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Deep Breakfast - Nits de la Tramuntana - people & Places / Lucid Dream Tape - Weber / Salon Obscure - HAME - Home  - ghunghru - Mynah - Human Lessons(Ambient )- Traumgarten  - FHUO // Night travel a a blanket - Deep Mind Music 
added 2022 : unknown species

Independent Ambient Podcasts...Deep Breakfast; ghunghru; deep mind music..etc.

recordings from the studio

Inspired by a collection of poems by Constance Hunting, the spirit of this mix series is to ask each artist to share, in some form, a distinct memory they hold in their minds, and express that memory over the arc of a mix and an associated written piece. This can be interpreted however one feels best suits their vision - whether it be a selection that evokes or reminds you of that central time / place / person, or a weaving of sounds that reflects the narrative of the feeling in that memory, or anything in between.The idea is to see memory as a breathing, living being, one that influences your feelings and sense of self.

The Shape of Memory

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Welcome to a bubbling hour and a half of stunning vintage tech house, trance, and acid from Brooklyn’s Samuel Fish (@0fishal). Merging frequencies from the great beyond envelope you, lifting you higher.

d o w n 2 e a r t h 35 - Samuel Fish

This was taken from a 9hr Maryisonacid B2B Dauwd at HerrenSauna's 6th Birthday in Funkhaus Berlin, the second half closing of the 'Catwalk Floor'.

Maryisonacid B2B Dauwd (Herrensauna 6th Birthday @ Funkhaus)

Lisa Lerkenfeldt - The decay of the flower

DJ Voices presents Nothing in Moderation with special guests Significant Other and Raw Unkut

IG: @voices_3.0, @significantutha, @rawandunkut

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DJ Voices presents Nothing in Moderation w/guests Significant Other & Raw Unkut @ Lot Radio 02-02-22

Spécialisée en R&B, Naomi Clément est une journaliste indépendante de 30 ans. Elle a collaboré avec des médias tels que « Les Inrocks », « Konbini », « Antidote Magazine » ou encore « i-D France », pour lesquels elle a interviewé de nombreux acteurs·rices issu·e·s de la scène hip-hop anglo-saxonne. En 2019, elle fonde « DNA », un média digital sur lequel elle invite des artistes issu·e·s des quatre coins du monde à décrypter leur ADN musical.

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Mix created by @mxblaire
Series curated by @eeeeeeeugenia

Word by @mxblaire about this sonic memory:

"This mix is a validation note to my former self who was in the middle of a grief-stricken period of not being able to sleep. I had only slept a couple hours over the course of 3 days because of a traumatic experience I was living through at the time. I desperately needed to put my strung out mind to rest. In that time, I battled with undulating waves of tension and relief. Cycles of gently soothing myself only to find out hours have passed with no solace and then moving to self-destructive frustration.  

The shape of my memory is not uniform. It is raw. It is soft & comforting. It is sharp & painful. This mix captures the agonizing pattern of tension & self-soothing through experimental and ambient leaning sounds. I hope you open yourself up to all types of feeling as you listen. 

With an abundance of love, 
Mx. Blaire <3"

Tracklist:

Yamaneko - Dissolving All Ghosts Unknown 
Crystal Quartez - Dispersal 
Terrence Dixon - Found in Space 
Ciarra Black - Give Up The Ghost 
SOMNOROASE PASARELE - Kolchab 
Russell Ellington Langston Butler - Modular Synths Make You Trans 
Shanti Celeste - Sun Notification 
Sand Circles - Nezha, For Upper Yanoun 
Julia Gjertsen & Nico Rosenberg 
Burial - ANTIDAWN

ghunghru 057 // Mx. Blaire / The Shape of Memory

@dj_leesh on this sonic memory:


Fragmentation and Union on the Search for Utopia


It is not Utopia that we strive for. It is not reaching a “destination”, as Utopia is no place. It is the search for Utopia. Upon the water, the boat floats. We are in charge of the sails, and we decide which direction we move toward. On this journey, no one said it would be easy. Choppy waters and going forward into the unknown darkness of night. Yet, the stars shine, as does the moon. And from above, there is light. And when hours pass and the sunlight breaks, it simply illuminates. Simultaneously this light casts shadows on the placid watery plane. We need both on this search ~ both night and day. Symbiosis leads to quantum leaps. On this search for no place, memories arise, and with them we move ahead in awareness. Memories fragmented and fractal, morphing and merging and changing with the tides. They gather along the way into a collection of dark and shiny pieces of us. Some we choose to keep. Some we choose to free. We honor them all, for without them we would not be here, right now. On the boat. On this search. Shaping new memories as we float. The Utopian heartbeat thumps to the rhythm of just one sound. Do you hear it? Love is calling.

