In Too Deep

Uppbeat make u happy

OUT ON ALL PLATS

Lyrics 
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I'm not okay
I say it everyday
What other type of way can I show it
I'm never gonna change
I'm the only one to blame
But I really fucking wish that they'd notice

I wanna drive a car and crash in a building
I wanna grab a rope and hang it from a ceiling
I wanna rip apart every motherfucking feeling
I'm sick of the decay that's preventing all the healing

I'm lost in space among the stars
The Earth rotates while I depart

Patient waiting for some changes
Flowers rotting and decaying
Blood is clotting
Isolated
From the promised neverland

Trying and crying then falling apart
Reduced to thy rubble and small little shards
Shattered like glass
A bards broken heart
My thoughts have combusted now scattered they are
Causing chaos but my intentions aren't harm
Scars on my back cause I won't do the arm
Making these songs cause I know that I won't make it that far

I wanna drive a car and crash in a building
I wanna grab a rope and hang it from a ceiling
I wanna rip apart every motherfucking feeling
I'm sick of the decay that's preventing all the healing

reset (prod. Nvki)

if took my life then nobody would know
the thought of suicide a parasite my mind is home
to the great catastrophe
i dream of ink and try to leave
the trees all fade from green resembling
the way i see everything

sunny days are grey for me
i sit and wait so patiently
the thunder rains as i just rust combust
my luck is usually
nothing but the scraps in mud
there's blood that's flooding through the gates
there's no escape
there is no other place

yeah I'm sick in the head
and I wanna be dead
but my family and friends make it complicated
so I'm sobbing in bed 
with a knife in my hand
in a bad position
cause I can't comprehend 
what the devil had said to me
the night I gave my soul away
so I can feel safe
but I made a damn mistake
I'm so fucking tired
I'm trapped inside a nightmare
my skin burns in the fire
while i scream and pull off my hair
i don't wanna fucking die here
but the devil is a liar
promised me everything and happiness if i just let go

liàn yú (prod. CapsCtrl)

collab with the homie @slashy

lyrics:
(ghostbxy)
yeah i can say that I'm doing better
but lying takes so much fucking effort
i feel like a motherfucking shredder
ripped the letters that i wrote for you in pieces
ripped that shit in two

i said i cross my heart and i hope to die
you took my heart 
so i took my life
my oh my
this peaks so high
my mind insists that i dive

dive into the deep
darkness with all the secrets that you keep
countless delivered and opened receipts
embarrassed of me like a hole in your jeans
what is the cause 
of all this deceit
say all that you want
but i won't believe
a thing you tell me
repeating lies aren't healthy
you no longer compel me

(slashy)
can you switch on me?
girl can you go switch on me
i need you to think 'bout me
but you don't ever think 'bout me

switch up my flow
i switch up my flow
like how i switch up my hoe
don’t need someone to knock at my fucking door
playing with my heart like how they fucking did before

you don’t deserve any of my fucking…

Switch

switch

switch w/ @slashy (prod. dead spyro)

(yungcray)

Girl you're like a drug
You got dropped inside my cup
I've been feeling down
Lately I've been feeling stuck
I don't know what to do 
My mind's like "what the fuck"
I remember back then they said my music sucks

Girl you're like a drug
You got dropped inside my cup
I've been feeling down
Lately I've been feeling stuck
I don't know what to do 
My mind's like "what the fuck"
I remember back then they said my music sucks

In a few years swerving in a Bentley Truck
I came a long way, now they can't fucking hate
They try to talk to me like every motherfucking day
See me winning, see me grinning, now they wanna stay
Yeah, you're not fucking funny
Please stay away


GhostBxy

Only 18 but I'm far gone
Only alive to write another song

Honestly
I tend to weep
Upon my knees
I breathe in and scream

Yeah what the fuck is wrong with me?
This game of life ain't fun to me
I'm losing friends from left and right
They leave or die, I'm crumbling
Down to the deep end
I'm fucking up the sequence
I got to many reasons to kill myself but that's treason

