Saving for Reasons Soon to be Forgotten

2soon w/ skele (lil biscuit)

QuickScopeedXD (prod.shinju)

@eunhae + @bedhead2001 prod @iofmusic art by digiyams

eunhae:
how many times were you there
because you felt like you had to
how many calls did you miss
then say that you didn't mean to

when you were really with her
just admit honestly
i'm used to it now
i've never been treated fairly

everyone said 
just give it time to get better
but they didn't know that
it was just getting harder

to get a grip on my life
and it was getting tighter
felt like i could die
and everything would be better

felt like i could just die
can't get a grip on my life
i think i'm losing touch
i can feel my insides

leave me here or bury me alive
cause i'm starting to love the ones that lie
and i can't let myself be free
cause everything that hurts is what makes me happy

bedhead: 

how many tears should i cry
when i talk on the phone with you
i'll only be fine 
when i'm the one that's alone with you

and it'll shatter my heart
if you let your guilt get in the way

so you'll put me first or i'll put you down
and i know it'll hurt she's not even around
and the scars even it out careful who you're surrounded by
i wouldn't trust the discretion of those other guys

eunhae:

leave me here or bury me alive
cause i'm starting to love the ones that lie
and i can't let myself be free
cause everything that hurts is what makes me happy

everything that hurts ft. bedhead

self produced
follow decks: @decksmusic
cover art taken by decks
lyrics

getting back to my feet standing up again
guess i wasnt ready for the fight that u brought again
said i was the one that u want can u want again
im been trying hard but im ending up distraught again
guess i wasnt ready for the battle to be fought again
guess im just relearning all the lessons ive been taught again
i can only take so much that ur throwing at me
when ur angry it feels like 100 degrees

decks:
when ur mad no i can’t take the heat
i just back down fallin onto my knees
i dont wanna be a problem babe im beggin please
im retracing all my steps and now its hard to breathe

so i fucked up
pass time cuz im done up
second chances arent free but i could earn em
suns up
wake up early cuz the funs up
out of time baby im not what u wantttt

100 degrees w/ decks

again and again ft. thebreathingbackwards (taylor morgan + saint tomorrow)

blaccout prod. genshi

cant save me w/ xograye

All these drugs help the pain
But it comes back worse
Leave right now
Or Imma leave you hurt
I can't rest till I'm food for the worms
We all die one day
I'm just waiting my turn

Tell me how I'm supposed to feel
When you break my trust
Tore it right in half
I don't even know what's real
When you always tell me
This and that
Smile to my face
And go behind my back
You never really cared
But now I know that
I gotta cut you out
It's really for the best
Can you hold still
It'll only take a sec

Feel like this every night
Frozen cold dead inside
Blowing smoke getting high
Like the stars in the sky
I wanted love not a fight
You cut me deep like a knife
Made me hate my own life
You drive me crazy no lie

You drive me crazy no lie
I've been losing my mind
It's getting harder to find
Any peace
I've been falling into pieces
Out of place
Yeah i'm always fucking anxious

Lines on lines
Until my nose bleeds
Staying up till the suns out
I don't sleep
Undercover on my fucking
Jeans and my sleeves
I can't be your lover
Everyone I love leaves

Tell me how I'm supposed to feel
When you break my trust
Tore it right in half
I don't even know what's real
When you always tell me
This and that
Smile to my face
And go behind my back
You never really cared
But now I know that
I gotta cut you out
It's really for the best
Can you hold still
It'll only take a sec
(Only take a sec)

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this & that (prod. lil biscuit)

And
You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

Moral of the story everyday I'm on the same shit
I don't wanna talk about a thing it aint gone fix it
Oh no
Tell me what the fuck is going on cause I don't know bro
I keep holding on just by a thread this shit a tight rope
The voices in my head said ima be dead no matter where I go
So that's why I get high it help me balance out my lows
But if you ask me why ima tell you I don't know
I don't know yeah yeah

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

I'm just doing me
Could give a fuck what they think
Paranoid in public
Dropping E in my drink
Yeah I'm rolling now
Rolling round not coming down
I don't fuck with people
Always falling out
I can see your see through
Oh you think I need you
You must be confused
I just need the chemicals
Tweaking in the restroom
I hope that it ends soon
Stacking money staying true
That's like all I can do

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

highs & lows

spoitfy

highs & lows w/ hamilton (p. methboiswag+frevel+roxa)

im sorry that its been a while
the time had made a heart to mend
find me in another life
i swear id try as hard again

a catalyst in heavy dark
your voice and how the bleeding stops
breath in a cold room to comfort
the surface im under for two years in sunder

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

i know its been a long time

silence feels like dying
i dont mind it
i cant find you in colours i had learned to know
olive skin in amber tones, cedarwood in maple grove
eyes low the night before i drove you home
said one day we could have our own
so why am i still here alone?

did you know then it was broken?
thought you cried in the car cause it still felt so far
but instead its just not what you want

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

all that it brings
cold in the spring
whats the point of waking up
if not for you again?
i dont know me now
i dont know me now

Mount Hood

conceal [akasinceridad]

Heartless

hittt con el salamin, apoyen que tenemos q comer, gracias!

NASHEEE x LULI ARCE - MAR

extremely inspired by nomu 
just hide behind the curtains </3

lyrics:
tell me if youve ever felt the same
with all these fucking vices drenching me just like the rain
and u care for all ur friends but they just dont care the same
and u dont wanna talk so u post up for the frame

these people making fun of me but they dont know my name
u act like u know me but u dont know my pain 
i pray to be enough for u like every single day
i wish that i could love u but everyones the same

i dont wanna talk now
im so burnt out
everybody lies to themselves
but with the lights out
there a different person
ppl never show themselves 
just hide behind the curtains
it always make me nervous

hiding in the dark
trying to build myself to something
but at what cost
cause now im always running
i find myself lost
always feeling like im nothing
honestly disgusting
i wish i could be something

im a different person when i hide behind the screen
and i know that its hard just to be a friend of me
i just wish a person cared thats all i fucking need
text me every morning so that i can feel complete

everything that hurts ft. bedhead

eunhae

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