Rush Life

Dare to Party

love&you

so obsessed with your touch
can’t breathe, I need that rush
baby, this ain’t love
this a sickness ( sickness )
so obsessed with your lips
every kiss like apocalypse (apocalypse)
if you go, I won’t exist
I need my fix — I need this

you say you're closed off — but you’re naked right now (oh my god)
I don’t know if we’ll make it past the dawn somehow
you did too much, too much — it’s a setup
and now I’m not sure if it’s even you I mess up
heartbeat glitching when you’re gone
we both know this drug too strong
one second alone — I die slow

tried to quit you
tried to hate you
but the withdrawals feel like death

so obsessed with your touch
can’t breathe, I need that rush
baby, this ain’t love
this a sickness (sickness)
so obsessed with your lips
every kiss like apocalypse(apocalypse)
if you go, I won’t exist
I need my fix — I need this

obsessed alternative

decompose (pro pain)

Thirst for you, it’s eating me alive (eating me alive)
I taste your skin and I feel revived
You said you’re scared — but you still let me bite(let me bite)
Baby, give it all, I need it just tonight...
I don’t want your love, I want your veins(I want your veins)
I wanna feel your pulse run through my brain
Drain you slow, I’ll take my time
Cause I’m a monster, and you’re all mine(and you’re all mine)

Thirst for you, it’s eating me alive (eating me alive)
I taste your skin and I feel revived
You said you’re scared — but you still let me bite(let me bite)
Baby, give it all, I need it just tonight
I don’t want your love, I want your veins(I want your veins)
I wanna feel your pulse run through my brain
Drain you slow, I’ll take my time
Cause I’m a monster, and you’re all mine(and you’re all mine)

i remember those years in school
the first time i saw you on stage, something in me stopped moving
you smiled like you didn’t know everyone was already looking at you
my friends said the same — that you had this softness
something in your eyes, something that made us all want to be near

i still think about the way your hair moved when you laughed
how your cheeks looked like they were meant to be held for a second
you always seemed surprised when people liked you
but how could we not
you were kind, even when no one deserved it

i don’t know if you ever loved me, not really
but thank you for letting me be there
thank you for not pushing me away when you could have
thank you for giving someone like me that small moment
it was enough
more than i deserved

schooluv (alternative)

i didn’t notice the warning signs
(see the signs…)
i think i was too focused on the way you felt in the moment
(loving blind…)
we passed every red light like we were chasing something that wouldn’t last anyway
like we knew this was temporary but refused to slow down
(out of time…)

if love was a race
then maybe we were never meant to win
(we’re out)
we crashed before it even got serious
(flag came down)
and that soft terrifying sound
of hearts stalling… stalling…
of wheels spinning… spinning…
of two souls never finishing…
soooouls…


the road narrowed fast, but you stayed tighter on my hand
there was no line to cross
(two broken people…)
and the engine’s already gone cold
(crossed… slowing… down…)

luv1r

a little bit rushed cause I need to upload before I cant record for a week - prod me :>

Feel it washing over me again
I just want to numb the pain
Drowning in the ocean
while flying through a mountain
I know that you want me to change

Every time
That I'd cross that line
I'd fall right through
Any time
That I'd hit that line
I would come running to you
but I can't feel a thing

line

I DIE EVERY DAY!!! (Look At Me Remix) (Bliss OD)

Moon Field

Shells and Shadows”

[Verse 1]
I still see faces split in two,
Like mirrors cracked by words we knew.
The room is quiet, breath is thin,
You’re out there walking through your skin.

[Pre-Chorus]
We live apart inside one space,
You drift like smoke I can’t embrace.

⸻

[Chorus / Refrain]
Shells and shadows, hearts in hiding,
One step close and one rewinding.
Oceans flood your silent eyes,
I drown each time, I try, I try.

⸻

[Verse 2]
You tiptoe through this one-room war,
I close the shell and bolt the door.
Mines between us softly glow,
You smile but never let it show.

[Pre-Chorus]
I trace your steps in falling light,
But lose your echo every night.

⸻

[Chorus / Refrain]
Shells and shadows, hearts in hiding,
One step close and one rewinding.
Oceans flood your silent eyes,
I drown each time, I try, I try.

⸻

[Bridge]
Say the word, just not goodbye —
A whispered no still splits the sky.
Hands once lost begin to seek,
The ocean moves, but you still speak.

⸻

[Final Chorus / Fade]
Shells and shadows, hearts in hiding,
Still I reach through waves dividing.
Oceans flood your silent eyes,
I drown again, I try, I try…

vmp

godsickness

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