prod. flesh

lyrics: 
your words on repeat inside my head
why can't i leave the world i left
i waste a week alone in bed and 
i curse all of the things i left unsaid
all of those lies that i regret
i flew too high in my defense

yeah i'm sure you'd let me bleed out on the fence
was breaking strings out of the tension i could do without the pressure
i worked myself to death i think i need a new obsession

face it, face it, too complacent, this a mirage
wasted, wasted, take my wake up, see the face of god
ace of spades it, kill my ego, just dry me out
wait up, wait up, can't shake this fear of missing out 
x2

just get the jump on it, jump out the mattress and go reach the summit, fuck it
how many times will you numb it? say i won't lie but i've already done it, love it
smothered myself with the numbers i watch as they they plummet, all of this so sudden
killing what's left of me, pushing and tugging, i don't got energy, not doing nothing

i check on my phone, no texts, how coincidental
lost my innocence i can't win this battle
yeah i miss my friends, no i still can't let go
only 21 but still i whip the rental
tryna grip my center, hell no
miss the days when i was gung-ho
steaming kettle, need to breathe a little
heart is so brittle, feel it get old, whoa

whoa, need to let it go, gotta protect my soul
gotta set the tone, how'd i get so cold?
whoa, need to let it go, gotta protect my soul
gotta set the tone, how'd i get so cold?
whoa, need to let it go, gotta protect my soul
gotta set the tone, how'd i make it here?
how do i say what's real? oh, what do i do to heal more?
what has got into me? not sure

face it, face it, too complacent, this a mirage
wasted, wasted, take my wake up, see the face of god
ace of spades it, kill my ego, just dry me out
wait up, wait up, can't shake this fear of missing out
x2

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