it still amazes me how good some songs can be.

qeels

goodnight lavender — home
a part of “star festival.” chapter one

@thosesistersyouknow

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

my blood's infused with you
these signs draw a line to you
i just don't know what to do
i'll just take a chance and leap

this wasted time we can never get back
i close my eyes and my heart turns to black
still waiting for someone to carry me there
as i wither away in this place i call home

i'll meet your eyes, once again
we'll hide away, you'll be okay
of all the times, the chances that
i didn't take, i need a break
still in the dark, a tiny spark
i'll be alone, an empty lie
of all the times, the chances that
i didn't take, i need a break

this wasted time we can never get back
i close my eyes and my heart fills with dread
still waiting for someone to carry me there
as i wither away in this place i call
this wasted time we can never get back
i close my eyes and my heart turns to black
still waiting for someone to carry me there
as i wither away in this place i call home

i tried (i tried)
i tried (well, i tried)
i tried (i tried)
one more night (but i lied)
i tried (i tried)
well, i tried (i tried)
i tried (but i lied)
well, one more night (but i lied)

home ft. candace

232323 +tekea

will probably delete lol
https://soundcloud.com/m2ntal/confession
@resolve1k

confession

Music Video: https://youtu.be/SZW7eoFDP6k

ITS TRUCK MONTH BABY !!!!

thanks to @jessephamel for the cover art and the MUSIC VIDEO!
thanks to @wishlane for backup vocals on the last chorus !
thanks to all of YOU for your love and support !

lyrics:
i'm scared to leave my room now
i'm scared to leave my house
my mom says it's unhealthy
that i never get out
i'm scared of the helicopters
scared of the cops
i'm scared of the chem-trails
keep my door locked

keep in the filtered air
recycle everything
everywhere now
see me through my webcam
you know they can
you know they can
you know you know

don't want my life to pass me by
god damnit maybe it's really my star sign
you said i'm prone to hiding
i said it's just anxiety
"why would you be afraid of what you don't know?
take the risk take the shot
and see wherever it goes"
i wish it was that simple
but i can't shake this syndrome

i'm tired of baggy eyes
of being an adult
white guys on youtube always tell me it's my fault
i need to try to meditate
get off of these meds
if there's no [redacted] left
then fuck it it's the end



keep in the filtered air
recycle everything
everywhere now
see me through my webcam
you know they can
you know they can
you know you know

don't want my life to pass me by
god damnit maybe it's really my star sign
you said i'm prone to hiding
i said it's just anxiety
"why would you be afraid of what you don't know?
take the risk take the shot
and see wherever it goes"
i wish it was that simple
but i can't shake this syndrome

PG-13

goodnight lavender — the death of us

the light behind your eyes starts fading
i can hear the sirens wailing
someone, somewhere, come and save me
crimson hands will soon enslave me
the static in my heart will fester
save my soul before disaster
buried in a bed of roses
i can't keep my heart from breaking

drown in the choices that you've made
you'll scream as the feelings numb away

as the dealer of dreams leads you astray
the memories return to haunt you
as your shadow fades and keeps the light away
you've no choice but to find your way back
home is a feeling that you hate
love is a poison that we've made

draw your blade
fight your faith

and i know it's far too late (too late)
and i know they'll spill our blood (your blood)

so drown in the choices that you've made
you'll scream as the feelings numb away

as the dealer of dreams leads you astray
the memories return to haunt you
as your shadow fades and keeps the light away
you've no choice but to find your way back
home is a feeling that you hate
love is a poison that we've made

take my heart, i'll give it to you
now you own me, all i am
you said you would never leave me
i believed you, i believed
take my hand, i'll give it to you
you're forever out of reach
RAZOR SHARP TEETH
I CAN'T HEAR YOU

I TRIED, I TRIED
I TRIED, I TRIED

bandcamp

The Death of Us

@abyssalangel @clayekea

On January 21st, 2023, over 300 musicians and visual artists challenged themselves to create something in only 18 hours. Visual artists had to create a unique album cover & its supporting graphics, and musicians were limited to no less than 50 seconds and no more than 70 seconds for their songs; in short, a speedrun. The event encouraged creatives to think outside the box, picking their ideas apart in order to keep only the essentials. At the finish line, we received some of the most exciting tracks on a FORM compilation to date.

In the colors of each album cover and between the notes of each song are reflections of us— the artists. To leave pieces of ourselves *out* in lieu of a time constraint isn't easy, but it allows us to conclude what's at the center of what we create. Creativity, no matter how bare-bones or how complex & nuanced it is, is something nobody can ever take away.

All proceeds from any% will be going to SpecialEffect, a charity working to make video games accessible to those with physical disabilities.

SpecialEffect: https://www.specialeffect.org.uk/
FORM: artbyform.com/
Cover by Certly: https://twitter.com/imcertly

Buy/Stream for Charity

abyssal.angel & clayekea - afterimage

Blank Space

garden

Fairyland

Peachy World

hyacinth --- artwork by @reksi420 --- additional guitars by @buzit0

you're my hyacinth  
that got away
from our promises
our promises

you're my hyacinth
growing out of place
I hope to god you'll stay

and i remember
wishing you were down by the lake
oh no
couldn't keep you up from drowning away
at all
finally gave up on your life
so don't wait
it's all good

now it's november 
and we're sitting outside in the rain
our voices tremble
you're whispering
!that's not what you said!
and i remember 
hoping that it'll come to an end
as we sway in the wind
close our eyes
as we sing 
about

and i can't believe 
your safe in my arms
time stops
to breathe
so just sway in the wind 
and don't worry
cause you've become so sweet
close your eyes 
fall asleep
have i found what i need?
as it rains down
i'm feeling all the pressure in my veins
now
i'm holding every moment to my chest
hearts beating with no rest
i've finally found my end

you're my hyacinth  
that got away
from our promises
i'll promise it

you're my hyacinth
growing out of place
I hope to god you'll stay

<3

hyacinth

In this darkness (Jersey Club)

