(6) Давай поговорим

Тьма или свет

Все будет Уверен Знаю

Свет в твоем окне

Горит лампочка

Satisfied

hikaya

so obsessed with your touch
can’t breathe, I need that rush
baby, this ain’t love
this a sickness ( sickness )
so obsessed with your lips
every kiss like apocalypse (apocalypse)
if you go, I won’t exist
I need my fix — I need this

you say you're closed off — but you’re naked right now (oh my god)
I don’t know if we’ll make it past the dawn somehow
you did too much, too much — it’s a setup
and now I’m not sure if it’s even you I mess up
heartbeat glitching when you’re gone
we both know this drug too strong
one second alone — I die slow

tried to quit you
tried to hate you
but the withdrawals feel like death

so obsessed with your touch
can’t breathe, I need that rush
baby, this ain’t love
this a sickness (sickness)
so obsessed with your lips
every kiss like apocalypse(apocalypse)
if you go, I won’t exist
I need my fix — I need this

obsessed alternative

everyone’s fake and it drives me insane(everyone’s fake and it drives me insane)
cut my trust I don’t want to feel like this(cut my trust I don’t want to feel like this)
rage
I’m a storm behind this face(I’m a storm behind this face)
rage
don’t hug me when I’m like this(don’t hug me when I’m like this)
rage
I’m my own worst enemy(I’m my own worst enemy)
rage
I hate myself for being me(I hate myself for being me)
I’m wrong, I’m wrong — too wrong to be(I’m wrong, I’m wrong — too wrong to be)
rage
I wear my shame like second skin(I wear my shame like second skin)
rage
I break myself — just to fit in(I break myself — just to fit in)

rage
(people say "just be yourself"
what could they know
I wish I could reboot my mind
or leave this body behind)

rage
I tried to love what I've become(I tried to love what I've become)
but even love forgot my name...
rage
I kill myself so silently(I kill myself so silently)
I'm too wrong to ever feel(to feel...)

rage

i still have that camera with us
still those shots
nostalgia, do you remember?

we danced barefoot by the lake
your hair stuck to your face
we stole candy from that store
and kissed under the fire escape


rewind, i miss those days
this track was never just a choice
it played when you first said my name
and everything started to change

do you remember?...
remember?...

do you still remember?(remember?)
video from your birthday(birthday)
you said "forever" in the moonlight(moonlight)
i play it every time(play it every time)
they say memories fade with age...
i wish i could go back to that time...

nostalgia

i remember those years in school
the first time i saw you on stage, something in me stopped moving
you smiled like you didn’t know everyone was already looking at you
my friends said the same — that you had this softness
something in your eyes, something that made us all want to be near

i still think about the way your hair moved when you laughed
how your cheeks looked like they were meant to be held for a second
you always seemed surprised when people liked you
but how could we not
you were kind, even when no one deserved it

i don’t know if you ever loved me, not really
but thank you for letting me be there
thank you for not pushing me away when you could have
thank you for giving someone like me that small moment
it was enough
more than i deserved

rage

godsickness

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