Just For Mo

The Upload

🧶

hurt

baby it's alright with me
kill me here i'm on my knees
don't make me say pretty please
so fucked up lost everything

i'm feeling like a love lost fuck up
i know i never made much progress on us
i know i never fucking focus
i guess
i guess i'm just so fucking hopeless at best

caught me in a bad place,
bad mood, bad year
i still hear your name
yeah, it's ringing in my ear
shoot me through the heart
hunt me down, please my dear
baby kill me now
please girl let me die here

bury my dreams beneath these screams
abandon hope and let me bleed
i called your phone
you called it off
you're at your peak
i'm at a loss
i was so weak
all along
i will admit though
i was wrong

caught me in a bad place,
bad mood, bad year
i still hear your name
yeah, it's ringing in my ear
shoot me through the heart
hunt me down, please my dear
baby kill me now
please girl let me die here

bury my dreams, bury my dreams
just let me bleed, just let me bleed

baby it's alright with me
kill me here i'm on my knees
don't make me say pretty please
so fucked up lost everything

caught me in a bad place,
bad mood, bad year
i still hear your name
yeah, it's ringing in my ear
shoot me through the heart
hunt me down, please my dear
baby kill me now
please girl let me die here

//
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bad mood, bad year

familypet - hurt ur feelings

@fos_azy big things coming

original song: 93FEETOFSMOKE - Stop telling me nothing

lyrics:
i think that i’ve found
nothing changes, but the view out our window
looking perfect, retrospect, but we both know
that’s just how it goes

stop calling me at 6 in the morning
i don’t wanna see your name in my home screen
when it’s all said and done, it’s worth nothing
no one cares about a thing, but themselves
include me too, I wanna be numb too
i don’t wanna love you, anymore

anymore, anymore, anymore
i don’t wanna care anymore
i’m such a bore
i’ve got no cure for this head on my shoulders

stop telling me (stop telling me)
stop telling me nothing
stop telling me (stop telling me)
stop telling me nothing
stop telling me (stop telling me)
stop telling me nothing
stop telling me nothing
i don’t care anymore

i don't wanna love you anymore

@babyboicr00k
@ihatepromnight

Cover Art by cr00k
Guitars by@iofmusic from 2Late4Me Part 2 Guitar Loop Pack

cr00k x promnight - m00n house (prod. rodger)

thank you for your support.

lyrics:

voices, pull a trigger drink a poison
i feel like an old broken toy 
in your basement
waiting for replacement

how do i call it, stonewalling? hold up,
am i the one who should be saying sorry? 
all the times i have been trying to keep it all going
i couldn't even talk some sense into you, fuck story

telling, it's just feelings, i'm just telling
it's boiled up, if you're playing, i don't get it
i guess we'll have to end this mess on a down note
you're upstairs, i'm in the basement, the door's locked

now i'm bringing it back while i'm playing this solo
look at what i've become, now i'm burning your photos
ain't gonna lie i'm thankful for all that 'cause
look at you now, keep repeating this song like

"he's getting somewhere, god, how could i expect him
keep doing his music shit out of his hate for me
we need to talk like true love is immortal, i'm down for a walk
if he follows me home"

from your gaze to the kisses, sweet nothings, smiles stunning, time stopping
big fights, break-ups, still loving, there's so much pain i hide while strumming
better days, we were there, our hurricane destroyed the walls so warm my hand
if you're silent now, whose voice still sounds in my head, let it be unsaid

we were hanging out in my crib
watching cartoons before sleep
and you loved this song although i hated it

i said this song would be so cool 
if you would hum and make some tunes
you were so shy about it
so i left the room

as you can hear it's finished, your voice's still in it
nothing left to do
so sad and sweet - our first and last song ever 
hope you like it too

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voices

july1

AUGUST 20, 2020

I've Been Missing Your Name On My Phone (feat. https://soundcloud.com/blondumb) (prod. https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin)

LYRICS:
(kami oshie)
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah

Oh my god, all I do is I try and fail at every little thing
Every little thing that I do
Yeah I do…

I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah

All I wanna do
All I wanna do
Text you
Text you
After this is said and done
We could fall in love

(Blondumb)
Where do I go?
Where do I stay?
I've got it all
All of this pain
I need it all
All of this bank
I need it all…

