[+] fuck los angeles
* produced by @thersx *

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LYRICS:
Before you let me go
I gotta call you out
For all the shit you did
When I just held you down
Look who fallin now
Look who callin now
Like how I’m supposed save you
If i cant save you
I wanna play you, like you played me
I rock a halo, but im no angel
I just copped a coupe im in these streets 
I gotta lay low
Tell me what you want from me
You say love me then you cut me to the artery
I fall asleep just wondering why you be harming me
Can hardly breathe, cause every time I think of you it’s like a part of me, a part of me.. fuck..
Yeah I’m too much, and I’m never enough
Yeah I give up, it’s too much, yeah I want love
Is it really that hard just to want me around
Do you think of me now?
Baby i been in doubt but i want you now
Yeah i want you now
Same shit dif day i could hardly face-
All these thoughts up in my brain, i could feel the hate
They just wanna see me fall and they can barely wait, im barely phased
You wanna love me? Yeah thats great
I could lay you down and eat you right off my damn plate
Bitch i heard what you could say
And now ill never feel okay
She dont wanna die alone
Well im in pain
Ima slave to this shit
Im ashamed of shit
Im just layin in this bitch
Just the blade in her wrist
Now she bleedin out
I look around i dont see no one else

city of angels

city of angels (prod. thersx)

prod frevel & 5head

i decided to try and recreate my old 2019 mix for this one and i rlly like how it turned out

lyrics:

run it back run it back, yea 
snow so cold that i cannot feel my hands yea
ima need to take a break lil baby 
but i’ll be right back
and her smile so sweet
that i can’t stay mad

but i can but i can yea 
runnin shit sendin shots at ur man yea 
she the queen, she hold it down
in the netherrealm 
when i’m not around 
catch the smoke
from 100 rounds
can u hold it down 
4 the GANG (no idea why i said that, i’m sorry)

think u need to switch it up
go change ur attitude 
and i can’t wrap my head round this shit
he can’t have you too 
x2

ur the sun and the stars and the moon and the sky, 
nah i don’t wanna talk to u lil bitch go get offline’d 
and i’m never fuckin sober smokin cookie till i die, yea
i jus need some help think i’m struggling tonight 
x2

run it back run it back, yea 
snow so cold that i cannot feel my hands yea
ima need to take a break lil baby 
but i’ll be right back
and her smile so sweet
that i can’t stay mad

but i can but i can yea 
runnin shit sendin shots at ur man yea 
she the queen, she hold it down
in the netherrealm 
when i’m not around 
catch the smoke
from 100 rounds
can u hold it down 
4 the GANG

netherrealm (frevel x 5head)

PRODUCED BY TAURS AND JOLST 

usendflowrs: 

will you call home, just call home my visions clouded
wanna tear off my face when i think about it
x2

your love fills my health bar, can’t live without it
i’m low hearts, you’re cold i would never doubt it 
a lost soul in that cold, and never found it 
your personality lies in that cold snow 
she said she kinda scared
she want me to walk her home 
jus carry me thru everything
and please don’t let me go 
she a witch, she curse the medicine
i take when i’m alone 
she wanna lay me down 
and kiss me 
take my soul and watch me go 

nevermadeithome:

and i cant believe that i didnt see this 
she poisoned the apple when i eat it 
i cant read her books they make me speechless
one flick of her hair shes so reckless 

she'll eat your heart alive 
she gets her voodoo doll 
with a needle and she pokes me in the eye 
now ive gone fuckin blind 
i hope this is the last time 
that she conjures up a potion 
& im praying its the elixer of life x2

i kinda want you bad
but i know that youre no good for me 
youre just being sad so i fall for you
i kinda want you bad 
but i know that you’re no good for me 
and you’re just being sad so i fall for-

sendflowrs & nevermadeithome:

in that cold snow 
she said she kinda scared
she want me to walk her home 
jus carry me thru everything
and please don’t let me go 
she a witch, she curse the medicine
i take when i’m alone 
she wanna lay me down 
and kiss me 
take my soul and watch me go
x2

winterfell w/ nevermadeithome (taurs x jolst)

w/ @sleepywater <3
prod @afterlife66 🖤

~~lyrics~~

easy to target
swear i’ve been honest
i’m still tryna rejuvenate
from the memories last august
ink drip from the ceiling
familiar feelings
to take time is to realize
what it really means to be healing

knees go numb when i reach for the shelf
there’s an old song that speaks of myself
but i’ve lost it; my subconscious 
won’t take away this blockage
it’s irritating; the way i hate it
all you are is full of nonsense

how you gonna say ur not into me
everytime you’re my enemy
i feel out of body
everytime im getting the…
drugs from my doctor
off a sedative, i forgot her
i feel like i deserve my happy ever after
i don't like it here, i like raptures
enrapture me for a disaster
i got wounds on me so where’s my plaster
in a room with me, i feel like casper
she don't touch me; i shatter
she dont trust me, i’m in tatters
i’m forever climbing up this
unforgiving ladder

i’m unfair & i know it
frustration; i bestow it
i’m shaking baby, yeah i’m aching,
maybe this is punishment for the broken
the sight that i see through my eye 
isn’t blind
a sigh of relief comforted by a lie
i can’t really take it, 
the pace that i’m making is 
turning me into the me i despise

fuck, i'll turn my back on ur ass & won't
 give it a thought or the time of the day
it doesn't matter, the wounds & the plaster are begging me
“autumn, you just gotta change”
if i go any faster, my body will splatter
 yet i'll be alive, put me outta the pain 
i pick up the fragments of me that just happen
to still be in tact, even after the rain

everything i spew out
i tell the same story
bout how you don't want me
never ever want me
how comes ur all up on me
i pull u, you don’t pull me
im stressed out, can't relax
another pill, i might relapse

i just don’t get it how this life
taught revenge and left me behind
no time to cry…
cause in the end you’ll be fine

how you gonna say ur not into me
everytime you’re my enemy
i feel out of body
everytime im getting the…
drugs from my doctor
off a sedative, i forgot her
i feel like i deserve my happy ever after
i don't like it here, i like raptures
enrapture me for a disaster
i got wounds on me so where’s my plaster
in a room with me, i feel like casper
she don't touch me; i shatter
she dont trust me, i’m in tatters
i’m forever climbing up this
unforgiving ladder

wounds & plaster w/ sleepwater [prod. afterlife]

