beat sampled @trustt - i think

https://soundcloud.com/trustt/restart

everyday i wake up i wish i had not
everyday feels the same it's so hard to stay strong
i've been trying to keep a smile up for far too long
i've been walking down the same road don't know where i'm going
they say i look good on the outside
i'm nowhere close to perfect on the inside
just don't give me a reason that i should try
that i should try
why should i

i've been keeping feelings tucked up in my heart for too long
every time i see your face yeah i want to explode
every time i try to face my fears i turn and i run
every time i try to do things right i get things wrong
i don't wanna try if it means i get hurt anymore
i don't talk about my problems because you think that they're small
i can't look you in your eyes if you look at me wrong
i know that the world is big but to me it seems small

i just want to disappear and delete myself
i don't know what it means just to be myself
hope you never have to feel the pain at which i felt
stomach churning i feel nauseous i cannot stand up
i don't wanna hear another thing about my health
it's unimportant because the plan was always off myself
i don't think you really know how much i hate myself
i don't think you really know how much i hate myself

everyday i wake up i wish i had not (prod.h3artch3rades)

(～o￣3￣)～ <-- youtube on ipod

@pray4solo
@ripwarheart

polaroid º❍｡ prod. solo + warheart

how'd you like that
leave a part of me but i'm coming right back
writing's on the walls and you know it's all bad
like is it what you hoped for
is it what you hoped for
every part of me wishing for an encore
pain in my body yeah it struck a bad chord
entropy falling to a discord

hope these things that i say find you well
hope these things in my heart are for real
hope these things i say persist on the outside
do you harbor guilt for anything i said
you'd be the first to let me know if it's all in my head
i've been a stranger for too long
if i'm wrong i'd be the first one to admit that i'm wrong
downside is i'm not perfect
is it time to close the curtain
everything that i know hurts me down in my soul
can we do it
can we really make it through it
when i struggle to pursue it
like can i really do it

no promises that i can't keep
thoughts that i can't speak
nights where i can't sleep
it's over now

how'd you like that
leave a part of me but i'm coming right back
writing's on the walls and you know it's all bad
like is it what you hoped for
is it what you hoped for
every part of me wishing for an encore
pain in my body yeah it struck a bad chord
entropy falling to a discord

is it what you hoped for (prod.heroz, kirian, & tgwog)

in the right ways in the wrong ways we would
always talk about love through the grape vine
all the good times and the bad times we would
always talk about love and the opposite
you were upset i was upset too
everything around me comes back to you
i can handle it can you handle it too
everything around me comes back to you

i work on my determination
hate when we are separated
fill this hole my heart is aching
hate my guts you're so mistaken
everyone giving me the look around
everyone looking at me up and down
trying to hide it can't deny just what you see
what you're feeling on the inside everyday
you say you don't know how to do what you want
black spots unknown places in your heart
have pity on me if you want to
i only see it how it is when i want to
i hit you up to see what you've been up to
you've been doing find i've been doing fine too
i would call you mine if you called me mine too
that would be the perfect ending for us two

in the right ways in the wrong ways we would
always talk about love through the grape vine
all the good times and the bad times we would
always talk about love and the opposite
you were upset i was upset too
everything around me comes back to you
i can handle it can you handle it too
everything around me comes back to you

in the right ways in the wrong ways (prod.alt0, kirian, & warhart)

okay i'm doing great
i'm doing better than probably anybody has ever seen
i got people lining up around the corner just to work with me
and people i talk to now treat me like a celebrity
everyone's trying to work with me now thinking i'm a hot commodity
it's a blessing really
everything in my life feels like it's destined for me
i stopped living in the past started living in the present lately
stopped carrying about what people thinks been good for my mental lately
when i'm in my head it's hard not to think about it
this way that way always in the worst ways
think about it often enough was fucking my headspace up
i'm cutting people quickly cutting the dead weight off
my actions speak louder than my words so i don't say much
i know my parents ain't that proud of me but i feel proud of me
i step out in some prada jeans i feel like i'm a prodigy
maison mihara yasuhiro always under my feet
i always keep my head in the clouds and nothing else under me
okay you know better than i know
i'll talk to you later i'm flying to a new time zone
all that glitter's not gold
balenciaga rhinestones
look like diamonds on me shining
make me feel i'm right at home
i'm only worried about things that i'll never get to do
never looked at me before but now i got something to prove
my only opinion is me i don't care if you approve
consistency quality only something i could do
ay ay ay ay
i just woke up thinking i'mma have a really good day
thanks for coming out to check my little life update
i'm just trying to make sure y'all are staying up to date
because my life is so interesting
and nothing is ever as it seems
i can't hold it inside to let you know this time
to get your life in order in order to get your life back
else karma comes around and gets you right back

all that glitters is rhinestones (prod.chrnic & neonn)

Time will tell - Sasaeng ft h3artch3rades (prod.lino x pr37)

PROD VIOLET
ART BY ODDY & BLXTY

GOT TOO MUCH ON MY PLATE THATS
HURTING BUT I DONT WANT TO GO GO GO GO
GO GO GO GO
TELL ME IF ITS TRUE IS IT FATE
BABY I FEEL NEW TO THIS PLACE
I DONT WANT MY TIME TO BE WASTED
WE'RE NOT FINE AND I HATE IT
WHEN I SAW YOU IT WAS GRACE
CAN YOU TELL ME IM NOT LATE OH
I CAN FEEL YOUR IMAGE ITS FADING
BLACKOUT WOKE UP ON THE PAVEMENT
TRANSPARENT BAE UR SEE THROUGH
DO YOU SEE ME HOW I SEE YOU
I BE GETTING GREEN BUT I FEEL BLUE
SHAWTY SAID IM COLD SHE SAID IM THE FLU
GO GO
ME OR HIM CANT HAVE US BOTH
GO GO
THIS WONT FLOAT GIRL UR ON A SINKING BOAT
WATCH FROM A DISTANCE I BEEN TAKING NOTES
I CANT SAY A THING ALL I DO IS CHOKE
TAKE ALL THIS ADVIL AND MY HEAD IT STILL HURTS
GOT ME TRAPPED IN YOUR SPELL BUT I SWEAR ITS A CURSE
IF THIS PART OF YOUR PLAN CAN U PLS DO THE WORST
TELL ME ALL UR PETTY LIES
TELL ME WHAT YOU KEEP INSIDE A BALL
AND YOU HIDE DEEP INSIDE
AND I SWEAR
WHEN IM BY YOUR SIDE I FEEL SO ALIVE
ALL I REALLY WANT IS JUST YOU AND I
PROMISE YOU WILL NOT LET ME GO GO GO GO

grace (violet)

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51five, seph, & uxie - #time2Kill (k1ro)

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