Yeah I might not see tomorrow
There's no more time to borrow
Wasted mine on crying nights 
Drowning in my own sorrow
Blowing up one day and then I'm falling off the next
Blowing up my phone and now nobody ever texts me


(GhostBxy and yungcray)

You had your chances but you left and let it fade to grey
Seems like I'm doing good but my mind's a hurricane
I've been feeling disconnected from the shit you say
Smoking on this pack, let my problems fade away

You had your chances but you left and let it fade to grey
Seems like I'm doing good but my mind's a hurricane
I've been feeling disconnected from the shit you say
Smoking on this pack, let my problems fade away

Girl you're like a drug
You got dropped inside my cup
I've been feeling down
Lately I've been feeling stuck
I don't know what to do 
My mind's like "what the fuck"
I remember back then they said my music sucks

In a few years swerving in a Bentley Truck
I came a long way, now they can't fucking hate
They try to talk to me like every motherfucking day
See me winning, see me grinning, now they wanna stay
Yeah, you're not fucking funny
Please stay away

fade to grey

fade to grey w/ yungcray (prod. silent kidd)

(reuploaded)
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
Lyrics:
problem kid
everbody wanna fight me
bang my lid
well go ahead and try me
i talk shit
aint nobody gonna stop it
go apeshit 
imma die up in the moshpit
problem kid
aint nobody ever love me
bad ass bitch
everybody wanna fuck me ;)
problem kid
i make everybody notice
problem kid
goddammit you should know this

pour a double mule i let the liquor kick back
like "why you stumbling around?" i broke my foot up his ass
i see you sittin on yo couch just livin life like you're fine
until i burst in unannounced and fuckin take it its mine

smoke a fucking blunt on top the daisys you push
smell the rubber dodge the cops i got an ounce of the kush
lil shawty didn't lie she can suck like cold
but i been burned too many times i gotta ride on my own

fuck yo life ill piss my life away
i need you like i need yesterday
lashing out is just the way i stay
between death and being not okay
cuz i got pro...
and i can't solve them
wonder where i got them
make me believe that im the pro...

problem kid
everbody wanna fight me
bang my lid
well go ahead and try me
i talk shit
aint nobody gonna stop it
go apeshit 
imma die up in the moshpit
problem kid
aint nobody ever love me
bad ass bitch
everybody wanna fuck me ;)
problem kid
i make everybody notice
problem kid
goddammit you should know this

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PROBLEM KID!

by my side/forget me

again and again

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
i guess that’s karma
she always gotta test new waters
like i won't defend my honor
i know i would raise a daughter right
all the time i wasted on you
conversations, start to argue
times have changed and now who are you?
'cause i don't know

hate me for the things you love
to break me down and rise above
i'm all for change
but what’s enough?
you're shapeshifting my cookie cut
i made you laugh
i made you scream
we had it momentarily
but you shit the bed
and now i see
right through to your true colors
while...

"toxic masculinity"
is what you try to label me
but you don't know what you want
so you’re all on your own
when chivalry’s not dead
and all your "femininity"
makes you think that you’re a queen
you want to slay every night
but you’ll wither in time
with that kind of mindset

but i'm solid
now that you’re not in my wallet
i dedicate time to my callin' while
i fill these in chips in my armor
i promise that i won't wait on you
conversations, start to argue
times have changed and now are you?
'cause i don't know

hate me for the things you love
to break me down and rise above
i'm all for change
but what’s enough?
you're shapeshifting my cookie cut
i made you laugh
i made you scream
we had it momentarily
but you shit the bed
and now i see
right through to your true colors
while...

"toxic masculinity"
is what you try to label me
but you don't know what you want
so you’re all on your own
when chivalry’s not dead
and all your "femininity"
makes you think that you’re a queen
you want to slay every night
but you’ll wither in time
with that kind of mindset

fade to grey w/ yungcray (prod. silent kidd)

ghostbxy

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