I been freestyling over jolst beats for like the past week and just saw your comment under one of them love you bro you my therapist frfr

just another lil fun one cuz i miss my friends
creature pt. 3 otw
<3

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you know it's import
-tant i can't ignore
feeling like forever might be shorter than before
it's been on my mind
all throughout the night
so me and all my friends go drink until we feel alright
till we feel alright
sprite ciroc and ice
down another cup but it gotchu feelin nice
might light up another slice
it ain't even noon but we gotta smoke twice
got a double in my cup
with a soda on the side
chicken noodle soup
way i'm spittin all this fried
with the gx engine we gon bring the coupe to life
in the tx 972 with all my guys

got my foot elevated while we drivin up the 5
06 ludacris followed by nelly furtado
breeze past you goofies in the sprinter with my gattos
feed lines to bitches off my dick like a silo
jesus where the pen at imma write another rap
jesus where the pen at im just trying to get smacked
ayy you kinda quiet is it getting to you bad
we a long way from home when home is all you've ever had  
i'll just redefine my character & get right in my bag
the tequila made it worse now i'm cursed with all this lag
eyes bloodshot crossed while i'm puffin on the zag
i don't wanna talk about it i don't really wanna drag 
you down with it
kiss another blunt go round with it
pop another top go drown in it
feelin like i got to
this pain heavy so the substance what i'm bound to

bound to round two
googling just how to
c-o-p-e cope with
-out chu out chu
(x2)

sour then sweet then i'm gone
feel like this tour wasn't long
nuff with the chit chat
man i miss my dogs
fuck it man i miss my dogs
control alt deleting this song
y'all really keepin' me strong
nuff with the bullshit
man i miss my dogs
started tallying the score
i think i've been here before
went from hollywood to venice
back to crying on the floor
i know this bout to be rough
you know you can call my bluff
we did everything we wanted
but everything's not enough

round two (prod. twix x g06 x thirtyyy)

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don't do it for them
do it for yourself maybe
disguising the truth
convincing myself they hate me
are you really there
or am i just talking to myself
i'll do it again
i'll stay up and watch the sunrise
on top of the shed
i wish i could stay here all night 
i don't understand
why is it always just like this

i miss drinking until 6am
with all of my friends
even ones i just met
hey owen i hope that you're listening man
you helped me get outta my bedroom again
i was on the verge of the end of it all
but nobody knew at all
and i wish that i could get stuck in the past
back before we started moving so fast
standing this still is a choice that won't last
and neither will we so i guess it's a wrap
from here i see this so clearly
at the edge of the world still in fear of my feelings

(at the edge of the world still in fear of my feelings x2)

i had everything mapped to a t
but everything here isn't quite as it seems
there's blood everywhere from the heart on my sleeve
a permanent fix yeah i wanted to leave it
all behind me
cauterizing
the thread on my wings so i'm no longer flying
help
i'm trying to climb out this hell
but it's hard to talk when i lack
all the skills that i need to get outta my shell
i'm not scared to jump so just please don't come near me
when i hit the bottom is when they'll start cheering
and now i'm a ghost i don't know if you're hearing this

and now i'm a ghost i don't know if you hear me
and now i'm a ghost oh hello can you hear me

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geronimo (prod. 93feetofsmoke)

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i've been on my toes
cause you never know
where your time will go
if you'll ever fold
cause the cards inside your hand
disconnected from your soul
i've been moving slow
hoping that the rain still contributes to my growth
i can feel the glow
sitting in my chest like a bomb about to blow
lightwork
i ain't pay the bill in weeks
i've been writing down these verses on my sheets
getting cozy on this god damn beat
cause i know you mother fuckers gonna sleep
not the way you prolly think  
off a sedative setting in while you blink
and the words that you've been saying i'm spitting out in the sink
tryna down it with some water now everything lookin pink
like a vessel in your eye i'm poppin off inside the ink

