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G-Eazy "Lady Killers II" (Christoph Andersson Remix)
from Christoph Andersson's "Must Be Twice"

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Lady Killers II

Thinking of you

Memoria

howwwww...
how do i know the different we?
howwwww...
how do I know that you’re really mine?
howwwww...
how do you sleep with all those lies?
how do you smile with empty eyes?
how do you touch me, feel so cold?
howwwww...
how do you hurt me, then just laugh?
how do you speak like nothing’s wrong?
how do you fake it for this long?
howwwww...

tell me how to believe
howwwww...
how do I know if this is love?
howwwww...
how do I trust what I can’t touch?
howwwwwww
I’m in you, but you’re not in me
howwwwwww
say the truth — or set me free

how… 
how…
how… 


but I can't tell the difference


howwwww

for love…
for love…
i gave it all…

I’ll bury myself so your flowers grow
I’ll vanish slow so your world can glow
I stayed in pain so you could smile
held my breath for one more mile

for love…
I let you go
even if it kills me slow
for you…I’ll disappear
(for you…I’ll disappear)

for love…
tell them I was just a name
just a ghost you never blamed
I’ll carry every scar you gave
if that’s what helps you walk away

for you… for you… for love…

I saw the world inside your eyes
and made it mine
but now it’s time
to let it shine
without me by your side

for love… for love…


for love…
I’ll cry alone (I’ll cry alone)
but say I’m fine into the phone
for you…
I’d die again(I’d die again)
and smile through it, in the end

for luv

i see the mark on your neck, still red( still red)
you want the leash, don’t look away(look away)
only i can hold your hand(hold your hand)
(only i can hold your hand)

you don’t talk to them, not anymore
your lips are mine, (are mine)

you’re tagged, baby 
you’re marked with my obsession
your breath, your soul — for me
you’re tagged (tagged)
(backing: "mine… mine… only mine…")


don’t text them back, I’ll see it all( see it all)
your phone don’t ring unless I call(unless I call)
you move, I know — I trace your steps(trace your steps)
you're mine in body, blood, and breath...

you’re tagged, baby 
you’re marked with my obsession
your breath, your soul — for me
you’re tagged (tagged)
you’re tagged (tagged)

so obsessed with your touch
can’t breathe, I need that rush
baby, this ain’t love
this a sickness ( sickness )
so obsessed with your lips
every kiss like apocalypse (apocalypse) 
if you go, I won’t exist
I need my fix — I need this

you say you're closed off — but you’re naked right now (oh my god)
I don’t know if we’ll make it past the dawn somehow
you did too much, too much — it’s a setup
and now I’m not sure if it’s even you I mess up
heartbeat glitching when you’re gone
we both know this drug too strong
one second alone — I die slow


tried to quit you
tried to hate you
but the withdrawals feel like death

so obsessed with your touch
can’t breathe, I need that rush
baby, this ain’t love
this a sickness (sickness)
so obsessed with your lips
every kiss like apocalypse(apocalypse)
if you go, I won’t exist
I need my fix — I need this

obsessed

Read my mind before I speak( before I speak)
Take my warmth, leave me cold(leave me cold)
Baby take it, take it all( take it all)
Wield me, girl (Wield me Wield me) 
Let my blood be all you crave (you crave you crave)
Let me break and be your slave(your slave your slave)
You use me just to misbehave(misbehave misbehave)
Merge with me, just resonate(just resonate)
Your madness crawling through my soul( through my soul)
Girl, I was made to fight your war(to fight your war)
If I die, let it be
Read my mind before I speak(before I speak)
Take my warmth, leave me cold(leave me cold)
Baby take it, take it all(take it all)
Take my thoughts, take control(take control)
Read my mind before I speak( before I speak)
Take my warmth, leave me cold(leave me cold)
Baby take it, take it all...

souleater

i remember those years in school
the first time i saw you on stage, something in me stopped moving
you smiled like you didn’t know everyone was already looking at you
my friends said the same — that you had this softness
something in your eyes, something that made us all want to be near

i still think about the way your hair moved when you laughed
how your cheeks looked like they were meant to be held for a second
you always seemed surprised when people liked you
but how could we not
you were kind, even when no one deserved it

i don’t know if you ever loved me, not really
but thank you for letting me be there
thank you for not pushing me away when you could have
thank you for giving someone like me that small moment
it was enough
more than i deserved

schooluv (alternative)

schooluv

Midnight air and your voice in my head(voice in my head)
Replay the words that you never said( you never said)
I know your eyes are searching for the door( for the door)
But I’m still hoping you'd want me more( want me more)

You said you’re not what I deserve(but what i deserve?)

