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HEY LOOK I WROTE A HAPPY SONG FOR ONCE WOW

i want to kiss you on the forehead
i want to kiss you on the chin
i want to choke you with my love right up till
both of your lungs give in
i want to squeeze you till you pop
and burst all over my bedroom
but most of all i hope to god
that i will never ever learn to lose you

i want to touch you in the morning
i want to touch you late at night
i want to feel your nails dig in my back
when i do the things you like
scream my name, or whisper it
i love it either way
as long as i'm your only one
i'll be happy, till my dying day

i want to kiss you on the neck
i want to kiss you till you cry
i want to live every goddamn moment with you
and then we will both die
they'll push our bodies down the river
burning boats looking so bright
i don't know if there's an afterlife
but as long as i have you i'll be alright

i don't want any more from you
you've given me all i could want
and now that we're both ghosts we'll mess around
finding kids to haunt
my life with you worth me living
although we both had ups and downs
but all that matter now is i'm with you
kissing you any time that i want

afterlife

video: https://youtu.be/c4ZoFq79ZxI

this isn't a part of "school spirit", just relevant to today lol.

you've got a shitty ex boyfriend
he doesn't like me that much
you've gotta deal with your petty friends
cuz they don't like me that much

but don't feel bad for me
cuz they don't get to see
this side of me

funny cause i don't have a problem
with any of them
wanna beat me up at the football game
don't understand them

but don't feel bad for me
cuz in the ending
it's still you next to me

and they're probably gonna think that this is gay
but that's just fine yeah that's okay
because at the end of the night they're lonely but i have you
i still have you

stay classy (4am petty demo)

this was a song i wrote and recorded in one take (i had no lyrics planned before this). i originally uploaded the full writing process, and this is the edited version from that. sad times lol. 

sorry for the shit quality.

waking up next to you
probably won't happen
i know that i want it
but i also know what's real
sometimes i forget myself
and i think "what's the point of living?'
the point of it i that there's none

and i'm sick
of being sick of it all
and i miss
not being afraid to fall and fail
i know it's not too late
but in my head it is
and that's all that really matters

it' not like i've got much to complain about
but the second i can i find a way
i don't like things about myself
but i probably won't change them
because i'm lazy and kind of a dick

and i'm sick
of being sick of everything
and i'm so done
with myself
you're the only thing i have to escape from
but even now
you're not always there
and i don't need
to worry about that right now
maybe i don't need you right now
and it hurts to say that out loud
i usually don't really think out loud

venting (edited demo, jan 2017)

the first demos that i recorded of Disco Inc.'s "The Boredom Keeps Me Up At Night". they're shitty but plz enjoy.

don't play with matches (demo)

full band versions!

FBR DEMOS

Greens [Demo]

spjorf demo finally done

never tell u(finished)

Haunted By Palm Trees(ft. Kevin Costner)

Losering (demo)

you can find the video for this here: https://youtu.be/GTSXvaBARxQ
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icarus is about those times when you have a crush on someone that you know you won’t actually pursue. it’s nice to have a person to preoccupy your thoughts, or think about when you fall asleep at night, but the energy put into it can be a bit unhealthy. this song has been in the making for a while, but i finished it to get over a guy i’d been stuck on for a few months. i think it worked pretty well.

venting (edited demo, jan 2017)

fredo disco