this was a song i wrote and recorded in one take (i had no lyrics planned before this). i originally uploaded the full writing process, and this is the edited version from that. sad times lol. 

sorry for the shit quality.

waking up next to you
probably won't happen
i know that i want it
but i also know what's real
sometimes i forget myself
and i think "what's the point of living?'
the point of it i that there's none

and i'm sick
of being sick of it all
and i miss
not being afraid to fall and fail
i know it's not too late
but in my head it is
and that's all that really matters

it' not like i've got much to complain about
but the second i can i find a way
i don't like things about myself
but i probably won't change them
because i'm lazy and kind of a dick

and i'm sick
of being sick of everything
and i'm so done
with myself
you're the only thing i have to escape from
but even now
you're not always there
and i don't need
to worry about that right now
maybe i don't need you right now
and it hurts to say that out loud
i usually don't really think out loud

venting (edited demo, jan 2017)

16 :3
i only have this for fredo disco 🤭

ratón vaquero
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