LYRICS:

waste my time its all okay
i expect this outcome anyway
i push it down as i lose my crown
i drown it out with deafened sound
push me aside no compromise
i believed there was trust inside those eyes
but like every time it was all just lies
this why i got no love left inside my mind

push it all down to the depths of my spine
(say im fine)
i keep running round in circles fuck i do it all the time
i need to find a rope, needa find a way to choke
needa put down the bottles and find a little hope
ive turned into a silo
with every action ive turned more vile
wish to turn back to denial
i miss feeling at home and my smile

sick of bein on my own, need an antidote
keep pushin down the road, but my legs got broke
im pushing past the wallow, past my dread
but with every pill i swallow i wish i were dead

all these medications only make it fuckin worse
shell of my former self and ive been speedin toward a hearse
every time that i get low i just reach into my purse
and i take another tablet that perpetuates my curse

i know im headed six feet down
aint stopping now, in my last round
seeking help in the wrong places
but i cant stop myself
my brain's in overload
fillin up with all this bloat
i broke the day that i awoke
thrown in too deep fore i could float
i think its over, i think im losing hope
dont think that i can cope
lost inside the smoke
all this weed doesnt help my ego
and this irish cream doesnt cease the dread
attempts to get better my brain just veto
so ill never get ahead


vent. (prod. hollowprpl x tiedforsilver)

lyrics 


its overblown
we’ll be ok
itll always go the same way
its a cycle u cant escape
nothing ever happens anyway
take ur empathy 
throw it away
take ur empathy and keep it safe
its a shit storm head fake
we are doomed to repeat fate

whether it happens or not 
u can hold onto hope
but the fear has u trapped oh i know
i had been thru this shit on my own
i just say what u already know

not the end of the world but its close
i cant die with u holding me close
oh i feel as it tears thru my clothes
and it shatters my body and soul

its overblown
we’ll be ok
itll always go the same way
its a cycle u cant escape
nothing ever happens anyway
take ur empathy 
throw it away
take ur empathy and keep it safe
its a shit storm head fake
we are doomed to repeat fate

nothing ever happens _ interlude (sorrowbringer)

it happened _outro (wraithontheporch)

lyrics

its 
out of my head 
out of my hands
you threw a wrench oh
its out of my plans
ur taking ur time
in turn wasting mine
i thought i knew but
im going in blind

get out my head
get off my mind
it fell apart 
in front of my eyes
what is the point
in going again
laid on the floor
and bleeding to death

i hate sitting round between dark walls 
i hate sitting here with these dark thoughts
this had never gone how i want
im just holding out for when the pain stops

will i still be here when the rain stops
i still hear ur voice in the rain drops
i cant help but think about the days lost
whats even the point of a love lost

its 
out of my head 
out of my hands
you threw a wrench oh
its out of my plans
ur taking ur time
in turn wasting mine
i thought i knew but
im going in blind

get out my head
get off my mind
it fell apart 
in front of my eyes
what is the point
in going again
laid on the floor
and bleeding to death

the rain stopped (tiedforsilver + ryankelly)

lyrics

i feel like im the number2 
tossing me aside oh i rly was a toy to u
straight off of the jump i had a read on u
u knw it aint nun new
i had high hopes and i trusted u
look at what that trust will do
oh ive tried to bluff , u been bluffing to
i know it aint nun new

im turning my brain into dust
i cant complain itll toughen me up
i cant complain cuz im ending up numb
i cannot live when ur telling me off
im boutta freak out 
she say she want me now
what abt when i was down
what about when i was out 

i feel like im the number2 
tossing me aside oh i rly was a toy to u
straight off of the jump i had a read on u
u knw it aint nun new
i had high hopes and i trusted u
look at what that trust will do
oh ive tried to bluff , u been bluffing to
i know it aint nun new

numbr2 (flesh + taurs)

lyrics


when i woke up 
i saw ur body in that box
uve made ur decision 
while i sit here and rot
i keep tryna push off these blessings that i got
tell me would you still be there when the frost forms
im so damn greedy oh we couldve got more
i reject the meaning should i sit and watch more
i was never real so i bought more 
oh i bleed in bad forms

