mental - angel number (jolst)

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that bad

american idol (prod. remghost + shini)

I realized that for years I’ve been saying everything’s the same
When actually it changed
I consider sabotaging myself in exchange for a lyric
I deny all forms of help then wonder why they don’t hear it

I pray for this 
Day and night
Have to embrace the change with open arms
Give me a chance and I’ll tear you apart
Feels like nobody can do me no harm
It’s all in my hands and I don’t need a charm
Watch the whole world bend in tandem with my art
If I switch up on my friends then I’m just not polearm
I broke the cycle, don’t need to restart

I had to change it up for the low attention spans 
Best believe I got a plan
I made it out the county just for me to circle back
I almost got my confidence then fell back right on my ass 

Been 4 years I got the same jeans on my ass
They’ve been tweaking in my comments they should touch some grass 
Who am I to talk when I don’t even go outside
Ive been so locked in
I still live in real life

I wouldn’t change my image just to move with the times
I didn’t like these beats until I heard someone actually try
Better than everyone my age I know you cannot deny it
Everything I’m doing’s free game till you gotta apply it

I stopped working with ****** cause that shit was too cheesy
I gave you a chance to grow can’t believe that you still need me
I went to treacherous waters and it turned out to be Fiji
That shit might go over your heads but I know that you still feel me


change

I take back everything I said, tear it all to shreds
Wasn’t long ago we were still hanging by a thread
Carry my regret from promises I never kept
Still get a sense of dread for everything ahead

Until I’m stuck in rush hour traffic
And all the exits end up looking the same
I’m counting mile markers for my mistakes
It’s all a one way street I cannot retrace

It’ll take some time to complete the puzzle
I was only 20 seconds late for the shuttle
Might miss my flight 
I’m sorry but i might be walking in the door way later tonight

2019 I hopped right off the porch 20 thousand in savings I was making 6 bands a month 
Now it’s overdrafted accounts
Crazy how I went up then down
I’m tryna get it all back
Turn my whole life back around 

I think I’m built different but I have to think I’m great
Your current situation’s a product of your brain
You gotta manifest with efforts that you make 
Put in the work and you can always change your fate 

I’m standing on this til’ it all breaks
I know change will come with fame I’m aware of the stakes
I might’ve moved up in the ranks but life just cut the brakes
I can’t stop

I was watching the summer smash livestream your favorite’s set was a wreck
I know I could do better
I think Cole Bennett should book me next because I could do better
I don’t do this for a bag I speak for the real in these letters

But I take back everything I said, tear it all to shreds
Wasn’t long ago we were still hanging by a thread
Carry my regret from promises I never kept
Still get a sense of dread for everything ahead

Until I’m stuck in rush hour traffic
And all the exits end up looking the same
I’m counting mile markers for my mistakes
It’s all a one way street I cannot retrace

dredd

[:)}+{
lyrics:
I'm tryna make you breakfast in bed
Put this gun to my head, let me go
You're tryna tell me you're just depressed
You're head on my chest in the snow
So tell me is it all that bad now? You don't know
Just let me go again
Dont make me go again
Text me and tell me you want it
You say you hate me, I got it

Oh no everything you ever got is gone
You told me run away, let's leave the places that we're from
Like I'm not trying to do it, made the person ive become
Like girl you know I love you honestly, now you're the one
Long gone, I fall apart in the night time
You're wrong, been waiting here, been a long night
So far, I thought of life in a timeline
You're wrong, been waiting here, been a long night

I'm tryna make you breakfast in bed
Put this gun to my head, let me go
You're tryna tell me you're just depressed
You're head on my chest in the snow
So tell me is it all that bad now? You don't know
Just let me go again
Dont make me go again
Text me and tell me you want it
You say you hate me, I got it

breakfast in bed [siemspark & hiidrax]

[LYRICS]
don’t even start start 
start with me 
don’t even start start 
start with me
don’t even 

dont even start with all of your bullshit over again 
your pretty lips keeps on moving but 
i’m not listening 
don’t even start start 
start with me 
don’t even start start 
start with me
don’t even 
yeah from the scars on my skin 
you can tell that i don’t win 
yeah from the scars on my skin 
you can tell that i don’t win 
don’t even start start 
start with me 
don’t even start start 
start with me
don’t even 

i pull up inna bennzy 
i don’t wanna talk 
if you showin up empty 
im always lookin fresh 
and you lookin like an antique 
i don’t really dance 
but i’m movin like a frenzy 
i’m coming up while you going back down 
they ain’t had enough they in love with my sound
yeah skinny fit latina 
i wish i didn’t meet ya 
it’s fucking me up 
man i wish that i could keep ya 
there’s a party going down south 
all the rich kids bumpin my sound
uninvited and i’m still going down 
with my boys and were rough and were loud 
wreck shop every day of the weekend 
we get down you don’t drink how we drinking 
growing up off of country and blues 
you don’t move like the way that we do 
she play around with the cross on my neck 
i don’t talk but it’s not disrespect 
i’m only cool with my tribe with my friends 
keep it rugged i don’t care what you spend

dont even start with all of your bullshit over again 
your pretty lips keeps on moving but 
i’m not listening 
don’t even start start 
start with me 
don’t even start start 
start with me
don’t even 
yeah from the scars on my skin 
you can tell that i don’t win 
yeah from the scars on my skin 
you can tell that i don’t win 
don’t even start start 
start with me 
don’t even start start 
start with me
don’t even

DON'T EVEN

DON'T EVEN [w1nkk]

swag swag swag ily
lyrics:
Don't leave me out to dry
You never say goodbye
I bet you wish you saw that face I made the other night
11:55, that day you left my life
And told me
Me no I'm not nothing like why even try

Yeah, like baby girl I couldn't tell you a thing
Oh
It's getting harder, getting harder
Oh
Like baby tell me what you want in a week
It's getting harder getting harder It's getting harder
I gave you everything and all you did is go and lie
I said I love you not just once or twice, a hundred times
Last week I saw you in the club, I saw those angel eyes
Wishing for something I could do to make you change your mind

Talk now
I know you're leaving but I ask you to listen
Right now
We're locking eyes no I can't stop the feeling
Find out
What I could do to make you stop the switching
Right now
I'm medicated like I love prescription
Like oh my god
I gave you everything you wanted then you kick me out left me dry
Oh my god
Like I don't think that I could do it oh know baby lately I don't wanna try

Yeah, like baby girl I couldn't tell you a thing
Oh
It's getting harder, getting harder
Oh
Like baby tell me what you want in a week
It's getting harder getting harder It's getting harder
I gave you everything and all you did is go and lie
I said I love you not just once or twice, a hundred times
Last week I saw you in the club, I saw those angel eyes
Wishing for something I could do to make you change your mind

11:55 [hilen]

starstruck

dopamine

weeknd w/ fridvy

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breakfast in bed [siemspark & hiidrax]

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