The Upload

last single off new EP out 11/5!!

featuring the great @decksmusic

produced by @livingpuffy

lyrics:
i’m not stupid 
i can feel it setting in
i’m just paralyzed 
while i’m staring at the edge 
and on one hand i still think it might begin 
but this afterglow is still wearing thin 

and this all ain’t 
how it used to be 
and i’m wondering
what it meant to me 
take my hand and i’ll meet you at the end 
but before you go give me one more glance

(decks)
i just wanna see the end of the tunnel
life sucks when u live in a bubble
i just really gotta get it straight
pass time in a somber state
when the walls are closing in
i need to breathe before i swim
pretend that the times are good again
in the same ways
yeah, and when i finally take a stand
hope that they’ll see me as a friend
or maybe someone instead
of nothing

one more glance (feat. decks)[prod. living puff]

Look at all this pain I’m in
I can't find myself again
I could never be your friend
I don’t like your energy
Taking its control of me
Grip too tight my lungs can’t breathe
Finding it impossible
I won’t feel myself again
Myself again
I won’t feel myself again
Myself again

Can’t take the words you say back
Just know I never forgot that
Feelings about to attack
Hard to cope when there’s a knife in my back
Is this what you want
Love to spill my blood
You do this just for fun
It looks like you’ve won

Don’t look back
I don’t know why everybody says that
The past is somewhere that I wanna be at
It hurts to say, but I get sentimental

Look at all this pain I’m in
I can't find myself again
I could never be your friend
I don’t like your energy
Taking its control of me
Grip too tight my lungs can’t breathe
Finding it impossible
I won’t feel myself again
Myself again
I won’t feel myself again
Myself again

idontlikeyou

dying from a panic attack at 5 am w/ I'm Geist

original song by skele

produced by @irby314 & @jolst

support the original song-
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt/iwishinevercalledback

lyrics -
https://genius.com/Lil-skele-i-wish-i-never-called-back-lyrics

my socials - 
twitter.com/whywewish
instagram.com/whywewish

i wish i never called back [cover] (p. irby & jolst)

my euphoria ft. noahmadethiss

AMV link: https://youtu.be/7zqgsXxin-4
Featuring: @maesk337
Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: Boyfifty & Pizzle
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & maesk 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork from: bungo stray dogs

Lyrics:
[Intro: Kurama SD]
It's such loneliness 
In this empty space 
I can't escape 
I'm sorry

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Its such a lonely paradise 
Its so dark at night 
Feeling like everything in my life 
Is so fake 
I'm so anxious 
I'm so sorry 
it's so lonely 
You don't know me
U said you didn't need me
So just leave me 

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
You stabbed me in the eye
I think about your lies
Tell myself to let it go I sigh 
I just can't you should know this 
You didn't notice 
That I was lonely 
I was lonely 

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
You used me
Now you don't need me
I can't be me
No more 
No more

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Its such a lonely paradise 
Its so dark at night 
Feeling like everything in my life 
Is so fake 
I'm so anxious 
I'm so sorry 
it's so lonely 
You don't know me
U said you didn't need me
So just leave me 

[Verse 2: maesk] 
just leave me 
i think i need a break 
would u miss me if the copper wasn’t misplaced
and i been thinking that i need my brain inspected 
absorbing all substances think its leaving me infected
wanna move out of this town, but i got no goals
so baby fill me up with something warm for my damn soul
uh, yeah coz this cycle taking its toll
yeah its lonely in these nights 
but even waking up feels so cold

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
You used me
Now you don't need me
I can't be me
No more 
No more

[Chorus: maesk]
its such a lonely paradise 
its so dark at night
feeling like everything 
in my life is so fake 
I'm so anxious I'm so sorry 
its so lonely 
u don't know 
u said u didn't n st leave me 
just leave me

Lonely Paradise W/ maesk (Prod. Boyfifty & Pizzle)

self-prod

ibleedicare - https://soundcloud.com/slaughter-tone-records
epitome - https://soundcloud.com/failure404
xipz - https://soundcloud.com/xipz_sad

Encore w/ IBleedicare, epitomeoffailure & lil XipZ

I hope you like it and
<3 Thank you for listening <3

prod: @siemspark x @dxnnyfxntom
www.youtube.com/c/siemspark

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[lyrics]:
[harmonic love]:
i don't know where's my home
but when you're here with me, (here with me)
nothin' matters cuz im not alone (not alone)
im always find a better way (yeah)
pain with fun, i miss those days (da-a-a-a-ays)
i'm stronger when you hold my hand
i wanna believe it won't (oh) end
i wish she wouldn't feel alone (oh)
you sleep I know you're dreaming for...
sometimes I not alone
will take care of your soul
you don't need to fear (oh) ghosts (oh)
you don't need to fear ghosts (oh)
close your eyes and think that you were not alone
(not alone not alone)
but time is not kind in this world

