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me:
insta: www.instagram.com/whywewish/
twitt: twitter.com/whywewish

jolst:
insta: https://www.instagram.com/prodjolst/
twitt: https://twitter.com/prodjolst

(p. jolst)

~lyrics~

(hook)
and he said that love bites, and so do i 
ill tell u that i love u but might make u wanna die
but youll be alright, just hold tight 
cuz ur scheduled for a rocky ride 
and love hurts, be ready for the burn 
u keep lettin ppl hurt u, when the fuck will u learn?
i dont wanna, i dont feel this way about no other
i aint been able to sleep without u in my covers

(verse)
yea this alcohol reminds me of how u were 
makes me feel better anytime that im hurt 
shes helpin me forget that its now his turn
i might mix her wit her sister, stuff this wood and let it burn
i cant sleep, n i cant cry 
tryna survive wit my heart full of lies 
i remember i saw stars in ur eyes 
but nowadays that feeling doesnt apply
i guess u never really know what u have until they turn their back and walk away from u 
u never really know where ur at until u feel ur world jus slippin away from u
and talks with u are the hardest 
blinding lights, but im truly at my darkest
i dont wanna let it tear us apart
i feel like we're at the end but this should be the start 

(hook)
he said that love bites, and so do i 
ill tell u that i love u but might make u wanna die
but youll be alright, just hold tight 
cuz ur scheduled for a rocky ride 
and love hurts, be ready for the burn 
u keep lettin ppl hurt u, when the fuck will u learn?
i dont wanna, i dont feel this way about no other
i aint been able to sleep without u in my covers

shoutouy halestorm

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love bites

self-prod

ibleedicare - https://soundcloud.com/slaughter-tone-records
epitome - https://soundcloud.com/failure404
xipz - https://soundcloud.com/xipz_sad

Encore w/ IBleedicare, epitomeoffailure & lil XipZ

quite an emotional song for me, I want to thank everyone that has listened, supported and all th cool ppl ive met with music, to me its so much more than just sound bites... im unsure of if ill make vocals again but im still so grateful no matter what <333

i havent thanked u, ima thank u for this
built something special with these special moments
there were some dark times ohhhh there was bliss
ohhhh there was bliss

im making shapes with the light, and its 3am
wishing i could c u again
moon shines bright on my skin and what’s killing me 
is th reminder that i may never c u again

the playlists, movies the jus u are here
and everything that made me feel like i was really here
id change the past if i knew this was how id said goodbye
not for my sake coz ur the only one thats ever cared

mumbo fumbo 

i having talked about my feelings like this
i having talked about my feelings like this
jus wanna thank u for all those moments
that u listened when i was jus talking shit 

u may never see me from this moment forward
a year without an outlet, i hope that u can move forward
moon shines bright and its killing me 
but i hope this light gives u more life and more good

i wish i could open up to all those that around me 
but if i dont make it out dont want a single feeling guilty
put so much time in perfecting what they dont see
that sometimes even i forget and i can feel my soul leave

i feel my soul leave, i feel my soul go
fly freely in the night, when its so ice cold
jus giv me ur word, promise me that u will let go
living in the past sounds like the worst home

im making shapes with the light, and its 3am
wishing i could c u again
moon shines bright on my skin and what’s killing me 
is th reminder that i may never c u again

the playlists, movies the jus u are here
and everything that made me feel like i was really here
id change the past if i knew this was how i said goodbye
not for my own sake coz ur the only one thats ever cared

thank u <3 (aer projects)

mastered by @wokely
Lyrics:

[chorus] 

scratching at my dry eyes for the last time
i know, that you despise, when i cry 
so i, try my best to, try my best to lie
so you don’t hate me for the last time

[verse]

slumped on my desk hoping that somebody wakes me up
this ain’t what u want, but that’s okay I always mess it up
haven’t slept for over 5 hours, in 5 years 
maybe it would be better if i could see clear

i been hurting myself for a while
throwing up every single day before a shower
what a disaster, i feel myself losing all of my power
headaches every day cuz i want music louder

hate going in my living room, cuz everybody thinks i wont be living soon
hate my voice so i try my best to cover it up in autotune
hate myself, i hate to loom, when that’s all i know how to do
i hate the way i think, so i hate my attitude 

[verse 2]

going down i know, that you probably hate me
i don’t blame u either, cuz i also hate me
everything i make is garbage and ez
that’s why nobody likes it lately

i been going crazy, i don’t even want to do this anymore it hurts me
yeah, it hurts me, i don’t even want to do this anymore 
it makes me feel weak 
and i can’t even stand this for one more week

it’s really hurting deep
my soul is not cheap, but right now it might be
i really hate this feeling
so can you take it please, can you take it please

[chorus]

scratching at my dry eyes for the last time
i know, that you despise, when i cry 
so i, try my best to, try my best to lie
so you don’t hate me for the last time

dry i's (killedmyself)

grief

grief ft. Teddyboi (branwen)

Big thanks to @carlby for being on this one. Mixing this was hard, because no matter what I did, everything I did to my mix made it sound worse. It got to a point where I basically just said "screw it, it's never gonna be good enough, I'm gonna drop it just how it is" so I hope you guys enjoy my suffering xD

Like A Forest Fire(Feat. Carlby) | Prod. HeyRick

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/sadboiforever and Low Hope

2001's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/Prod2001

low hope's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/ProdLowhope   


/lyrics/

i can't breath in this dense crowd
could you lead me through i need you right now
eyes piercing through me i feel naked 
could you hold me closely and recalibrate my brain love

i know that it's stupid
i can't help but worry
i know you said you will be here
but still i grip your hand so tightly

and i will never let you go again
i can feel my body tense 
every thought i reprehend 
still rots inside my broken head

and i can't bring myself to step outside
anxiety builds and i just want to hide
i think my body's giving up this time
i can feel my chest collapse when i look inside your eyes

i just feel so fucking useless
can't ask for help feel like a nuisance
just do my best to hide and numb it
a facade that's built with cuts and bruises

i think i have lost it
but don't know what it ever was
nothing like what used to be
lately i feel like a husk of myself 

i can't breath in this dense crowd
could you lead me through i need you right now
eyes piercing through me i feel naked 
could you hold me closely and recalibrate my brain love

i know that it's stupid
i can't help but worry
i know you said you will be here
but still i grip your hand so tightly

and i will never let you go again
i can feel my body tense 
every thought i reprehend 
still rots inside my broken head

inmyhead (2001 x Low Hope)

mama used to tell me don't say nothin' if u cant say nothin' nice ~

bbydonttalk. [+lilportal]

produced by me and irby
(guitar from irby)
featuring cypression
lyrics:


im fuckin sick of my hometown
i think i wan be alone now
i walk alone when its cold out
i cry alone by your old house
im doing shows and they sold out
i miss ur face but ur gone now
hopin u hear all my songs now
hopin ur where u belong now

drawn out days and fuckin sickness
im the only one on my hitless
everybody around can bare witness
to the way i been living
i bleach my eyes so i cant see the past
im hopin for once that something can last
my bones are shattered like therye fucking glass
im doin fine tho im having a blast







i know you wont care when i say that i miss you 
but i stg its ture 
now hate this town with a passion 
you let me donw and it all fell thru 
idk how u live with yrslef 
i just wish u would rot in hell

i hate this town with a passion 
i should fit but i swear that they laughung 
i keep my head down i hate the attraction 
you left me here and im just getting older 
where was my closure

Hometown (Feat. Cypression)

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