not what i want
disbelief in what i saw
is it all good now
as it all burns down

bullshit on my phone
i had to cut it off
tell me am i prone
to losing what i got
sometimes u jus have
to let it run its course
i pour up this liquor 
and my fate restored

when i woke up 
i saw ur body in that box
uve made ur decision 
while i sit here and rot
i keep tryna push off these blessings that i got
tell me wuld you still be there when the frost forms
im so damn greedy oh we couldve got more
i reject the meaning should i sit and watch more
i was never real so i bought more 
oh i bleed in bad forms

made of ice (sorrowbringer)

swarm of flies (sorrowbringer)

lyrics 

tell me what u saw
its a bad sight
i cant talk rn 
issa bad time
omen in the sky
its a bad sign
shrapnel in my eyes
its a bad night
u left me behind
thats about right
oh im comfy oh im cozy
in my confines
wheeled away 
strapped to a gurney
but i cant die
cant die
u know that i cant die

oh its just so spider tack sticky in my cold heart
bb can i show u how it feels in the deep dark
im just a scrap heap project made of old parts
i am just defective and i know its gonna get hard
oh im ineffective is it worth me tryna help out 
gotta start looking for some contacts that could help now
i am just a toy , u could put me on the shelf now
i keep tryna hold onto something out my grasp now 

take over the post when i cannot stand
my legs had been shattered by the impact
could u save me from this
cuz i think u cant
i felt the glass dug in my free hand
oh the concrete is soft whenever you land
and the concussion gained is nothing too bad
can i take off my skin and bones and my hands
itching and scratching off all the scabs

tell me what u saw
its a bad sight
i cant talk rn 
issa bad time
omen in the sky
its a bad sign
shrapnel in my eyes
its a bad night
u left me behind
thats about right
oh im comfy oh im cozy
in my confines
wheeled away 
strapped to a gurney
but i cant die
cant die
u know that i cant die

spidertack (sorrowbringer)

lyrics 

i cant imagine it getting worse
u couldve told that i never learn
i couldnt answer before i turn
its homing a cancer thats never burnt 
i wish u knew how much it all hurt
i guess youll know when im in the dirt
u’d wish the same when im under earth

its over
its alright 
take time
youll be fine
the toxins
get released
my body 
gets erased
and i love it

i dont rest
ill take your breath
ill save you now
ull break me down
i know

i rip thru the sign
yeah
all of it sits in my mind
i got my plans and theyll work out in time
give me some time to get out of ur sight
i just needed someone on my side
im sitting back and along for the ride
im going blind sitting under these lights
i think ill head to a place less bright

i cant imagine it getting worse
u couldve told that i never learn
i couldnt answer before i turn
its homing a cancer thats never burnt 
i wish u knew how much it all hurt
i guess youll know when im in the dirt
u’d wish the same when im under earth

its over
its alright 
take time
youll be fine
the toxins
get released
my body 
gets erased
and i love it

Earthlings iii (hollowprpl + sorrowbringer)

lyrics

hammer in it
hammerin it
can u try to visit
damage in it
hoe i lived it
you could try to listen
if i went missing
i went missing
would u look for me
try to fix me
u cant fix it
can u try to fix it
hammer in it
hammerin it
can u try to visit
damage in it
hoe i lived it
you could try to listen
if i went missing
i went missing
would u look for me
try to fix me
u cant fix it
can u try to fix it

im chopped into spare parts
is it possible that u could lend a spare heart
i got half a mind to leave it to the deep dark
i got half a mind to burn it with a quick spark

can u hold me back 
while i detox
could there be another road
ion see one
its impossible to live in the deep end
its impossible to see when cash in

hammer in it
hammerin it
can u try to visit
damage in it
hoe i lived it
you could try to listen
if i went missing
i went missing
would u look for me
try to fix me
u cant fix it
can u try to fix it

its never been more over (sorrowbringer)

the toolbox (s0ftskelet0ns + hollowprpl)

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vent. (prod. hollowprpl x tiedforsilver)

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