[casperrr]:
there's no going back now
and when i think bout it i breakdown
wish i said that i love you but it's late now
cuz i know ur moving outta town

best friends, but i wish we were more than that
loose ends, and i wish we could tie all that
when the day ends, ur whats inside my head
when i wake up i don't wanna get outta bed

i just wanna keep you close
please take sum of my clothes
and let everybody know
that u ain't ever alone

not alone.(ft. casperrr | prod. siemspark x dxnnyfxntom)

[+] tryna spread all my love, its getting hard though
* produced by @metlast *

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

leaving scars

+ spotify

leaving scars (feat. noahmadethiss) [prod. metlast]

prod. me

you're all the best fr <3

lyrics:
I gotta get fucking grip
i let everything slip thru my fingers
im walkin on glass I might trip 
let it cut me just cut me to pieces 

on dry ice frostbite from your lips sent a shiver down my spine thru the vine to my hips 
there ain a lotta love for me, not to give. 
I been tryna figure how the fuck im gonna live like
this.

im wasted, complacent.
u name it
im lame man, 

cut my lips, cant speak to you 
i blew the shield can't read into 
the cold ass stare i get, you use 
permission to light the fuse 

im just a figment 
walkin thru your vision
catch me upset, its just something you're dismissin 
solice is only possible when were in two 
love so still, its all because i skipped the route
unmissable 

i am 
cant relate to me relate to you
i try 
some days i wonder why i cant cry 
my eyes 
been frosted since i last quit my lies 
so why 
is my chest still caving in

i feel my worth in my skin
but i can't seem to let it grow
i feel the grief in my soul
leave slowly

frostbite

spotify

I wrote this song in prison
And thank god that I did it
I’m a man who’s on a mission
I’ve got business left to finish up
I don't deal with minimums
My sound will not diminish
I swear on any witness
All the things I know I didn’t

I be on my own thing
Shovel to the dirt
All the time I wasted was time I deserved
Now I sing of heartbreak
A pain not from this earth
I miss gettin' high
I miss loving my girl

And I swear
When I get out
I’ll be there
For you baby girl

I wrote this song in prison
When sh!t was getting difficult
But man I had a vision
I’ve got business left to finish up
I don't deal with minimums
My sound will not diminish
I swear on any witness
All the things I know I didn’t

I be on my own thing
Shovel to the dirt
All the time I wasted was time I deserved
Now I sing of heartbreak
A pain not from this earth
I miss gettin' high
I miss loving my girl

I wrote this song in prison
It goes
(oh)
Yeah
(oh)
I wrote this song in prison
It goes
(oh)
Yeah
I wrote this song in prison
(oh)

s0cliché - I Wrote This Song In Prison

the little things in life ft. Love Jai + Hamilton *recycleBin*

Featuring: @nokerbforever
Written by: Kurama SD & NOKERB
Produced by: jolst & dercept 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & NOKERB
Mastered by: NOKERB
Artwork by: Kurama SD

[Intro: Kurama SD]
Some days I feel like a ghost
Feel like a ghost 
Going crazy in the back of the class 
I never thought anything 
You said was true 
So what the fuck dude 
True 

[Chorus: NOKERB]
Cuz i know that she doesn't move on,
Doesn't move on yeah she doesn't do that, 
And she wants to drag me down with her 
Yeah she doesn't go, 
She always looks into one direction 
Is it just her ghost who talks to me?
x2 

[Verse: Kurama SD]
I fucked up 
I know I did
At least I didn't hide it 
I'm still a letdown 
I'm still a letdown 

Thought I was cool
But I always lose 
Nobody cares 
Who I am 
(WHO I AM) 

[Chorus: NOKERB]
Cuz i know that she doesn't move on,
Doesn't move on yeah she doesn't do that, 
And she wants to drag me down with her 
Yeah she doesn't go, 
She always looks into one direction 
Is it just her ghost who talks to me?
x2 

[Outro: Kurama SD]
Think I know everything 
But I know nothing 
So I fade away

GHOST w/ NOKERB (Prod. jolst & dercept)

[Non-Profit]
Mixed/Mastered By Me
-
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/nciku
-
(Lyrics)
perfect for me 
I'm always crying in the cold nights
this is something we gotta talk about 
but some days just get harder 
i don't wanna do this no more
i want you , you want me 
we're such a perfect match 
i know we won't collapse 
don't get bored of me 
i know that I'm too much 
i'm trying to be perfect

it's always silent in the cold night 
the weather is so cold without you 
and i love you 
don't want this to end 
I'll hold you till the end
just notice that i care 
i trust you with my heart
i just wanna be there 
i just love you way too much

i love you (nciku)

German acoustic indie-pop ballad, intimate and emotional. Minimal arrangement with warm piano, soft acoustic guitar, subtle strings and light percussion. Gentle dynamics, raw and heartfelt male vocals in German, with a fragile, intimate delivery and lots of emotional nuance. Sparse production, natural reverb, focus on voice and lyrics, lyrics: Balkonblumen, music: AI

not alone.(ft. casperrr | prod. siemspark x dxnnyfxntom)

harmonic love

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