lack of zinc got you mother fuckers confused
cloudy vision consumed
mix it with the henny that's a dumb move
come thru we can talk about it sometime
working on this album till the sunrise
i've been on my shit
checklist when it come time
on another project checkin outta my mind
i don't need to think cause i only do it sometimes
time will tell my story if i ever get these lines right
write until my wrist hurts
damn this screen is so bright
fill another script full of words not the drug type
john carpenter how my flicks flamin my pipe
imma set the scene really quick
lemme paint it out how i like
i fight through a constant battle with depression
self mutilation, aggression, the wreckage of my compression
the pressure been comin' in this music is my obsession
i'll do this shit everyday until i reach my ascension
for real

used to mop the floor now i'm flooring through the hills
it's a crazy fucking world when you live through what you feel
i won't ever take a break cause the music's how i heal
i ain't ever had my doubts that's how you know that it's real
that's how you know that it's real
that's some lightwork
stocked up like a night clerk
one day people gonna know my name through these cyphers
i could be the king it depends on who dies first

lightwork (prod. chxse bank)

prod. @remghost x @irby314

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we drink
we sink
we fall behind
it's all okay
it's all alright
the things you say
don't leave my mind
it's all okay
it's all just fine
i'm reminded of days
when the time wasn't raced
had my eyes to the sky
with my hands on your waist
i'm alive under rays
with the light in my face
but a ghost in the rain
with no name tag or plates on my car

i can see the shadows
dancing in the backyard
reaching for the stars
light up my reflection
chase me with your flashlight
you'll be running far
this was never worth it
we were never perfect
pretending we are
so drink until you're silent
laugh until you're smiling
hide another scar

she woke
he smoked
they talked it out
is that what love is all about
the things that come
out of your mouth
are vile when
you scream and shout
it's the fear of the unknown
that leads to eschew
all the rational choices
revolving round you
and the silence is scary
when matched with the truth
can we come out alive
or is death coming soon

as you weigh out your options
you then realize
all the pain you've endured
with no tears in your eyes
i'm amazed by the power
i hold deep inside
for some reason i'm here
for some reason alive

i can see the shadows
dancing in the backyard
reaching for the stars
light up my reflection
chase me with your flashlight
you'll be running far
this was never worth it
we were never perfect
pretending we are
so drink until you're silent
laugh until you're smiling
hide another scar

perfect (prod. remghost x irby)

featuring @kennedysucks
prod. @blackwinterwells @taylor @sainttomorrow

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we're just wasting time
sitting on these porch steps
feeling unimportant
vacant minds
cause nothings everlasting
hope is what i'm asking
for this time
i have trouble grasping
conceptual fasting
horrified
by the strangers sat in my head
telling me that i'm dead

the air that i breathe is heavy around me
& i feel like things are better without me
resort to the trees my chest fucking pounding
i smoke to perceive all that is surrounding
it's not what it seems it's hard to describe things
cause i cannot read beyond all these pipe dreams
i hope that you're free amidst all the high beams
and if my car passes i hope you find me

i feel like giving up (x6)

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true colors (ft. kennedyxoxo) (prod. blackwinterwells x taylor morgan X saint tomorrow)

prod. @tothegood

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why does it always feel like everything is coming to a close
how could i know
i'll let these stories speak for me
inform me when i can let go
why is the sky always falling
i'm calling you in case you don't
i heard the end is approaching
and i've just been hoping
that these memories overthrow

and the weight of the words you've been saying will slowly seep in deconstructing my faith
defying gravity almost comes naturally when both your feet feel like they'll ricochet
off of the pavement we both could've made it but your mind is set to a sloping decay
thank god you're leaving cause i'm done believing a majority of the shit that you say

gone forever written on the wall
and i can hear you screaming things from down the hall
if i creep in quietly i'll save us all
in the midst of travesty i feel so small

kiss the lips of death in my endeavor
hollow out the eyes of my contender
trust your fight or flight in taking shelter
lie awake at night beside whoever
the air is cold but i don't really mind it
lost my mind in time i'm sure i'll find it
i don't like myself but it's whatever
cause i'm still tryna piece myself together

kiss the lips of death in my endeavor
hollow out the eyes of my contender
trust your fight or flight in taking shelter
lie awake at night beside whoever
the air is cold but i don't really mind it
lost my mind in time i'm sure i'll find it
i don't like myself but it's whatever
cause i'm still tryna piece myself together