I've been loosing all my mind, I’ve been telling ya, nah it's not not easy
I don't really know, but find my thoughts they just teasing
Life is getting hard, I don't know if I want to stay or go
if I want to stay or go, if I want to stay or go

(kami oshie)
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah

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Blondumb:
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https://twitter.com/LucaJohnsMate
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recycleBin:
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https://twitter.com/martinn_jr2
https://www.instagram.com/martinjrsen/
https://www.instagram.com/recyclexbin/
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I've Been Missing Your Name On My Phone (feat. Blondumb) (prod. recycleBin)

i hate myself for loving you ft sewerperson (prod. vaegud)

this is our second song together<3 
[go give @hi-clavita some love!!!] 

lyrics & voice by clavita:
I notice we don’t go
outside much anymore
just wanna let you know
I will wait for you

it’s times like this that I
I can be right by your side
I look forward every morning 
to say hi to you

you wonder when 
you’ll be okay
it’s a little rough today
you dream so hard
it will come true
you’re my dream come true

you are enough
you are enough
more than enough

you can achieve
what you want to be
I’ll help you believe 

sometimes it’s hard to be
just to live and try to breathe
so glad you did today 
for you and for me

you hold on to me tight
I wish I could speak to your mind
but I hear your heart, it’s pounding
and I know you feel mine

you try your best
you should be proud
you know I sure am 
you dream so hard
it will come true
you’re my dream come true

you are enough
you are enough
more than enough

why you look so down
don't be sorry
I will be around

you are enough (feat. Clavita)

lyrics:

kick me punch me
what I'm spose do to make you love me
I cant blame you
I wouldn't love me
and I'm way too fussy
I could barely walk out the house with the shit I put on this morning
5am she's still snoring

white eyes
I hope u wake up from this cold night
you're looking green I hope you're alright
don't die
she cannot love a long time
maybe its in your star sign
you decide

cross eyed
I wanna help you but I don't know how
I wanna hold you you said not right now
I say I love you and you shut me down
i cant tell you why I still reach out
do you believe that I mean it though
said you're bad shit crazy I don't mean it though
to this meeting I propose a toast
to neglecting those that we might need the most
and I'm sorry for drowning out what I need to hear
I cant picture what I looked like yesterday
let alone what I look like last year
I feel horrible
I suppose it all settles down
vital signs back to normal ground
cigarettes in this wet crowd
late night at the lost and found
I can bike back in streetlights
I could stay as long as you like
curled up in the back room
I wont fold we can tell them lies
go to sleep baby I swear I'll be beside you
you can trust everything stay between us two
I believe we can make it through this monsoon
if you find yourself ensnared just know I got you

white eyes
I hope u wake up from this cold night
you're looking green I hope you're alright
don't die
she cannot love a long time
maybe its in your star sign
you decide

signs (eric godlow)

lyrics

do you fucking care at all
you're making it pitiful 
i'm sorry that i ruined your life
i can't take it back if i wanted to
i'm tired
you just wanna kill me
you're sour

dead to rights you had me
this is what you paid for
what if i'm a liar
would you have called it
this is your desire
so why can't you own it

pushing me around again
you know this is not what i had in mind at all
too many phone calls, too many white lies

okay, i've made mistakes 
yeah, i can admit it
but can you really dig the feeling i give
when you're pissed is this what i miss
i won't bitch cause really i did
x5 i did
you bitch

do you fucking care at all
you're making it pitiful 
i'm sorry that i ruined your life
i can't take it back if i wanted to
i'm tired
you just wanna kill me
you're sour

you're sour to the max
always on my back
i bet you send 100 texts
guess that i'm a wreck
it's always what you want 
and what you say is how it goes
so let the river flow 
while i'm picking at my elbow

i'm not how i used to be
and i don't lie
i'm really on your side
but you don't really want me too
i'm okay with being used i'm a loser

on your side i don't wanna be alive
you can tell this is a bad time
i can tell that this is not right
make it better this time

do you fucking care at all
you're making it pitiful 
i'm sorry that i ruined your life
i can't take it back if i wanted to
i'm tired
you just wanna kill me
you're sour

sour (prod. jody)

first single off my ep "i never asked for this", dropping december 25th!