ghunghru 058 // Leesh / The Shape of Memory

Pride month comes to a close but queer joy lives on forever. Daisychain’s Leesh (@dj_leesh) celebrates bubblegum energy with a mixtape-esque collection of bass and pop, capturing many of the feelings that can come with being a deeply emotional queer. This month's installation of Refuge Worldwide is for all the QTs. 📡🌐🌼

Refuge Worldwide is a Berlin-based independent, community radio station working in solidarity with grassroots and non-profit organizations.
refugeworldwide.com @refugeworldwide

Leesh - Refuge Worldwide x Daisychain | 014

words by @delilahtov about her sonic memory: 

"somewhere over the rainbow, there is a place we can go to do magic. it’s a land of abundance where we tranifest our dreams—yet we bring our nightmares with us. in loopy quests for healing, power, and pussy, we tromp up and down a steep mountainside bearing amulets, wands, and shields. on moonlit nights, shadows reach out from our wakes, but vanish as soon as we turn around to look. 



this mix is inspired by a night on that land, taking refuge from a storm and wayward psychic energies with three queer children in a bathhouse. we fed logs to the stove in a wood-fired sauna as outside, muffled thunder seeped from clouds sparkling with electricity. i felt myself channeling Hera, adopting Zeus’s ephebes—young, effeminate cupbearers. one carried water, the other a staff, and the third was keeper of the Pan flute, an eternally hitting vape; the gift that keeps us living. 



staying lifted, surfing currents of our whims, we fanned the flames of a bonfire outside that persisted to spite the rain, until one of the children whispered “hold me,” or rather demanded “cuddle puddle.” we traipsed up to the cabin, where with beaver-like instincts, i heaped blankets and pillows on the wood floor to make a dam that held back time. the kids nuzzled in purring satisfaction. an oil lamp on the hearth illuminated offerings of tinctures, balms, and spiked Mountain Dew. i puffed the vape while i scratched the kids’ backs, admiring the sacredness of youth. 



for those few hours we were all nineteen, re-writing our stories with chosen family and striving to not re-inscribe the wounds inflicted by our blood. we needed to not give a fuck about anything except blowing on each other’s simmering coals. both dreams and nightmares can keep one from sleep; i know this from experience. so nothing could sate me like watching chests rise and fall in slow rhythms, as each of Hera’s children faded into gentle sleep.


dedicated to the lost and found bois."

ghunghru 059 // Delilah At Night / The Shape of Memory

We’re talking pure XTC NRG. Daisychain's Leesh (@dj_leesh) harnesses 2 full hours of raving for this DIREKT installation via Copenhagen’s SOUNDBOKS mix series collab with Refuge Worldwide. 📡🌐🌼

Refuge Worldwide is a Berlin-based independent, community radio station working in solidarity with grassroots and non-profit organizations.
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Refuge Worldwide x SOUNDBOKS

Leesh - Refuge Worldwide x SOUNDBOKS x Daisychain | 015

https://soundcloud.com/dj_leesh
https://soundcloud.com/daisychain_podcast
Chicago's Leesh lives for the Rave. Rooted by the beautiful moments of community and camaraderie on the dancefloors and behind the decks, they created Daisychain at the very start of 2018. The weekly mix series sheds light on the sonic energy from trans and nonbinary folks and women from around the world. Inspired by new beginnings, prismatic light, daisies and the power of genuine connection ~ Daisychain sprouted to life and has only continued to grow. Leesh hosts a monthly Daisychain residency on Berlin's Refuge Worldwide radio station. You can also find them in the Bay Area from time to time as a resident of Squish.

And when Leesh isn't speaker freaking until the daylight comes, they can always be found emotionally exploring, bouncing and rolling through the many pools of sound. Sharing, caring, DIY.

