[+] baby I know that u feel a way
*produced by @sobernap *

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LYRICS: 

[hook:]
Money coming in, but you still on my mind
I just popped a pill to get you off my mind
I don't wanna die, but I don't feel alive
I look to my side I look to my side 2x

[verse:]
I don't see your face anymore
I'm just standing in the cold
I been feeling all alone, I don't wanna live this long no
I just took a xan to chill me out but its still haunting me
everywhere I look I know they plotting, they just watching me
take me to the garden way
I don't want our love to go to waste
Baby I know that you feel a way
Just hit my phone up, I swear I'm showing up, ya

angel tears

..
what do you expect me 2 say when i fall again?
i know that i took a risk
why do you give a shit about me?
or what im doing
i thought you said ur moving
i guess im not as fluent
as i thought i was.
aye, dark cabin sunken deep in this april fog
i write my wrongs and all these songs in this soggy cot
wendigo love aint real
kept me staring at my phone at night
fuckin, dead.
you like to fuck my head
feels like you broke my bed
wish it was me instead
none of it will happen if i feel alright
i love you, can we meet again?
meet again.
MARKED ON THEIR ARM FOR SLAUGHTER
I LOVE HOW THE WINTER BOTHERS ME
THATS MY DOWN TIMES
THATS MY DARK TIMES
YOURE MY LIFELINE
FUCK IT, HES MY NIGHT LIGHT
I GOT REDEYES
CAN YOU PLEASE STAY THE NIGHT?
"S" FOR SUICIDE
NOT NOW MAYBE ANOTHER TIME
i write all my victories in blood stain
all that petty guilt from the past remains
i never really know what to say.

red_eyes

blood_stains (emptychest)

you were not there 
you were not there 
late nights in high school
holding back hair 
every fucking weekend you call
and i always answer
ignore you i would not dare 

shit is not fair 
choking on air
i really don’t like you
but why stop there
if i had a choice me or you
you could stab me in the back
i’d bleed to death and still not care

i don’t wanna drink but i wanna feel drunk
i don’t wanna smoke i just wanna get high 
i don’t wanna live without your love
so i’m please begging you to end my life 

i’m a sunchaser 
i chase the light 
stay here lil baby 
stay right by my side 

i know i’m not perfect 
but why do we fight?
i don’t even shout back
i’m always too high 

i got a jar full of weed and an 8 of care plus 
gimme few hours girl no need to act up
i’ll be right there with u 
u and me it’s bad luck
gimme few hours girl no need to act up 

i got a jar full of weed and an 8 of care plus 
gimme few hours babe im tryna get tipsy 
stop hitting my phone
give a fuck if u miss me 
give a fuck if u miss me 

i don’t wanna call her 
think i’ll smoke another pack
i don’t wanna be sober 

you were not there 
you were not there !!!!
late nights in high school
holding back hair 
every fucking weekend you call
and i always answer
ignore you i would not dare ): 

shit is not fair 
choking on air
i really don’t like you
but why stop there
if i had a choice me or you
you could stab me in the back
i’d bleed to death and still not care

and if i close my eyes i can still smell the perfume ): 
memories flood back u treated me the worst you always fuckin call me like what do u want?
when i’m sippin on this cup i’m not tryna get drunk 
x2

you already called me a liar like 23 times
n u only feel good after 23 lines
i can’t lay shit up, no 23, i’m fine 
i jus spent a whole bag on 23 white wines

23 (jolst)

---------------------poison bird---------------------
sitting in the park in the back
ripped jeans, rip bowls, getting back
back home when it all goes black
have fun with ur panic attacks

see the stars when we out in the night
too cold for this shit, hit it twice
no phone, no hold, no ice
get it right, my saddens, alike

im, intertwined and outta focus again
painting my nails with my friends
till i go home, do it again
my life is repeat, gotta whole week, but i do shit,  till i fall bleak
outta motion, fuck a 6 day, got no weekends, work the whole week

im, intertwined and outta focus again
painting my nails with my friends
till i go home, do it again

poison bird came by this week
wait for a moment, get outta the street
said to do shit that ur happy
but what do i do when im not happy with

with myself anymore
got a bottle, do a pour
im gonna vomit, need some more
need you to hold me up, off the floor

ADC
-----------------------------------------------
Falling apart but im lively
A reject thats set in the ivy
Bask in the light
Sat there in sight
But never in mind

So cold so far
Please waste my time

Addict to the fallout
Screaming but not loud
Presence of construct
But im lucky im stuck on my phone