..
what do you expect me 2 say when i fall again?
i know that i took a risk
why do you give a shit about me?
or what im doing
i thought you said ur moving
i guess im not as fluent
as i thought i was.
aye, dark cabin sunken deep in this april fog
i write my wrongs and all these songs in this soggy cot
wendigo love aint real
kept me staring at my phone at night
fuckin, dead.
you like to fuck my head
feels like you broke my bed
wish it was me instead
none of it will happen if i feel alright
i love you, can we meet again?
meet again.
MARKED ON THEIR ARM FOR SLAUGHTER
I LOVE HOW THE WINTER BOTHERS ME
THATS MY DOWN TIMES
THATS MY DARK TIMES
YOURE MY LIFELINE
FUCK IT, HES MY NIGHT LIGHT
I GOT REDEYES
CAN YOU PLEASE STAY THE NIGHT?
"S" FOR SUICIDE
NOT NOW MAYBE ANOTHER TIME
i write all my victories in blood stain
all that petty guilt from the past remains
i never really know what to say.

red_eyes

blood_stains (emptychest)

7/28/22
prod. @everythingmackk

i've sent too many sorries
and my phone is gonna die soon
i should've learned something
at least more than a thing or two
like what is worth to a person
who cherishes the dirt on their shoes
do i turn a blind eye to my own cries?
or fear the rest of my youth

cause i don't wanna force who i am
as i pour another cup, with trembling hands
over half of my life's being made without plans
i get it; if i made a choice, 
i'd surely regret it
but most of all my worries,
i can't fit them in the pensmanship
you simply wouldn't get it
even if you really listening
the center of my soul don't only glow
it's also glistening
my demons start to part as i'm
pouring the nitroglycerin

it only feels like i'm here when i'm
stun-locked in third gear, and a 
dozen million miles away from reality
i hope forever ain't forever
unless it has to be
cause i don't wanna go out in misery
let go, of whatever this meant to me
fuck that
imma go on a killing spree

emma, i'm sorry for everything.

it's my fault you let me go
met in the seventh grade
we went separate roads
cause of some stupid shit i'd say
i just tore up all my clothes
courtesy of missing your face
if i finally break this mold
i'll thank you some day

i've sent too many sorries
and my phone is gonna die soon
i should've learned something
at least more than a thing or two
like what is worth to a person
who cherishes the dirt on their shoes
do i turn a blind eye to my own cries?
or fear the rest of my youth

this ain't just a knack
it's a passion
double shame on you 
for thinking all i do is actin'
part of me is straight
the rest is being held captive
living in a cavern where arachnids and bats been
constantly refracting

yeah, but i'm not worried about it
i'm entangled in this string
tryna gnaw my way out it
you had liked a post of mine 
a while back when i doubted
if i was truly good for nothing
based on how low the clouds been...

clouds to crows

clouds to crows [prod. mackk]

:)

prod by this actual goober https://soundcloud.com/not-a-fucking-hero

https://twitter.com/DreamsYokai

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/4SO6le1LMvrTajvgMq4eDY?si=7J4D5kgbSfiFLWqVohv-Ew

lyrics:

where do we go from here?
i don't really know
no, i don't really know much
got a lot on my conscience
bear the weight
only cuz you tell me that it's nonsense
try to stay calm
but my mind is a moshpit
and it's growing obnoxious

spend another late night
driving back from your place
didn't wanna stay there
i can't get to bed if i don't feel like i'm alone
cuz otherwise i think too much
they tell me live a real life
i am not familiar with what that would even feel like
i cannot relate to the feelings that you know
but you don't understand that much

i'll write you letters and letters and hope that you read them and call
don't think you read them at all

i'll write you letters and letters and hope that you read them and call
don't think you read them at all

apophenia (hero)

All my love

you're getting colder w/ lil skele (prod. heartscars & too late)

❣6 missed calls (ft. noah2000 and lil skele) (prod. nevrfall)❣

produced by @metlast
featuring at @ihatepromnight

https://soundcloud.com/lottaheart/broken-in-two
https://soundcloud.com/ihatepromnight/restart-prodmetlast


@lottaheart:
broken in two
but i keep falling for you
that's how i know that its true
you say you want me
i want you too

baby come with me
just take my hand
i can tell you really wanna dance
if only you could give me one more chance
cause you're the only one that understands me

as long as i have you i dont need no plan b
tell you i want you and you say that you want me
hold you so close when i'm feeling lonely
you're so sweet baby you remind me of candy

so sweet
you're so sweet whenever you're around
i want you to hold me down



@ihatepromnight:
yeah i'm back where i started
back to being broken hearted
never gave a fuck about myself
you think by now that i would try to find some help

self destructive-
type of person
my demons chase me,
they fucking lurking
i'm sick and tired-
of fucking hurting
will i ever be better than a burden?

yeah i'm back where i started
back to being broken hearted
never gave a fuck about myself
you think by now that i would try to find some help

blood_stains (emptychest)

emptychest

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