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Produced by @splashgvng & @thislandismusic
Artwork by Foreign Forest

Lyrics:
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
No I'll never be

Wonder who I am as I stare in
The bathroom mirror as the shower fogs it up
And I think of what I've done
What I will do
And what I'll be after everything adds up
Once again I descend into madness
Take a deep breath, time passes
And nothing ever lasts
So I can find some peace in that
For a minute, then that feeling comes creeping back
What do I say when you ask me how I'm doing?
I just say I'm fine
Try to keep it moving
But in the back of my mind
I feel like I'm going to lose it
Sad part, if I died
It would probably be for their amusement

I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
(No I'll never be)

I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
that I'll never be

Wish I Knew

in the dark

Lund - Sorrow
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics:

I wish you could 
read my mind
cause I’m not okay
fake a smile &
I’ll make it thru another day
I’ll be alight 
what I tell myself
but bottle after bottle 
danger to my health 

Out of sight 
out of mind again
but I keep doing circles 
thinking this will end
take some time
I’ll be better then
a little time to feel okay again

Words play in my mind 
tell me I don’t need you 
genuine is hard to find 
when everyone is see thru
now I’m stressing all the time 
praying for a redo
don’t kick when I’m down 
cause I’m human & I bleed 2

Used to the silence
my feelings they cauterize 
absence of violence 
little normal in my life
I think it’s time
that I let this feeling die
it won’t change if we don’t try

I wish you could 
read my mind
cause I’m not okay
fake a smile &
I’ll make it thru another day
I’ll be alight 
what I tell myself
but bottle after bottle 
danger to my health 

Out of sight 
out of mind again
but I keep doing circles 
thinking this will end
take some time
I’ll be better then
a little time to feel okay again

Sweet sorrow
Didn’t tell me 
you were leaving 
out the window 
with our memories 
I don’t need them
Burn our photos 
in the whiskey that I’m drinking 
Bricks on my feet
Ima jump in the deep end

Used to the silence
my feelings they cauterize 
absence of violence 
little normal in my life
I think it’s time
that I let this feeling die
it won’t change if we don’t try

I wish you could 
read my mind
cause I’m not okay
fake a smile &
I’ll make it thru another day
I’ll be alight 
what I tell myself
but bottle after bottle 
danger to my health 

Out of sight 
out of mind again
but I keep doing circles 
thinking this will end
take some time
I’ll be better then
a little time to feel okay again

Sorrow

lanterns(memento)

WHERE DO I BELONG?

Hey y'all, I haven't uploaded in a while so I hope you enjoy this song!! I've got some bangers coming out this summer so be on the lookout!! Love y'all minivans <3

@twotwntytwo
@sorrow_bringer

Lyrics:

yung van/
To feel better, I tell myself that nothing even matters
Even when my life is a disaster
Even when my life is a disaster
a disaster

I’m alone inside my room
Sweep all of my problems under carpets like a broom
Tell myself I like being alone but that’s not true
I push everyone away cause it’s easy to do
I’m alone inside my room
I don’t want no friends because a friend can break you too
Tell myself I like being alone but that’s not true
I push everyone away cause it’s easy to do

two:22/
I’m the one to push you away because it’s easy to do
Got me wrapped up in cellophane, cause you know it’s nothing new
No one’s there for you, I fold my cards I’m through, rip me apart in two, from where we never flew
Look me in the eyes, feel it deeper in my soul
Love is our demise when it swallows you whole
But I’ll never let go, to the times that we hold
And the dust on my shoes leads me right back to home

yung van/
I’m alone inside my room
Sweep all of my problems under carpets like a broom
Tell myself I like being alone but that’s not true
I push everyone away cause it’s easy to do
I’m alone inside my room
I don’t want no friends because a friend can break you too
Tell myself I like being alone but that’s not true
I push everyone away cause it’s easy to do

Getting so tired of the highs and lows
Giving me vertigo
I know none of its personal 
But it always feels personal

I need a friend now
I pray that somebody is home
I’m Peter Pan now
Cause I’m afraid of growing old
I wanna stand out
But I can’t stand up on my own
I’m surrounded by your bones
That’s why I’m always alone
I need a friend now
I pray that somebody is home
I’m Peter Pan now
Cause I’m afraid of growing old
I wanna stand out
But I can’t stand up on my own
I’m surrounded by your bones
That’s why I’m always alone

i like being alone

Other Platforms

i like being alone w/ two:22 (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

Lyrics:

Got something I'd like to do
Hop in to bed with you
With you
And your skin reflects the moon
Just lying in bed
Girl you light up the room
We kiss but it ends too soon