RND 063 - Leesh

diet clinic presents weaponise your sound.

an ever evolving entity.

weaponise your sound is a label with a focus on elevating female djs/ artist and supporters of. 

it is a reflection of our environment, sexuality and psyche. 

audio timestamped memories.  
Find the full tracklist and related episodes on NTS: https://www.nts.live/shows/diet-clinic/episodes/diet-clinic-29th-april-2024

Weaponise Your Sound w/ Leesh: View From The Centerline 290424

TRACKLIST~

THOM BRENNAN   
Mist

RAUL LOVISONI, FRANCESCO MESSINA   
Hula Om

OUVALA   
Lowless

ECO VILLAGE 
Catch The Spirit

PIL 
Bulb

0   
Florent Plays Glockenspiel And Chimes, JF Plays Ebows, Sylvain Plays Hapi Drum and Glockenspiel And It Lasts For 1'41"

KUUPUU   
Mapau

NOZOMU MATSUMOTO 
Climatopheary

OUVALA   
Snap + Splinter

FÉLICIA ATKINSON, JEFRE CANTU-LEDESMA   
Her Eyelids Say

DEMDIKE STARE 
Rain & Shame

ETELIN   
Hour Here Hour There

YOSHITO MURAKAMI   
Jomon Sea

OLGA WOJCIECHOWSKA   
Primal Fear

GROUPER   
Parking Lot

LIKE A CHILD 
Ekin Fil

CELINA MARIE 
GruvVm

OREN AMBARCHI, FENNESZ, PIMMON, PETER REHBERG, KEITH ROWE   
Live Tea 1

ANDREW PEKLER   
Humidity Index / Khao Sok (Chopped And Screwed)

WILLIAM SELMAN   
Sun Tunnels Tree Tunnels (Album Bonus)

SPACE AFRIKA 
Untitled

FÉLICIA ATKINSON, JEFRE CANTU-LEDESMA   
Indefatigable Purple

SOMNI451 
Omnicon Cetu

CUCINA POVERA 
Mesikaammenen Veisu

HISATO HIGUCHI   
Guitar

DINO J.A. DEENE 
Dark Heart

KUTIMAN   
Lucid Dream

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NTS Radio // Space Afrika // 17th November 2018

ghunghru 012 // penumbra

The marine forms abound in the sea depths, in marshes which are flooded at high tide, in shallow inlets and the muddy bottoms underlying the sandy surface of the seashore. The fresh water forms are plentiful on the mossy stones of mountain streamlets, pools bordering rivulets, dripping rocks.

@Vectortrancer guides us through the first edition of the People and Places Lucid Dream Tapes. More to come from him later in 2000019.

Lucid Dream Tape i) Vector Trancer

Words by Eugenia about this sonic memory: 

In this episode, I reflect a moment I had last summer, late August. I was sitting with a new friend, up on a raised wooden platform late at night, the second day of Waking Life. We had talked at length, having just begun to understand the ebbs and flows of each other’s minds. I told them that lately I had been holding onto moments of unresolved conflict, of goodbyes that felt rushed, or pains of others I was unable to heal. I was carrying the weight of these small, broken up moments which had accumulated over time.

A thick, dreamlike fog rolled in front of us, as we sat, holding each other tightly, It suddenly parted, revealing the outlines of graceful figures moving towards us in the distance. This vision coincided with a moment of precise clarity: I noticed my idealistic need for harmony in every moment; at the influx of this realization, I began to accept and lean into the dissonance that repeats itself, in spite of this desire. I tried to forgive myself for the lack of closure of past connections, the loose ends.

I realize I felt this because I deeply cared about each moment, and this is natural, human, and essential to who I am. The anxiety and subtle shards of pain I had been clutching in my chest for so long burst out of me, leaving me transparent, spacious, and light. I was filled with gratitude to have had the possibility to be heard, and seen, in this realization, by a person who I felt intrinsically understood me.

In this first transmission, I wished to guide listeners through a moment I experienced in which a long-existing emotional weight left me, feeling swept away by the space around me. Through this, the previously hazy details of my inner self came into my field of vision.

tracklist // Deepchord - Rooftop // Lawrence - Floating // Sonmi451 - Rienza // Conforce - Desolate Ground // Function - Ember (Field) // Kettel - Electrician and the Adventurer // Sa Pa - Epiphanic // Loscil - Black Tusk // Autechre - Brochusevenmx // Taylor Deupree - Thaw // Sigha - Light Swells (In a Distant Space) // Aleksi Perala - GBBVT1337122 // SND - 9 // Ciò D’Or - Ur // Sollman / Gurtler - Watte (efdemin version)

ghunghru 023 // eugenia / The Shape of Memory

ghunghru 030 // r.ss / The Shape of Memory

f007 - JS

Vol. 52 comes courtesy of Justin Cantrell aka ju ca, an Australia based musician and founder of the label Daisart. His deep interest in the finer details of sound is evident in his own music and the label he runs that most recently released Haji K’s quiet stunner of a record “Black Against An Orange Line”. Justin is also an avid digger of Australian music, and has some very exciting projects in relation to that coming up soon. His most recent album “Chasms” was released on Angoisse in February of this year and comes highly recommended!