Limbx :
@limbxo
www.instagram.com/rezamgstr/
SlushSoPretty :
@rvb666
https://www.instagram.com/slushsopretty/
Ajixxx :
https://www.instagram.com/resikokunci/
Lyric :
[limbx]
can you stop wasting my time and tell me what you need?
oh baby, honestly i never wanted you to leave
but all the lies from you have always been deceiving me
oh now your poison in my system and it's killing me
you got me anxious, ruining my canvas
already gave you a lot of chances
but you went and burn it all like it don't even happen
up all night, tryna find an answer
and i see your face when i look up to the sky
and i need more time just to get you out of my mind
leave it all behind, hide it all under the ground
up all night, tryna find an answer

[slushsopretty]
up all night tryna find you an answer
but you spared me no time just to listen
but i don't mind
all that shit don't even matter 
i'm falling way too deep so i know it's my fault
waiting for all the wounds to heal into scars
when the minutes turns to hours or my heartbeat stops
just know i did it all for you
for you that i put all in the past now
put all in the past now
your love make me nauseous
don't give me advice now
girl you think you flawless
i don't wanna hear you tell me-
list all of my faults
when all you do is complain
enough dissin' all of my efforts
you don't think you ever hurt my feelings
what kind of thoughts do you have on your head?
do you ever think of me even just for a minute?
every second getting older
wasting all that time with you

[ajixxx]
turning the lights off cause i'll fight with my mind
i bring all the demons to roll with
all lies and the falsehood you gave me
makes me ruined, its a shoo-in, oh
the day when you called, said you're waiting so long
and tryna proof that you ain't wrong
i know it's just a bluff from you to see me and cuff me, oh girl
now i'm closing myself
i'll leave it all behind
i know you will be lonely
you don't need to be worry
i know you'll find another me on somebody else
you need to know how to behave,
don't make him disenchanted
or this thing could be uncounted
i want you to stop bring a disease
and broke someone into pieces, yeah
now let me here alone, all alone, all alone

Haxsews & Limbx - Disenchanted (Acoustic Ver.) ft. SlushSoPretty, ajixxx

Amigo_RockNewWave_1

goodnight lavender — airhead
a part of “i hope that you never forget me.” LP

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

lyrics

old and faded polaroids
were you real at all?
led astray by these memories
they brought me to your grave

so lost and i don't know how to
air out these thoughts of mine
throughout this endless summer
all just to say goodbye

so lost and i don't know how to
air out these thoughts of mine
throughout this endless summer
all just to say goodbye

all just to say goodbye

lately i'm alone again
maybe there's something i can do?
led astray by these memories
they brought me to your grave

so lost and i don't know how to
forget these thoughts of mine
rewind this endless summer
all just to say goodbye

so lost and i don't know how to
forget these thoughts of mine
rewind this endless summer
but these hopes get lost to time

all just to say goodbye

look into my heart
hollow reflections
nothing in my thoughts
empty-hearted smiles

though i know it's not my fault
that view still stuck in my head
now i'm singing the same songs
all just to say goodbye

lately i can't hear your voice
i guess there's something i could do
led astray by your memory
they brought me to your grave

i hope that you never forget me.

airhead

stream

goodnight lavender — something more
a part of “i hope that you never forget me.” LP

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

lyrics

the pain in my heart
starts to unfold
do you feel what i feel?

so bright, that sight
i still recall
that fright, i might
cry tonight

every july, it's still cloudy
still i wonder, if i'll forget?
every july, it still haunts me
now i wonder, who you used to be

sometimes i feel
like i'm on my own
even by your side
longing for something more

sometimes i feel
like you're still right there
still by my side
longing for something more

something more
something more
something more

but i'm right here still next to you
the past is in the past
and the future holds your dreams
your dreams

push through and through and through and through and through and
through and through and through
you've got to let go

push through and through and through and through and through and
through and through and through
you've got to push through

something more

goodnight lavender & clayekea — reach
a part of “i hope that you never forget me.” LP

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

@clayekea

lyrics

are you here with me?
though all i saw was the stories
thinking about what i don't believe
like the spirit i'll never see

though we'll never meet
i cannot stop thinking bout how i'd
finally set you free
let you finally part from me

i still think of you in my dreams
though we'll never meet
drowning in these thoughts

i still think of you in my dreams
longing for an ending
that you'll realize my thoughts

so why is it that i can't reach for you?
and why is it that you're so far from me?
so why is it that i can't feel your touch?
and why is it that you're so far away?

why do you linger, why do you stay?
it's been a long one for us today
what keeps you here from fading away

though time keeps moving, we still stay the same
stuck in my dreams, why do you stay
what keeps you here from moving on
from this place

i'll stay alive
alive, alive

i still think of you in my dreams
though we'll never meet
drowning in these thoughts

i still think of you in my dreams
longing for an ending
that you'll realize my thoughts

so why is it that i can't reach for you?
and why is it that you're so far from me?
so why is it that i can't feel your touch?
and why is it that you're so far away?

i really don't know
why won't you ever go?
we called this place home
as i look for your ghost
so why can't i let you go?

airhead

goodnight lavender

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