you gave up on me

M.I.A

woke up in a room with no color
all the walls white, can't remember a thing
every smile i gave was painted
now i'm rubbing the mirror, can't remember who i am
i poured bleach on the bed
where we used to lust
tried to clean my lungs
but i can still taste what you give


can i wash it all away?
(away... away...)
can i start a new day?
(day ..day...)
If I burn the letters, will you still stay?
if i bleach the sky the skies will forget about us

(bleach)

let it bleach the whole world...
(let it go...let it go...)
leave no trace of love or war
(don't leave anymore...)
let it bleach the whole world...
(bleach it all...bleach it all...bleach it all...bleach it all...bleach it all...bleach it all...bleach it all...bleach it all...bleach it all...)


I wiped the blood off my sheets
washed the floor, deleted your traces
but somehow i still feel you on my neck
don't remember us but something's tormenting me
is your ghost the reason i'm still in pain?


let the whole world whiten...
(so that I don't feel...)
let the whole world whiten...
(so that it isn't true...)
I will be white, I will be motionless...
I will be nobody
let the whole world whiten...

bleach

i see the mark on your neck, still red( still red)
you want the leash, don’t look away(look away)
only i can hold your hand(hold your hand)
(only i can hold your hand)

you don’t talk to them, not anymore
your lips are mine, (are mine)

you’re tagged, baby 
you’re marked with my obsession
your breath, your soul — for me
you’re tagged (tagged)
(backing: "mine… mine… only mine…")


don’t text them back, I’ll see it all( see it all)
your phone don’t ring unless I call(unless I call)
you move, I know — I trace your steps(trace your steps)
you're mine in body, blood, and breath...

you’re tagged, baby 
you’re marked with my obsession
your breath, your soul — for me
you’re tagged (tagged)
you’re tagged (tagged)

demon 4

Lyrics,Produced, Music, All instruments by Nakita Demir.Vocal Arrangements,Vocals,
Mixing,Mastering,Engineering,Recorded, etc 
Powered By Nb Nakita for Nb Nakita Productions


NB NAKITA   "Tsukinonaka no "

Short Project this week. More quality focused music coming soon....

XXX

Paracetamol

I’ll be there for ya

Lyrics:

 
there's a forest
with a cave
hidden deep
within my dreams
where I hide
my secrets
safe to keep
because
I don't believe in fate
just memories made
and a safe place to keep them
that I don't have to share
that's not a burden 
dreams were made to bare
your soul
is weight
in the canopy haze
of the state
where you
put all your faith
and pray

slow dark and steady
this body is ready
but my heart 
is only willing to lie
slow dark and steady
this feeling is heavy
and my heart
still don't do sharing right
slow dark and thready
maybe I'm not ready
this heart
ain't healthy enough to bare
fast hot and heavy
where you wanna levee my pain
to say we're closer because
we've both been scared

It's hell-dark
It's so cold
It's almost the end times
that's what it feels like
to choke
when you ask what's broke
It's not far
the dying light
It's almost
painting the sky
that's what I see 
when I squint just right
when you ask if I've got a light
 
And I say no, I'm
slow dark and steady
this body is ready
but my heart 
is only willing to lie
slow dark and steady
this feeling is heavy
and my heart
still don't do sharing right
slow dark and thready
maybe I'm not ready
this heart
ain't healthy enough to bare
fast hot and heavy
where you wanna levee my pain
to say we're closer because
we've both been scared

It's hell-dark
It's so cold
It's almost the end times
that's what it feels like
to choke
when you ask me 
what's broke

Copyright 2025, Astral FarKaster, all rights reserved.

bleach

godsickness

Related tracks