https://soundcloud.com/ju_ca
https://soundcloud.com/daisart-press

1. tone language, ocean
2. robert babicz, eternie
3. cyclobe, the body feels light and wants to fly
4. shintaro matsuo, 16
5. wet gate, the invocation of heather nitrate
6. tim koch, we wait
7. tim jackiw, fading light
6. exael + arad acid, fury
7.  henha bounce
8. brain pilot, emit
9. scanner, the breaking of wood
10. akira yamaoka, the 3rd floor
11. jacques soddell + francis soddell, twinbush
12. reformed faction, the wild wasps of summer blood
13. hironori nagatsuma, uncouncious moment
14. terre thaemlitz, tdt
15. susumu yokota, melt
16. pimmon, pareelcoorte
17. opheliaxz, psyllium
18. horchata, mychorrhizae
19. yunzero, eye

Motion Cast Vol. 52: ju ca

by @penumbra_0, curated by @eeeeeeeugenia

In the shimmering sunlight the city was a transparent lake, but as the sun crept down the city dissolved into a veiling grey horizon. I remember the faint remoteness as I stared out to my hometown of Los Angeles. I had recently moved back home and had expected for the rush of nostalgia to bloom into a previous self. However, there was instead a stillness that seemed to be waiting for something. The rolling hills before me arched up and down but only seemed to descend. The moments that followed dilated around me and I took solace in knowing that I was truly happy again.

This progression of music tries to embody the slowed and slurred first moments of my days rediscovering Los Angeles and the unintentional ebb and sway of finding myself again. A gradually looping state of lethargy breaks out into its own speed and dance.

Tracklist:
96 Back - Ambient Banger
Andres Zacco - Leit
Loscil - Lucy Dub
Ocio - No es para palabras escritas
JFC - Strange New World
Pontiac Streator - transier unt
Vibert & Simmonds - Knaim’n’No
Aleksi Perälä - UK74R1514210
Piezo - A Touch Of
Kinesthesia - Sanq (Autechre mix)
Desert Sound Colony - Aunt Wendy’s Wedding in Wales (Instrumental)
Simo Cell - Storm Steven
Mohlao - Amber
Mathis Ruffing - Bismuth
XY0815 - Tool Matter
Aleksi Perälä - UK74R1514120
Onsy - Cutoff V3
B12 - Gimp
Ura - Entertainment
Jimmy Edgar - Wanna Do It
Nautiluss - WiFi Oasis
Leif - Igam-Ogam
Mark - Incantation For The Protection Of JC
Aleksi Perälä - NL-L56-18-07385
Brainwaltzera - 17 Acetonia (Au Pied de Cochon Aescoba)
D. Tiffany - AK
Martsman - Static
Loop LF - Always NV (Martsman remix)
SUDS - Sad and Done
PlatEAU - Three Years

ghunghru 036 // penumbra / The Shape of Memory

Soothing, hypnotic electronics by Toki Fuko.

Read more: https://mnmt.no/magazine/2020/11/23/mnmt-279-soothing-hypnotic-electronics-by-toki-fuko/

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MNMT 279: Toki Fuko

One of the great powers music has is to synchronize our senses with a specific place, time, and feeling. Anja Zaube utilizes this aspect well, whether it be through her blissfully cathartic DJ sets or her intentional and well-executed live sets. Here we are presented with the latter,  an excursion into the depths of Anja's personal sonic universe that brings us into the elements and out of the body. Layered with thickets of field recordings, live synth work, and delicately pulsating percussion, it plays as one long-form piece that gradually shifts and seduces the mind. With close ties to ://about blank and the Berlin underground, Anja channels a certain mystique and sound that is characteristic of all that goes on here. So lose yourself in this special live edition of UNRUSH and feel time start to slip away...

