the beat drop is the best part " ive been hearing the voices"

work

[Verse 1]

And I don't know, I don't know, no
Made me feel like I was the only person above all, yeah
Break my back, you broke my bones
All the weight I carry on my shoulders just to make you smile

Carry all the pain just to call you mine
Sometimes I feel like I convinced you of the life
We could've had this time, I threw away my pride
I wanted forever and ever, not really just tonight

[Pre-chorus]

I think that I was enough, no
Treated me like shit, then I guess I'm finally done, oh
I'll never forget how I felt no
Remember what you said, when you tried to say:

[Chorus]

Baby I'm sorry
For the way I hurt you
I never ever meant to
Baby I'm sorry
For the way I hurt you
It was always just a game, I played you

Now we're all the way down
And I can't make it out
Now we're all the way down
And I can't get us out

[Bridge] (2x)

And I can't deny it
You broke my heart again, no
And no I won't fight it
Don't wanna wake up on the edge

[Verse 2]

And I know I, mean more than that
And I know I, can't take it back
And I know I, can't make you love me
Can't make you love me, so:

[Chorus]

Baby I'm sorry
For the way I hurt you
I never ever meant to
Baby I'm sorry
For the way I hurt you
It was always just a game, I played you

IM SORRY [Prod. @areyoumatthias]

Today, I realized I've been letting myself down.

Jan 17 (Excuses)

Dear Denny

Happy That You Hate Me (Prod. King Theta)

Hopeless Romantic

Verse 1:
Tensions are high so I’m getting higher 
And watching all the forests turn to fire 
Just staring into the abyss
While clinging to a crucifix 
And praying about politics 
Welcome to the apocalypse 
Yeah it’s bleak
But hey at least it’s the end of the week

Chorus:
And maybe it’s cause I need a drink or a friend
But I kinda want the world to end
Or maybe it’s cause I’ve got no money to spend 
But I kinda want the world to end

Post-Chorus:
Yeah I kinda want the world to end and I’m not proud of it
But if it did I just wouldn’t be too mad about it
Oh, too mad about it 

Verse 2:
And they put us against each other so we don’t go for them
And they’ve been doing the same old thing since I can’t remember when
So there’s no point in trying to pretend
That I don’t want the world to end 

Chorus:
And maybe it’s cause I need a drink or a friend
But I kinda want the world to end
Or maybe it’s cause I’ve got no money to spend 
But I kinda want the world to end

Post-Chorus:
Yeah I kinda want the world to end and I’m not proud of it
But if it did I just wouldn’t be too mad about it
Oh, too mad about it

i kinda want the world to end (demo)

[chorus]
Everything's alright, right, I don’t really know
But you left me in the dust, you left me in the snow
I’ve been finding ways to cope, so
Trying to accept that i’m broke, yo

[verse 1]
everything's alright, right, I don’t really know
I’ve been trying to tell you that i hate feeling alone
I’ve been trying to walk this path, I don’t know where to go
Oh, I hate being alone
You tell me that you love me, but is that really true
The first time that I met you, yea I was into you
The first time that I met you, I didn’t know what to do
(I didn’t know what to do-o-o)
You break me down, then build me back up again
I thought you were my friend
In the end, that’s not what you were at all
I thought you cared for me, but you didn’t care at all
I thought you-
You wanted me more than anything
Thought that you cared
Thought you were my everything
Guess I was wrong for just about everything
Yea-ea-ea

[chorus x2]
Everything's alright, right, I don’t really know
But you left me in the dust, you left me in the snow
I’ve been finding ways to cope, so
Trying to accept that i’m broke, yo
Everything's alright, right, I don’t really know
But you left me in the dust, you left me in the snow
I’ve been finding ways to cope, so
Trying to accept that i’m broke, yo

[verse 2]
I’m trying to tell myself, “I’m alright”
I’m trying to tell myself, “I’m just fine”
I’m trying to walk through hell, and I
(And I)
I don’t know what I was thinking
I don’t know what I was believing
I can’t see, but I’m still blinking
And I can’t hear, but that don’t sink in
I don’t really care, please just leave me here
I don’t really care, please just leave me here
Please just leave me here, yeah
Everything is good, everything is fine
Everything’s alright, and everything is nice
And everything you tell me is a lie yeah
(everything you tell me is a lie yeah)
Yeah trust me I’m not blind yeah
(trust me I’m not blind yeah)

[chorus]
Everything's alright, right, I don’t really know
But you left me in the dust, you left me in the snow
I’ve been finding ways to cope, so
Trying to accept that i’m broke, yo

everything's alright, right? (prod. jxsie beats)

RE:Lantionship ft. Ohanami`s day off ( prod . heyduim )

I DO NOT OWN THIS TRACK! I simply just reposted this on SoundCloud because it wasn't on here. 