Im sick of people
Cutting my ties

Cant see none
Cover my eyes

Sick sick
Ill puke over bad tricks

Bad things got me thinkin
But i need fix

Gimme some of adavan
Anxious bad again
Fallin off shit
blood it drips let it gets

Never gave you my life
Now my actions they tell me my purpose
To better times

Im in love with the badlands
Feel safe with guns in hand
Kettle with clay bands

Im a god complex
It’s a process
Now im better off dead
But im good with my logic

NAVY
--------------------------

sitting in the park in the back
ripped jeans, rip bowls, getting back
back home when it all goes black
have fun with ur panic attacks

see the stars when we out in the night
too cold for this shit, hit it twice
no phone, no hold, no ice
get it right, my saddens, alike

Poison Bird w/ American Dead Cross (prod. splashgvng)

treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live
treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live

every song
that u get
is a piece
of my health
puppet strings control me
so for them make something else
she could kill me yet again
and this corpse would only sputter
this hope turns to
waiting for the waves to pull me under

treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live
treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live

i simply need someone's affection
but we could have phone sex
she says without idling
we store
idealized versions of eachother
in our heads
in our heads

i simply need someone's affection
but we could have phone sex
she says without idling
we store
idealized versions of eachother
in our heads
in our heads

treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live
treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live

residuals (afterlife x jolst)

produced by: @remghost
mixed & mastered by me 

lyrics:

on this bed i feel lonely
please baby just call me
my phone forever is on loud
but i can’t help but feel like
you just do not want me 
eventually i know you will 
on this night will you miss me?
i stare up at the sky
and pray i’m forever filled
with love, validations so hard when the person
u want don’t want u around 
u want don’t want u around 
that u want don’t want u around 

hands pressed to my head
i fucked up again
i can’t believe i just never learn
but the human function 
of learning love is 
so hard to understand
so i’ll just wait my turn 
i’ll just wait my turn 
like the rest of these punks
i over appreciate
these very pills that fuck me up
she don’t know what love means
baby u should look it up
i feel my hands sweating
heart stops
when i’m talking to you 

on this bed i felt lonely
and she didn’t call me 
so my phone on silent now ): 
i just couldn’t shake the feeling
that she did not like me
for once, guess i’m right, right now
and the sky looks the same
as it did before u took my heart
and just stomped it out 
i’ll just stop fuckin trying
and give you a smile
if i ever see you around .. 

i just pray i see u around 
i really hope i see you around

see u around (remghost)

Lyrics:
blow an ounce of kush, i got weed in this hoe
syrup got me seeing double i got lean in this hoe
homie ask me where i got it but im keepin it low
if i catch you snoopin round got the beam on your throat

you know its fucked, when theres nothing on the paystub
homie going broke yeah but i aint wanna say nun
i just gotta hustle on the side thats gotta pay sumn
i just wanna smoke, fuck it keep it real since day one

make one wrong move i got the reaper on me
take one, slide through, you get it cheaper on me
dont hit my phone i got the beeper on me, matter fact just stay away i always got the heater on me

where did i come from and where did i go
im just losing all meaning like cotton eye joe
im a virus that spreads from the hell deep below
and im losing my mind over time and it shows

get more money, gotta get more done
stay inside, gotta get more sun
blow tree roll just to get more dumb, gotta choke on smoke just to get more numb

beam (Universe 2)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2inEkHKS7a5IfCh1qfsTsa?si=78abdd2f07f744ec

produced by taurs x birkknut

@lottaheart:
i can't even trust you no more
i don't wanna wake up, what for?
took all the stuff out of your drawer
guess when it rains that it pours
[x2]

@user-642636378:
but i don't wanna talk about the times i been hurt
i been tryin not to cross your line but it got blurred
and you can never change my mind, nothing works
our feelings used to intertwine now they burned
pour the fire in my cup but i think i've had enough
boy you better sober up
they been calling on my bluffs
the feeling i been trapped in
try to heal my cuts but the beat is not stopping

why you mad for?
cinderella left her shoe on the dance floor
girl i do what i can do but you want more
you tell me its not bad 
and then you stab my back like we're running round laps
and i don't know where to go
no text back since i lost control
i don't know where to go
i can't even walk cause the bottles on the floor

@lottaheart:
i can't even trust you no more
i don't wanna wake up, what for?
took all the stuff out of your drawer
guess when it rains that it pours
[x2]

really wanna hate you but i love you
can't trust you, had nobody just you
all alone now it's harder to adjust to
really gotta go now, it's what i must do

blood_stains (emptychest)

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