Waiting for the next one
And if it never comes
Then it's on to the next one
And baby
I can't leave a trail of bread crumbs
Thought that it was love
Now it's on to the next one
Thought that it was love
Now you're on to the next one
Used to breaking hearts
But one day you'll learn your lesson
You don't want to hear it
But your heart's not a weapon
Always disappear
And come back like it never happened
Guess it never happened
Piece my heart together
And I find a new distraction
Got something I'd like to do
Hop in to bed with you
With you
Something in my head
That I can't let go
I remember how you treated me before
Woah
Said you love me
Then my eyes went to the floor
Said a lot of things
But I've heard it all before
Waiting for the next one
And if it never comes
Then it's on to the next one
And baby I can't leave a trail of bread crumbs
Thought that it was love
Now it's on to the next one
Thought that it was love
Now you're on to the next one
Used to breaking hearts
But one day you'll learn your lesson

my mistake (prod. grayskies)

Prod. Kado

I thought you knew me 
I thought that you knew I was fucked up 
I told you over and over 
All you would give me was tough love 
When I was going through my worst 
When I thought the only way out was a hearse 
Everyone thinks that I’m so down to earth 
But I know the power I hold in my words 
They’re always so negative 
I don’t want to be negative 
I  want you to know that you’re relevant 
That you matter and you’ll get ahead of it
That you can get past the impediment 
That you’re made of more than just sediment 
I know it’s rough with your parents 
But You got a chance of repairing it
I thought you knew me 
You acted like you could see through me 
I couldn’t believe you would actually choose me 
I didn’t feel right for a month 
You asked me to put up a front 
Like why are you keeping this secret 
Who are you hiding me from 
I’ll do whatever you want 
I know it’s never enough 
I was up wishing for death again
Mom gets upset when I bring that shit up
This isn’t fair to me 
It’s fucking embarrassing
Ask where you were and you lied 
I couldn’t do this to you if I tried 

I don’t want to be negative

I thought you knew Me 
You honestly felt so familiar 
Like we’d met each other before 
In a dream that I couldn’t remember 
What am I fighting this for 
What am I really afraid of 
I’ll never give up on myself 
Some of us didn’t forget where we came from 
I thought you knew me 
I’m not a fan of Commitment 
You say it’s you or the music 
Gotta take care of my business  
And my feelings are valid 
Even if you’re not about it 
I finally know what I’m worth 
Try to talk down on me I won’t allow it 
I don’t want to be negative 
I want to tell you that you’re not defined by your past 
People will notice you giving your max
Soon you’ll feel better the pressure will pass
You’re up to the task I promise 
I know that you’re giving the effort 
You’re going above and beyond
Stressing about it till it makes you Chest hurt 
Everyone’s searching for peace 
We cope with unhealthy release 
I hope I’m helping you see that
All that you need is yourself and belief 
But My life is imperative 
And I have to to take care of it 
asked who you were and you lied 
I couldn’t do this to you if I tried 

I don’t want to be negative

Negative

make it to heaven

look what i did from my room
i’m making money from rap lines
and i been addicted to loot
don’t know why i’m addicted to bad times
they play in my head on a loop
every day it’s getting harder to survive
and i just keep picturing you
the shape of your face but it’s harder to see mine
run it back
deja vu
i’ll lie to your face
i’m fine
and i landed right on the moon
i can never fall when i’m this high
i’m sipping wine
i wouldn’t mind if you stop by
i still think about you all the time
you’re the only one that i recognize
baby i’m here just gimme a sign

baby i’m here
just gimme a sign that you love me
need to know that you love me
expressing emotions and making my money
baby isn’t it lovely
looking around for somebody to hold me
cause i been so lonely
i been around causing damage
i’m feeling manic

i’m here
whenever you need me
i’m near
just look in your brain
i’m up there
and i just wish you could be here with me
and i just wish you could be here with me
and i just wish you could be here with me
just give me a sign that you love me
just give me a sign that you love me
just give me a sign that you love me
just give me a sign that you
love me

baby i’m here
just gimme a sign that you love me
need to know that you love me
expressing emotions and making my money
baby isn’t it lovely
looking around for somebody to hold me
cause i been so lonely
i been around causing damage
i’m feeling manic
baby i’m here
just gimme a sign that you love me
need to know that you love me
expressing emotions and making my money
baby isn’t it lovely
looking around for somebody to hold me
cause i been so lonely
i been around causing damage
i’m feeling manic

you could be here with me
you could be here with me
you could be here with me
you could be here with me
you could be here with me
you could be here with me 
you could be here with me
and i just wish-
gimme a sign that you
love me

LOVE (eric godlow)

lyrics:

always melt when we're alone
you on the way over
let's get it over with
i'll make time if you make time
we'll never run out of it

(ignorance is bliss, ignorance is bliss)

I do this to myself all the time
tell myself that i'm fine 
but I know inside i'm on fire
feel this hole in my heart
wish you were in my arms
but it never seems to work out right
it never seems to work out
wish that we could figure it out

I do this to myself all the time
tell myself that i'm fine 
but I know inside i'm on fire
feel this hole in my heart
wish you were in my arms
but it never seems to work out right
x2

Always melt when we're alone
You on the way over,
let's get it over with
get it over with

my mistake (prod. grayskies)

foreign forest

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