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on the wall (prod. tothegood)

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i should've wrote you some letters i'm sorry
i think bout it all of the time
and i miss how things used to be
when you lived closer & i wasn't so hard to find
and i wish that i would've called on your birthday
i knew that the day would arrive
i was drunk and i fucked up my foot back in philly
guess karma was right by my side

eugene

prod. @noahmadethiss

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homebound
you are not alone now
i was on the telephone calling you
wishing i didn't fold now
soulbound
you & i are soulbound
i just wanna be the light beside you & lead the path to your home now
homebound
you are not alone now
i'll be right beside you till the end
and i promise i'll never fold now
sold out
they said that i sold out
all cause i've been writing bout my problems
and made it outta my hometown

trust me i'm trying my hardest
regardless i hope that you're fine
wish i saw the signs
like i could've saved you
if only i knew of the trouble you'd find
oh why was your fate in the hands of me
i think bout it all of the time
and with that in mind i wish i could fall backwards in time
wrote this callback while you were alive

so
reckless
cemetery deathwish
sittin' at your grave with a blunt & a bottle up to my chest
this chexmix doesn't taste the best
it's stale like the ale in my pail and i'm paler than my ex bitch
senseless
write it off my checklist
checkered board shorts & i'm sure that the shore is to the left
it's right there
nothings ever right there
mirrors give me light scares
i'm my own worst nightmare
i'm my own worst nightmare

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homebound (prod. noahmadethiss)

prod. @jolst

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what am i supposed to do
when everything makes me uncomfortable
and my goals are always optimal
but everything just feels impossible 

you took advantage and left me alone in the dark
i spent every second exchanging that pain into art
you waited for silence and sought to tear me apart 
i hate what you've done to me running free in my heart
my sense of direction is severed in seventy parts
this compass is broken and you knew that shit from the start
your lack of compassion was passively stored in compartments
i wreak havoc while you hide in your apartment

what am i supposed to do
when everything makes me uncomfortable
and my goals are always optimal
but everything just feels impossible

once upon a time this shit was right
but right now i'll not feelin all too nice
my heart is heavy frozen under ice
the warmth of whiskey cloaks my fucking spine
you stare at me with fingers intertwined
while we just sit in silence acting fine
i hate how everything just took a dive
we're hanging on just trying to survive

what am i supposed to do
when everything makes me uncomfortable
and my goals are always optimal
but everything just feels impossible

you took my light
you took my shine

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impossible (prod. jolst)

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fake friends mother fucker what's new to me
not much yeah truthfully
i've been tryna find my grind
yeah i'm tryna stay on mine
but this bullshit brutally
destroying me
ain't nobody give a fuck bout me
just bout the music i'll wait till i leave
give me my flowers and say something sweet

eyes on the prize of handling my emotions
rise with the sun embodying all the potent
smoke till i cry i'm sippin another potion
i wanna die decapitation my notion
hi it is i i'm trying to stay focused
this little light gon shine when put in motion
fall from the highs it's heaven when i'm alone
but i do not like just sitting inside at home
the weight of the world dislocated my shoulders
i'll probably throw this song inside a folder
forget about it till i get older
guess i could drop this shit in october
forfeit my mind my life is now over
thanks for the times we had we're much closer
now that i'm dead not worried about exposure
hope that you hear this song & get closure

for a reason

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morning cartoons
filling up the space between daybreak & mid afternoon
oh great i've been inside all day again
the lock just got fixed so that means i cannot escape again
the faces in the walls have been grinning ear to ear
and their teeth still sitting on the floor as if i wasn't here
anymore
and i guess it's time to go
so i'll reset the flux capacitor erasing who i am and what i know

i hope one day you hear this
even from lightyears away
we can rest easy now
we're creatures together now

three, two, one

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle

'gxf' comin' soon!

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impossible (prod. jolst)

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