidence could send me
A confrontation from this front could something deadly

Feels like ive ran this route bout a million times
So i dont understand how we havent aligned 
Stars might be bending, im done here defending
And baby what's the saying, love is blind

starting to feel like do you even know me
Weve been tossing all of our habits, i still love you wholly
Well holy ghost, i love her the most, shes my shining diamond i wont ever let her go
Ive been diving thru the rough, looking up but not enough
And when push comes to shove, i guess we’ll test our love
Tryna find the confidence to get up and see the light of day
Summer turns to october that sun is gone away

Wake up late i always seem to miss ur texts
Things are going haywire lets recollect
Youve made up your mind im talking i aint finished yet
Sometimes i wonder if my opinions matter in your head

Oh shit, its starting, and i aint ready
Im on it  i planned it, only halfway steady
I thought about in my head but only confidence could send me
A confrontation from this front could something deadly

Feels like ive ran this route bout a million times
So i dont understand how we havent aligned 
Stars might be bending, im done here defending
And baby what's the saying, love is blind


love is blind [prod. the sound clown x yunny goldz]

rain

EmptyVessel, Vessel, Eden!sEmpty
Down to collab!!