feat. @ih8archie & @decksmusic

prod. @killedmyself

lyrics:

[chorus]
i just really want you love me
i just really want you right here
i just really want you to tell me
cause that all i wanna hear
cause every time you’re around me
baby i barely know
so girl what you wanna do
you just gotta let me know

[verse]
girl what you wanna do today
that’s all that you gotta say
we can run around any way
i’ll make it alright today
to be honest i been holding on
i just let it out in all my songs 
just stay with me all night long
and sing with me all day long 

[pre-chorus]
i wanna be your boy so badly
just say the word and i’ll take you with me
i promise you that i’ll treat you gently
so tell me if you wanna come with me x2

[verse - ih8archie]
i know it’s been rough before
but i promise it’ll be okay
i know there’s been cloudy weather
but it’s followed by brighter days
baby just take my hand
me and you gon make it through this
if you feel like going under
i’ll make sure you keep moving
just stay here in this moment
and i’ll freeze time for us
cause i know you’re gonna have your days but
i’ll pick you right back up
like you’ve done for me so many
so many times before
you’re always gonna have my shoulder
if you ever need to cry some more

[verse - decks]
if you ever need to cry i’ll be here for you
anything you want or need imma bring to you
baby you’re a shooting star i believe in you
more than anything i just wanna be here for you
and you know that know that
i won’t fall back fall back
relax relax yeah
i can tell that tell that
you’ve been feeling so bad
so tell me if you wanna come with me

[pre-chorus]
i wanna be your boy so badly
just say the word and i’ll take you with me
i promise you that i’ll treat you gently
so tell me if you wanna come with me

[chorus]
i just really want you love me
i just really want you right here
i just really want you to tell me
cause that all i wanna hear
cause every time you’re around me
baby i barely know
so girl what you wanna do
you just gotta let me know

what you wanna do today pt. 2 (feat. ih8archie & decks) [prod. killedmyself]

hows it feel..?
v v v
oh my god..
hows it feel to be pronounced as dead?
hows it feel to be shot in the head?
hows it feel to be ten grand in debt?
hows it feel to know your grandmas dead?

hows it feel to be pronounced as dead?
hows it feel to be shot in the head?
hows it feel to be ten grand in debt?
hows it feel to know ur grandmas dead?

hows it feel when ur six feet deep
no one to call but ur known in the streets
said ur not in love but boy i know ur lying
yeah u use to have ten grand, on grand, on grand
but now ur trying.
trying
trying
trying
trying...

(funny little da da da break)

oh my god..
hows it feel to be pronounced as dead?
hows it feel to be shot in the head?
hows it feel to be ten grand in debt?
hows it feel to know your grandmas dead?

hows it feel to be pronounced as dead?
hows it feel to be shot in the head?
hows it feel to be ten grand in debt?
hows it feel to know ur grandmas dead?

hows it feel when ur six feet deep
no one to call but ur known in the streets
said ur not in love but boy i know ur lying
yeah u use to have ten grand, on grand, on grand
but now ur trying.
trying
trying
trying
trying...

... <3

pronounced as dead (splashgvng x irby)

no consideration
no consideration
for ur future
just look at urself
all consideration
all consideration
for ur past
my nails ill bite fast
i wont ever get a bag
its no wonder im sad
i really didnt choose this
i really didnt
stuck in my room screaming till someday
i finally got what i want someway
slow
slow 
slow ur fuckin roll now
ur getting too caught up 
in the paper that u roll now
you can tell me anything
i promise that ill understand
yeah i know life sucks 
but just hang w me
gotta do so much just to get by
its really hard just to be happy
gotta do so much just to get by
its really hard just to be happy

no consideration (sogimura)

cover of king slayer by my best friend @nevermadeithome produced by back2thapast and irby

original song here: https://soundcloud.com/nevermadeithome/king-slayer-prod-back2thapast-x-irby

king slayer (cover)

svnam - now what do i do? (irby/saint tomorrow)

and if these pills could drown my cries out, you know that I wouldnt make a sound...

lyrics:

tonight i dont make a sound [+jabarionthebeat]

just the beginning...
@jolst // @pekarot_161 // art by @ejcarrmusic

lyrics:

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

i’ve been bothered by the time i’ve wasted lately
fallen through, my saving grace
it was the one thing that kept me in place
rather forget than forgive

cuz i’ve been kind
i’ve given patience u dont deserve
i’ve followed trails to the core of this earth
i’m reading books cuz i never fucking learn
you’ve run a fine line too long this time
i gotta move on im sure im right
cuz it was nice with u here
i’ll be fine with u gone
i don’t like all this fear
you should just move along

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

time, wasting time 
but you don’t realize 
what you don’t realize 
these are the days of our lives
you got caught up in your lies 
emotions trapped inside your minds 
hidden behind a disguise
now its too late for goodbyes

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

i’ve been bothered by the time i’ve wasted lately
fallen through, my saving grace
it was the one thing that kept me in place
rather forget than forgive..

hangitup [jolst x pekarot]

spotify & apple music!

Produced, Mixed, Mastered by hazenova
ALL PLATFORMS APRIL 10th

Lyrics:
(hazenova)
you dont know me like u think that u do
when its all said and done
i meant nothing to you
you feel make me feel so abused
i feel broken used
and my skins turning blue
oh my skins turning blue

rain rain fuck off dont come again
ive been tryna make it out
tryna make it big
i been tryna talk 
aint no body listening
so u mfs gonna have to hear me sing x2

oh ive been gone for some time
oh ive been wasting my life
on people that dont care if i live or i die

(Epitomeoffailure)
don’t fucking get me started
i’ve been falling apart in the cold damn rain
while you’ve been sitting back watching
it’s kinda funny to me
that you would take the time
to abuse me
over and over again
when it seems to me
that you could be
doing anything
than looking over in my direction
still view you as perfection
and there’s nothing i will do except stare in this gun

Abused (feat. Epitomeoffailure)

produced by wisssery & jolst
i feel a little like my face is melting
and my truth is shaping 
into something that i dont want it to be
i dont want it to be
and i cant even change it
even if i fucking wanted to
but i dont :p
but i dont.
no i dont
no i dont
oh i dont
oh i dont
no i dont
no i dont
its easy to not care when youre fucked up
feeling despair has never been so familiar 
the grass is green and the sun is bright, but
you wont get me out my room tonight
out my room, room
out my room, room
out my room, room
room, room, room.
out my-
yeah
fuck writing
i just needa find a beat and throw my thoughts inside it
woah
woah
woah
woah
yeah
fuck biking
to your house in the freezing cold
frost bite on my god damn nose
where'd you go?
who fucking knows.
where'd you go?
who fucking knows.

frostbite (wisssery & jolst)

instagram @sxidrolab @ilyzenra

Prod. kamhello from The United Underground discord server

frostbite (wisssery & jolst)

emptychest