keep on dying (pekarot x jolst)

cover of king slayer by my best friend @nevermadeithome produced by back2thapast and irby

original song here: https://soundcloud.com/nevermadeithome/king-slayer-prod-back2thapast-x-irby

king slayer (cover)

svnam - now what do i do? (irby/saint tomorrow)

and if these pills could drown my cries out, you know that I wouldnt make a sound...

lyrics:

tonight i dont make a sound [+jabarionthebeat]

just the beginning...
@jolst // @pekarot_161 // art by @ejcarrmusic

lyrics:

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

i’ve been bothered by the time i’ve wasted lately
fallen through, my saving grace
it was the one thing that kept me in place
rather forget than forgive

cuz i’ve been kind
i’ve given patience u dont deserve
i’ve followed trails to the core of this earth
i’m reading books cuz i never fucking learn
you’ve run a fine line too long this time
i gotta move on im sure im right
cuz it was nice with u here
i’ll be fine with u gone
i don’t like all this fear
you should just move along

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

time, wasting time 
but you don’t realize 
what you don’t realize 
these are the days of our lives
you got caught up in your lies 
emotions trapped inside your minds 
hidden behind a disguise
now its too late for goodbyes

i can tell u wanna hang it up
with the way u never say u love me
and i never even needed ya
maybe it was just the way u bugged me

i’ve been bothered by the time i’ve wasted lately
fallen through, my saving grace
it was the one thing that kept me in place
rather forget than forgive..

hangitup [jolst x pekarot]

spotify & apple music!

NO FACE (w/ idkconundrum)

im scared.. </3
...
theres some things that i cant learn
and loving me is one of them
i aint afraid
i cant change at all
but do i even want to? 
thats the question
im still tryna learn my lesson
oh..
i back up when i really shouldnt
when the going gets hard
i get scared
im scared
they learned how to love me
so i loved em back
i didnt think i would
but i learned from that
but im hot
im cold
and i dont know who i am
im just tryna learn to love who i am
im a pretty girl trapped in someones body
i was tryna be someone and im sorry
this cold weather always overwhelms my body
its really hard to get a meal in my body

the storm (2001 x sor)

Produced, Mixed, Mastered by hazenova
ALL PLATFORMS APRIL 10th

Lyrics:
(hazenova)
you dont know me like u think that u do
when its all said and done
i meant nothing to you
you feel make me feel so abused
i feel broken used
and my skins turning blue
oh my skins turning blue

rain rain fuck off dont come again
ive been tryna make it out
tryna make it big
i been tryna talk 
aint no body listening
so u mfs gonna have to hear me sing x2

oh ive been gone for some time
oh ive been wasting my life
on people that dont care if i live or i die

(Epitomeoffailure)
don’t fucking get me started
i’ve been falling apart in the cold damn rain
while you’ve been sitting back watching
it’s kinda funny to me
that you would take the time
to abuse me
over and over again
when it seems to me
that you could be
doing anything
than looking over in my direction
still view you as perfection
and there’s nothing i will do except stare in this gun

Abused (feat. Epitomeoffailure)

produced by wisssery & jolst
i feel a little like my face is melting
and my truth is shaping 
into something that i dont want it to be
i dont want it to be
and i cant even change it
even if i fucking wanted to
but i dont :p
but i dont.
no i dont
no i dont
oh i dont
oh i dont
no i dont
no i dont
its easy to not care when youre fucked up
feeling despair has never been so familiar 
the grass is green and the sun is bright, but
you wont get me out my room tonight
out my room, room
out my room, room
out my room, room
room, room, room.
out my-
yeah
fuck writing
i just needa find a beat and throw my thoughts inside it
woah
woah
woah
woah
yeah
fuck biking
to your house in the freezing cold
frost bite on my god damn nose
where'd you go?
who fucking knows.
where'd you go?
who fucking knows.

frostbite (wisssery & jolst)

emptychest