thank u so much to @fantasycamp for featuring on this
and @nevrfall and @sainttomorrow for the wonderful production
cover art by evan carr :)

lyrics:
[decks]
light fading
im waiting
give me a reason
something to believe in
i can’t go back and i know that
im desperate and i show that
am i right or am i too naive
why won’t you leave
why won’t you leave

[fantasy camp]
goin through the motions but we’re faded
yeah time and time again it’s still the same shit
and im sorry if i ever kept you waiting
i just think that we’re in two different places
and i know its gonna kill me just to let go
but its easier than trying to forget though
there’s a place for you inside my heart forever
in my spirit we will always be together
i won’t let you down again
and this time i swear i mean it
all good things come to an end
and i think we’re both defeated
so let’s just take time
to find ourselves again
and i’ll wait right here
to find you at the end

[decks]
light fading
im waiting
give me a reason
something to believe in
i can’t go back and i know that
im desperate and i show that
am i right or am i too naive
why won’t you leave
why won’t you leave

i never asked for this

leave (ft. fantasy camp) [p. nevrfall x saint tomorrow]

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leave (ft. fantasy camp) [nevrfall x saint tomorrow]

https://soundcloud.com/shinpuru
^ Show him some love

Lyrics:
walking in dark at 2 am without a clue to where I'm going
raining, snowing I don't care
the street lights on these nights will help me repair
the damage you delt, take that belt off I sweared
I was done with this, come back for you baby I'm a masochist
running so damn fast from this
cause baby you the catalyst
alcohol the agonist
pain I cannot manage it.
kiss your glowing lips again
aware that you're a basilisk

now it's 9 am at the station
in my chest I feel no breathe the space is vacant
got no recollection on how I awakened
on this bench said fuck that wench I cannot take this
why I always find myself
downing all the shelf
going 85 inside the residential belt
walking home alone again, I'm talking to myself
I can't find no home until I'm greeted by the 

BLINDING LIGHTS
GLOW SO BRIGHT
I FLY UP HIGH
I TOUCH THE SKY AGAIN
*
coming down
she never come around
I just wander and I ponder If I'm better drowned
leave my body in the lake
I live my life and I'm half baked
and I just wonder If she faked each day she said we're bound

running the in dark at 2 am without a clue to where I'm going
raining, snowing I don't care
the street lights on these nights will help me repair
the damage you delt, as I belt over snares
rip out my hair
everything I came to know was fucking lies
anxious as a mother fucker, rather die
missing every touch and every fucking lie
now I now the truth behind each every line

Street Lights [prod. shinpuru]

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soundcloud - @itsyungvan
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instagram - https://www.instagram.com/yungvan

lyrics - 

long drive, dark lights
i ask baby are you alright?
new love, new start
but it's too bright
might try yeah to always stay around her
don't sleep we can stay awake forever

and do you hear me?
when i'm calling
i mean okay
we both want this
but one day
when the sky turns grey
we'll remember this as the day we met

long drive, dark lights
i ask baby are you alright?
new love, new start
but it's too bright
might try yeah to always stay around her
don't sleep we can stay awake forever

i bought you roses 
but you didn't need them
you need my love 
so that's all that i'm bringing
when we first met i didn't think i just leaped in
your eyes were so blue i didn't mind the deep end
deep dive, didn't even think why
was captured by the loving nature of your eyes
yeah you made me hypnotised

one life, one heart
but it's you that i needed
found trust in the ask stop the bleeding
you remind me of the stars and galaxy in motion

don't let me go yet i beg you
cos i ain't been the same since i met you
on the rainy day
but haven't we always been this way?
and it's all
up in the air now
but i don't really give a fuck now
there comes a day where it all fades away
i don't wanna waste no time

long drive, dark lights
i ask baby are you alright?
new love, new start
but it's too bright
might try yeah to always stay around her
don't sleep we can stay awake forever