UNOFFICIAL: Light Switch- Charlie Puth┃Japanese Ver Cover by Shayne Orok

written and performed by: @futoh
mix and mastered by: @futoh
produced by: heydium and @jang0x
------------------------------------------------
surprise release :D
hope yall enjoy<3
------------------------------------------------
lyrics:
(verse)
always one to worry bout futures,
used to be chill, till i lost all my humor,
caught in revenge, huh, call me lex luthor,
i just regret that we didnt end sooner,
never stationed, always moving
always dreaming, never lucid,
i got plans so call me stupid,
but dont get mad when im suited
ill be at the top when nobody cared,
i was at the bottom all of them just stared,
so dont be suprised when im closing up,
i dont got an audience, ill make one up,
all ill get, ill get it by myself,
so dont even try to help,
none of yall ever worry bout my health,
til i start talking bout future wealth

[bridge]

(chorus)
look me up and down,
couldn't be bothered
your mans,
cause hes selfish and hes ignorant,
and never making plans,
he can never get involved,
like whats up with that,
yea, i would blow up your phone,
till you answered that,

(verse)
like baby girl, wya now?
you lost everything that you had now,
you did this yourself, dont be throwing fits,
but i wont lie, i do miss
all those nights, yea watching netlfix,
never decide on the show,
like we never decide where to go,
im glad that its over cause now im at home,
watching a movie alone on the couch,
there seems to be comfort in that,
cause every time, yea, i just fall flat,
but now it's too easy, got my life intact,
i always wonder how you doing, but im never checking up,
if you wanted that luxury,  should've been open to talk,
but you always giving up,

[bridge]

(chorus extended)
look me up and down,
couldn't be bothered
your mans,
cause hes selfish and hes ignorant,
and never making plans,
he can never get involved,
like whats up with that,
yea, i would blow up your phone,
till you answered that,
got a list of all the reasons why im never coming back,
you were ignorant and selfish so much times that ive lost track,
you could never get involved,
like whats up with that,
i guess youre perfect for eachother,
and im fine with that,

couldn't be bothered (prod. heydium & jang0)

written and performed by: @futoh
mix and mastered by: @futoh
produced by: @eric-godlow
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lofi lofi lofi is comin babyyy
---
lyrics:
yea i told you id get out of it,
side effects, that got me losing long-term confidence,
need to get off of this,
cause i cant watch it slip and fall,
think you know it all,
not the one at fault
got too much things bunched together and thrown on my plate,
now you leavin me fake,
fake,
but we just taking a break,
those were your words,
but im just taking a stand,
cause the supply’s on demand,
and now you forcing my hand,
all my cards on the table,
got nothing left of me,
but you still eating me,
from the inside out,
go back to that old alley,
that was our hideout,
but now i hide alone,
cause your love dried out,
woah,
i heard you got a new guy to take out,
hoe,
give it a couple months and itll be history,
but you coming back,
and its really a mystery,
u claim that i was special now but not in my misery,

you really got me going dummy now,
addicted to the feeling that feeling I can’t live without,
oh wait,
that’s the old me talking,
yea
couldn’t give a damn if you calling,
huh,
now Im back on those one takes,
this becoming easy cause it’s not fake,
oh wait,
better double-check before I kinda go and give way,
let me take a break 
to go and maximize my leeway,
i need freedom,
i need energy,
thought we were a pair,
like supplementary,
i guess im complimentary,
im missing the affection
that will go bring out the best of me,
cause i cant find the best in me,
get lost in all the memories,
that i made in the past,
but these feelings wont last,
i used to hold my promises of giving you the world,
looking back i should've broken them like glass,
if i had known the pain in store i would have passed,

told you (prod. eric godlow)

originally performed by Cavasoul, Lyrah, & SplashGvng

cavasoul, lyrah, splashgvng - agony (cover/remix)

cant help this feeling (feat. Cavasoul)(prod. Autrioly)

backyard beetle - them w/ lxst boy (prod. cxrter + dianasty)

my mind is not your home. i know you saw the eviction notice. w/ vict molina (vedh)

idk where to go now...

Discover Thomas Reid:
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Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/thomasreidmusic
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic/

Lyrics:
i’m awake, but asleep
idk how to eat
i’ve been trapped in my bed
i can’t get up on my feet
baby

i got nowhere to go
if it’s not with u

and i’m alive, but i’m dead
i don’t have any friends
but i’m staring at my phone
hoping i get a text
baby

i don’t have any hope
if i’m not with you

but if you’re leaving
baby please
make it easy on me
make it easy

watch the sunset
now we’re undressed
don’t leave me baby
don’t leave

i’m awake in a cloud
every day pouring out
both my heart and my head
just waiting to break down
baby
hanging onto your hand
till it falls right through

sit on the porch for a smoke
i’m praying that i choke
been running out of breath
and we don’t laugh anymore
baby
idk who i am
if i’m not with you

but if you’re leaving
baby please
make it easy on me
make it easy

watch the sunset
now we’re undressed
don’t leave me baby
don’t leave

easy

Bruv checkout our collective  @miserygarden

RE:Lantionship ft. Ohanami`s day off ( prod . heyduim )

GrimDay

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