@brknglss

i can still be who i want to be
no medicine for the likes of me
dropped in sg4 and i cant leave
waiting in line for when its time to bleed

ik when i met u
i would never forget u
i can never let u back inside my mind
inside my mind

ik u like me

@lovecompound

ik u like me (brknglss)

forgot prod/oldsong
written 8mo. ago

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its hard 4 me 2 know
whats real, whats not
i feel my bones break 
stil, im bleeding out
i need sum comfort, 2
much 2 ask 4 i feel so 

sunburnt; out.

i need more patience
now, i feel my heart
explode wen ur around
im sorry tht i cant
blow u off tha ground

i try, i try, i try
i always break ma heart
twice, but u look @ me
w/ those beautiful eyes

sunburnt

self prod ofc, if you wanna make beats like this then buy the saranghae drumkit!

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how2love

~ red Ribbons ~
p. me..

all plats + lyric vid; https://lnkfi.re/yhnfbRK5
~

fucked up

it's fucked up

i rely on you too much

even though i don't make a sound

just know i'm there
just talk to me when u need

or when u please

sometimes i don't think i deserve u
anymore like--

well first of all, i stumble all over my words like--
why are u so goddamn understanding??

Youre Being waaay too nice to me

sry, i'm shy, i can't look u in ur eyes
no, my heartbeats gone awry
i don't wanna say goodbye

darling, i'm sad
spending all my days just yearning for u 

you put in work
there's just no way that i could ignore u

cause i know!

we're hopeless now
darling i hope you don't count me out

i don't know how you can bring yourself to tolerate           the shit i do
annoying, ugly, overbearing
you say things that aren't true..

i guess if you wanted to , we can try it .. maybe?
had all these pent up feelings, now? think i'll spill them bby

red Ribbons

torn to pieces (michael harrison)

★all that i've loved has died..★

[producer] 
https://soundcloud.com/xysoftshade

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/the-view-from-halfway-down-prod-xysoftshade-nitecore-mix

lyrics:
intro:
never thought i’d be here again
but i’ve been here so long before
this i know will be the last one
because i just can’t take anymore

hook:
i’m standing alone while i’m pushed to the edge
remembering words that were never said
chills in my bones as i picture the end
dissonante birds lay me down to rest

buried alive or so i allege
all those i’ve wronged guess this is revenge
and i can’t survive with this weight on my chest
been buried so long just let me play dead

bridge:
there’s something, that’s coming
so cold & so haunting
i fear that, its over
a small step, to closure

verse:
bury my dreams all that i’ve loved has died
running away disappear in the night
everything’s gone not a soul left in sight
i struggle to crawl but i go toward the light

i try to go on but its hopeless
doesn’t help when nobody seems to notice
as if i could hide that i was soulless
nothing helps in the end its always hopeless

hook:
i’m standing alone while i’m pushed to the edge
remembering words that were never said
chills in my bones as i picture the end
dissonante birds lay me down to rest

buried alive or so i allege
all those i’ve wronged guess this is revenge
and i can’t survive with this weight on my chest
been buried so long just let me play dead

★the view from halfway down★ (prod. xysoftshade)

prod. me 
lyrics: 


like get out my way ima take this over 
have hope fallin off of the cliffs of dover 
aint gettin no luck need a 4 leaf clover 
yuh blow it all out i be pushin a motor 
ever since can remember yea i been a loner 
get stomped out in some brand new hokas  
stay fucked up cant ever be sober 
yea bad lil bitch rockin none but a choker like  
like sry baby i dont know ya 
been so faded 
gonna stand right here but the times keep changing 
im jus leave this conversation 
push and shove jus take a look 
u dont wanna see how many tries it took  
yea bitch i been fried yea i been so cooked 
make time for me my bad im booked 

throw it at me ima throw it back  
dont be like that 
countin this cheese ima up this mac 
keep it a stack 
u aint bout all that 
one time yea smile for the camera 
talk hot n these bullets gonna blam ya 
fuck life ima see whats after 
promise none of shit dont matter 

like get out my way ima take this over 
have hope fallin off of the cliffs of dover 
aint gettin no luck need a 4 leaf clover 
yuh blow it all out i be pushin a motor 
ever since can remember yea i been a loner 
get stomped out in some brand new hokas  
stay fucked up cant ever be sober 
yea bad lil bitch rockin none but a choker like  
like sry baby i dont know ya 
been so faded 
gonna stand right here but the times keep changing 
im jus leave this conversation 
push and shove jus take a look 
u dont wanna see how many tries it took  
yea bitch i been fried yea i been so cooked 
make time for me my bad im booked

Pushin a motor ( Prod. me )

prod. @tores + @yashio20k + @moz

@ciyocrystal
@hxroshii
@killminakami

kishi:

stay away for one more night
tryna stay awake, try my best to just survive
looking down at all my tats
one reminder that i almost died
when i look up at the sky
slit my throat, you make me blind

go on, give gifts to him
yeah bitch, a feeling of jealousy
run for my life cannot stop me
i listen to my mind, i compare me
if i were you baby girl, i wouldnt want me, cause my jealousy
like fuck your honesty
are you still wanting me?
i aint tall, good looking or funny like him, im just same ole me, yeah some ole me

ciyo:

tell me lies
tell the times
tell the night
param param
param pam
i would never try again.

hxroshii:

tell me lies, 1 more time
i should leave you, never show me your face again
cause i dont want this heart to be broken
cause i dont want this heart to be shatter
maybe ur not the one
maybe u were not my destiny
baby dont acting sweet, cause were ur not my lady
i wont fall for your trap anymore
its okay if i stay all alone on my own

minakami:
baby please dont let me lay here alone in bed
come back to me cant get u out my head
sometimes i think im better off dead
im better off dead

self sabotage cuz u cant stop me
my life is hell cuz u dont want me
baby girl will u be rescuing me
i will beg and i’ll plead cuz im down on my knees

kishi, ciyo, hxroshii, minakami - awake

good kids die fast

lyrics 

The years fly by
I can’t stand time
my dopamine drying up

Caught up in my mind
The sun don’t shine
As much it as it used to


Got no money
Strung out on luck

I feel like nothing
Utterly fucked

Can i feel something
To fill this void

I’m so tired
Of all the noise


The days melt away
This worlds a scary place
Wish I was a kid again


Please stay away
and let me decay
Till I can’t feel no pain


Got no money
Strung out on luck

I feel like nothing
Utterly fucked

Can i feel something
To feel this void

I’m so tired
Of all the noise

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sunburnt

glazue