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long drive, dark lights (feat. yung van & demxntia)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
i got all this figured out
she loved me where was that now
i need no advice for now
i need no one just for now
i like hangin by myself
got nothing to worry bout
got no friends to hear them pout
no drama i luv this wow

omg
i got played
she aint the one
i look dumb
hes got scars
and she running far
she dont know where to start
left the shattered heart

i lost thought unplugged my brain
she poisoned me hey wow thanks
hey wow thanks
british girl look like effy
shes stunning dont know her name
dont know her name

i been told i hate myself
theyre not wrong i need no help
i need nothing dont reach out
i got all this figured out
how u doing, oh im swell
i guess ill just take the L
hold your ears im boutta yell
im precious beside my mouth
i feel like im using the same flow in every song
i probably am its fine it kind of piss me off
i dont even know where we stand, enemies or what
but u know i think abt u and its quite a lot
she said shes building a relationship with god
i wonder how far thatll last, prolly not long
all the things u say and do, u needa wash ur mouth
cus i know where its been, girl im not dumb

i lost thought unplugged my brain
she poisoned me hey wow thanks
hey wow thanks
british girl look like effy
shes stunning dont know her name
dont know her name

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thanks

produced by hazenova x https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke
featuring: https://soundcloud.com/00000001111111




Lyrics:

hazenova:
fucked up
ive been fucked up
ive been fucking up
you dont gotta tell me that im fucking up
caffeine in my veins
i cant get enough
i cant get enough
i cant get anough
im not normal
i dont like you
im a weirdo
up late
seeing ghosts in my window
you dont gotta hide it
you can show me
i know you dont like me
youre a phony
i dont even like you
you dont even know me
why you hatin on me
and why you do it lowkey

00000001111111:
she tries  to play with my mind and emotions
I wanna  find out what really is the motive
we were walking by the side of the ocean
I see the fight
you are my light
I need to know why
do you despise
everything i am?
I treat u right
we have the sight to be better
do you despise
everything i am?
i swear u hate me but im right here
i swear u hate me but im right here

caffeine in my veins (feat. 00000001111111)

Prod. @metlast

Lyrics:
I remember when you used to be there
I remember when you used to not care
Pretty girl with an evil stare
I can feel the tension in the air

Its done and i know its not fair
Fuck love, it wont ever repair
Im gone when i said id be there
She got a gun im in the crosshair


Theres murder on her mind
But she wanna take her time 
Blue n black heart
Im frvr in line

For a meeting with death
From all the stress
I cant get
Why u obsessed
Why u obsessed
I cant get

Like a tattoo
Your on my skin like i had u
Im fucked up in the back room
Im a goth boy and im bad news

think im see through
Lose my life yeah thats cool
Leave behind your perfume
Fuck a job and fuck school


I remember when you used to be there
I remember when you used to not care
Pretty girl with an evil stare
I can feel the tension in the air

Its done and i know its not fair
Fuck love, it wont ever repair
Im gone when i said id be there
She got a gun im in the crosshair

I REMEMBER WHEN YOU USED TO BE THERE (Prod. Metlast)

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/ZDJ12
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0QY1usesI4

Artist:
@thomasreidmusic

Producer:
@prodbyhypx

Lyrics:
haven't felt alive in a long time
no, i haven't felt alive in a long time
palm trees blowing in the wind
too afraid to let you in
cause i haven't felt alive in a long time

i know your lying here
whisperin' to me
but my mind's away
i'm reminiscing, please
hold me tighter till
i feel something spark
all the walls that i put up have left me in the dark
oh baby, it's my fault
i hope you understand
smile and play it cool but you know it's just a mask
that i'll wear all night
until the morning comes
oh god, i'm feelin numb

haven't felt alive in a long time
no, i haven't felt alive in a long time
palm trees blowing in the wind
too afraid to let you in
cause i haven't felt alive in a long time
countin the days before you let me go
am i breathin'?
i don't think i know
countin the days before you let me go
oooohhhh

countin' the days before i cut and run
stayin' inside, haven't seen the sun 
countin' the days before i cut and run
ooooohhhhh

because i haven't felt alive in a long time
no, i haven't felt alive in a long time
palm trees blowing in the wind
too afraid to let you in
cause i haven't felt alive in a long time

Hypx & Thomas Reid - Haven't Felt Alive In A Long Time

Lyrics

I'm not what I thought I 
Was before I could see the dark skies
Through the clouds even with the help of sunlight
I don't think that somethings right, feel my nerves about to fly

Chest gets hot, I'm bouta fry
I can't stop, I'm bound to lie
Maybe I'm just a bad guy
I can't cry, don't ask me why

