forgot prod/oldsong
written 8mo. ago

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its hard 4 me 2 know
whats real, whats not
i feel my bones break 
stil, im bleeding out
i need sum comfort, 2
much 2 ask 4 i feel so 

sunburnt; out.

i need more patience
now, i feel my heart
explode wen ur around
im sorry tht i cant
blow u off tha ground

i try, i try, i try
i always break ma heart
twice, but u look @ me
w/ those beautiful eyes

sunburnt

a mental image
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@m2monroe @clay0127

lyrics:

yeah i got it
you dont really want to be honest
take our trust every time you thought it
is this the end for us?

tell me now is this alright
standing right here by your side
i dont know why i still try
should have known i cant heal my wounds from you

waiting, im hating that you're not changing
im breaking whats left thats blaming and shaming my frame of mind
my frame of mind

im tired of trading everything
just to stay here decaying
its the same thing
ill leave it all behind
leave it all behind

leave it all behind
keep you on my mind
i feel the love
that i lost out on
im cold as ice

baby im so sick of waiting
for our time
when that loves just right
when that loves just right
honey i dont wanna waste
it on goodbyes
i wanna call you mine
i wanna call you mine
write out all the pain
that i cant hide
two stars in the sky
our fates intertwined
dont wanna make you a promise
cause id never wanna lie
i think i need a new perspective
or new frame of mind

uh no i dont wanna go
and leave you all alone
you said write me a song
i cant believe you didnt know
that everything ive written's
just a letter never spoke
had a hard time just admitting
now im shouting from the soul
take my hand and keep me close
i wish that we met sooner
because i think you make me whole
wrong place right time
right person false hope
i wonder why the gods
treat me like im just a joke

painting the pain with tears thats raining
unchanging fate that breaks this heart of mine
breaks this heart of mine
breaks this heart of mine
(now im still)

still im searching
and my head is burning
i just wonder if its the same for you
is it the same for you?

cause im tired of trading everything
just to stay here decaying
its the same thing
ill leave it all behind

waiting, im hating that you're not changing
im breaking whats left thats blaming and shaming my frame of mind
my frame of mind

frame of mind

frame of mind w/ clay (me + monroe)

Credits://
@driiivethru
@heavenindaclouds

Notes://
heavn let me get on one of this instrumentals...
i dont think i can sing as well as i thought...
i need to stick to autotune...

Lyrics://
oh, ah
I got a couple, words for you

See me off, I go 
all around
Summers flies (by oh my)
I got no good news for you today
But hopefully tomorrow, someone comes knocking

Meet me in the closet
I got a couple, words for you

I want things to be, better than they are
I want to feel, better than yesterday

I Got A Couple Words For You (Demo)

ups (prod. yotocapone + im17again)

im outside when its snowin 
wont let me in tears r glowin
always tellin me u will go back 
lookin 2 the past 
never go back 
tell me that u luv me 
tell me that u care 
when i go n walk by 
act like u dont care 
i swear its all the same 
every1 u luv they gon turn fake 
 
up in the benz bitch im ridin
in the nite always feel like dyin 
if its all the same 2 u 
i want u in my life 

ill spread my wingz 
i can take flight 
anywhere u wanna go its on 2nite 
baby we can have this feeling 4 our whole life 
just dont make another tear fall from my eye

moon n the starz shyne bright 2nite 
i got diamonds on my wrist n im feelin alright 
shyin under club lights 
n u got that look in ur eye 
that u wanna risk it all w me 2nite 
we can have a nice life 
we would never fight 
just 1 call away 
ill be there anyday 
i just hope that ull stay tru 4 me 
10 toes girl i need u right here

tell me u luv me (hartfxlt + neohn)

MISUNDERSTOOD +xxomm (jayysoul starboyrob)

across the map [me]

★all that i've loved has died..★

[producer] 
https://soundcloud.com/xysoftshade

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/the-view-from-halfway-down-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

lyrics:
intro:
never thought i’d be here again
but i’ve been here so long before
this i know will be the last one
because i just can’t take anymore

hook:
i’m standing alone while i’m pushed to the edge
remembering words that were never said
chills in my bones as i picture the end
dissonante birds lay me down to rest

buried alive or so i allege
all those i’ve wronged guess this is revenge
and i can’t survive with this weight on my chest
been buried so long just let me play dead

bridge:
there’s something, that’s coming
so cold & so haunting
i fear that, its over
a small step, to closure

verse:
bury my dreams all that i’ve loved has died
running away disappear in the night
everything’s gone not a soul left in sight
i struggle to crawl but i go toward the light

i try to go on but its hopeless
doesn’t help when nobody seems to notice
as if i could hide that i was soulless
nothing helps in the end its always hopeless

hook:
i’m standing alone while i’m pushed to the edge
remembering words that were never said
chills in my bones as i picture the end
dissonante birds lay me down to rest

buried alive or so i allege
all those i’ve wronged guess this is revenge
and i can’t survive with this weight on my chest
been buried so long just let me play dead

★the view from halfway down★ (prod. xysoftshade)

Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/5QHoUe5kwjvOfjfHrbVTBY

memories of the past

Roll On Changes (Live 2025/cut)

Ladies They Are Now Changing

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sunburnt

glazue