Just for now, can you hold me like it's real?( like it's real?)
Even if it's fake, I just wanna feel(wanna feel)
I know you’re leaving, but don’t tell me how(don’t tell me how)
I don’t need forever, just for now( just for now)
Just for now, keep your hand in mine(Just for now)
Even if we’re broken, say we’re fine(say we’re fine)
We don’t gotta make it out somehow(out somehow)
I don’t need forever — just for now(just for now)

just for now....
just for now....

cooked a whole hyperpop album overnight...shit’s crazy

 She said she wanna be my lover (wanna be my lover)
Phone won’t stop — these girls keep calling me lately(lately)
Bad ones want my number, like it's candy(like it's candy)
But I’m too numb to care — that’s daily(daily daily)

Scrollin’ through my texts like, “who are you?”(hu-uuh)
She said I’m cold, I said — that’s true
Heart on freeze, babe, nothing new(aaa)
You just want fun, I just want truth(huuu)

Eyes like honey but your words are fake( are fake fake )
You said “forever” then left the same day(are  fake fake)
Can’t trust love — it’s a losing game (holly fuck)
So now I ghost 'fore they know my name(my name)

She said she wanna be my lover (sorry, baby)
Poppin’ up like they know me lately
Phone on fire, I can’t take it(take it)
Too much love — but none of it sacred( sacred)
Ha-ha-ha
They all pretty — yeah, but fake(are fake fake)
I see through ‘em — mask on face (are fake fake)

Don’t need your “miss you”
Don’t want your kiss too
So sorry, baby
I ain’t your maybe

ssswbml (2am delusions)

BRUISED

tonight

I was feel too sick (too sick)
Shit don’t hit (that don’t hit)
Staring at the ceiling again
Can’t escape my skin (my skin...)
I was falling down, but you don’t know
Every scar I hide still grows

Burn my heart in a fire, let it glow
Burn my heart in a fire (glow...)
Burn my heart in a fire, let it glow
Burn my heart in a fire (glow...)
Burn my heart in a fire, let it glow

Did I drown myself just to feel alive?
Am I wasting breath every single night?
Voices in my head, they don’t let me go
I pretend I’m fine, but you’ll never know

I was feel too sick (too sick)
shit don’t hit (that don’t hit)
baby, I can’t fix (can’t fix)
everything we did (everything we did)

I was on my own (my own)
staring at my phone (my phone)
waiting for your tone (your tone)
but you won’t call back (you won’t call back)

Put my pain into the night and go (go, go)
Put my pain into the night (go)
Put my pain into the night and go (go, go)
Put my pain into the night (go)
Put my pain into the night and go
Put my pain into the night and...
memories decay (decay)
everything you say (you say)
fades away, away (away, away)

can’t find where to start (to start)
breaking me apart (apart)
I don’t feel the same (don’t feel the same)

Burn my heart in a fire, let it glow
Burn my heart in a fire (glow...)
Burn my heart in a fire, let it glow
Burn my heart in a fire (glow...)
Burn my heart in a fire (glow...)