If I could figure it out, I would of never made a song
But maybe the way that I figure it out is breaking down and making songs

Stuck in a cycle, walk with my eyes closed
I cannot get out even if I do
This how my life go, die I just might do
You're not a good girl, fuck it I like you

I'ma regret what I said to you like I always have
Love is a thing that can turn to weapon too, I cannot fucking last

Please don't leave me, I'm really needy
Don't look up to me, you don't wanna be me
All that I do is just sit in a room
Thinking about all the shit I would do
If I wasn't sad & wasn't held back
By feelings that I should of left in the past
I know I need to do more with my life than just lay up all day being stuck on my ass

I don't know how to cope
Lost soul, don't know where to go
Getting old, growing cold
Life's hard so fuck it I'll fold

I'm a ghost in the light of the night sky
Try to cope when I try to write my
Songs, up all night long
I feel the weight but I try to be strong

I'm just a waste putting smoke in my lungs
Fuck everyday just be leaving me strung out
Hate on the tip of my tongue
You won't feel the same when my words start to come out
Friends of mine, used to have some
Life did it's thing and we don't get along now
Thoughts in my mind really wrong, so I try keeping myself always calm now

I'm not what I thought I 
Was before I could see the dark skies
Through the clouds even with the help of sunlight
I don't think that something's right, feel my nerves about to fly

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dark skies. | Produced by røse

White Tee

White Tee (Lil Peep Cover)

s/o https://soundcloud.com/cay2o for beat sauce

lyrics:

me:
you're the only one who stayed here, but i can't feel you when you lay here
i know you're jus layin next to me, but in my mind im living a tragedy.

i think im gonna go ghost, but it only lasts for a couple hours
she said that i do the most, um, she don't know me at all
i fall to the ground so easily
i lay in bed just to keep the peace
you fell in love with me that was the problem we're fucked in the head and we know that we probably 
can't go much longer we're stuck in somber 
it's almost the end of october, and we still can't keep fighting.
im fighting for you i hope you're telling the truth cause i been stuck in this mindset and i been holdin onto you.
all of my trust is abandoned, i lay in bed and i count my bands then 
wake up and put on my pants and
slip and fall on all my chances.

skele: 
me n kais in the back 
got racks on me 
2 gs on a coat 
n we still eat 
don’t get why u sad when u see me 
but ion say shit 
i jus wanna keep the peace 
i feel like ghandi i keep me a piece 
i’m skipping class man fuck a degree 
i’m tryna get rich while i’m chasing a dream
im tryna tour like over the seas
no way
you make a month what i make in a day 
he like to talk but got nothing to say 
i keep a band just in case that it rains 
why u so mad when u talking to me 
i swear i love u don’t gotta be mean
i swear that i love when u laying w me 
but u push me away by the end of the week

axstn:
i just wanna know what she's playin ain't got shit to say cus i know that she fakin
love is a drug that i'm cravin 
bitchin on the phone bout me likw we're datin
they say don't love no more
bitchin bout they're life while they closin the door
said i can't ever trust no more cus im sick of this shit i've done this before
i don't know what's next
is there something left
i don't have a choice
so imma call it quits x2

stay here

stay here w/skele & yung axstn (prod. cay2o)

Lyrics:
you steal could my flow, but i could steal your ho
but i aint trust no bitch, so i just ride solo
im never giving up, until i got a home
all these girls is the same, but keep it way down low

key, low, you dont wanna know me
hold, me, you dont wanna show me
no, sleep, never will console me
lonely, smoke until i OD

smoke until i OD, said it wasnt possible but you dont even know me
fuck up out my face when you say that you a OG
but it dont matter on the lowkey

giving up, cause there aint nothin to talk about
guess we're done, and i prolly wont see you around
one more cup, i dont feel it but its goin down
kill the sun, you dont need it when you in the clouds

said youd be around, you a liar save your bullshit
wake up on the floor i dont even wanna do this
maybe i could die if im always getting too lit
hands up in the sky, cause i give up i could prove it

tie my hands bring me up to the attic
cloak my head in the dark and i panic
lock the door walk away cause you manic
im replaced now im gone like its magic

It's Okay To Be Scared

itsokaytobescared

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