Thanks a lot https://soundcloud.com/anja-zaube

RA: https://www.residentadvisor.net/dj/anjazaube
Discogs: https://www.discogs.com/de/artist/3864846-Anja-Zaube
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/Anja-Zaube-256662971038908/

Cover artwork by Irakli Kiziria
Words by Nathan Levenson

Unrush 051

051 - Unrushed by Anja Zaube

No. 29 | Sagittarius:
Going deep for my final session of the year...

Tracklist:
Babe Roots - Jah Nuh Dead (Forest Drive West rmx) @babe-roots
Konduku - Güneş @kondukukonduku
Dorisburg & Bergqvist - Virvlar III @alexanderberg
Daniel[i] - Erythrraei @danieli_whs
Worg & OPL -  Systema Naturae @worgmusic @outpostlive
Infinity - Recap @inf001
Dycide - Balder @dycide
ALPI - Discontinuity @thisisalpi
BNJMN - Indub (Luigi Tozzi remix)@bnjmnnn
Kaf - Caewolf @kaf_official
Yogg & Pharoah - Abadei @yoggisadj
Giuseppe Falivene - Polaris @giuseppefalivenemusic
Einox - Pulse Canvas @einox
Bastian Balders - The Blue God @bastianbalders
Reggy Van Oers - Reciprocity @reggy-van-oers
Sqeef - Stella Solaris @sqeef

Kaibosh No.29: Deep Techno Session | Sagittarius

2020, in my opinion, was an amazing year for ambient music. I don't know if it was simply the right conditions due to the pandemic and producers being stuck at home, or if I'm just starting to notice stuff more, but I ended up buying more ambient than I ever have. I have loads of it on wishlists for future purchases as well on Bandcamp and record store sites. 

For this mix, I compiled some of my favorite ambient tracks that I bought on vinyl this year, all of which I believe were released this year. There are so many good ambient releases that aren't released on vinyl, so I wouldn't necessarily consider all of these my top favorites of the year, but they're all certainly up there. 

Anyway, I hope you enjoy it, and let's hope 2021 is a better year altogether ;). Happy New Year!

TL:
Bartosz Kruczyński - IV [Emotional Response]
Nikolaienko - Jazz Tape [Muscut]
Piper Spray - First Snow [Gost Zvuk]
Gia Margaret - Apathy [Dalliance Recordings/Orindal Records]
Vera Drale - Sirutumine [Good Morning Tapes]
Eden Burns - Kelly 1 [Public Possession]
Robert Merlak - Skele [SWIMS]
Evano - Grandel_s Musyc [Voiceless]
Todd Mattei - Lake Charles [Standards & Practices]
Pontiac Streator - Trizlang Gem ft. Ulla [Motion Ward]
Folder - Smaze [Experiences Ltd.]
Haji K - Black Against An Orange Line [Daisart]
J. Albert - Skitter [anno]
Ben Bondy - Flejlern [Experiences Ltd.]
Ulla - New Poem [Experiences Ltd.]
Kaiji - ჭოლევი [Kimochi Sound]
Exael + Arad Acid - My Love Is An Extension of You [Motion Ward]
Axel Boman - Echoes Of My Mind [Studio Barnhus]
Ben Bondy - Suelti [West Mineral Ltd.]
Grand River - Equations For A Falling Body [Editions Mego]
Ura - Neo Piano (Unextended Version) [NAFF]
Echium - Yellow-Flowered [Sferic]
Arv & Miljö - Fireworks In The Sky [Discreet Music]
Pontiac Streator - Triz Cohors Pt. 3 [Motion Ward]
Broshuda - Airlite DMV [Soda Gong]
DVL - Hotel Vibes [ÆX]

Alex Steiner - Best of Ambient 2020 Vinyl Mix

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a space where sound is sound, without needing to be music. 
a space where we promote all audible oddities, in fact, encourage.
a space where we focus on the whole.
a space where time isn’t measured.
a space where no structure is okay. 
a space where silence is accepted.
a space where active listeners flourish.
a space where sounds that normally don’t get heard, get heard.
a space for intellectual physical emotional spiritual analysis of sounds that excite you. 
a space for you to be weird about what you find sonically beautiful.
a space for you to play all the groovy rhythms you want, if you want. 
a space for you to play all the ambient drones you want, if you want.
a space for you to play all the hair standing unexpected glitch you want, if you want. 
a space for you to play none of the things that are expected.
a space for traditional world sounds, in an untraditional manner. 
a space for comfort in discomfort. 
a space for not just sounds, but also words, poetry, whispers and voice.