2sick (burn my heart in a fire)

college

I don't know if this is good or bad, I'll just leave it here for now\



my eyes are tired 
can’t even light a cigarette
i don’t want it, i don’t want it at all
i stare at the ceiling, can’t sleep
can’t cry, can’t scream, can’t fight
even your memory fades like smoke
i don’t move, i don’t move 
i don’t move, i don’t move

my eyes are wet but i don’t blink
my chest is tight, but i don’t think 
i watch the city blur outside 
feel like i’m somewhere else inside
i reach for the cigarette 
can’t even pull it to my lips
the silence screams inside my head
a thousand words I left unsaid

i feel myself begin to fall
this empty room, it holds me down 
why is this all happening? how long it goes?
why isn't this a dream?what was it all for?
i don't want anything anymore
enough...
i've had enough...
i've had enough...

my eyes are tired 
can’t even light a cigarette 
i don’t want it, i don’t want it at all 
i stare at the ceiling, can’t sleep 

my eyes are tired 
can’t even light a cigarette 
i don’t want it, i don’t want it at all 
i stare at the ceiling, can’t sleep 
can’t cry, can’t scream, can’t fight 
even your memory fades like smoke 
i don’t move, i don’t move 
i don’t move, i don’t move 

my eyes are tired
can’t even light a cigarette 
i don’t want it, i don’t want it at all
i stare at the ceiling, can’t sleep 
can’t cry, can’t scream, can’t fight
even your memory fades like smoke 



my eyes are tired
can’t even light a cigarette
i don’t want it, i don’t want it at all
i stare at the ceiling, can’t sleep
can’t cry, can’t scream, can’t fight
even your memory fades like smoke
i don’t move, i don’t move 
i don’t move, i don’t move 

my eyes are wet but i don’t blink
my chest is tight, but i don’t think 
i watch the city blur outside 
feel like i’m somewhere else inside
i reach for the cigarette 
can’t even pull it to my lips 
the silence screams inside my head 
a thousand words I left unsaid 

i feel myself begin to fall 
this empty room, it holds me down
why is this all happening? how long it goes?
why isn't this a dream?what was it all for?
i don't want anything anymore
enough...
i've had enough...
i've had enough...













my eyes are tired (my eyes are tired)
can’t even light a cigarette (can’t light it)
i don’t want it, i don’t want it at all (don’t want it at all)
i stare at the ceiling, can’t sleep (can’t sleep)

my eyes are tired (my eyes are tired)
can’t even light a cigarette (can’t light it)
i don’t want it, i don’t want it at all (don’t want it at all)
i stare at the ceiling, can’t sleep (can’t sleep)
can’t cry, can’t scream, can’t fight (can’t fight)
even your memory fades like smoke (like smoke)
i don’t move, i don’t move (don’t move  don’t move )
i don’t move, i don’t move (don’t move  don’t move )

my eyes are tired 
can’t even light a cigarette 
i don’t want it, i don’t want it at all 
i stare at the ceiling, can’t sleep 
can’t cry, can’t scream, can’t fight (can’t fight)
even your memory fades like smoke

depress(my eyes are tired)

savage 
baby for your love i will be savage)
savage 
— for your touch im will be savage
i need it all, it’s never enough
can’t stop, won’t stop (can’t stop, won’t stop)
baby, don’t run, i’ll follow you blind
i’ll lose the world just to call you mine

savage, baby, you make me savage
savage, baby — when you breathe im savage
savage baby, i crave, i ache im savage
If he looks at you, I will start a carnage

don’t play with me, don’t test my love like...
i’ll tear apart whoever comes
baby — i’m a David McCall
either way i’ll take it all

savage, the way you own me now...
like your dog im be your stuff...
every glance, i lose my mind
every kiss, i cross the line
baby, you don’t see what you do to me
i’m not calm, i’m never free
you’re the drug, i’m overdose
you’re the cage where i’m closed
if you leave, i’ll break the all...
tear it down till you’re in sight...

savage 
baby for your love i will be savage
savage 
— for your touch im will be savage
i need it all, it’s never enough
can’t stop, won’t stop 
baby, don’t run, i’ll follow you blind
i’ll lose the world just to call you mine

savage, baby, you make me savage
savage, baby — when you breathe im savage
savage baby, i crave, i ache im savage
If he looks at you, I will start a carnage
don’t play with me, don’t test my love like...
i’ll tear apart whoever comes
baby — i’m a David McCall
either way i’ll take it all


savage 
baby for your love i will be savage
savage 
— for your touch im will be savage
i need it all, it’s never enough
can’t stop, won’t stop
baby, don’t run, i’ll follow you blind
i’ll lose the world just to call you mine

baby  i’m a David McCall
either way i’ll take it all and.... take me down baby

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