The broken bridge or the path through mountains
no option is easy cause challenge surrounds him
oh don't give it up, you can push on through
all the pain in that brain of yours
decides your fate of course
~
a fork in the road again
am I going the right way to home my freind
I can't see through the fog as the suns setting off
I am all by my lonesome,
wish I would have shown some
~
Love to myself or single person in my life
cause love is all you have as vison fades of to another night
wake up I ain't feeling right, why are you not by my side
rose decay I waste away, don't got the will to fucking fight
~
so I sit alone and count my blessings
fuck all of that second guessing
mess up in my head been stressing out
got some secrets I should be confessing
have some troubles of expressing feelings cause my trust is dying out
and I am so done trying
done with all the lying
I cannot stop crying when your not around
words unsaid, and sighing
think our love is dying, please just stop denying
find a different route
~
the broken bridge or the path through the mountains
it's been hard to answer cause i'm drowning
in all of my problems, i've been dancing all around them
injest some more toxins just so I can live without them

The Brxken Bridge [prod. Hieloways]

Time Machine

More Graves is an album by Grace Darling.
Sorry For The Wait......
I'm Still Exactly Who You Think I Am......

HDIF?

Tracklist:
01. Fire Walk With Me
02. Drifting Away
03. Below The Dirt Again
04. This Rot Is Setting In
05. I Can't Ever Leave Here

I.W.N.T.S.A. 2026.


Drifting Away

@notemrys <3 

@underrate <3 

thank you for listening 

I should have told you
with all that we been through 
how much I feel
I don't wanna know it's real 
I don't wanna lose you 
I don't wanna lose you 
go ahead and look inside 
you don't have to hide
promise me you'll stay 
by my side
everything that haunts me
all the things that taunt me 
can't fall asleep I know you don't want me 

we're building up just to fall out 
it's entropy we're breaking down
you're missing the point so i'm blacking out
and I hate to talk so I just write it down
don't fuck with me now
life is no fun until I take the crown
I'm just myself can't be someone else 
don't use a pseudonym 
It's just the hand that i'm dealt 
wanna know how I feel get a lock pick 
armored up growing toxic 
drowning in percs till I panic 
I'll fade to a ghost watch me vanish

Disengage (Feat. Emrys) Prod. Underrate

produced mixed and mastered by @odneme

how can I 
sleep at night
with all of your words haunting me all the time

what if I
tried to die
tell me I’m imperfect, I already know that

all that you did was done to push me
down the river of despair
all that you said was said to made me kill myself with my own hands

Sleep (prod. Odneme)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=4GL1fS_8Q7iRYjWf_FlXBw

lyrics:

lost in the way your lips taste so damn pure
I been lost in chase for a feeling I've felt before

no I never should have left my bed
keep my thoughts inside instead
i'll be there for that final breath 
it might just put my heart to rest

I'd be dead by now if you never came around
could've watched me drown but you went n' pulled me out

(you helped me breath again 
i'll be there if you need me till to the end)

no I never should have left my bed
keep my thoughts inside instead
i'll be there for that final breath 
it might just put my heart to rest

I'd be dead by now if you never came around
could've watched me drown but you went n' pulled me out

(blink-182 skit)

never should have left my bed (prod. chivnti)

https://soundcloud.com/prodreaper
vocals and live guitars written and performed by barren
live drums written and performed by alec doyle
produced by john dello at bridge east studios


been tossing and turing
since 
this morning
the same interruption
of my sleep
force my eyes 
to empty bed sheets 
open the drawer 
to get myself ready
steady

pacing back and forth
but I’ve already

been up for two days
i can’t keep my legs
straight
recurring dreams   
of dying slow
and all alone
inside this room
where i tell no 
one i go
im all alone
i drown myself
in thoughts of you
and i can’t never fucking
move
im paralyzed in shame
and regret 
and pitiful
apologizes 
I’m not sorry
i tried to be 
every fucking
thing i should have
never seen
its over we
can never be
anything
wasting life
wasting time
caught inside 
my own demise 
I’m just passing 20 
and death seems
to haunt me
i can feel it in my head
every second 
it tries to taunt me

tossing and turning (prod reaper x barren)

Fall

Hiraeth Ft. Sullii & drip-133

i know it's been a minute..

producer links:

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC04zau-oEQwOaG3y2xz9fQw

https://soundcloud.com/8rokeboy

Daylight Dreamer [prod. 8ROKEBOY]

skele - snow | Editing.Biteki.YT

My most recent music will be available only on Spotify starting from November 21st 2024

Sleep (prod. Odneme)

EloimMeth